Monday 30 May 2022

[No. 1,004] It's a mistake!

You can't control your consciousness by listening to one audiobook with periods of horrifying silence.

And, come on ...[1], and let's throw in some evil ghosts, too! ... Why not?![1], and, come on ...[2], and, ha, ha, ha![1], and let's throw in some evil ghosts, too! ... Why not?![2], and TV???[1], and, ha, ha, ha![2], and we must let the chaos in - all of it![1], and TV???[2], and silence is horrible[1], and we must let the chaos in - all of it![2], and all that matters is ... results, results, results, you dig?[1], and silence is horrible[2], and, uh ...[1], and all that matters is ... results, results, results, you dig?[2], and live with the agony of life while you achieve stuff that will survive without you ... Man, it's the only way[1], and, uh ...[2], and put the TV on with the sound down low![1], and live with the agony of life while you achieve stuff that will survive without you ... Man, it's the only way[2], and ... 'Listen to music!'[1], and put the TV on with the sound down low![2], and, yeah, yeah ... or ... well ... your favourite YouTube characters talking all kinds of shit[1], and ... 'Listen to music!'[2], and ... just fight the silence![1], and, yeah, yeah ... or ... well ... your favourite YouTube characters talking all kinds of shit[2], and can you stay indoors ... while birds are singing in the trees ... on a sunny day???[1], and ... just fight the silence![2], and there's NOTHING everywhere to hold on to[1], and can you stay indoors ... while birds are singing in the trees ... on a sunny day???[2], and emptiness, chaos ... noise ... filth ... ah, there's no hiding place[1], and there's NOTHING everywhere to hold on to[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... ??? ... I don't even know if it helps us ... it might hurt us[1], and emptiness, chaos ... noise ... filth ... ah, there's no hiding place[2], and the world is a bad joke[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... ??? ... I don't even know if it helps us ... it might hurt us[2], and I know that John lived with chaos ... he always had the TV on[1], and the world is a ba d j oke[2], and I can only make some basic commitments ... dumbbells, two hours of guitar, diet, twenty minutes of vocal exercise[1], and I know that John lived with chaos ... he always had the TV on[2], and I must focus on results!!![1], and I can only make some basic commitments ... dumbbells, two hours of guitar, diet, twenty minutes of vocal exercise[2], and chaos is the reality of the world ...[1], and I must focus on results!!![2], and those bloody lyrics! ... and the demo ... ... ...[1], and chaos is the reality of the world ...[2], and I want results!!![1], and those bloody lyrics! ... and the demo ... ... ...[2], and don't look at me like that[1], and I want results!!![2], and my friend is the cosmos ... friend, I will find a word here, and a word there ... to put in my songs[1], and don't look at me like that[2], and that's the best I can do[1], and my friend is the cosmos ... friend, I will find a word here, and a word there ... to put in my songs[2], and slow steady progress is better than slooow death[1], and that's the best I can do[2], and seconds, minutes, hours ...[1], and slow steady progress is better than slooow death[2], and all of us!!! ... We can be really alive if we want to be!!![1], and seconds, minutes, hours ...[2], and ... am I making sense to anyone???[1], and all of us!!! ... We can be really alive if we want to be!!![2], and, or, or, or ... is it all nonsense to your square brain?[1], and ... am I making sense to anyone???[2], and maybe you, you, YOU(!) don't understand ... artists like me have got to live with chaos[1], and, or, or, or ... is it all nonsense to your square brain?[2], and .. 'Don't waste your breath, Mikey'[1], and maybe you, you, YOU(!) don't understand ... artists like me have got to live with chaos[2], and I'm sorry ... it's nothing like working in a bank, or a kitchen, or a fucking rocket factory[1], and .. 'Don't waste your breath, Mikey'[2], and where's Francis when you need him?[1], and I'm sorry ... it's nothing like working in a bank, or a kitchen, or a fucking rocket factory[2], and, COME ON - !!![1], and where's Francis when you need him?[2], and, come on ...[3], and, COME ON - !!![2], and let's throw in some evil ghosts, too! ... Why not?![3], and, ha, ha, ha![3], and TV???[3], and we must let the chaos in - all of it![3], and silence is horrible[3], and all that matters is ... results, results, results, you dig?[3], and, uh ...[3], and live with the agony of life while you achieve stuff that will survive without you ... Man, it's the only way[3], and put the TV on with the sound down low![3], and ... 