Tuesday 1 December 2020

[No. 859] How can we fight the chaos?

I just don't know.

And, I mean ...[1], and it's always there, somewhere ... ain't it?[1], and, I mean ...[2], and, or ...[1], and it's always there, somewhere ... ain't it?[2], and a-ROUND here ... or anywhere, really ... / ... and do you know what I mean?[1], and, or ...[2], and we can't escape[1], and a-ROUND here ... or anywhere, really ... / ... and do you know what I mean?[2], and words, thoughts, trash ... even feelings can be trash - if you got them real bad[1], and we can't escape[2], and Lucky knew ... ?[1], and words, thoughts, trash ... even feelings can be trash - if you got them real bad[2], and, well ... Lucky knew nothing, he was such an idiot ... and that's why Beckett called him Lucky, no doubt[1], and Lucky knew ... ?[2], and can we be without consciousness? ... or is that too much to hope for?[1], and, well ... Lucky knew nothing, he was such an idiot ... and that's why Beckett called him Lucky, no doubt[2], and so many questions ...[1], and can we be without consciousness? ... or is that too much to hope for?[2], and rolling on the floor like a dog doesn't help ...[1], and so many questions ...[2], and, yes, conscious ness ness ness ... where does it come from?[1], and rolling on the floor like a dog doesn't help ...[2], and I want to believe ... that the cosmos loves you[1], and, yes, conscious ness ness ness ... where does it come from?[2], and does it help to break the words?[1], and I want to believe ... that the cosmos loves you[2], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can look after yourself[1], and does it help to break the words?[2], and I, I, I ...[1], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can look after yourself[2], and, so ...[1], and I, I, I ...[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the spinning only makes you forget for a while[1], and, so ...[2], and I would like to be calm ... [1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the spinning only makes you forget for a while[2], and ... ... ...[1], and I would like to be calm ... [2], and was that Buddha cat as calm as they say? ... or was he a con man like all the others?[1], and ... ... ...[2], and ... ... ... no, I'm not calm[1], and was that Buddha cat as calm as they say? ... or was he a con man like all the others?[2], and the noise in the street ... even when I'm here ... or doing the hypnosis[1], and ... ... ... no, I'm not calm[2], and the people who move ...[1], and the noise in the street ... even when I'm here ... or doing the hypnosis[2], and they walk and talk like they were born to do it[1], and the people who move ...[2], and they make me ill[1], and they walk and talk like they were born to do it[2], and I don't know how to deal with them ...[1], and they make me ill[2], and, listen to me ...[1], and I don't know how to deal with them ...[2], and maybe you're just as bad as they are ...[1], and, listen to me ...[2], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[1], and maybe you're just as bad as they are ...[2], and, why, why, WHY ... are you here ... ?![1], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[2], and I envy you because you don't know anything[1], and, why, why, WHY ... are you here ... ?![2], and, sod it![1], and I envy you because you don't know anything[2], and, I mean ...[3], and, sod it![2], and it's always there, somewhere ... ain't it?[3], and, or ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... or anywhere, really ... / ... and do you know what I mean?[3], and we can't escape[3], and words, thoughts, trash ... even feelings can be trash - if you got them real bad[3], and Lucky knew ... ?[3], and, well ... Lucky knew nothing, he was such an idiot ... and that's why Beckett called him Lucky, no doubt[3], and can we be without consciousness? ... or is that too much to hope for?[3], and so many questions ...[3], and rolling on the floor like a dog doesn't help ...[3], and, yes, conscious ness ness ness ... where does it come from?[3], and I want to believe ... that the cosmos loves you[3], and does it help to break the words?[3], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can look after yourself[3], and I, I, I ...[3], and, so ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the spinning only makes you forget for a while[3], and I would like to be calm ... [3], and ... ... ...[3], and was that Buddha cat as calm as they say? ... or was he a con man like all the others?[3], and ... ... ... no, I'm not calm[3], and the noise in the street ... even when I'm here ... or doing the hypnosis[3], and the people who move ...[3], and they walk and talk like they were born to do it[3], and they make me ill[3], and I don't know how to deal with them ...[3], and, listen to me ...[3], and maybe you're just as bad as they are ...[3], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[3], and, why, why, WHY ... are you here ... ?![3], and I envy you because you don't know anything[3], and, sod it![3], and

