Thursday 27 September 2018

The last post of the week

This is the last post of the week, dear reader(s).

That means there will be no more posts this week. But there will be more posts next week, obviously.

I had a headache earlier. I hope it doesn't come back. So I'm trying not to stare at the screen too much, you dig?

Music? Not at the moment. But I will be listening to Brian Eno's Apollo later tonight. That's another album I've been listening to for over thirty years.

[I wonder if Elon listens to that album ... he should! If he knows what's good for him, like.]

I might go to the pub tomorrow, down by the river. However, just one pint of Stella gives me a migraine these days. Actually, anything does. I don't know why my brain has become so sensitive. I think maybe it's a cosmic thing. I mean, my consciousness has expanded so much in recent years that maybe my physical brain can't deal with it. Who knows?! I'm not a scientist or doctor.

My head's hurting a bit now.

I better go.

Later(s), kook(s)!

Wednesday 26 September 2018

Nothing

I've got nothing to say today. So I'm going to say it.

Words are nothing, really. But what is music? Maybe music is where it's at, man. Do the lyrics of Like a Rolling Stone mean more than Sugar, Sugar - ? That's something to think about. I don't know. It's just sound that comes out of your mouth, isn't it?

Listen, dear reader(s), to the first three minutes of the second movement of Beethoven's Seventh Symphony. What is he saying to us?

Uh. I'm proud, though ... of the third verse of my song Nothing. Fifteen lines. A great section of eight lines, then seven lines that die down a bit. Because you can't have everything on the same level. The first and second verses are good, too. / But what does it all mean?

Tell me!

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We've got to do the best we can. That's it. / I was reading, some time ago, that Bacon knew, like Picasso, that the great painters were the ones who painted the great single pictures. You dig? It's not about having a great mass of work.

Out of Beethoven, I take that fragment of the Seventh Symphony, the entire Ninth Symphony [Karajan, 1977], the first movement of the Fifth Symphony, and the first movement of the Moonlight Sonata. That's all I need.

With words, as an example, out of T.S. Eliot, The Waste Land and The Hollow Men.

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I want more songs like Nothing. Big, exciting tunes with lengthy poetic lyrics. Polished, and refined, and concentrated. Grand. Untouchable. Unbeatable. / Psychologically, I need it, you dig?

Tuesday 25 September 2018

[No. 646] For my sins, again

I'm still spinning. 
 
And here I am, again![1], and don't stop, kook(s), 'til you get enough, yeah, yeah[1], and here I am, again![2], and, quietly[1], and don't stop, kook(s), 'til you get enough, yeah, yeah[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND / ... and they say that eternity is a long time[1], and, quietly[2], and ... 'Who?!'[1], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND / ... and they say that eternity is a long time[2], and Jesus H. Christ - !!! etc ...[1], and ... 'Who?!'[2], and enough is never enough, is it?[1], and Jesus H. Christ - !!! etc ...[2], and, uh![1], and enough is never enough, is it?[2], and I'm feeling ... so off the wall, you dig? / and, but, but, BUT(!) ... that's nothing new for me[1], and, uh![2], and these words ...[1], and I'm feeling ... so off the wall, you dig? / and, but, but, BUT(!) ... that's nothing new for me[2], and ... white fluffy clouds, blue sky[1], and these words ...[2], and eyes closing ...[1], and ... white fluffy clouds, blue sky[2], and tell me the truth: Do these words feel a bit softer than yesterday's words?[1], and eyes closing ...[2], and after the storm ...[1], and tell me the truth: Do these words feel a bit softer than yesterday's words?[2], and I'm exhausted, actually[1], and after the storm ...[2], and let's take this one ... slow and easy, you dig? / and we don't need drama with every spin[1], and I'm exhausted, actually[2], and you can put that drum away[1], and let's take this one ... slow and easy, you dig? / and we don't need drama with every spin[2], and what number are we up to now? / and I suppose it doesn't really matter [1], and you can put that drum away[2], and, well ...[1], and what number are we up to now? / and I suppose it doesn't really matter[2], and do YOU(!) come here often? / and, ha, ha, ha! ... of course you do! Silly me![1], and, well ...[2], and it's nice weather, for a change ...[1], and do YOU(!) come here often? / and, ha, ha, ha! ... of course you do! Silly me![2], and ... 'White fluffy clouds, blue sky, Mikey!' / and, yes, I know, Voice, I know, thank you[1], and it's nice weather, for a change ...[2], and, uh, out there, obviously, not within, wherever this ... is, you understand?[1], and ... 'White fluffy clouds, blue sky, Mikey!' / and, yes, I know, Voice, I know, thank you[2], and, yes, yes[1], and, uh, out there, obviously, not within, wherever this ... is, you understand?[2], and we gave those words one hell of a beating yesterday, didn't we?[1], and, yes, yes[2], and bloody words![1], and we gave those words one hell of a beating yesterday, didn't we?[2], and, well ... they've had it coming a long time / and there's longer to come, unfortunately[1], and bloody words![2], and never mind, eh?[1], and, well ... they've had it coming a long time / and there's longer to come, unfortunately[2], and a lot more, for the road?[1], and never mind, eh?[2], and here I am, again![3], and a lot more, for the road?[2], and don't stop, kook(s), 'til you get enough, yeah, yeah[3], and, quietly[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND / ... and they say that eternity is a long time[3], and ... 'Who?!'[3], and Jesus H. Christ - !!! etc ...[3], and enough is never enough, is it?[3], and, uh![3], and I'm feeling ... so off the wall, you dig? / and, but, but, BUT(!) ... that's nothing new for me[3], and these words ...[3], and ... white fluffy clouds, blue sky[3], and eyes closing ...[3], and tell me the truth: Do these words feel a bit softer than yesterday's words?[3], and after the storm ...[3], and I'm exhausted, actually[3], and let's take this one ... slow and easy, you dig? / and we don't need drama with every spin[3], and you can put that drum away[3], and what number are we up to now? / and I suppose it doesn't really matter[3], and, well ...[3], and do YOU(!) come here often? / and, ha, ha, ha! ... of course you do! Silly me![3], and it's nice weather, for a change ...[3], and ... 'White fluffy clouds, blue sky, Mikey!' / and, yes, I know, Voice, I know, thank you[3], and, uh, out there, obviously, not within, wherever this ... is, you understand?[3], and, yes, yes[3], and we gave those words one hell of a beating yesterday, didn't we?[3], and bloody words![3], and, well ... they've had it coming a long time / and there's longer to come, unfortunately[3], and never mind, eh?[3], and a lot more, for the road?[3], and

And here I am, again![1], and don't stop, kook(s), 'til you get enough, yeah, yeah[1], and here I am, again![2], and, quietly[1], and don't stop, kook(s), 'til you get enough, yeah, yeah[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND / ... and they say that eternity is a long time[1], and, quietly[2], and ... 'Who?!'[1], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND / ... and they say that eternity is a long time[2], and Jesus H. Christ - !!! etc ...[1], and ... 'Who?!'[2], and enough is never enough, is it?[1], and Jesus H. Christ - !!! etc ...[2], and, uh![1], and enough is never enough, is it?[2], and I'm feeling ... so off the wall, you dig? / and, but, but, BUT(!) ... that's nothing new for me[1], and, uh![2], and these words ...[1], and I'm feeling ... so off the wall, you dig? / and, but, but, BUT(!) ... that's nothing new for me[2], and ... white fluffy clouds, blue sky[1], and these words ...[2], and eyes closing ...[1], and ... white fluffy clouds, blue sky[2], and tell me the truth: Do these words feel a bit softer than yesterday's words?[1], and eyes closing ...[2], and after the storm ...[1], and tell me the truth: Do these words feel a bit softer than yesterday's words?[2], and I'm exhausted, actually[1], and after the storm ...[2], and let's take this one ... slow and easy, you dig? / and we don't need drama with every spin[1], and I'm exhausted, actually[2], and you can put that drum away[1], and let's take this one ... slow and easy, you dig? / and we don't need drama with every spin[2], and what number are we up to now? / and I suppose it doesn't really matter [1], and you can put that drum away[2], and, well ...[1], and what number are we up to now? / and I suppose it doesn't really matter[2], and do YOU(!) come here often? / and, ha, ha, ha! ... of course you do! Silly me![1], and, well ...[2], and it's nice weather, for a change ...[1], and do YOU(!) come here often? / and, ha, ha, ha! ... of course you do! Silly me![2], and ... 'White fluffy clouds, blue sky, Mikey!' / and, yes, I know, Voice, I know, thank you[1], and it's nice weather, for a change ...[2], and, uh, out there, obviously, not within, wherever this ... is, you understand?[1], and ... 'White fluffy clouds, blue sky, Mikey!' / and, yes, I know, Voice, I know, thank you[2], and, yes, yes[1], and, uh, out there, obviously, not within, wherever this ... is, you understand?[2], and we gave those words one hell of a beating yesterday, didn't we?[1], and, yes, yes[2], and bloody words![1], and we gave those words one hell of a beating yesterday, didn't we?[2], and, well ... they've had it coming a long time / and there's longer to come, unfortunately[1], and bloody words![2], and never mind, eh?[1], and, well ... they've had it coming a long time / and there's longer to come, unfortunately[2], and a lot more, for the road?[1], and never mind, eh?[2], and here I am, again![3], and a lot more, for the road?[2], and don't stop, kook(s), 'til you get enough, yeah, yeah[3], and, quietly[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND / ... and they say that eternity is a long time[3], and ... 'Who?!'[3], and Jesus H. Christ - !!! etc ...[3], and enough is never enough, is it?[3], and, uh![3], and I'm feeling ... so off the wall, you dig? / and, but, but, BUT(!) ... that's nothing new for me[3], and these words ...[3], and ... white fluffy clouds, blue sky[3], and eyes closing ...[3], and tell me the truth: Do these words feel a bit softer than yesterday's words?[3], and after the storm ...[3], and I'm exhausted, actually[3], and let's take this one ... slow and easy, you dig? / and we don't need drama with every spin[3], and you can put that drum away[3], and what number are we up to now? / and I suppose it doesn't really matter[3], and, well ...[3], and do YOU(!) come here often? / and, ha, ha, ha! ... of course you do! Silly me![3], and it's nice weather, for a change ...[3], and ... 'White fluffy clouds, blue sky, Mikey!' / and, yes, I know, Voice, I know, thank you[3], and, uh, out there, obviously, not within, wherever this ... is, you understand?[3], and, yes, yes[3], and we gave those words one hell of a beating yesterday, didn't we?[3], and bloody words![3], and, well ... they've had it coming a long time / and there's longer to come, unfortunately[3], and never mind, eh?[3], and a lot more, for the road?[3], and

