Monday 6 November 2023

[No. 1,147]

And, listen ...[1], and, look, and learn[1], and, listen ...[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... and there can be no ENDS ... at the moment[1], and, look, and learn[2], and uh uh well[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... and there can be no ENDS ... at the moment[2], and this moment ... I will enjoy[1], and uh uh well[2], and I will release as many of these conceptuals as I have to ... / ... and oh oh why must I have to?![1], and this moment ... I will enjoy[2], and my destiny[1], and I will release as many of these conceptuals as I have to ... / ... and oh oh why must I have to?![2], and other moments ... all the moments to come ... I will enjoy ... or endure ... because that is life[1], and my destiny[2], and evil fate a great good fortune[1], and other moments ... all the moments to come ... I will enjoy ... or endure ... because that is life[2], and I don't know I don't know I don't know[1], and evil fate a great good fortune[2], and ask me again[1], and I don't know I don't know I don't know[2], and you didn't ask of course who are you anyway but ask me ask me in another crazy spin[1], and ask me again[2], and what is it leading up to ... all this, all this ... or what it is taking me away from?[1], and you didn't ask of course who are you anyway but ask me ask me in another crazy spin[2], and protecting me, I might imagine[1], and what is it leading up to ... all this, all this ... or what it is taking me away from?[2], and ha ha uh[1], and protecting me, I might imagine[2], and I'm losing my grip on meaning with these conceptuals now so no need to destroy the words[1], and ha ha uh[2], and which took a lot of energy you know[1], and I'm losing my grip on meaning with these conceptuals now so no need to destroy the words[2], and my mind is broken and so a river of words must flow through a broken mind and is that all right?[1], and which took a lot of energy you know[2], and or or or will there be a problem?[1], and my mind is broken and so a river of words must flow through a broken mind and is that all right?[2], and I don't care I don't care I don't care anyway[1], and or or or will there be a problem?[2], and listen listen I'm saving all my sense for my poems these days and they really exhaust me[1], and I don't care I don't care I don't care anyway[2], and that's why I'm like this here[1], and listen listen I'm saving all my sense for my poems these days and they really exhaust me[2], and I can't be judged, and that's the good news[1], and that's why I'm like this here[2], and I am free to be insane - if I want to be[1], and I can't be judged, and that's the good news[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND aRound ... that's such a beautiful freedom, ain't it?[1], and I am free to be insane - if I want to be[2], and what I actually want doesn't actually matter so ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND aRound ... that's such a beautiful freedom, ain't it?[2], and so ooo ooo ooo - ???[1], and what I actually want doesn't actually matter so ...[2], and no idea who I'm talking to ... ... ...[1], and so ooo ooo ooo - ???[2], and ... 'Me - !!!'[1], and no idea who I'm talking to ... ... ...[2], and, Christ ... not you, idiot[1], and ... 'Me - !!!'[2], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[1], and, Christ ... not you, idiot[2], and, please ... let this be the ENDS[1], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[2], and, listen ...[3], and, please ... let this be the ENDS[2], and, look, and learn[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... and there can be no ENDS ... at the moment[3], and uh uh well[3], and this moment ... I will enjoy[3], and I will release as many of these conceptuals as I have to ... / ... and oh oh why must I have to?![3], and my destiny[3], and other moments ... all the moments to come ... I will enjoy ... or endure ... because that is life[3], and evil fate a great good fortune[3], and I don't know I don't know I don't know[3], and ask me again[3], and you didn't ask of course who are you anyway but ask me ask me in another crazy spin[3], and what is it leading up to ... all this, all this ... or what it is taking me away from?[3], and protecting me, I might imagine[3], and ha ha uh[3], and I'm losing my grip on meaning with these conceptuals now so no need to destroy the words[3], and which took a lot of energy you know[3], and my mind is broken and so a river of words must flow through a broken mind and is that all right?[3], and or or or will there be a problem?[3], and I don't care I don't care I don't care anyway[3], and listen listen I'm saving all my sense for my poems these days and they really exhaust me[3], and that's why I'm like this here[3], and I can't be judged, and that's the good news[3], and I am free to be insane - if I want to be[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND aRound ... that's such a beautiful freedom, ain't it?[3], and what I actually want doesn't actually matter so ...[3], and so ooo ooo ooo - ???[3], and no idea who I'm talking to ... ... ...[3], and ... 'Me - !!!'[3], and, Christ ... not you, idiot[3], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[3], and, please ... let this be the ENDS[3], and

