Monday 4 May 2020

[No. 800] No feelings

Not even those.

And, well ...[1], and just staring now ... like a  hard rock ... at the cold sea in my vision[1], and, well ...[2], and laughing at the dinosaurs[1], and just staring now ... like a  hard rock ... at the cold sea in my vision[2], and a-ROUND here ... with dreary eyes, grey skies ... with a touch of blue ... which doesn't help[1], and laughing at the dinosaurs[2], and laughing at the humans[1], and a-ROUND here ... with dreary eyes, grey skies ... with a touch of blue ... which doesn't help[2], and if any of it made sense ... existence ... oh, we could build on that![1], and laughing at the humans[2], and, Christ[1], and if any of it made sense ... existence ... oh, we could build on that![2], and I wish I were dumb[1], and, Christ[2], and a-ROUND here ... it's horrible to be awake[1], and I wish I were dumb[2], and I won't pray for anything ...[1], and a-ROUND here ... it's horrible to be awake[2], and I wish I wasn't making so much ridiculous sense with evil words that hate us ... yes, all of us[1], and I won't pray for anything ...[2], and words without ...[1], and I wish I wasn't making so much ridiculous sense with evil words that hate us ... yes, all of us[2], and consciousness is not your friend[1], and words without ...[2], and thoughts? ... and don't get me started / and the feelings ... when they come ... are animals[1], and consciousness is not your friend[2], and don't let them come![1], and thoughts? ... and don't get me started / and the feelings ... when they come ... are animals[2], and wild enough for you?[1], and don't let them come![2], and, listen! ... ... ... We don't want them![1], and wild enough for you?[2], and sick idiots, stupid monsters, eating us ...[1], and, listen! ... ... ... We don't want them![2], and a-ROUND here ... it would be nice to spin endlessly, forgetting ... and we will try, won't we?[1], and sick idiots, stupid monsters, eating us ...[2], and, you ... come on now[1], and a-ROUND here ... it would be nice to spin endlessly, forgetting ... and we will try, won't we?[2], and, try, try, try ... ... ...[1], and, you ... come on now[2], and fall to the floor - oh, smash your nose into a bloody mess[1], and, try, try, try ... ... ...[2], and scream until they take you away to a home where you will be cared for by people who will never imagine the souls we have[1], and fall to the floor - oh, smash your nose into a bloody mess[2], and they are the normals[1], and scream until they take you away to a home where you will be cared for by people who will never imagine the souls we have[2], and life, for us, is ...[1], and they are the normals[2], and love it or hate it, what does it matter?[1], and life, for us, is ...[2], and, uh, uh[1], and love it or hate it, what does it matter?[2], and I got a bad ... "feeling" ... that I won't stop, ever ... and nor will you[1], and, uh, uh[2], and, ha, ha, ha ... we are doomed[1], and I got a bad ... "feeling" ... that I won't stop, ever ... and nor will you[2], and never, never mind, eh?[1], and, ha, ha, ha ... we are doomed[2], and, well ...[3], and never, never mind, eh?[2], and just staring now ... like a  hard rock ... at the cold sea in my vision[3], and laughing at the dinosaurs[3], and a-ROUND here ... with dreary eyes, grey skies ... with a touch of blue ... which doesn't help[3], and laughing at the humans[3], and if any of it made sense ... existence ... oh, we could build on that![3], and, Christ[3], and I wish I were dumb[3], and a-ROUND here ... it's horrible to be awake[3], and I won't pray for anything ...[3], and I wish I wasn't making so much ridiculous sense with evil words that hate us ... yes, all of us[3], and words without ...[3], and consciousness is not your friend[3], and thoughts? ... and don't get me started / and the feelings ... when they come ... are animals[3], and don't let them come![3], and wild enough for you?[3], and, listen! ... ... ... We don't want them![3], and sick idiots, stupid monsters, eating us ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... it would be nice to spin endlessly, forgetting ... and we will try, won't we?[3], and, you ... come on now[3], and, try, try, try ... ... ...[3], and fall to the floor - oh, smash your nose into a bloody mess[3], and scream until they take you away to a home where you will be cared for by people who will never imagine the souls we have[3], and they are the normals[3], and life, for us, is ...[3], and love it or hate it, what does it matter?[3], and, uh, uh[3], and I got a bad ... "feeling" ... that I won't stop, ever ... and nor will you[3], and, ha, ha, ha ... we are doomed[3], and never, never mind, eh?[3], and