And here I am, again![1], and don't stop, kook(s), 'til you get enough, yeah, yeah[1], and here I am, again![2], and, quietly[1], and don't stop, kook(s), 'til you get enough, yeah, yeah[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND / ... and they say that eternity is a long time[1], and, quietly[2], and ... 'Who?!'[1], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND / ... and they say that eternity is a long time[2], and Jesus H. Christ - !!! etc ...[1], and ... 'Who?!'[2], and enough is never enough, is it?[1], and Jesus H. Christ - !!! etc ...[2], and, uh![1], and enough is never enough, is it?[2], and I'm feeling ... so off the wall, you dig? / and, but, but, BUT(!) ... that's nothing new for me[1], and, uh![2], and these words ...[1], and I'm feeling ... so off the wall, you dig? / and, but, but, BUT(!) ... that's nothing new for me[2], and ... white fluffy clouds, blue sky[1], and these words ...[2], and eyes closing ...[1], and ... white fluffy clouds, blue sky[2], and tell me the truth: Do these words feel a bit softer than yesterday's words?[1], and eyes closing ...[2], and after the storm ...[1], and tell me the truth: Do these words feel a bit softer than yesterday's words?[2], and I'm exhausted, actually[1], and after the storm ...[2], and let's take this one ... slow and easy, you dig? / and we don't need drama with every spin[1], and I'm exhausted, actually[2], and you can put that drum away[1], and let's take this one ... slow and easy, you dig? / and we don't need drama with every spin[2], and what number are we up to now? / and I suppose it doesn't really matter [1], and you can put that drum away[2], and, well ...[1], and what number are we up to now? / and I suppose it doesn't really matter[2], and do YOU(!) come here often? / and, ha, ha, ha! ... of course you do! Silly me![1], and, well ...[2], and it's nice weather, for a change ...[1], and do YOU(!) come here often? / and, ha, ha, ha! ... of course you do! Silly me![2], and ... 'White fluffy clouds, blue sky, Mikey!' / and, yes, I know, Voice, I know, thank you[1], and it's nice weather, for a change ...[2], and, uh, out there, obviously, not within, wherever this ... is, you understand?[1], and ... 'White fluffy clouds, blue sky, Mikey!' / and, yes, I know, Voice, I know, thank you[2], and, yes, yes[1], and, uh, out there, obviously, not within, wherever this ... is, you understand?[2], and we gave those words one hell of a beating yesterday, didn't we?[1], and, yes, yes[2], and bloody words![1], and we gave those words one hell of a beating yesterday, didn't we?[2], and, well ... they've had it coming a long time / and there's longer to come, unfortunately[1], and bloody words![2], and never mind, eh?[1], and, well ... they've had it coming a long time / and there's longer to come, unfortunately[2], and a lot more, for the road?[1], and never mind, eh?[2], and here I am, again![3], and a lot more, for the road?[2], and don't stop, kook(s), 'til you get enough, yeah, yeah[3], and, quietly[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND / ... and they say that eternity is a long time[3], and ... 'Who?!'[3], and Jesus H. Christ - !!! etc ...[3], and enough is never enough, is it?[3], and, uh![3], and I'm feeling ... so off the wall, you dig? / and, but, but, BUT(!) ... that's nothing new for me[3], and these words ...[3], and ... white fluffy clouds, blue sky[3], and eyes closing ...[3], and tell me the truth: Do these words feel a bit softer than yesterday's words?[3], and after the storm ...[3], and I'm exhausted, actually[3], and let's take this one ... slow and easy, you dig? / and we don't need drama with every spin[3], and you can put that drum away[3], and what number are we up to now? / and I suppose it doesn't really matter[3], and, well ...[3], and do YOU(!) come here often? / and, ha, ha, ha! ... of course you do! Silly me![3], and it's nice weather, for a change ...[3], and ... 'White fluffy clouds, blue sky, Mikey!' / and, yes, I know, Voice, I know, thank you[3], and, uh, out there, obviously, not within, wherever this ... is, you understand?[3], and, yes, yes[3], and we gave those words one hell of a beating yesterday, didn't we?[3], and bloody words![3], and, well ... they've had it coming a long time / and there's longer to come, unfortunately[3], and never mind, eh?[3], and a lot more, for the road?[3], and

The end of literature

Okay, okay. Are YOU(!) paying attention? / Whether you realize it or not, dear reader(s), yesterday's conceptual post, No. 645, was the end of literature. [Obviously, idiots will continue to write their novels, short stories, poems, plays ... but what's the fucking point?! Seriously.] After eleven years, it's my greatest achievement on this blog. Of course, I will continue to write the conceptuals - out of habit and an insane stubbornness - but there are no new developments to come in this form. / One day, I'll stop writing Money is the way altogether. Believe me. PLEASE!!! Or I'll just write the occasional post about my albums and tours. You dig?

...

Financial news? Is that still happening? I haven't noticed. 'Any PR emails, boss?' No, Voice. I could do with one from those awful Coutts, but they've gone off me, I think.

Music? Guitar? Well, I think to play the guitar properly you need to get your state of mind right. Sometimes I can practice for hours and still play like shit. Or I'll not practice at all and then play really smoothly with no mistakes. So, uh ... maybe I should get some of that BoomBoom. 'Eh?! What boom, uh ... boom, boss?!' Christ! The stuff that Jordan Belfort was going on about. You stick it up your nose. It's for state management. 'Oh, that.' It might work.

Anything else? I'm not really in the mood for writing this morning. A bit of a comedown from yesterday's high, you know. 'Brexit?' Brexit?! 'Yeah, Brexit. Go on.' All right. It looks like we can't trust the Conservatives or Labour to do the right thing. It seems as if both parties are on a crazy suicide mission now. Unbelievable!

That's all I've got to say about Brexit.

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Music? What am I listening to? Here's a clue: the greatest album recorded so far this century. 'Er ...' Back to Black by Amy Winehouse. 'Oh.' Yes. I'm wondering if Mark Ronson would like to produce my first album ...

Oh, uh ... Sunday night/Monday morning, I dreamt a new tune. The fragment I sang into my Zoom H2n Handy recorder thing wasn't too good though. I lost most of it. Never mind. You win some, you lose some. / Actually, I still only have thirteen songs because I reject so many ideas. I'm not sure how prolific I'm going to be in the future. But I have a theory that this blog is holding me back, man. I mean, think of the progress Elon could make with his rockets if he wasn't messing around with those electric cars. He'd already be on Mars.

Okay, okay. No. 646 coming later. Laters!

Monday 24 September 2018

[No. 645] We must destroy words before they destroy us

I

Do you understand?

