Tuesday 2 July 2019

[No. 722] For my own benefit

I keep going.

And it's for me - !!![1], and I spin a-ROUND ... / and I don't even care what's happening, uh ... outside[1], and it's for me - !!![2], and, uh ...[1], and I spin a-ROUND ... / and I don't even care what's happening, uh ... outside[2], and are YOU(!) ... elevated?[1], and, uh ...[2], and it could be the end of the fucking world, man, and ... I wouldn't know it[1], and are YOU(!) ... elevated?[2], and, yeah, yeah[1], and it could be the end of the fucking world, man, and ... I wouldn't know it[2], and I wish Julius were here, ah, not even Elon / and I need to talk to Julius, you dig?[1], and, yeah, yeah[2], and ... 'Maybe he is here, boss, in spirit, like'[1], and I wish Julius were here, ah, not even Elon / and I need to talk to Julius, you dig?[2], and, well ...[1], and ... 'Maybe he is here, boss, in spirit, like'[2], and ... LISTEN TO ME - !!![1], and, well ...[2], and I'm not amused by Elon's fun and games on Twitter[1], and ... LISTEN TO ME - !!![2], and ... life is serious[1], and I'm not amused by Elon's fun and games on Twitter[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the isolation is all for me[1], and ... li fe i s s erious[2], and, oh ... life ain't fair / and someone cry me a river ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the isolation is all for me[2], and am I struggling? Ha![1], and, oh ... life ain't fair / and someone cry me a river ...[2], and with all the terrible filth ... I still try to focus on my goals / and it's a miracle, really[1], and am I struggling? Ha![2], and I can't explain it, my will[1], and with all the terrible filth ... I still try to focus on my goals / and it's a miracle, really[2], and, Christ! ... I can only feel that, uh ... pain is worthwhile, or something, I don't know[1], and I can't explain it, my will[2], and ... how would I know?[1], and, Christ! ... I can only feel that, uh ... pain is worthwhile, or something, I don't know[2], and, so ... I keep feeling, anyway[1], and ... how would I know?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the rewards(?) will all be for me[1], and, so ... I keep feeling, anyway[2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the rewards(?) will all be for me[2], and, well ... it's endless, I suppose[1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and I'm not asking for a lot ... no, no, no / and I'm planning to take everything[1], and, well ... it's endless, I suppose[2], and good and bad? ... actually, yes[1], and I'm not asking for a lot ... no, no, no / and I'm planning to take everything[2], and, oh, oh, oh ... I struggle, yes, yes, yes![1], and good and bad? ... actually, yes[2], and even when I'm weak ... maybe I'm strong?[1], and, oh, oh, oh ... I struggle, yes, yes, yes![2], and this ain't no festival of victims, man, BECAUSE(!) ... only spiritual aristocrats are allowed[1], and even when I'm weak ... maybe I'm strong?[2], and, kook or square ... just deal with it![1], and this ain't no festival of victims, man, BECAUSE(!) ... on ly spiri tual a ristocrats ar e al lowed[2], and it's for me - !!![3], and, kook or square ... just deal with it![2], and I spin a-ROUND ... / and I don't even care what's happening, uh ... outside[3], and, uh ...[3], and are YOU(!) ... elevated?[3], and it could be the end of the fucking world, man, and ... I wouldn't know it[3], and, yeah, yeah[3], and I wish Julius were here, ah, not even Elon / and I need to talk to Julius, you dig?[3], and ... 'Maybe he is here, boss, in spirit, like'[3], and, well ...[3], and ... LISTEN TO ME - !!![3], and I'm not amused by Elon's fun and games on Twitter[3], and ... l  i  f  e i  s s  e  r  i  o  u  s[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the isolation is all for me[3], and, oh ... life ain't fair / and someone cry me a river ...[3], and am I struggling? Ha![3], and with all the terrible filth ... I still try to focus on my goals / and it's a miracle, really[3], and I can't explain it, my will[3], and, Christ! ... I can only feel that, uh ... pain is worthwhile, or something, I don't know[3], and ... how would I know?[3], and, so ... I keep feeling, anyway[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the rewards(?) will all be for me[3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and, well ... it's endless, I suppose[3], and I'm not asking for a lot ... no, no, no / and I'm planning to take everything[3], and good and bad? ... actually, yes[3], and, oh, oh, oh ... I struggle, yes, yes, yes![3], and even when I'm weak ... maybe I'm strong?[3], and this ain't no festival of victims, man, BECAUSE(!) ... o  n  l  y s  p  i  r  i  t  u  a  l a  r  i  s  t  o  c  r  a  t  s a  r  e a  l  l  o  w  e  d[3], and, kook or square ... just deal with it![3], and