And, well ...[1], and just staring now ... like a  hard rock ... at the cold sea in my vision[1], and, well ...[2], and laughing at the dinosaurs[1], and just staring now ... like a  hard rock ... at the cold sea in my vision[2], and a-ROUND here ... with dreary eyes, grey skies ... with a touch of blue ... which doesn't help[1], and laughing at the dinosaurs[2], and laughing at the humans[1], and a-ROUND here ... with dreary eyes, grey skies ... with a touch of blue ... which doesn't help[2], and if any of it made sense ... existence ... oh, we could build on that![1], and laughing at the humans[2], and, Christ[1], and if any of it made sense ... existence ... oh, we could build on that![2], and I wish I were dumb[1], and, Christ[2], and a-ROUND here ... it's horrible to be awake[1], and I wish I were dumb[2], and I won't pray for anything ...[1], and a-ROUND here ... it's horrible to be awake[2], and I wish I wasn't making so much ridiculous sense with evil words that hate us ... yes, all of us[1], and I won't pray for anything ...[2], and words without ...[1], and I wish I wasn't making so much ridiculous sense with evil words that hate us ... yes, all of us[2], and consciousness is not your friend[1], and words without ...[2], and thoughts? ... and don't get me started / and the feelings ... when they come ... are animals[1], and consciousness is not your friend[2], and don't let them come![1], and thoughts? ... and don't get me started / and the feelings ... when they come ... are animals[2], and wild enough for you?[1], and don't let them come![2], and, listen! ... ... ... We don't want them![1], and wild enough for you?[2], and sick idiots, stupid monsters, eating us ...[1], and, listen! ... ... ... We don't want them![2], and a-ROUND here ... it would be nice to spin endlessly, forgetting ... and we will try, won't we?[1], and sick idiots, stupid monsters, eating us ...[2], and, you ... come on now[1], and a-ROUND here ... it would be nice to spin endlessly, forgetting ... and we will try, won't we?[2], and, try, try, try ... ... ...[1], and, you ... come on now[2], and fall to the floor - oh, smash your nose into a bloody mess[1], and, try, try, try ... ... ...[2], and scream until they take you away to a home where you will be cared for by people who will never imagine the souls we have[1], and fall to the floor - oh, smash your nose into a bloody mess[2], and they are the normals[1], and scream until they take you away to a home where you will be cared for by people who will never imagine the souls we have[2], and life, for us, is ...[1], and they are the normals[2], and love it or hate it, what does it matter?[1], and life, for us, is ...[2], and, uh, uh[1], and love it or hate it, what does it matter?[2], and I got a bad ... "feeling" ... that I won't stop, ever ... and nor will you[1], and, uh, uh[2], and, ha, ha, ha ... we are doomed[1], and I got a bad ... "feeling" ... that I won't stop, ever ... and nor will you[2], and never, never mind, eh?[1], and, ha, ha, ha ... we are doomed[2], and, well ...[3], and never, never mind, eh?[2], and just staring now ... like a  hard rock ... at the cold sea in my vision[3], and laughing at the dinosaurs[3], and a-ROUND here ... with dreary eyes, grey skies ... with a touch of blue ... which doesn't help[3], and laughing at the humans[3], and if any of it made sense ... existence ... oh, we could build on that![3], and, Christ[3], and I wish I were dumb[3], and a-ROUND here ... it's horrible to be awake[3], and I won't pray for anything ...[3], and I wish I wasn't making so much ridiculous sense with evil words that hate us ... yes, all of us[3], and words without ...[3], and consciousness is not your friend[3], and thoughts? ... and don't get me started / and the feelings ... when they come ... are animals[3], and don't let them come![3], and wild enough for you?[3], and, listen! ... ... ... We don't want them![3], and sick idiots, stupid monsters, eating us ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... it would be nice to spin endlessly, forgetting ... and we will try, won't we?[3], and, you ... come on now[3], and, try, try, try ... ... ...[3], and fall to the floor - oh, smash your nose into a bloody mess[3], and scream until they take you away to a home where you will be cared for by people who will never imagine the souls we have[3], and they are the normals[3], and life, for us, is ...[3], and love it or hate it, what does it matter?[3], and, uh, uh[3], and I got a bad ... "feeling" ... that I won't stop, ever ... and nor will you[3], and, ha, ha, ha ... we are doomed[3], and never, never mind, eh?[3], and