And, oh, oh, okay, okay, okay ... uh, yes?[1], and, well, shit, no, no, no, actually, man[1], and, oh, oh, o kay, ok ay, oka y ... uh, yes?[2], and, oh! ... listen, son/daughter ... it's gone on far too long, too bloody long, all, all ... this  - !!![1], and, well, shit, no, no, no, actually, man[2], and ... Jesus H. Christ![1], and, oh! ... listen, son/daughter ... it's gone on far too long, too bloo dy long, all, all ... this  - !!![2], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, fuck! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[1], and ... Jesus H. Christ![2], and be strong, please![1], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, fu ck! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[2], and were we born yesterday? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born billions of years ago, man[1], and be strong, please![2], and seriously, yes, yes[1], and were we born yester day? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born billions of years ago, man[2], and remember: words hate you[1], and seriously, yes, yes[2], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![1], and remember: words ha te you[2], and ... who will believe it?[1], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND here ... we are taking action - NOW!!![1], and ... who will believe it?[2], and spin to be free![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROU ND, and a-ROUND here ... we are taking action - NOW!!![2], and words ... destructive thoughts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pretty decent feelings ... you dig?[1], and spin to be free![2], and bang your head on the floor![1], and words ... destructive thoughts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pretty decent feelings ... you dig?[2], and we must break on through! / and we all know that there's a better life beyond the THREE[1], and bang your head on the floo r![2], and feel it, the blood pumping - !!![1], and we must break on through! / and we all know that there's a better life beyond the THREE[2], and if your teeth scatter, no matter ... there is no need to be afraid of cosmic drums, hear them?[1], and feel it, the blood pumpi ng - !!![2], and word filth[1], and if your teeth scat ter, no mat ter ... there is no need to be afraid of cosmic drums, hear them?[2], and our consciousness ness nesses are ... full of it![1], and word filth[2], and we can't share joy together ... unless we are together - one soul, one love![1], and our consciousness ness nesse s are ... full of it![2], and the stars are vibrating! / and, yes, they, too, want change[1], and we can't share joy together ... unless we are together - one soul, one love![2], and words can get the fear ...[1], and the stars are vib rating! / and, yes, they, too, want change[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the meaning, like a ship going down with all the crew[1], and words can get the fear ...[2], and sick words, failing, yes![1], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the meani ng, like a ship going down with all the crew[2], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must destroy them![1], and sick words, fai ling, yes![2], and feeling good - ?[1], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must destroy them![2], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [1], and feeling goo d - ?[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![1], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [2], and, oh, oh, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y ... uh, yes?[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![2], and, well, shit, no, no, no, actually, man[3], and, oh! ... listen, son/daughter ... it's gone on far too long, too b  l  o  o  d  y long, all, all ... this  - !!![3], and ... Jesus H. Christ![3], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, f  u  c  k! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[3], and be strong, please![3], and were we born y  e  s  t  e  r  d  a  y? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born billions of years ago, man[3], and seriously, yes, yes[3], and remember: words h  a  t  e you[3], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![3], and ... who will believe it?[3], and a-ROUND, and a  -  R  O  U  N  D, and a-ROUND here ... we are taking action - NOW!!![3], and spin to be free![3], and words ... destructive thoughts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pretty decent feelings ... you dig?[3], and bang your head on the f  l  o  o  r![3], and we must break on through! / and we all know that there's a better life beyond the THREE[3], and feel it, the blood p  u  m  p  i  n  g - !!![3], and if your teeth s  c  a  t  t  e  r, no m  a  t  t  e  r ... there is no need to be afraid of cosmic drums, hear them?[3], and word filth[3], and our consciousness ness n  e  s  s  e  s are ... full of it![3], and we can't share joy together ... unless we are together - one soul, one love![3], and the stars are v  i  b  r  a  t  i  n  g! / and, yes, they, too, want change[3], and words can get the fear ...[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the m  e  a  n  i  n  g, like a ship going down with all the crew[3], and sick words, f  a  i  l  i  n  g, yes![3], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must destroy them![3], and feeling g  o  o  d - ?[3], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [3], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![3], and

And, oh, oh, okay, okay, okay ... uh, yes?[1], and, well, shit, no, no, no, actually, man[1], and, oh, oh, o kay, ok ay, oka y ... uh, yes?[2], and, oh! ... listen, son/daughter ... it's gone on far too long, too bloody long, all, all ... this  - !!![1], and, well, shit, no, no, no, actually, man[2], and ... Jesus H. Christ![1], and, oh! ... listen, son/daughter ... it's gone on far too long, too bloo dy long, all, all ... this  - !!![2], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, fuck! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[1], and ... Jesus H. Christ![2], and be strong, please![1], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, fu ck! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[2], and were we born yesterday? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born billions of years ago, man[1], and be strong, please![2], and seriously, yes, yes[1], and were we born yester day? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born billions of years ago, man[2], and remember: words hate you[1], and seriously, yes, yes[2], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![1], and remember: words ha te you[2], and ... who will believe it?[1], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND here ... we are taking action - NOW!!![1], and ... who will believe it?[2], and spin to be free![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROU ND, and a-ROUND here ... we are taking action - NOW!!![2], and words ... destructive thoughts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pretty decent feelings ... you dig?[1], and spin to be free![2], and bang your head on the floor![1], and words ... destructive thoughts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pretty decent feelings ... you dig?[2], and we must break on through! / and we all know that there's a better life beyond the THREE[1], and bang your head on the floo r![2], and feel it, the blood pumping - !!![1], and we must break on through! / and we all know that there's a better life beyond the THREE[2], and if your teeth scatter, no matter ... there is no need to be afraid of cosmic drums, hear them?[1], and feel it, the blood pumpi ng - !!![2], and word filth[1], and if your teeth scat ter, no mat ter ... there is no need to be afraid of cosmic drums, hear them?[2], and our consciousness ness nesses are ... full of it![1], and word filth[2], and we can't share joy together ... unless we are together - one soul, one love![1], and our consciousness ness nesse s are ... full of it![2], and the stars are vibrating! / and, yes, they, too, want change[1], and we can't share joy together ... unless we are together - one soul, one love![2], and words can get the fear ...[1], and the stars are vib rating! / and, yes, they, too, want change[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the meaning, like a ship going down with all the crew[1], and words can get the fear ...[2], and sick words, failing, yes![1], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the meani ng, like a ship going down with all the crew[2], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must destroy them![1], and sick words, fai ling, yes![2], and feeling good - ?[1], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must destroy them![2], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [1], and feeling goo d - ?[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![1], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [2], and, oh, oh, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y ... uh, yes?[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![2], and, well, shit, no, no, no, actually, man[3], and, oh! ... listen, son/daughter ... it's gone on far too long, too b  l  o  o  d  y long, all, all ... this  - !!![3], and ... Jesus H. Christ![3], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, f  u  c  k! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[3], and be strong, please![3], and were we born y  e  s  t  e  r  d  a  y? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born billions of years ago, man[3], and seriously, yes, yes[3], and remember: words h  a  t  e you[3], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![3], and ... who will believe it?[3], and a-ROUND, and a  -  R  O  U  N  D, and a-ROUND here ... we are taking action - NOW!!![3], and spin to be free![3], and words ... destructive thoughts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pretty decent feelings ... you dig?[3], and bang your head on the f  l  o  o  r![3], and we must break on through! / and we all know that there's a better life beyond the THREE[3], and feel it, the blood p  u  m  p  i  n  g - !!![3], and if your teeth s  c  a  t  t  e  r, no m  a  t  t  e  r ... there is no need to be afraid of cosmic drums, hear them?[3], and word filth[3], and our consciousness ness n  e  s  s  e  s are ... full of it![3], and we can't share joy together ... unless we are together - one soul, one love![3], and the stars are v  i  b  r  a  t  i  n  g! / and, yes, they, too, want change[3], and words can get the fear ...[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the m  e  a  n  i  n  g, like a ship going down with all the crew[3], and sick words, f  a  i  l  i  n  g, yes![3], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must destroy them![3], and feeling g  o  o  d - ?[3], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [3], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![3], and

