Monday 22 January 2018

[No. 580] Voice

My voice?

And ... 'Yes, I'm your voice, Mikey'[1], and it's not me, uh, that, kook(s) / and this ... is me! / and 'Yes, this ... is me'[1], and ... 'Yes, I'm your voice, Mikey'[2], and that's not me, FFS![1], and it's not me, uh, that, kook(s) / and this ... is me! / and 'Yes, this ... is me'[2], and what is, uh ... me? Let's be honest[1], and that's not me, FFS![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND now ... to find myself, and lose the idiot[1], and what is, uh ... me? Let's be honest[2], and ... 'I'm not an idiot!'[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND now ... to find myself, and lose the idiot[2], and all of us, our consciousness nesses ... are a fucking mess of voices and words, yes, we must be honest[1], and ... 'I'm not an idiot!'[2], and I'm praying for a miracle, me[1], and all of us, our consciousness nesses ... are a fucking mess of voices and words, yes, we must be honest[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, yes, we are spinners, and sinners![1], and I'm praying for a miracle, me[2], and I'm so optimistic I must be insane[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, yes, we are spinners, and sinners![2], and ... 'One day, we'll get beyond the THREE, boss, one day, yes, oh, pray, one day, YES!'[1], and I'm so optimistic I must be insane[2], and, ha! ... that bloody THREE, oh, beyond![1], and ... 'One day, we'll get beyond the THREE, boss, one day, yes, oh, pray, one day, YES!'[2], and I'm not so sure / and, I mean ... how many conceptuals does it take, for the love of Christ?![1], and, ha! ... that bloody THREE, oh, beyond![2], and I'll get clean, and you'll get clean, kook(s), and the Voice will die, yes, yes, yes ...[1], and I'm not so sure / and, I mean ... how many conceptuals does it take, for the love of Christ?![2], and ... 'I'll never die, not I!'[1], and I'll get clean, and you'll get clean, kook(s), and the Voice will die, yes, yes, yes ...[2], and he'll die, don't worry about that, and we can't suffer with him/it forever, surely?[1], and ... 'I'll never die, not I!'[2], and ... 'Ha! You have no understanding of the deeper mysteries, Mikey, trust me'[1], and he'll die, don't worry about that, and we can't suffer with him/it forever, surely?[2], and why would I trust a disembodied voice, seriously?[1], and ... 'Ha! You have no understanding of the deeper mysteries, Mikey, trust me'[2], and never, never, never, never, never ... mind, kook(s), eh?[1], and why would I trust a disembodied voice, seriously?[2], and if we're being honest ... voices will be the only thing left, one day, ah, voices in the wind![1], and never, never, never, never, never ... mind, kook(s), eh?[2], and ... what a fate![1], and if we're being honest ... voices will be the only thing left, one day, ah, voices in the wind![2], and, Jesus, save us![1], and ... what a fate![2], and ... 'Yes, I'm your voice, Mikey'[3], and, Jesus, save us![2], and it's not me, uh, that, kook(s) / and this ... is me! / and 'Yes, this ... is me'[3], and that's not me, FFS![3], and what is, uh ... me? Let's be honest[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND now ... to find myself, and lose the idiot[3], and ... 'I'm not an idiot!'[3], and all of us, our consciousness nesses ... are a fucking mess of voices and words, yes, we must be honest[3], and I'm praying for a miracle, me[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, yes, we are spinners, and sinners![3], and I'm so optimistic I must be insane[3], and ... 'One day, we'll get beyond the THREE, boss, one day, yes, oh, pray, one day, YES!'[3], and, ha! ... that bloody THREE, oh, beyond![3], and I'm not so sure / and, I mean ... how many conceptuals does it take, for the love of Christ?![3], and I'll get clean, and you'll get clean, kook(s), and the Voice will die, yes, yes, yes ...[3], and ... 'I'll never die, not I!'[3], and he'll die, don't worry about that, and we can't suffer with him/it forever, surely?[3], and ... 'Ha! You have no understanding of the deeper mysteries, Mikey, trust me'[3], and why would I trust a disembodied voice, seriously?[3], and never, never, never, never, never ... mind, kook(s), eh?[3], and if we're being honest ... voices will be the only thing left, one day, ah, voices in the wind![3], and ... what a fate![3], and, Jesus, save us![3], and