'Listen to music!'[3], and, yeah, yeah ... or ... well ... your favourite YouTube characters talking all kinds of shit[3], and ... just fight the silence![3], and can you stay indoors ... while birds are singing in the trees ... on a sunny day???[3], and there's NOTHING everywhere to hold on to[3], and emptiness, chaos ... noise ... filth ... ah, there's no hiding place[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... ??? ... I don't even know if it helps us ... it might hurt us[3], and the world is a b  a  d j  o  k  e[3], and I know that John lived with chaos ... he always had the TV on[3], and I can only make some basic commitments ... dumbbells, two hours of guitar, diet, twenty minutes of vocal exercise[3], and I must focus on results!!![3], and chaos is the reality of the world ...[3], and those bloody lyrics! ... and the demo ... ... ...[3], and I want results!!![3], and don't look at me like that[3], and my friend is the cosmos ... friend, I will find a word here, and a word there ... to put in my songs[3], and that's the best I can do[3], and slow steady progress is better than slooow death[3], and seconds, minutes, hours ...[3], and all of us!!! ... We can be really alive if we want to be!!![3], and ... am I making sense to anyone???[3], and, or, or, or ... is it all nonsense to your square brain?[3], and maybe you, you, YOU(!) don't understand ... artists like me have got to live with chaos[3], and .. 'Don't waste your breath, Mikey'[3], and I'm sorry ... it's nothing like working in a bank, or a kitchen, or a fucking rocket factory[3], and where's Francis when you need him?[3], and, COME ON - !!![3], and

And, come on ...[1], and let's throw in some evil ghosts, too! ... Why not?![1], and, come on ...[2], and, ha, ha, ha![1], and let's throw in some evil ghosts, too! ... Why not?![2], and TV???[1], and, ha, ha, ha![2], and we must let the chaos in - all of it![1], and TV???[2], and silence is horrible[1], and we must let the chaos in - all of it![2], and all that matters is ... results, results, results, you dig?[1], and silence is horrible[2], and, uh ...[1], and all that matters is ... results, results, results, you dig?[2], and live with the agony of life while you achieve stuff that will survive without you ... Man, it's the only way[1], and, uh ...[2], and put the TV on with the sound down low![1], and live with the agony of life while you achieve stuff that will survive without you ... Man, it's the only way[2], and ... 'Listen to music!'[1], and put the TV on with the sound down low![2], and, yeah, yeah ... or ... well ... your favourite YouTube characters talking all kinds of shit[1], and ... 'Listen to music!'[2], and ... just fight the silence![1], and, yeah, yeah ... or ... well ... your favourite YouTube characters talking all kinds of shit[2], and can you stay indoors ... while birds are singing in the trees ... on a sunny day???[1], and ... just fight the silence![2], and there's NOTHING everywhere to hold on to[1], and can you stay indoors ... while birds are singing in the trees ... on a sunny day???[2], and emptiness, chaos ... noise ... filth ... ah, there's no hiding place[1], and there's NOTHING everywhere to hold on to[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... ??? ... I don't even know if it helps us ... it might hurt us[1], and emptiness, chaos ... noise ... filth ... ah, there's no hiding place[2], and the world is a bad joke[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... ??? ... I don't even know if it helps us ... it might hurt us[2], and I know that John lived with chaos ... he always had the TV on[1], and the world is a ba d j oke[2], and I can only make some basic commitments ... dumbbells, two hours of guitar, diet, twenty minutes of vocal exercise[1], and I know that John lived with chaos ... he always had the TV on[2], and I must focus on results!!![1], and I can only make some basic commitments ... dumbbells, two hours of guitar, diet, twenty minutes of vocal exercise[2], and chaos is the reality of the world ...[1], and I must focus on results!!![2], and those bloody lyrics! ... and the demo ... ... ...[1], and chaos is the reality of the world ...[2], and I want results!!![1], and those bloody lyrics! ... and the demo ... ... ...[2], and don't look at me like that[1], and I want results!!![2], and my friend is the cosmos ... friend, I will find a word here, and a word there ... to put in my songs[1], and don't look at me like that[2], and that's the best I can do[1], and my friend is the cosmos ... friend, I will find a word here, and a word there ... to put in my songs[2], and slow steady progress is better than slooow death[1], and that's the best I can do[2], and seconds, minutes, hours ...