And, oh, oh, okay, okay, okay ... uh, yes?[1], and, well, shit, no, no, no, actually, man[1], and, oh, oh, o kay, ok ay, oka y ... uh, yes?[2], and, oh! ... listen, son/daughter ... it's gone on far too long, too bloody long, all, all ... this  - !!![1], and, well, shit, no, no, no, actually, man[2], and ... Jesus H. Christ![1], and, oh! ... listen, son/daughter ... it's gone on far too long, too bloo dy long, all, all ... this  - !!![2], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, fuck! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[1], and ... Jesus H. Christ![2], and be strong, please![1], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, fu ck! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[2], and were we born yesterday? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born billions of years ago, man[1], and be strong, please![2], and seriously, yes, yes[1], and were we born yester day? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born billions of years ago, man[2], and remember: words hate you[1], and seriously, yes, yes[2], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![1], and remember: words ha te you[2], and ... who will believe it?[1], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND here ... we are taking action - NOW!!![1], and ... who will believe it?[2], and spin to be free![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROU ND, and a-ROUND here ... we are taking action - NOW!!![2], and words ... destructive thoughts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pretty decent feelings ... you dig?[1], and spin to be free![2], and bang your head on the floor![1], and words ... destructive thoughts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pretty decent feelings ... you dig?[2], and we must break on through! / and we all know that there's a better life beyond the THREE[1], and bang your head on the floo r![2], and feel it, the blood pumping - !!![1], and we must break on through! / and we all know that there's a better life beyond the THREE[2], and if your teeth scatter, no matter ... there is no need to be afraid of cosmic drums, hear them?[1], and feel it, the blood pumpi ng - !!![2], and word filth[1], and if your teeth scat ter, no mat ter ... there is no need to be afraid of cosmic drums, hear them?[2], and our consciousness ness nesses are ... full of it![1], and word filth[2], and we can't share joy together ... unless we are together - one soul, one love![1], and our consciousness ness nesse s are ... full of it![2], and the stars are vibrating! / and, yes, they, too, want change[1], and we can't share joy together ... unless we are together - one soul, one love![2], and words can get the fear ...[1], and the stars are vib rating! / and, yes, they, too, want change[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the meaning, like a ship going down with all the crew[1], and words can get the fear ...[2], and sick words, failing, yes![1], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the meani ng, like a ship going down with all the crew[2], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must destroy them![1], and sick words, fai ling, yes![2], and feeling good - ?[1], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must destroy them![2], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [1], and feeling goo d - ?[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![1], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [2], and, oh, oh, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y ... uh, yes?[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![2], and, well, shit, no, no, no, actually, man[3], and, oh! ... listen, son/daughter ... it's gone on far too long, too b  l  o  o  d  y long, all, all ... this  - !!![3], and ... Jesus H. Christ![3], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, f  u  c  k! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[3], and be strong, please![3], and were we born y  e  s  t  e  r  d  a  y? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born billions of years ago, man[3], and seriously, yes, yes[3], and remember: words h  a  t  e you[3], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![3], and ... who will believe it?[3], and a-ROUND, and a  -  R  O  U  N  D, and a-ROUND here ... we are taking action - NOW!!![3], and spin to be free![3], and words ... destructive thoughts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pretty decent feelings ... you dig?[3], and bang your head on the f  l  o  o  r![3], and we must break on through! / and we all know that there's a better life beyond the THREE[3], and feel it, the blood p  u  m  p  i  n  g - !!![3], and if your teeth s  c  a  t  t  e  r, no m  a  t  t  e  r ... there is no need to be afraid of cosmic drums, hear them?[3], and word filth[3], and our consciousness ness n  e  s  s  e  s are ... full of it![3], and we can't share joy together ... unless we are together - one soul, one love![3], and the stars are v  i  b  r  a  t  i  n  g! / and, yes, they, too, want change[3], and words can get the fear ...[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the m  e  a  n  i  n  g, like a ship going down with all the crew[3], and sick words, f  a  i  l  i  n  g, yes![3], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must destroy them![3], and feeling g  o  o  d - ?[3], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [3], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![3], and


II

I hope you understand.

And, o h, o h, oka y, okay, okay ... uh, yes?[1], and, well, shit, n o, n o, n o, actually, man[1], and, o h, o h, o kay, ok ay, oka y ... uh, yes?[2], and, oh! ... list     en, son/daugh    ter ... it's gone on far too long, too bloody long, all, all ... this  - !!![1], and, well, shit, n o, n o, n o, actually, man[2], and ... Jesus H. Christ![1], and, oh! ... listen, son/daug   ht  er ... it's gone on far too long, too bloo dy long, all, all ... this  - !!![2], and it's pain, despair ... the ev     il that wo    rds do, fuck! ... / ... and a que stion now: Are we total mugs?[1], and ... Jesus H. Christ![2], and be strong, please![1], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, fu ck! ... / ... and a que             st ion now: Are we tot          al mu               gs?[2], and were we b       orn yest er    day? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born b   il     lions o     f years a go, man[1], and be stro ng, please![2], and seriously, yes, yes[1], and were we born yester day? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born bill      ions of years ago, man[2], and re m  e m   ber: words hate you[1], and seriously, yes, yes[2], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![1], and remem           ber: words ha te you[2], and ... who will believe it?[1], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a W  A  R!!![2], and a-ROU     ND, and a-ROU     ND, and a-ROU           ND here ... we are tak     ing act           ion - NOW!!![1], and ... who will believe it?[2], and spin to be free![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROU ND, and a-ROUND here ... we are tak         ing action - NOW!!![2], and words ... d    e   s t  r  u c   t  i  v         e thou        ghts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pre             tty decen     t feelings ... you dig?[1], and sp          in to be f            ree![2], and ban  g your h  e  a    d on the floor![1], and wo      rds ... d  e  s    t r   u cti ve thoughts, so ... / and I h  o  p  e you've got ... s  om  e pre     tty dec   ent feelings ... you dig?[2], and we must bre  a  k on throu g    h! / and we all k n o w that t   he     re's a bet t er life be    yond the THREE[1], and ban g you r he ad on the floo r![2], and feel it, the bloo d pump              ing - !!![1], and we must brea k on through! / and we all know that there's a bett er life be yond the THR EE[2], and if your tee th s  ca     tt    er, no ma  tt  e          r ... there is no need to be af  rai     d of cos  mic dru    m   s, hear them?[1], and feel it, the blood pu     mpi ng - !!![2], and word filth[1], and if your teeth scat ter, no mat ter ... there is no need to be afraid of c       o     s       mi       c drums, hear them?[2], and our conscious  n  e  s    s ness ness es are ... full of it![1], and word filth[2], and we can't shar       e joy to           gethe                  r ... un le ss we are together - one soul, one love![1], and our consciousne              ss ness nesse s are ... full of it![2], and the star s are vib   rating! / and, yes, they, too, want chan   ge[1], and we can't shar  e jo y to           gether ... un   le     ss we are to  get  her - one soul, one love![2], and words can get the fear ...[1], and the s  tar  s are vib rating! / and, yes, they, too, want change[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the meaning, like a ship goi  ng d  ow      n with al l the crew[1], and wo           rds can get the fear ...[2], and s      ic      k words, fail    ing, yes![1], and, so ... a-ROU    ND, and a-R O U ND, and a-ROUND ... the meani ng, like a ship going down with all the crew[2], and, on, an   d on, and on! ... we must dest               roy them![1], and sic       k words, fai ling, yes![2], and fee       ling good - ?[1], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must de   str o y them![2], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [1], and feeling goo d - ?[2], and, so ... a-ROU      ND, uh, ha!!![1], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what mo  re is there to say? ... [2], and, o   h, o   h, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y ... uh, yes?[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![2], and, well, shit, n   o, n   o, n   o, act ually, man[3], and, oh! ... lis ten, son/dau gh te r ... it's gone on fa r too lon g, too b  l  o  o  d  y long, all, all ... this  - !!![3], and ... Jesus H. Christ![3], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, f  u  c  k! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[3], and be strong, please![3], and were we born y  e  s  t  e  r  d  a  y? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born bill      ions of years ago, man[3], and s er       iou  sly, yes, yes[3], and remem        ber: words h  a  t  e you[3], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mis take, this is a WAR!!![3], and ... who will believe it?[3], and a-ROUND, and a  -  R  O  U  N  D, and a-ROUND here ... we are t  ak          ing act ion - NOW!!![3], and spin to be free![3], and words ... d   e  s  t   r           uc   ti           ve th o   ugh       ts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pre tty dec ent feelings ... you dig?[3], and bang your he                          ad on the f  l  o  o  r![3], and we must break on thr ou   g        h! / and we all know that there's a be         tter life be   yond the THRE            E[3], and feel it, the bloo            d p  u  m  p  i  n  g - !!![3], and if your teeth s  c  a  t  t  e  r, no          m  a  t  t  e  r ... there is no nee d to be af raid of cos              mic drums, hear them?[3], and word fi                                lt                          h[3], and our con             scious ness ness n  e  s  s  e  s are ... full of it![3], and we can't share joy toge          ther ... unless we are tog                            ether - one soul, one love![3], and the stars are v  i  b                    r  a  t  i  n  g! / and, yes, they, too, want c ha   ng   e[3], and words can get the fear ...[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the m  e  a  n  i  n  g, like a ship goi                       ng do                                                wn wi  th all the cr                                              e                    w[3], and sic                         k words, f  a  i  l  i  n  g, yes![3], and, on, an      d on, and on! ... we mu                                          st des     troy them![3], and feeling g  o  o  d - ?[3], and, yes, yes, YE                                                                                               S!!! / ... and this i                        s the way / ... and what mo     re is there to say? ... [3], and, s                                      o ... a-R            OU           N              D, uh, h        a!!![3], and