And, well ...[1], and just staring now ... like a  hard rock ... at the cold sea in my vision[1], and, well ...[2], and laughing at the dinosaurs[1], and just staring now ... like a  hard rock ... at the cold sea in my vision[2], and a-ROUND here ... with dreary eyes, grey skies ... with a touch of blue ... which doesn't help[1], and laughing at the dinosaurs[2], and laughing at the humans[1], and a-ROUND here ... with dreary eyes, grey skies ... with a touch of blue ... which doesn't help[2], and if any of it made sense ... existence ... oh, we could build on that![1], and laughing at the humans[2], and, Christ[1], and if any of it made sense ... existence ... oh, we could build on that![2], and I wish I were dumb[1], and, Christ[2], and a-ROUND here ... it's horrible to be awake[1], and I wish I were dumb[2], and I won't pray for anything ...[1], and a-ROUND here ... it's horrible to be awake[2], and I wish I wasn't making so much ridiculous sense with evil words that hate us ... yes, all of us[1], and I won't pray for anything ...[2], and words without ...[1], and I wish I wasn't making so much ridiculous sense with evil words that hate us ... yes, all of us[2], and consciousness is not your friend[1], and words without ...[2], and thoughts? ... and don't get me started / and the feelings ... when they come ... are animals[1], and consciousness is not your friend[2], and don't let them come![1], and thoughts? ... and don't get me started / and the feelings ... when they come ... are animals[2], and wild enough for you?[1], and don't let them come![2], and, listen! ... ... ... We don't want them![1], and wild enough for you?[2], and sick idiots, stupid monsters, eating us ...[1], and, listen! ... ... ... We don't want them![2], and a-ROUND here ... it would be nice to spin endlessly, forgetting ... and we will try, won't we?[1], and sick idiots, stupid monsters, eating us ...[2], and, you ... come on now[1], and a-ROUND here ... it would be nice to spin endlessly, forgetting ... and we will try, won't we?[2], and, try, try, try ... ... ...[1], and, you ... come on now[2], and fall to the floor - oh, smash your nose into a bloody mess[1], and, try, try, try ... ... ...[2], and scream until they take you away to a home where you will be cared for by people who will never imagine the souls we have[1], and fall to the floor - oh, smash your nose into a bloody mess[2], and they are the normals[1], and scream until they take you away to a home where you will be cared for by people who will never imagine the souls we have[2], and life, for us, is ...[1], and they are the normals[2], and love it or hate it, what does it matter?[1], and life, for us, is ...[2], and, uh, uh[1], and love it or hate it, what does it matter?[2], and I got a bad ... "feeling" ... that I won't stop, ever ... and nor will you[1], and, uh, uh[2], and, ha, ha, ha ... we are doomed[1], and I got a bad ... "feeling" ... that I won't stop, ever ... and nor will you[2], and never, never mind, eh?[1], and, ha, ha, ha ... we are doomed[2], and, well ...[3], and never, never mind, eh?[2], and just staring now ... like a  hard rock ... at the cold sea in my vision[3], and laughing at the dinosaurs[3], and a-ROUND here ... with dreary eyes, grey skies ... with a touch of blue ... which doesn't help[3], and laughing at the humans[3], and if any of it made sense ... existence ... oh, we could build on that![3], and, Christ[3], and I wish I were dumb[3], and a-ROUND here ... it's horrible to be awake[3], and I won't pray for anything ...[3], and I wish I wasn't making so much ridiculous sense with evil words that hate us ... yes, all of us[3], and words without ...[3], and consciousness is not your friend[3], and thoughts? ... and don't get me started / and the feelings ... when they come ... are animals[3], and don't let them come![3], and wild enough for you?[3], and, listen! ... ... ... We don't want them![3], and sick idiots, stupid monsters, eating us ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... it would be nice to spin endlessly, forgetting ... and we will try, won't we?[3], and, you ... come on now[3], and, try, try, try ... ... ...[3], and fall to the floor - oh, smash your nose into a bloody mess[3], and scream until they take you away to a home where you will be cared for by people who will never imagine the souls we have[3], and they are the normals[3], and life, for us, is ...[3], and love it or hate it, what does it matter?[3], and, uh, uh[3], and I got a bad ... "feeling" ... that I won't stop, ever ... and nor will you[3], and, ha, ha, ha ... we are doomed[3], and never, never mind, eh?[3], and