And it's for me - !!![1], and I spin a-ROUND ... / and I don't even care what's happening, uh ... outside[1], and it's for me - !!![2], and, uh ...[1], and I spin a-ROUND ... / and I don't even care what's happening, uh ... outside[2], and are YOU(!) ... elevated?[1], and, uh ...[2], and it could be the end of the fucking world, man, and ... I wouldn't know it[1], and are YOU(!) ... elevated?[2], and, yeah, yeah[1], and it could be the end of the fucking world, man, and ... I wouldn't know it[2], and I wish Julius were here, ah, not even Elon / and I need to talk to Julius, you dig?[1], and, yeah, yeah[2], and ... 'Maybe he is here, boss, in spirit, like'[1], and I wish Julius were here, ah, not even Elon / and I need to talk to Julius, you dig?[2], and, well ...[1], and ... 'Maybe he is here, boss, in spirit, like'[2], and ... LISTEN TO ME - !!![1], and, well ...[2], and I'm not amused by Elon's fun and games on Twitter[1], and ... LISTEN TO ME - !!![2], and ... life is serious[1], and I'm not amused by Elon's fun and games on Twitter[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the isolation is all for me[1], and ... li fe i s s erious[2], and, oh ... life ain't fair / and someone cry me a river ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the isolation is all for me[2], and am I struggling? Ha![1], and, oh ... life ain't fair / and someone cry me a river ...[2], and with all the terrible filth ... I still try to focus on my goals / and it's a miracle, really[1], and am I struggling? Ha![2], and I can't explain it, my will[1], and with all the terrible filth ... I still try to focus on my goals / and it's a miracle, really[2], and, Christ! ... I can only feel that, uh ... pain is worthwhile, or something, I don't know[1], and I can't explain it, my will[2], and ... how would I know?[1], and, Christ! ... I can only feel that, uh ... pain is worthwhile, or something, I don't know[2], and, so ... I keep feeling, anyway[1], and ... how would I know?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the rewards(?) will all be for me[1], and, so ... I keep feeling, anyway[2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the rewards(?) will all be for me[2], and, well ... it's endless, I suppose[1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and I'm not asking for a lot ... no, no, no / and I'm planning to take everything[1], and, well ... it's endless, I suppose[2], and good and bad? ... actually, yes[1], and I'm not asking for a lot ... no, no, no / and I'm planning to take everything[2], and, oh, oh, oh ... I struggle, yes, yes, yes![1], and good and bad? ... actually, yes[2], and even when I'm weak ... maybe I'm strong?[1], and, oh, oh, oh ... I struggle, yes, yes, yes![2], and this ain't no festival of victims, man, BECAUSE(!) ... only spiritual aristocrats are allowed[1], and even when I'm weak ... maybe I'm strong?[2], and, kook or square ... just deal with it![1], and this ain't no festival of victims, man, BECAUSE(!) ... on ly spiri tual a ristocrats ar e al lowed[2], and it's for me - !!![3], and, kook or square ... just deal with it![2], and I spin a-ROUND ... / and I don't even care what's happening, uh ... outside[3], and, uh ...[3], and are YOU(!) ... elevated?[3], and it could be the end of the fucking world, man, and ... I wouldn't know it[3], and, yeah, yeah[3], and I wish Julius were here, ah, not even Elon / and I need to talk to Julius, you dig?[3], and ... 'Maybe he is here, boss, in spirit, like'[3], and, well ...[3], and ... LISTEN TO ME - !!![3], and I'm not amused by Elon's fun and games on Twitter[3], and ... l  i  f  e i  s s  e  r  i  o  u  s[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the isolation is all for me[3], and, oh ... life ain't fair / and someone cry me a river ...[3], and am I struggling? Ha![3], and with all the terrible filth ... I still try to focus on my goals / and it's a miracle, really[3], and I can't explain it, my will[3], and, Christ! ... I can only feel that, uh ... pain is worthwhile, or something, I don't know[3], and ... how would I know?[3], and, so ... I keep feeling, anyway[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the rewards(?) will all be for me[3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and, well ... it's endless, I suppose[3], and I'm not asking for a lot ... no, no, no / and I'm planning to take everything[3], and good and bad? ... actually, yes[3], and, oh, oh, oh ... I struggle, yes, yes, yes![3], and even when I'm weak ... maybe I'm strong?[3], and this ain't no festival of victims, man, BECAUSE(!) ... o  n  l  y s  p  i  r  i  t  u  a  l a  r  i  s  t  o  c  r  a  t  s a  r  e a  l  l  o  w  e  d[3], and, kook or square ... just deal with it![3], and