And, o h, o h, oka y, okay, okay ... uh, yes?[1], and, well, shit, n o, n o, n o, actually, man[1], and, o h, o h, o kay, ok ay, oka y ... uh, yes?[2], and, oh! ... list     en, son/daugh    ter ... it's gone on far too long, too bloody long, all, all ... this  - !!![1], and, well, shit, n o, n o, n o, actually, man[2], and ... Jesus H. Christ![1], and, oh! ... listen, son/daug   ht  er ... it's gone on far too long, too bloo dy long, all, all ... this  - !!![2], and it's pain, despair ... the ev     il that wo    rds do, fuck! ... / ... and a que stion now: Are we total mugs?[1], and ... Jesus H. Christ![2], and be strong, please![1], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, fu ck! ... / ... and a que             st ion now: Are we tot          al mu               gs?[2], and were we b       orn yest er    day? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born b   il     lions o     f years a go, man[1], and be stro ng, please![2], and seriously, yes, yes[1], and were we born yester day? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born bill      ions of years ago, man[2], and re m  e m   ber: words hate you[1], and seriously, yes, yes[2], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![1], and remem           ber: words ha te you[2], and ... who will believe it?[1], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a W  A  R!!![2], and a-ROU     ND, and a-ROU     ND, and a-ROU           ND here ... we are tak     ing act           ion - NOW!!![1], and ... who will believe it?[2], and spin to be free![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROU ND, and a-ROUND here ... we are tak         ing action - NOW!!![2], and words ... d    e   s t  r  u c   t  i  v         e thou        ghts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pre             tty decen     t feelings ... you dig?[1], and sp          in to be f            ree![2], and ban  g your h  e  a    d on the floor![1], and wo      rds ... d  e  s    t r   u cti ve thoughts, so ... / and I h  o  p  e you've got ... s  om  e pre     tty dec   ent feelings ... you dig?[2], and we must bre  a  k on throu g    h! / and we all k n o w that t   he     re's a bet t er life be    yond the THREE[1], and ban g you r he ad on the floo r![2], and feel it, the bloo d pump              ing - !!![1], and we must brea k on through! / and we all know that there's a bett er life be yond the THR EE[2], and if your tee th s  ca     tt    er, no ma  tt  e          r ... there is no need to be af  rai     d of cos  mic dru    m   s, hear them?[1], and feel it, the blood pu     mpi ng - !!![2], and word filth[1], and if your teeth scat ter, no mat ter ... there is no need to be afraid of c       o     s       mi       c drums, hear them?[2], and our conscious  n  e  s    s ness ness es are ... full of it![1], and word filth[2], and we can't shar       e joy to           gethe                  r ... un le ss we are together - one soul, one love![1], and our consciousne              ss ness nesse s are ... full of it![2], and the star s are vib   rating! / and, yes, they, too, want chan   ge[1], and we can't shar  e jo y to           gether ... un   le     ss we are to  get  her - one soul, one love![2], and words can get the fear ...[1], and the s  tar  s are vib rating! / and, yes, they, too, want change[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the meaning, like a ship goi  ng d  ow      n with al l the crew[1], and wo           rds can get the fear ...[2], and s      ic      k words, fail    ing, yes![1], and, so ... a-ROU    ND, and a-R O U ND, and a-ROUND ... the meani ng, like a ship going down with all the crew[2], and, on, an   d on, and on! ... we must dest               roy them![1], and sic       k words, fai ling, yes![2], and fee       ling good - ?[1], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must de   str o y them![2], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [1], and feeling goo d - ?[2], and, so ... a-ROU      ND, uh, ha!!![1], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what mo  re is there to say? ... [2], and, o   h, o   h, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y ... uh, yes?[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![2], and, well, shit, n   o, n   o, n   o, act ually, man[3], and, oh! ... lis ten, son/dau gh te r ... it's gone on fa r too lon g, too b  l  o  o  d  y long, all, all ... this  - !!![3], and ... Jesus H. Christ![3], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, f  u  c  k! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[3], and be strong, please![3], and were we born y  e  s  t  e  r  d  a  y? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born bill      ions of years ago, man[3], and s er       iou  sly, yes, yes[3], and remem        ber: words h  a  t  e you[3], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mis take, this is a WAR!!![3], and ... who will believe it?[3], and a-ROUND, and a  -  R  O  U  N  D, and a-ROUND here ... we are t  ak          ing act ion - NOW!!![3], and spin to be free![3], and words ... d   e  s  t   r           uc   ti           ve th o   ugh       ts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pre tty dec ent feelings ... you dig?[3], and bang your he                          ad on the f  l  o  o  r![3], and we must break on thr ou   g        h! / and we all know that there's a be         tter life be   yond the THRE            E[3], and feel it, the bloo            d p  u  m  p  i  n  g - !!![3], and if your teeth s  c  a  t  t  e  r, no          m  a  t  t  e  r ... there is no nee d to be af raid of cos              mic drums, hear them?[3], and word fi                                lt                          h[3], and our con             scious ness ness n  e  s  s  e  s are ... full of it![3], and we can't share joy toge          ther ... unless we are tog                            ether - one soul, one love![3], and the stars are v  i  b                    r  a  t  i  n  g! / and, yes, they, too, want c ha   ng   e[3], and words can get the fear ...[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the m  e  a  n  i  n  g, like a ship goi                       ng do                                                wn wi  th all the cr                                              e                    w[3], and sic                         k words, f  a  i  l  i  n  g, yes![3], and, on, an      d on, and on! ... we mu                                          st des     troy them![3], and feeling g  o  o  d - ?[3], and, yes, yes, YE                                                                                               S!!! / ... and this i                        s the way / ... and what mo     re is there to say? ... [3], and, s                                      o ... a-R            OU           N              D, uh, h        a!!![3], and