[1], and slow steady progress is better than slooow death[2], and all of us!!! ... We can be really alive if we want to be!!![1], and seconds, minutes, hours ...[2], and ... am I making sense to anyone???[1], and all of us!!! ... We can be really alive if we want to be!!![2], and, or, or, or ... is it all nonsense to your square brain?[1], and ... am I making sense to anyone???[2], and maybe you, you, YOU(!) don't understand ... artists like me have got to live with chaos[1], and, or, or, or ... is it all nonsense to your square brain?[2], and .. 'Don't waste your breath, Mikey'[1], and maybe you, you, YOU(!) don't understand ... artists like me have got to live with chaos[2], and I'm sorry ... it's nothing like working in a bank, or a kitchen, or a fucking rocket factory[1], and .. 'Don't waste your breath, Mikey'[2], and where's Francis when you need him?[1], and I'm sorry ... it's nothing like working in a bank, or a kitchen, or a fucking rocket factory[2], and, COME ON - !!![1], and where's Francis when you need him?[2], and, come on ...[3], and, COME ON - !!![2], and let's throw in some evil ghosts, too! ... Why not?![3], and, ha, ha, ha![3], and TV???[3], and we must let the chaos in - all of it![3], and silence is horrible[3], and all that matters is ... results, results, results, you dig?[3], and, uh ...[3], and live with the agony of life while you achieve stuff that will survive without you ... Man, it's the only way[3], and put the TV on with the sound down low![3], and ... 'Listen to music!'[3], and, yeah, yeah ... or ... well ... your favourite YouTube characters talking all kinds of shit[3], and ... just fight the silence![3], and can you stay indoors ... while birds are singing in the trees ... on a sunny day???[3], and there's NOTHING everywhere to hold on to[3], and emptiness, chaos ... noise ... filth ... ah, there's no hiding place[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... ??? ... I don't even know if it helps us ... it might hurt us[3], and the world is a b  a  d j  o  k  e[3], and I know that John lived with chaos ... he always had the TV on[3], and I can only make some basic commitments ... dumbbells, two hours of guitar, diet, twenty minutes of vocal exercise[3], and I must focus on results!!![3], and chaos is the reality of the world ...[3], and those bloody lyrics! ... and the demo ... ... ...[3], and I want results!!![3], and don't look at me like that[3], and my friend is the cosmos ... friend, I will find a word here, and a word there ... to put in my songs[3], and that's the best I can do[3], and slow steady progress is better than slooow death[3], and seconds, minutes, hours ...[3], and all of us!!! ... We can be really alive if we want to be!!![3], and ... am I making sense to anyone???[3], and, or, or, or ... is it all nonsense to your square brain?[3], and maybe you, you, YOU(!) don't understand ... artists like me have got to live with chaos[3], and .. 'Don't waste your breath, Mikey'[3], and I'm sorry ... it's nothing like working in a bank, or a kitchen, or a fucking rocket factory[3], and where's Francis when you need him?[3], and, COME ON - !!![3], and

And, come on ...[1], and let's throw in some evil ghosts, too! ... Why not?![1], and, come on ...[2], and, ha, ha, ha![1], and let's throw in some evil ghosts, too! ... Why not?![2], and TV???[1], and, ha, ha, ha![2], and we must let the chaos in - all of it![1], and TV???[2], and silence is horrible[1], and we must let the chaos in - all of it![2], and all that matters is ... results, results, results, you dig?[1], and silence is horrible[2], and, uh ...[1], and all that matters is ... results, results, results, you dig?[2], and live with the agony of life while you achieve stuff that will survive without you ... Man, it's the only way[1], and, uh ...[2], and put the TV on with the sound down low![1], and live with the agony of life while you achieve stuff that will survive without you ... Man, it's the only way[2], and ... 'Listen to music!'[1], and put the TV on with the sound down low![2], and, yeah, yeah ... or ... well ... your favourite YouTube characters talking all kinds of shit[1], and ... 'Listen to music!'[2], and ... just fight the silence![1], and, yeah, yeah ... or ... well ... your favourite YouTube characters talking all kinds of shit[2], and can you stay indoors ... while birds are singing in the trees ... on a sunny day???[1], and ... just fight the silence![2], and there's NOTHING everywhere to hold on to[1], and can you stay indoors ... while birds are singing in the trees ... on a sunny day???