And ... 'Yes, I'm your voice, Mikey'[1], and it's not me, uh, that, kook(s) / and this ... is me! / and 'Yes, this ... is me'[1], and ... 'Yes, I'm your voice, Mikey'[2], and that's not me, FFS![1], and it's not me, uh, that, kook(s) / and this ... is me! / and 'Yes, this ... is me'[2], and what is, uh ... me? Let's be honest[1], and that's not me, FFS![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND now ... to find myself, and lose the idiot[1], and what is, uh ... me? Let's be honest[2], and ... 'I'm not an idiot!'[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND now ... to find myself, and lose the idiot[2], and all of us, our consciousness nesses ... are a fucking mess of voices and words, yes, we must be honest[1], and ... 'I'm not an idiot!'[2], and I'm praying for a miracle, me[1], and all of us, our consciousness nesses ... are a fucking mess of voices and words, yes, we must be honest[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, yes, we are spinners, and sinners![1], and I'm praying for a miracle, me[2], and I'm so optimistic I must be insane[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, yes, we are spinners, and sinners![2], and ... 'One day, we'll get beyond the THREE, boss, one day, yes, oh, pray, one day, YES!'[1], and I'm so optimistic I must be insane[2], and, ha! ... that bloody THREE, oh, beyond![1], and ... 'One day, we'll get beyond the THREE, boss, one day, yes, oh, pray, one day, YES!'[2], and I'm not so sure / and, I mean ... how many conceptuals does it take, for the love of Christ?![1], and, ha! ... that bloody THREE, oh, beyond![2], and I'll get clean, and you'll get clean, kook(s), and the Voice will die, yes, yes, yes ...[1], and I'm not so sure / and, I mean ... how many conceptuals does it take, for the love of Christ?![2], and ... 'I'll never die, not I!'[1], and I'll get clean, and you'll get clean, kook(s), and the Voice will die, yes, yes, yes ...[2], and he'll die, don't worry about that, and we can't suffer with him/it forever, surely?[1], and ... 'I'll never die, not I!'[2], and ... 'Ha! You have no understanding of the deeper mysteries, Mikey, trust me'[1], and he'll die, don't worry about that, and we can't suffer with him/it forever, surely?[2], and why would I trust a disembodied voice, seriously?[1], and ... 'Ha! You have no understanding of the deeper mysteries, Mikey, trust me'[2], and never, never, never, never, never ... mind, kook(s), eh?[1], and why would I trust a disembodied voice, seriously?[2], and if we're being honest ... voices will be the only thing left, one day, ah, voices in the wind![1], and never, never, never, never, never ... mind, kook(s), eh?[2], and ... what a fate![1], and if we're being honest ... voices will be the only thing left, one day, ah, voices in the wind![2], and, Jesus, save us![1], and ... what a fate![2], and ... 'Yes, I'm your voice, Mikey'[3], and, Jesus, save us![2], and it's not me, uh, that, kook(s) / and this ... is me! / and 'Yes, this ... is me'[3], and that's not me, FFS![3], and what is, uh ... me? Let's be honest[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND now ... to find myself, and lose the idiot[3], and ... 'I'm not an idiot!'[3], and all of us, our consciousness nesses ... are a fucking mess of voices and words, yes, we must be honest[3], and I'm praying for a miracle, me[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, yes, we are spinners, and sinners![3], and I'm so optimistic I must be insane[3], and ... 'One day, we'll get beyond the THREE, boss, one day, yes, oh, pray, one day, YES!'[3], and, ha! ... that bloody THREE, oh, beyond![3], and I'm not so sure / and, I mean ... how many conceptuals does it take, for the love of Christ?![3], and I'll get clean, and you'll get clean, kook(s), and the Voice will die, yes, yes, yes ...[3], and ... 'I'll never die, not I!'[3], and he'll die, don't worry about that, and we can't suffer with him/it forever, surely?[3], and ... 'Ha! You have no understanding of the deeper mysteries, Mikey, trust me'[3], and why would I trust a disembodied voice, seriously?[3], and never, never, never, never, never ... mind, kook(s), eh?[3], and if we're being honest ... voices will be the only thing left, one day, ah, voices in the wind![3], and ... what a fate![3], and, Jesus, save us![3], and