And, o h, o h, oka y, okay, okay ... uh, yes?[1], and, well, shit, n o, n o, n o, actually, man[1], and, o h, o h, o kay, ok ay, oka y ... uh, yes?[2], and, oh! ... list     en, son/daugh    ter ... it's gone on far too long, too bloody long, all, all ... this  - !!![1], and, well, shit, n o, n o, n o, actually, man[2], and ... Jesus H. Christ![1], and, oh! ... listen, son/daug   ht  er ... it's gone on far too long, too bloo dy long, all, all ... this  - !!![2], and it's pain, despair ... the ev     il that wo    rds do, fuck! ... / ... and a que stion now: Are we total mugs?[1], and ... Jesus H. Christ![2], and be strong, please![1], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, fu ck! ... / ... and a que             st ion now: Are we tot          al mu               gs?[2], and were we b       orn yest er    day? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born b   il     lions o     f years a go, man[1], and be stro ng, please![2], and seriously, yes, yes[1], and were we born yester day? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born bill      ions of years ago, man[2], and re m  e m   ber: words hate you[1], and seriously, yes, yes[2], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a WAR!!![1], and remem           ber: words ha te you[2], and ... who will believe it?[1], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mistake, this is a W  A  R!!![2], and a-ROU     ND, and a-ROU     ND, and a-ROU           ND here ... we are tak     ing act           ion - NOW!!![1], and ... who will believe it?[2], and spin to be free![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROU ND, and a-ROUND here ... we are tak         ing action - NOW!!![2], and words ... d    e   s t  r  u c   t  i  v         e thou        ghts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pre             tty decen     t feelings ... you dig?[1], and sp          in to be f            ree![2], and ban  g your h  e  a    d on the floor![1], and wo      rds ... d  e  s    t r   u cti ve thoughts, so ... / and I h  o  p  e you've got ... s  om  e pre     tty dec   ent feelings ... you dig?[2], and we must bre  a  k on throu g    h! / and we all k n o w that t   he     re's a bet t er life be    yond the THREE[1], and ban g you r he ad on the floo r![2], and feel it, the bloo d pump              ing - !!![1], and we must brea k on through! / and we all know that there's a bett er life be yond the THR EE[2], and if your tee th s  ca     tt    er, no ma  tt  e          r ... there is no need to be af  rai     d of cos  mic dru    m   s, hear them?[1], and feel it, the blood pu     mpi ng - !!![2], and word filth[1], and if your teeth scat ter, no mat ter ... there is no need to be afraid of c       o     s       mi       c drums, hear them?[2], and our conscious  n  e  s    s ness ness es are ... full of it![1], and word filth[2], and we can't shar       e joy to           gethe                  r ... un le ss we are together - one soul, one love![1], and our consciousne              ss ness nesse s are ... full of it![2], and the star s are vib   rating! / and, yes, they, too, want chan   ge[1], and we can't shar  e jo y to           gether ... un   le     ss we are to  get  her - one soul, one love![2], and words can get the fear ...[1], and the s  tar  s are vib rating! / and, yes, they, too, want change[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the meaning, like a ship goi  ng d  ow      n with al l the crew[1], and wo           rds can get the fear ...[2], and s      ic      k words, fail    ing, yes![1], and, so ... a-ROU    ND, and a-R O U ND, and a-ROUND ... the meani ng, like a ship going down with all the crew[2], and, on, an   d on, and on! ... we must dest               roy them![1], and sic       k words, fai ling, yes![2], and fee       ling good - ?[1], and, on, and on, and on! ... we must de   str o y them![2], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what more is there to say? ... [1], and feeling goo d - ?[2], and, so ... a-ROU      ND, uh, ha!!![1], and, yes, yes, YES!!! / ... and this is the way / ... and what mo  re is there to say? ... [2], and, o   h, o   h, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y, o  k  a  y ... uh, yes?[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, uh, ha!!![2], and, well, shit, n   o, n   o, n   o, act ually, man[3], and, oh! ... lis ten, son/dau gh te r ... it's gone on fa r too lon g, too b  l  o  o  d  y long, all, all ... this  - !!![3], and ... Jesus H. Christ![3], and it's pain, despair ... the evil that words do, f  u  c  k! ... / ... and a question now: Are we total mugs?[3], and be strong, please![3], and were we born y  e  s  t  e  r  d  a  y? / and, ha! ... no, no, no, we were, uh ... born bill      ions of years ago, man[3], and s er       iou  sly, yes, yes[3], and remem        ber: words h  a  t  e you[3], and just listen to me, my kook(s) ... it's either them or us / and, uh ... make no mis take, this is a WAR!!![3], and ... who will believe it?[3], and a-ROUND, and a  -  R  O  U  N  D, and a-ROUND here ... we are t  ak          ing act ion - NOW!!![3], and spin to be free![3], and words ... d   e  s  t   r           uc   ti           ve th o   ugh       ts, so ... / and I hope you've got ... some pre tty dec ent feelings ... you dig?[3], and bang your he                          ad on the f  l  o  o  r![3], and we must break on thr ou   g        h! / and we all know that there's a be         tter life be   yond the THRE            E[3], and feel it, the bloo            d p  u  m  p  i  n  g - !!![3], and if your teeth s  c  a  t  t  e  r, no          m  a  t  t  e  r ... there is no nee d to be af raid of cos              mic drums, hear them?[3], and word fi                                lt                          h[3], and our con             scious ness ness n  e  s  s  e  s are ... full of it![3], and we can't share joy toge          ther ... unless we are tog                            ether - one soul, one love![3], and the stars are v  i  b                    r  a  t  i  n  g! / and, yes, they, too, want c ha   ng   e[3], and words can get the fear ...[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... the m  e  a  n  i  n  g, like a ship goi                       ng do                                                wn wi  th all the cr                                              e                    w[3], and sic                         k words, f  a  i  l  i  n  g, yes![3], and, on, an      d on, and on! ... we mu                                          st des     troy them![3], and feeling g  o  o  d - ?[3], and, yes, yes, YE                                                                                               S!!! / ... and this i                        s the way / ... and what mo     re is there to say? ... [3], and, s                                      o ... a-R            OU           N              D, uh, h        a!!![3], and

Sunday 23 September 2018

Sunday thoughts

Okay, okay. / Er, I don't have any, uh ... Sunday thoughts, dear reader(s), but I'll see what I can do for you. 'Why are you writing this today, boss?' Because I feel like it, Voice. 'Oh.' And I'll be working on a big conceptual the whole day tomorrow. A masterpiece, hopefully. 'Nice one!' Let's hope so, man.

Right. To start off with, I better put some music on. It's a pretty grim Sunday, and I'm not doing this without music. Let's see ... 'Put David Sylvian on, boss.' No. Shut up, idiot. I can't decide. Actually, while I'm trying to decide, I'll put one song on repeat, Blood Hound by 50 Cent. I'm not crazy about him, but I really like this track. / So ... give me a minute, reader(s).

Okay, Okay. I'm listening to Marquee Moon by Television. I haven't listened to this album for years.

Right. What do you want to talk about, kook(s)? 50 Cent? Okay. My favourite rap song is actually by him and The Game, Hate It or Love It. I don't listen to rap as much as I did years ago, but I have about fifty rap albums. Not all of them are on my Windows media player or smart phone though. / 2Pac is still the best, man! I have most of his stuff, including the Thug Life group album.

Brexit? No, no. Forget about it! I'm sick of it! I'm looking after number one from now on. 'Who's that then?' Me, idiot!

Yeah. I used to go through periods. Like a jazz period, where I bought about a dozen Miles Davis albums. I haven't listened to him in a while. Oh, an AC/DC period. Maybe I should put Powerage on. That's a great album. And a Led Zeppelin period, which I sort of regret. I only like a couple of their songs. 'What period are you in now, boss?' Ha! Just the Michael Fowke period, Voice. That's it. Looking after number one, you dig?

[Of course, a few periods last a lifetime, on and off ... The Beatles, David Bowie, Bob Dylan.]

Why are we talking about music? 'Let's talk about Brexit, boss!' Get lost! Seriously.

I've had enough of this "cool" New York Television muck! What else can I put on? 'The Strokes!' Ha! No, no. Christ!

The song Jump by Van Halen, for a laugh, while I decide, like. Er, no. / My eyes hurt! I think I'm getting a migraine. 'Take some pills, man.' Well, I've been abusing the Anadin Extra lately. I'm not sure I should risk it again.

Ah! Consider Yourself from Oliver! Yes, yes, yes! I bloody love this tune! I'm just going to listen to it on repeat, a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... until this post is finished or the neighbours call the cops. 'You'll drive yourself crazy, boss!' Ha! So? Who will notice? / Reader(s), I've told you about Lionel Bart and the urn stuffed full of cash, haven't I? Yes. Big mistake!

Brexit? Okay. FFS! If you insist. Nigel Farage was shouting from an open-top bus yesterday at two men and their dogs in the street. It was on Channel Four News.

Okay. Finance? Finance?! Finance?!?!?! 'Oh, is there any financial news, boss?' No. 'Are you sure?' Yes.

Listen ... one day, I'll be free of all this. Believe me. Please.

Okay. Laters! 'Where are the thoughts?!' Ha!

Thursday 20 September 2018

Exodus!

Okay, okay. / Ha! Yes, dear reader(s), there's, uh ... going to be a Brexit investment exodus. 'What?! Who says, boss?' Luke Davis says, Voice. 'Oh. And who is Luke Davis, when he's at home?' Shut up! When he's at work, Voice, Luke is the founder and CEO of alternative investment firm, IW Capital. 'Really?' Yes. 'Okay.' Apparently, it has been revealed that one in nine investment professionals plan to leave the UK after Brexit. 'Oh dear. / I presume this is a PR email. What does Luke say about it then?' Well, he says -

"Men and Brexiters will fight ya down when ya see Jah light. Let me tell you if you're not wrong, well, everything is all right. So we gonna walk through the roads of creation. We the generation tread through great tribulation. In this exodus, good God almighty, movement of Jah people. Exodus!"

You see? And, er ... 'He said that?!' Yes, Voice. 'Are you sure, boss?' Well, yes. Then he ended the email with -

"We're leaving Babylon. We're going to the European Union. In this exodus, movement of Jah people. Exodus!"

Exodus! What can I say? Luke's just a crazy guy, man. 'Yeah, yeah. Boss, what's this then? -'

Luke is of the opinion that: "The UK, but particularly London, rely heavily on the financial services industry, and if 11% of employees in this sector did leave the UK after Brexit, it would have wider implications on the economy than just a loss of resources. Financial services is a major party of our economy, and to lose over 10% of the workforce in this area would have extreme effects on our economic prospects today, and in the future. Sectorial leaders need to continue to make the UK financial industry attractive to employees to minimize the potential fallout that Brexit may cause."

Er ... 'That's from the actual email, isn't it, boss?' Yes, Voice. 'And you made that other stuff up, didn't you? Bloody fake news!' Uh ... well, yes, Voice. 'Jesus H. - !' Leave me alone, man. I'm only trying to have a bit of fun. Christ!

...

And that's all the "fun" for this week, dear reader(s). I hope you have a nice weekend. Laters!

Wednesday 19 September 2018

Uh, just, uh ... you dig?