And, I mean ...[1], and it's always there, somewhere ... ain't it?[1], and, I mean ...[2], and, or ...[1], and it's always there, somewhere ... ain't it?[2], and a-ROUND here ... or anywhere, really ... / ... and do you know what I mean?[1], and, or ...[2], and we can't escape[1], and a-ROUND here ... or anywhere, really ... / ... and do you know what I mean?[2], and words, thoughts, trash ... even feelings can be trash - if you got them real bad[1], and we can't escape[2], and Lucky knew ... ?[1], and words, thoughts, trash ... even feelings can be trash - if you got them real bad[2], and, well ... Lucky knew nothing, he was such an idiot ... and that's why Beckett called him Lucky, no doubt[1], and Lucky knew ... ?[2], and can we be without consciousness? ... or is that too much to hope for?[1], and, well ... Lucky knew nothing, he was such an idiot ... and that's why Beckett called him Lucky, no doubt[2], and so many questions ...[1], and can we be without consciousness? ... or is that too much to hope for?[2], and rolling on the floor like a dog doesn't help ...[1], and so many questions ...[2], and, yes, conscious ness ness ness ... where does it come from?[1], and rolling on the floor like a dog doesn't help ...[2], and I want to believe ... that the cosmos loves you[1], and, yes, conscious ness ness ness ... where does it come from?[2], and does it help to break the words?[1], and I want to believe ... that the cosmos loves you[2], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can look after yourself[1], and does it help to break the words?[2], and I, I, I ...[1], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can look after yourself[2], and, so ...[1], and I, I, I ...[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the spinning only makes you forget for a while[1], and, so ...[2], and I would like to be calm ... [1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the spinning only makes you forget for a while[2], and ... ... ...[1], and I would like to be calm ... [2], and was that Buddha cat as calm as they say? ... or was he a con man like all the others?[1], and ... ... ...[2], and ... ... ... no, I'm not calm[1], and was that Buddha cat as calm as they say? ... or was he a con man like all the others?[2], and the noise in the street ... even when I'm here ... or doing the hypnosis[1], and ... ... ... no, I'm not calm[2], and the people who move ...[1], and the noise in the street ... even when I'm here ... or doing the hypnosis[2], and they walk and talk like they were born to do it[1], and the people who move ...[2], and they make me ill[1], and they walk and talk like they were born to do it[2], and I don't know how to deal with them ...[1], and they make me ill[2], and, listen to me ...[1], and I don't know how to deal with them ...[2], and maybe you're just as bad as they are ...[1], and, listen to me ...[2], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[1], and maybe you're just as bad as they are ...[2], and, why, why, WHY ... are you here ... ?![1], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[2], and I envy you because you don't know anything[1], and, why, why, WHY ... are you here ... ?![2], and, sod it![1], and I envy you because you don't know anything[2], and, I mean ...[3], and, sod it![2], and it's always there, somewhere ... ain't it?[3], and, or ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... or anywhere, really ... / ... and do you know what I mean?[3], and we can't escape[3], and words, thoughts, trash ... even feelings can be trash - if you got them real bad[3], and Lucky knew ... ?[3], and, well ... Lucky knew nothing, he was such an idiot ... and that's why Beckett called him Lucky, no doubt[3], and can we be without consciousness? ... or is that too much to hope for?[3], and so many questions ...[3], and rolling on the floor like a dog doesn't help ...[3], and, yes, conscious ness ness ness ... where does it come from?[3], and I want to believe ... that the cosmos loves you[3], and does it help to break the words?[3], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can look after yourself[3], and I, I, I ...[3], and, so ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the spinning only makes you forget for a while[3], and I would like to be calm ... [3], and ... ... ...[3], and was that Buddha cat as calm as they say? ... or was he a con man like all the others?[3], and ... ... ... no, I'm not calm[3], and the noise in the street ... even when I'm here ... or doing the hypnosis[3], and the people who move ...[3], and they walk and talk like they were born to do it[3], and they make me ill[3], and I don't know how to deal with them ...[3], and, listen to me ...[3], and maybe you're just as bad as they are ...[3], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[3], and, why, why, WHY ... are you here ... ?![3], and I envy you because you don't know anything[3], and, sod it![3], and