[2], and emptiness, chaos ... noise ... filth ... ah, there's no hiding place[1], and there's NOTHING everywhere to hold on to[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... ??? ... I don't even know if it helps us ... it might hurt us[1], and emptiness, chaos ... noise ... filth ... ah, there's no hiding place[2], and the world is a bad joke[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... ??? ... I don't even know if it helps us ... it might hurt us[2], and I know that John lived with chaos ... he always had the TV on[1], and the world is a ba d j oke[2], and I can only make some basic commitments ... dumbbells, two hours of guitar, diet, twenty minutes of vocal exercise[1], and I know that John lived with chaos ... he always had the TV on[2], and I must focus on results!!![1], and I can only make some basic commitments ... dumbbells, two hours of guitar, diet, twenty minutes of vocal exercise[2], and chaos is the reality of the world ...[1], and I must focus on results!!![2], and those bloody lyrics! ... and the demo ... ... ...[1], and chaos is the reality of the world ...[2], and I want results!!![1], and those bloody lyrics! ... and the demo ... ... ...[2], and don't look at me like that[1], and I want results!!![2], and my friend is the cosmos ... friend, I will find a word here, and a word there ... to put in my songs[1], and don't look at me like that[2], and that's the best I can do[1], and my friend is the cosmos ... friend, I will find a word here, and a word there ... to put in my songs[2], and slow steady progress is better than slooow death[1], and that's the best I can do[2], and seconds, minutes, hours ...[1], and slow steady progress is better than slooow death[2], and all of us!!! ... We can be really alive if we want to be!!![1], and seconds, minutes, hours ...[2], and ... am I making sense to anyone???[1], and all of us!!! ... We can be really alive if we want to be!!![2], and, or, or, or ... is it all nonsense to your square brain?[1], and ... am I making sense to anyone???[2], and maybe you, you, YOU(!) don't understand ... artists like me have got to live with chaos[1], and, or, or, or ... is it all nonsense to your square brain?[2], and .. 'Don't waste your breath, Mikey'[1], and maybe you, you, YOU(!) don't understand ... artists like me have got to live with chaos[2], and I'm sorry ... it's nothing like working in a bank, or a kitchen, or a fucking rocket factory[1], and .. 'Don't waste your breath, Mikey'[2], and where's Francis when you need him?[1], and I'm sorry ... it's nothing like working in a bank, or a kitchen, or a fucking rocket factory[2], and, COME ON - !!![1], and where's Francis when you need him?[2], and, come on ...[3], and, COME ON - !!![2], and let's throw in some evil ghosts, too! ... Why not?![3], and, ha, ha, ha![3], and TV???[3], and we must let the chaos in - all of it![3], and silence is horrible[3], and all that matters is ... results, results, results, you dig?[3], and, uh ...[3], and live with the agony of life while you achieve stuff that will survive without you ... Man, it's the only way[3], and put the TV on with the sound down low![3], and ... 'Listen to music!'[3], and, yeah, yeah ... or ... well ... your favourite YouTube characters talking all kinds of shit[3], and ... just fight the silence![3], and can you stay indoors ... while birds are singing in the trees ... on a sunny day???[3], and there's NOTHING everywhere to hold on to[3], and emptiness, chaos ... noise ... filth ... ah, there's no hiding place[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... ??? ... I don't even know if it helps us ... it might hurt us[3], and the world is a b  a  d j  o  k  e[3], and I know that John lived with chaos ... he always had the TV on[3], and I can only make some basic commitments ... dumbbells, two hours of guitar, diet, twenty minutes of vocal exercise[3], and I must focus on results!!![3], and chaos is the reality of the world ...[3], and those bloody lyrics! ... and the demo ... ... ...[3], and I want results!!![3], and don't look at me like that[3], and my friend is the cosmos ... friend, I will find a word here, and a word there ... to put in my songs[3], and that's the best I can do[3], and slow steady progress is better than slooow death[3], and seconds, minutes, hours ...[3], and all of us!!! ... We can be really alive if we want to be!!![3], and ... am I making sense to anyone???[3], and, or, or, or ... is it all nonsense to your square brain?[3], and maybe you, you, YOU(!) don't understand ... artists like me have got to live with chaos[3], and .. 'Don't waste your breath, Mikey'[3], and I'm sorry ... it's nothing like working in a bank, or a kitchen, or a fucking rocket factory[3], and where's Francis when you need him?[3], and, COME ON - !!![3], and