And ... 'Yes, I'm your voice, Mikey'[1], and it's not me, uh, that, kook(s) / and this ... is me! / and 'Yes, this ... is me'[1], and ... 'Yes, I'm your voice, Mikey'[2], and that's not me, FFS![1], and it's not me, uh, that, kook(s) / and this ... is me! / and 'Yes, this ... is me'[2], and what is, uh ... me? Let's be honest[1], and that's not me, FFS![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND now ... to find myself, and lose the idiot[1], and what is, uh ... me? Let's be honest[2], and ... 'I'm not an idiot!'[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND now ... to find myself, and lose the idiot[2], and all of us, our consciousness nesses ... are a fucking mess of voices and words, yes, we must be honest[1], and ... 'I'm not an idiot!'[2], and I'm praying for a miracle, me[1], and all of us, our consciousness nesses ... are a fucking mess of voices and words, yes, we must be honest[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, yes, we are spinners, and sinners![1], and I'm praying for a miracle, me[2], and I'm so optimistic I must be insane[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, yes, we are spinners, and sinners![2], and ... 'One day, we'll get beyond the THREE, boss, one day, yes, oh, pray, one day, YES!'[1], and I'm so optimistic I must be insane[2], and, ha! ... that bloody THREE, oh, beyond![1], and ... 'One day, we'll get beyond the THREE, boss, one day, yes, oh, pray, one day, YES!'[2], and I'm not so sure / and, I mean ... how many conceptuals does it take, for the love of Christ?![1], and, ha! ... that bloody THREE, oh, beyond![2], and I'll get clean, and you'll get clean, kook(s), and the Voice will die, yes, yes, yes ...[1], and I'm not so sure / and, I mean ... how many conceptuals does it take, for the love of Christ?![2], and ... 'I'll never die, not I!'[1], and I'll get clean, and you'll get clean, kook(s), and the Voice will die, yes, yes, yes ...[2], and he'll die, don't worry about that, and we can't suffer with him/it forever, surely?[1], and ... 'I'll never die, not I!'[2], and ... 'Ha! You have no understanding of the deeper mysteries, Mikey, trust me'[1], and he'll die, don't worry about that, and we can't suffer with him/it forever, surely?[2], and why would I trust a disembodied voice, seriously?[1], and ... 'Ha! You have no understanding of the deeper mysteries, Mikey, trust me'[2], and never, never, never, never, never ... mind, kook(s), eh?[1], and why would I trust a disembodied voice, seriously?[2], and if we're being honest ... voices will be the only thing left, one day, ah, voices in the wind![1], and never, never, never, never, never ... mind, kook(s), eh?[2], and ... what a fate![1], and if we're being honest ... voices will be the only thing left, one day, ah, voices in the wind![2], and, Jesus, save us![1], and ... what a fate![2], and ... 'Yes, I'm your voice, Mikey'[3], and, Jesus, save us![2], and it's not me, uh, that, kook(s) / and this ... is me! / and 'Yes, this ... is me'[3], and that's not me, FFS![3], and what is, uh ... me? Let's be honest[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND now ... to find myself, and lose the idiot[3], and ... 'I'm not an idiot!'[3], and all of us, our consciousness nesses ... are a fucking mess of voices and words, yes, we must be honest[3], and I'm praying for a miracle, me[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, yes, we are spinners, and sinners![3], and I'm so optimistic I must be insane[3], and ... 'One day, we'll get beyond the THREE, boss, one day, yes, oh, pray, one day, YES!'[3], and, ha! ... that bloody THREE, oh, beyond![3], and I'm not so sure / and, I mean ... how many conceptuals does it take, for the love of Christ?![3], and I'll get clean, and you'll get clean, kook(s), and the Voice will die, yes, yes, yes ...[3], and ... 'I'll never die, not I!'[3], and he'll die, don't worry about that, and we can't suffer with him/it forever, surely?[3], and ... 'Ha! You have no understanding of the deeper mysteries, Mikey, trust me'[3], and why would I trust a disembodied voice, seriously?[3], and never, never, never, never, never ... mind, kook(s), eh?[3], and if we're being honest ... voices will be the only thing left, one day, ah, voices in the wind![3], and ... what a fate![3], and, Jesus, save us![3], and