And, I mean ...[1], and it's always there, somewhere ... ain't it?[1], and, I mean ...[2], and, or ...[1], and it's always there, somewhere ... ain't it?[2], and a-ROUND here ... or anywhere, really ... / ... and do you know what I mean?[1], and, or ...[2], and we can't escape[1], and a-ROUND here ... or anywhere, really ... / ... and do you know what I mean?[2], and words, thoughts, trash ... even feelings can be trash - if you got them real bad[1], and we can't escape[2], and Lucky knew ... ?[1], and words, thoughts, trash ... even feelings can be trash - if you got them real bad[2], and, well ... Lucky knew nothing, he was such an idiot ... and that's why Beckett called him Lucky, no doubt[1], and Lucky knew ... ?[2], and can we be without consciousness? ... or is that too much to hope for?[1], and, well ... Lucky knew nothing, he was such an idiot ... and that's why Beckett called him Lucky, no doubt[2], and so many questions ...[1], and can we be without consciousness? ... or is that too much to hope for?[2], and rolling on the floor like a dog doesn't help ...[1], and so many questions ...[2], and, yes, conscious ness ness ness ... where does it come from?[1], and rolling on the floor like a dog doesn't help ...[2], and I want to believe ... that the cosmos loves you[1], and, yes, conscious ness ness ness ... where does it come from?[2], and does it help to break the words?[1], and I want to believe ... that the cosmos loves you[2], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can look after yourself[1], and does it help to break the words?[2], and I, I, I ...[1], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can look after yourself[2], and, so ...[1], and I, I, I ...[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the spinning only makes you forget for a while[1], and, so ...[2], and I would like to be calm ... [1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the spinning only makes you forget for a while[2], and ... ... ...[1], and I would like to be calm ... [2], and was that Buddha cat as calm as they say? ... or was he a con man like all the others?[1], and ... ... ...[2], and ... ... ... no, I'm not calm[1], and was that Buddha cat as calm as they say? ... or was he a con man like all the others?[2], and the noise in the street ... even when I'm here ... or doing the hypnosis[1], and ... ... ... no, I'm not calm[2], and the people who move ...[1], and the noise in the street ... even when I'm here ... or doing the hypnosis[2], and they walk and talk like they were born to do it[1], and the people who move ...[2], and they make me ill[1], and they walk and talk like they were born to do it[2], and I don't know how to deal with them ...[1], and they make me ill[2], and, listen to me ...[1], and I don't know how to deal with them ...[2], and maybe you're just as bad as they are ...[1], and, listen to me ...[2], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[1], and maybe you're just as bad as they are ...[2], and, why, why, WHY ... are you here ... ?![1], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[2], and I envy you because you don't know anything[1], and, why, why, WHY ... are you here ... ?![2], and, sod it![1], and I envy you because you don't know anything[2], and, I mean ...[3], and, sod it![2], and it's always there, somewhere ... ain't it?[3], and, or ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... or anywhere, really ... / ... and do you know what I mean?[3], and we can't escape[3], and words, thoughts, trash ... even feelings can be trash - if you got them real bad[3], and Lucky knew ... ?[3], and, well ... Lucky knew nothing, he was such an idiot ... and that's why Beckett called him Lucky, no doubt[3], and can we be without consciousness? ... or is that too much to hope for?[3], and so many questions ...[3], and rolling on the floor like a dog doesn't help ...[3], and, yes, conscious ness ness ness ... where does it come from?[3], and I want to believe ... that the cosmos loves you[3], and does it help to break the words?[3], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can look after yourself[3], and I, I, I ...[3], and, so ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the spinning only makes you forget for a while[3], and I would like to be calm ... [3], and ... ... ...[3], and was that Buddha cat as calm as they say? ... or was he a con man like all the others?[3], and ... ... ... no, I'm not calm[3], and the noise in the street ... even when I'm here ... or doing the hypnosis[3], and the people who move ...[3], and they walk and talk like they were born to do it[3], and they make me ill[3], and I don't know how to deal with them ...[3], and, listen to me ...[3], and maybe you're just as bad as they are ...[3], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[3], and, why, why, WHY ... are you here ... ?![3], and I envy you because you don't know anything[3], and, sod it![3], and