And, listen ...[1], and, look, and learn[1], and, listen ...[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... and there can be no ENDS ... at the moment[1], and, look, and learn[2], and uh uh well[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... and there can be no ENDS ... at the moment[2], and this moment ... I will enjoy[1], and uh uh well[2], and I will release as many of these conceptuals as I have to ... / ... and oh oh why must I have to?![1], and this moment ... I will enjoy[2], and my destiny[1], and I will release as many of these conceptuals as I have to ... / ... and oh oh why must I have to?![2], and other moments ... all the moments to come ... I will enjoy ... or endure ... because that is life[1], and my destiny[2], and evil fate a great good fortune[1], and other moments ... all the moments to come ... I will enjoy ... or endure ... because that is life[2], and I don't know I don't know I don't know[1], and evil fate a great good fortune[2], and ask me again[1], and I don't know I don't know I don't know[2], and you didn't ask of course who are you anyway but ask me ask me in another crazy spin[1], and ask me again[2], and what is it leading up to ... all this, all this ... or what it is taking me away from?[1], and you didn't ask of course who are you anyway but ask me ask me in another crazy spin[2], and protecting me, I might imagine[1], and what is it leading up to ... all this, all this ... or what it is taking me away from?[2], and ha ha uh[1], and protecting me, I might imagine[2], and I'm losing my grip on meaning with these conceptuals now so no need to destroy the words[1], and ha ha uh[2], and which took a lot of energy you know[1], and I'm losing my grip on meaning with these conceptuals now so no need to destroy the words[2], and my mind is broken and so a river of words must flow through a broken mind and is that all right?[1], and which took a lot of energy you know[2], and or or or will there be a problem?[1], and my mind is broken and so a river of words must flow through a broken mind and is that all right?[2], and I don't care I don't care I don't care anyway[1], and or or or will there be a problem?[2], and listen listen I'm saving all my sense for my poems these days and they really exhaust me[1], and I don't care I don't care I don't care anyway[2], and that's why I'm like this here[1], and listen listen I'm saving all my sense for my poems these days and they really exhaust me[2], and I can't be judged, and that's the good news[1], and that's why I'm like this here[2], and I am free to be insane - if I want to be[1], and I can't be judged, and that's the good news[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND aRound ... that's such a beautiful freedom, ain't it?[1], and I am free to be insane - if I want to be[2], and what I actually want doesn't actually matter so ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND aRound ... that's such a beautiful freedom, ain't it?[2], and so ooo ooo ooo - ???[1], and what I actually want doesn't actually matter so ...[2], and no idea who I'm talking to ... ... ...[1], and so ooo ooo ooo - ???[2], and ... 'Me - !!!'[1], and no idea who I'm talking to ... ... ...[2], and, Christ ... not you, idiot[1], and ... 'Me - !!!'[2], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[1], and, Christ ... not you, idiot[2], and, please ... let this be the ENDS[1], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[2], and, listen ...[3], and, please ... let this be the ENDS[2], and, look, and learn[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... and there can be no ENDS ... at the moment[3], and uh uh well[3], and this moment ... I will enjoy[3], and I will release as many of these conceptuals as I have to ... / ... and oh oh why must I have to?![3], and my destiny[3], and other moments ... all the moments to come ... I will enjoy ... or endure ... because that is life[3], and evil fate a great good fortune[3], and I don't know I don't know I don't know[3], and ask me again[3], and you didn't ask of course who are you anyway but ask me ask me in another crazy spin[3], and what is it leading up to ... all this, all this ... or what it is taking me away from?[3], and protecting me, I might imagine[3], and ha ha uh[3], and I'm losing my grip on meaning with these conceptuals now so no need to destroy the words[3], and which took a lot of energy you know[3], and my mind is broken and so a river of words must flow through a broken mind and is that all right?[3], and or or or will there be a problem?[3], and I don't care I don't care I don't care anyway[3], and listen listen I'm saving all my sense for my poems these days and they really exhaust me[3], and that's why I'm like this here[3], and I can't be judged, and that's the good news[3], and I am free to be insane - if I want to be[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND aRound ... that's such a beautiful freedom, ain't it?[3], and what I actually want doesn't actually matter so ...[3], and so ooo ooo ooo - ???[3], and no idea who I'm talking to ... ... ...[3], and ... 'Me - !!!'[3], and, Christ ... not you, idiot[3], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[3], and, please ... let this be the ENDS[3], and

