I can only just make it out. That money is going. Soon it will be gone. It's supposed to be money for a new buy-out fund. I have no idea how anyone will get it down now. Why did BC Partners feel the need to raise it so high, where no one can reach? Well, no one normal. I suppose I could have a word with Big Herb or Ganesh, but I'm trying to leave all that behind. I intend to become a shaman with one voice, with everything I need within me. No desire to go sailing through astral skies with the ghosts of financiers long dead. No desire to roll in desert sands. I am a changing man.