And it's for me - !!![1], and I spin a-ROUND ... / and I don't even care what's happening, uh ... outside[1], and it's for me - !!![2], and, uh ...[1], and I spin a-ROUND ... / and I don't even care what's happening, uh ... outside[2], and are YOU(!) ... elevated?[1], and, uh ...[2], and it could be the end of the fucking world, man, and ... I wouldn't know it[1], and are YOU(!) ... elevated?[2], and, yeah, yeah[1], and it could be the end of the fucking world, man, and ... I wouldn't know it[2], and I wish Julius were here, ah, not even Elon / and I need to talk to Julius, you dig?[1], and, yeah, yeah[2], and ... 'Maybe he is here, boss, in spirit, like'[1], and I wish Julius were here, ah, not even Elon / and I need to talk to Julius, you dig?[2], and, well ...[1], and ... 'Maybe he is here, boss, in spirit, like'[2], and ... LISTEN TO ME - !!![1], and, well ...[2], and I'm not amused by Elon's fun and games on Twitter[1], and ... LISTEN TO ME - !!![2], and ... life is serious[1], and I'm not amused by Elon's fun and games on Twitter[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the isolation is all for me[1], and ... li fe i s s erious[2], and, oh ... life ain't fair / and someone cry me a river ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the isolation is all for me[2], and am I struggling? Ha![1], and, oh ... life ain't fair / and someone cry me a river ...[2], and with all the terrible filth ... I still try to focus on my goals / and it's a miracle, really[1], and am I struggling? Ha![2], and I can't explain it, my will[1], and with all the terrible filth ... I still try to focus on my goals / and it's a miracle, really[2], and, Christ! ... I can only feel that, uh ... pain is worthwhile, or something, I don't know[1], and I can't explain it, my will[2], and ... how would I know?[1], and, Christ! ... I can only feel that, uh ... pain is worthwhile, or something, I don't know[2], and, so ... I keep feeling, anyway[1], and ... how would I know?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the rewards(?) will all be for me[1], and, so ... I keep feeling, anyway[2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the rewards(?) will all be for me[2], and, well ... it's endless, I suppose[1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and I'm not asking for a lot ... no, no, no / and I'm planning to take everything[1], and, well ... it's endless, I suppose[2], and good and bad? ... actually, yes[1], and I'm not asking for a lot ... no, no, no / and I'm planning to take everything[2], and, oh, oh, oh ... I struggle, yes, yes, yes![1], and good and bad? ... actually, yes[2], and even when I'm weak ... maybe I'm strong?[1], and, oh, oh, oh ... I struggle, yes, yes, yes![2], and this ain't no festival of victims, man, BECAUSE(!) ... only spiritual aristocrats are allowed[1], and even when I'm weak ... maybe I'm strong?[2], and, kook or square ... just deal with it![1], and this ain't no festival of victims, man, BECAUSE(!) ... on ly spiri tual a ristocrats ar e al lowed[2], and it's for me - !!![3], and, kook or square ... just deal with it![2], and I spin a-ROUND ... / and I don't even care what's happening, uh ... outside[3], and, uh ...[3], and are YOU(!) ... elevated?[3], and it could be the end of the fucking world, man, and ... I wouldn't know it[3], and, yeah, yeah[3], and I wish Julius were here, ah, not even Elon / and I need to talk to Julius, you dig?[3], and ... 'Maybe he is here, boss, in spirit, like'[3], and, well ...[3], and ... LISTEN TO ME - !!![3], and I'm not amused by Elon's fun and games on Twitter[3], and ... l  i  f  e i  s s  e  r  i  o  u  s[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the isolation is all for me[3], and, oh ... life ain't fair / and someone cry me a river ...[3], and am I struggling? Ha![3], and with all the terrible filth ... I still try to focus on my goals / and it's a miracle, really[3], and I can't explain it, my will[3], and, Christ! ... I can only feel that, uh ... pain is worthwhile, or something, I don't know[3], and ... how would I know?[3], and, so ... I keep feeling, anyway[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and the rewards(?) will all be for me[3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and, well ... it's endless, I suppose[3], and I'm not asking for a lot ... no, no, no / and I'm planning to take everything[3], and good and bad? ... actually, yes[3], and, oh, oh, oh ... I struggle, yes, yes, yes![3], and even when I'm weak ... maybe I'm strong?[3], and this ain't no festival of victims, man, BECAUSE(!) ... o  n  l  y s  p  i  r  i  t  u  a  l a  r  i  s  t  o  c  r  a  t  s a  r  e a  l  l  o  w  e  d[3], and, kook or square ... just deal with it![3], and