And, listen ...[1], and, look, and learn[1], and, listen ...[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... and there can be no ENDS ... at the moment[1], and, look, and learn[2], and uh uh well[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... and there can be no ENDS ... at the moment[2], and this moment ... I will enjoy[1], and uh uh well[2], and I will release as many of these conceptuals as I have to ... / ... and oh oh why must I have to?![1], and this moment ... I will enjoy[2], and my destiny[1], and I will release as many of these conceptuals as I have to ... / ... and oh oh why must I have to?![2], and other moments ... all the moments to come ... I will enjoy ... or endure ... because that is life[1], and my destiny[2], and evil fate a great good fortune[1], and other moments ... all the moments to come ... I will enjoy ... or endure ... because that is life[2], and I don't know I don't know I don't know[1], and evil fate a great good fortune[2], and ask me again[1], and I don't know I don't know I don't know[2], and you didn't ask of course who are you anyway but ask me ask me in another crazy spin[1], and ask me again[2], and what is it leading up to ... all this, all this ... or what it is taking me away from?[1], and you didn't ask of course who are you anyway but ask me ask me in another crazy spin[2], and protecting me, I might imagine[1], and what is it leading up to ... all this, all this ... or what it is taking me away from?[2], and ha ha uh[1], and protecting me, I might imagine[2], and I'm losing my grip on meaning with these conceptuals now so no need to destroy the words[1], and ha ha uh[2], and which took a lot of energy you know[1], and I'm losing my grip on meaning with these conceptuals now so no need to destroy the words[2], and my mind is broken and so a river of words must flow through a broken mind and is that all right?[1], and which took a lot of energy you know[2], and or or or will there be a problem?[1], and my mind is broken and so a river of words must flow through a broken mind and is that all right?[2], and I don't care I don't care I don't care anyway[1], and or or or will there be a problem?[2], and listen listen I'm saving all my sense for my poems these days and they really exhaust me[1], and I don't care I don't care I don't care anyway[2], and that's why I'm like this here[1], and listen listen I'm saving all my sense for my poems these days and they really exhaust me[2], and I can't be judged, and that's the good news[1], and that's why I'm like this here[2], and I am free to be insane - if I want to be[1], and I can't be judged, and that's the good news[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND aRound ... that's such a beautiful freedom, ain't it?[1], and I am free to be insane - if I want to be[2], and what I actually want doesn't actually matter so ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND aRound ... that's such a beautiful freedom, ain't it?[2], and so ooo ooo ooo - ???[1], and what I actually want doesn't actually matter so ...[2], and no idea who I'm talking to ... ... ...[1], and so ooo ooo ooo - ???[2], and ... 'Me - !!!'[1], and no idea who I'm talking to ... ... ...[2], and, Christ ... not you, idiot[1], and ... 'Me - !!!'[2], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[1], and, Christ ... not you, idiot[2], and, please ... let this be the ENDS[1], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[2], and, listen ...[3], and, please ... let this be the ENDS[2], and, look, and learn[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... and there can be no ENDS ... at the moment[3], and uh uh well[3], and this moment ... I will enjoy[3], and I will release as many of these conceptuals as I have to ... / ... and oh oh why must I have to?![3], and my destiny[3], and other moments ... all the moments to come ... I will enjoy ... or endure ... because that is life[3], and evil fate a great good fortune[3], and I don't know I don't know I don't know[3], and ask me again[3], and you didn't ask of course who are you anyway but ask me ask me in another crazy spin[3], and what is it leading up to ... all this, all this ... or what it is taking me away from?[3], and protecting me, I might imagine[3], and ha ha uh[3], and I'm losing my grip on meaning with these conceptuals now so no need to destroy the words[3], and which took a lot of energy you know[3], and my mind is broken and so a river of words must flow through a broken mind and is that all right?[3], and or or or will there be a problem?[3], and I don't care I don't care I don't care anyway[3], and listen listen I'm saving all my sense for my poems these days and they really exhaust me[3], and that's why I'm like this here[3], and I can't be judged, and that's the good news[3], and I am free to be insane - if I want to be[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND aRound ... that's such a beautiful freedom, ain't it?[3], and what I actually want doesn't actually matter so ...[3], and so ooo ooo ooo - ???[3], and no idea who I'm talking to ... ... ...[3], and ... 'Me - !!!'[3], and, Christ ... not you, idiot[3], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[3], and, please ... let this be the ENDS[3], and