That's how I'm feeling today.

So, uh ... oh, I'm listening to the audiobook of Be Obsessed Or Be Average - for a change, like. I prefer The 10X Rule, but I know that one inside out.

Yeah, I need motivating, dear reader(s). No big deal. I'm a bit tired, that's all. I suppose I shouldn't do two big blogging days, back to back. I mean, it's those conceptual posts that wear me out.

Financial news? No, I'm not writing about finance, if you don't mind.

Elon Musk news? No. I haven't got the energy to keep up with all the drama, you dig? Just thinking about Elon wears me out. His problems. Imagine what it feels like actually being him.

I was going out, but it started raining. Then it stopped. It doesn't matter. Minder is on TV later. 'What about guitar practice, boss?' Yeah, yeah, I've been doing it, Voice. But now I'm doing this, blogging again, for my sins. / I see my light come shining ...

Okay, okay. Cardone is ranting about obsession. No surprise there. I'm obsessed with recording my three best songs, the world-beaters. Man, I went through hell to write them, so I've got to make the recordings "special". But not today. Maybe next week.

I've got another small song to finish. (I wrote the tune the other week, remember?) When it's done, that'll be it for the album, so I'll be free to work on world-beaters only. Songs that only I can write ... because I don't have much enthusiasm for "average" songs now. Elon knows what I'm talking about.

***

If you're doing something, creating something ... that's not the best of its type in all human history ... what's the fucking point?

Think about that, reader(s). And don't kid yourself.

***

No, I don't like this one. I'm putting The 10X Rule on. I've got to stick to one audiobook on a loop. Otherwise I'm going to get confused. 'What about the Vance/Musk one, boss?' Well, it's a biography, man. I don't know if it's as useful as a pure motivational one.

...

Okay, okay. 10X is off now.

Actually, these books can only offer a bit of support when you feel weak and down.

The important thing ... is making THE DECISION to cut yourself off from normal life. Normality is for losers - or small-time winners, who are basically losers.

Don't kid yourself.

Do you know what I mean? It should be easy to do, for me. The last time I genuinely enjoyed normal life was ... well, maybe the holidays I had in Selsey with my grandparents in the 1970s. 'Brexit, Mikey! Space Dust! Top Deck shandy!' Shut up, idiot! / But I wasn't a thinker then, was I? Never mind.

[By the way, I've had great moments in Cornwall in recent years when I've just let myself go and enjoyed the moment(s). However, I don't know how "normal" I was.]

Okay. Laters, kook(s).

Tuesday 18 September 2018

[No. 644] It's time for the cosmos to compromise

But we're so small!

And, listen ...[1], and the cosmos should do what we want, yes, yes, YES![1], and, listen ...[2], and chaos comes to us![1], and the cosmos should do what we want, yes, yes, YES![2], and we are the masters, ha, ha, ha! / and do you believe that?[1], and chaos comes to us![2], and all these words that are being sent our way are so annoying / and they need to be controlled[1], and we are the mas ters, ha, ha, ha! / and do you believe that?[2], and I feel sad, you dig?[1], and all these words that are being sent our way are so annoying / and they need to be controlled[2], and ... / ... / ... / ... where is my power?[1], and I feel sad, you dig?[2], and the words hate us![1], and ... / ... / ... / ... where is my pow er?[2], and YOU(!) ... are weak and disgusting, too / ... and where is your shame?[1], and the words hate us![2], and let me think, a bit[1], and YOU(!) ... are wea k and dis gusting, too / ... and where is your shame?[2], and our consciousness ness nesses are a mess messes ...[1], and let me think, a bit[2], and I can't think straight, fuck! / and how about YOU(!), my kook(s), or ... square(s) - ?![1], and our consciousness ness nesses are a mess messes ...[2], and, uh, no, no, no squares!!![1], and I can't think straight, fuc k! / and how about YOU(!), my kook(s), or ... square(s) - ?![2], and we want our own words from our own minds, yes! / and we don't want evil from outside, no![1], and, uh, no, no, no squares!!![2], and a-ROUND here ... NOW!!! / and us kooks, together![1], and we want our own words from our own minds, yes! / and we don't want evil from outside, no![2], and, faster! / and, slower - ?![1], and a-ROUND here ... NOW!!! / and us koo ks, together![2], and, come on! ... come on! ... come on, spinner(s)! / and who are we? Tell me![1], and, faster! / and, slower - ?![2], and, so goddamn sick![1], and, come on! ... come on! ... come on, spinner(s)! / and who are we? Tell me![2], and, Christ! ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... madly ... / ... and we can't even control our spinning![1], and, so goddamn sick![2], and, so ... help![1], and, Christ! ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... madly ... / ... and we can't even con trol our spinning![2], and, yes, our own spinning, shit(!!!) ... minds won't work(!!!), they've been sabotaged!!!(!!!) - !!![1], and, so ... help![2], and, uh, uh, uh, well, yes, of course[1], and, yes, our own spinning, shit(!!!) ... minds won't work(!!!), they've been sabo taged!!!(!!!) - !!![2], and, listen ... was it the aliens, or was it the ghosts? Tell me![1], and, uh, uh, uh, well, yes, of course[2], and I'm paranoid / and are you paranoid, too? / and please say that you are, please![1], and, listen ... was it the aliens, or was it the ghosts? Tell me![2], and I hate to be alone ...[1], and I'm para noid / and are you par anoid, too? / and please say that you are, please![2], and the cosmos loves us, it must, and we shouldn't be so awkward, and the words ...[1], and I hate to be alone ...[2], and ... ah, the words - !!! - !!! - !!![1], and the cosmos loves us, it must, and we shouldn't be so awk ward, and the words ...[2], and, listen ...[3], and ... ah, the words - !!! - !!! - !!![2], and the cosmos should do what we want, yes, yes, YES![3], and chaos comes to us![3], and we are the m  a  s  t  e  r  s, ha, ha, ha! / and do you believe that?[3], and all these words that are being sent our way are so annoying / and they need to be controlled[3], and I feel sad, you dig?[3], and ... / ... / ... / ... where is my p  o  w  e  r?[3], and the words hate us![3], and YOU(!) ... are w  e  a  k and d  i  s  g  u  s  t  i  n  g, too / ... and where is your shame?[3], and let me think, a bit[3], and our consciousness ness nesses are a mess messes ...[3], and I can't think straight, f  u  c  k! / and how about YOU(!), my kook(s), or ... square(s) - ?![3], and, uh, no, no, no squares!!![3], and we want our own words from our own minds, yes! / and we don't want evil from outside, no![3], and a-ROUND here ... NOW!!! / and us k  o  o  k  s, together![3], and, faster! / and, slower - ?![3], and, come on! ... come on! ... come on, spinner(s)! / and who are we? Tell me![3], and, so goddamn sick![3], and, Christ! ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... madly ... / ... and we can't even c  o  n  t  r  o  l our spinning![3], and, so ... help![3], and, yes, our own spinning, shit(!!!) ... minds won't work(!!!), they've been s  a  b  o  t  a  g  e  d!!!(!!!) - !!![3], and, uh, uh, uh, well, yes, of course[3], and, listen ... was it the aliens, or was it the ghosts? Tell me![3], and I'm p  a  r  a  n  o  i  d / and are you p  a  r  a  n  o  i  d, too? / and please say that you are, please![3], and I hate to be alone ...[3], and the cosmos loves us, it must, and we shouldn't be so a  w  k  w  a  r  d, and the words ...[3], and ... ah, the words - !!! - !!! - !!![3], and

And, listen ...[1], and the cosmos should do what we want, yes, yes, YES![1], and, listen ...[2], and chaos comes to us![1], and the cosmos should do what we want, yes, yes, YES![2], and we are the masters, ha, ha, ha! / and do you believe that?[1], and chaos comes to us![2], and all these words that are being sent our way are so annoying / and they need to be controlled[1], and we are the mas ters, ha, ha, ha! / and do you believe that?[2], and I feel sad, you dig?[1], and all these words that are being sent our way are so annoying / and they need to be controlled[2], and ... / ... / ... / ... where is my power?[1], and I feel sad, you dig?[2], and the words hate us![1], and ... / ... / ... / ... where is my pow er?[2], and YOU(!) ... are weak and disgusting, too / ... and where is your shame?[1], and the words hate us![2], and let me think, a bit[1], and YOU(!) ... are wea k and dis gusting, too / ... and where is your shame?[2], and our consciousness ness nesses are a mess messes ...[1], and let me think, a bit[2], and I can't think straight, fuck! / and how about YOU(!), my kook(s), or ... square(s) - ?![1], and our consciousness ness nesses are a mess messes ...[2], and, uh, no, no, no squares!!![1], and I can't think straight, fuc k! / and how about YOU(!), my kook(s), or ... square(s) - ?![2], and we want our own words from our own minds, yes! / and we don't want evil from outside, no![1], and, uh, no, no, no squares!!![2], and a-ROUND here ... NOW!!! / and us kooks, together![1], and we want our own words from our own minds, yes! / and we don't want evil from outside, no![2], and, faster! / and, slower - ?![1], and a-ROUND here ... NOW!!! / and us koo ks, together![2], and, come on! ... come on! ... come on, spinner(s)! / and who are we? Tell me![1], and, faster! / and, slower - ?![2], and, so goddamn sick![1], and, come on! ... come on! ... come on, spinner(s)! / and who are we? Tell me![2], and, Christ! ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... madly ... / ... and we can't even control our spinning![1], and, so goddamn sick![2], and, so ... help![1], and, Christ! ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... madly ... / ... and we can't even con trol our spinning![2], and, yes, our own spinning, shit(!!!) ... minds won't work(!!!), they've been sabotaged!!!(!!!) - !!![1], and, so ... help![2], and, uh, uh, uh, well, yes, of course[1], and, yes, our own spinning, shit(!!!) ... minds won't work(!!!), they've been sabo taged!!!(!!!) - !!![2], and, listen ... was it the aliens, or was it the ghosts? Tell me![1], and, uh, uh, uh, well, yes, of course[2], and I'm paranoid / and are you paranoid, too? / and please say that you are, please![1], and, listen ... was it the aliens, or was it the ghosts? Tell me![2], and I hate to be alone ...[1], and I'm para noid / and are you par anoid, too? / and please say that you are, please![2], and the cosmos loves us, it must, and we shouldn't be so awkward, and the words ...[1], and I hate to be alone ...[2], and ... ah, the words - !!! - !!! - !!![1], and the cosmos loves us, it must, and we shouldn't be so awk ward, and the words ...[2], and, listen ...[3], and ... ah, the words - !!! - !!! - !!![2], and the cosmos should do what we want, yes, yes, YES![3], and chaos comes to us![3], and we are the m  a  s  t  e  r  s, ha, ha, ha! / and do you believe that?[3], and all these words that are being sent our way are so annoying / and they need to be controlled[3], and I feel sad, you dig?[3], and ... / ... / ... / ... where is my p  o  w  e  r?[3], and the words hate us![3], and YOU(!) ... are w  e  a  k and d  i  s  g  u  s  t  i  n  g, too / ... and where is your shame?[3], and let me think, a bit[3], and our consciousness ness nesses are a mess messes ...[3], and I can't think straight, f  u  c  k! / and how about YOU(!), my kook(s), or ... square(s) - ?![3], and, uh, no, no, no squares!!![3], and we want our own words from our own minds, yes! / and we don't want evil from outside, no![3], and a-ROUND here ... NOW!!! / and us k  o  o  k  s, together![3], and, faster! / and, slower - ?![3], and, come on! ... come on! ... come on, spinner(s)! / and who are we? Tell me![3], and, so goddamn sick![3], and, Christ! ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... madly ... / ... and we can't even c  o  n  t  r  o  l our spinning![3], and, so ... help![3], and, yes, our own spinning, shit(!!!) ... minds won't work(!!!), they've been s  a  b  o  t  a  g  e  d!!!(!!!) - !!![3], and, uh, uh, uh, well, yes, of course[3], and, listen ... was it the aliens, or was it the ghosts? Tell me![3], and I'm p  a  r  a  n  o  i  d / and are you p  a  r  a  n  o  i  d, too? / and please say that you are, please![3], and I hate to be alone ...[3], and the cosmos loves us, it must, and we shouldn't be so a  w  k  w  a  r  d, and the words ...[3], and ... ah, the words - !!! - !!! - !!![3], and

And, listen ...[1], and the cosmos should do what we want, yes, yes, YES![1], and, listen ...[2], and chaos comes to us![1], and the cosmos should do what we want, yes, yes, YES![2], and we are the masters, ha, ha, ha! / and do you believe that?[1], and chaos comes to us![2], and all these words that are being sent our way are so annoying / and they need to be controlled[1], and we are the mas ters, ha, ha, ha! / and do you believe that?[2], and I feel sad, you dig?[1], and all these words that are being sent our way are so annoying / and they need to be controlled[2], and ... / ... / ... / ... where is my power?[1], and I feel sad, you dig?[2], and the words hate us![1], and ... / ... / ... / ... where is my pow er?[2], and YOU(!) ... are weak and disgusting, too / ... and where is your shame?[1], and the words hate us![2], and let me think, a bit[1], and YOU(!) ... are wea k and dis gusting, too / ... and where is your shame?[2], and our consciousness ness nesses are a mess messes ...[1], and let me think, a bit[2], and I can't think straight, fuck! / and how about YOU(!), my kook(s), or ... square(s) - ?![1], and our consciousness ness nesses are a mess messes ...[2], and, uh, no, no, no squares!!![1], and I can't think straight, fuc k! / and how about YOU(!), my kook(s), or ... square(s) - ?![2], and we want our own words from our own minds, yes! / and we don't want evil from outside, no![1], and, uh, no, no, no squares!!![2], and a-ROUND here ... NOW!!! / and us kooks, together![1], and we want our own words from our own minds, yes! / and we don't want evil from outside, no![2], and, faster! / and, slower - ?![1], and a-ROUND here ... NOW!!! / and us koo ks, together![2], and, come on! ... come on! ... come on, spinner(s)! / and who are we? Tell me![1], and, faster! / and, slower - ?![2], and, so goddamn sick![1], and, come on! ... come on! ... come on, spinner(s)! / and who are we? Tell me![2], and, Christ! ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... madly ... / ... and we can't even control our spinning![1], and, so goddamn sick![2], and, so ... help![1], and, Christ! ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... madly ... / ... and we can't even con trol our spinning![2], and, yes, our own spinning, shit(!!!) ... minds won't work(!!!), they've been sabotaged!!!(!!!) - !!![1], and, so ... help![2], and, uh, uh, uh, well, yes, of course[1], and, yes, our own spinning, shit(!!!) ... minds won't work(!!!), they've been sabo taged!!!(!!!) - !!![2], and, listen ... was it the aliens, or was it the ghosts? Tell me![1], and, uh, uh, uh, well, yes, of course[2], and I'm paranoid / and are you paranoid, too? / and please say that you are, please![1], and, listen ... was it the aliens, or was it the ghosts? Tell me![2], and I hate to be alone ...[1], and I'm para noid / and are you par anoid, too? / and please say that you are, please![2], and the cosmos loves us, it must, and we shouldn't be so awkward, and the words ...[1], and I hate to be alone ...[2], and ... ah, the words - !!! - !!! - !!![1], and the cosmos loves us, it must, and we shouldn't be so awk ward, and the words ...[2], and, listen ...[3], and ... ah, the words - !!! - !!! - !!![2], and the cosmos should do what we want, yes, yes, YES![3], and chaos comes to us![3], and we are the m  a  s  t  e  r  s, ha, ha, ha! / and do you believe that?[3], and all these words that are being sent our way are so annoying / and they need to be controlled[3], and I feel sad, you dig?[3], and ... / ... / ... / ... where is my p  o  w  e  r?[3], and the words hate us![3], and YOU(!) ... are w  e  a  k and d  i  s  g  u  s  t  i  n  g, too / ... and where is your shame?[3], and let me think, a bit[3], and our consciousness ness nesses are a mess messes ...[3], and I can't think straight, f  u  c  k! / and how about YOU(!), my kook(s), or ... square(s) - ?![3], and, uh, no, no, no squares!!![3], and we want our own words from our own minds, yes! / and we don't want evil from outside, no![3], and a-ROUND here ... NOW!!! / and us k  o  o  k  s, together![3], and, faster! / and, slower - ?![3], and, come on! ... come on! ... come on, spinner(s)! / and who are we? Tell me![3], and, so goddamn sick![3], and, Christ! ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... madly ... / ... and we can't even c  o  n  t  r  o  l our spinning![3], and, so ... help![3], and, yes, our own spinning, shit(!!!) ... minds won't work(!!!), they've been s  a  b  o  t  a  g  e  d!!!(!!!) - !!![3], and, uh, uh, uh, well, yes, of course[3], and, listen ... was it the aliens, or was it the ghosts? Tell me![3], and I'm p  a  r  a  n  o  i  d / and are you p  a  r  a  n  o  i  d, too? / and please say that you are, please![3], and I hate to be alone ...[3], and the cosmos loves us, it must, and we shouldn't be so a  w  k  w  a  r  d, and the words ...[3], and ... ah, the words - !!! - !!! - !!![3], and