Tuesday 7 April 2020

[No. 795] I can forget when I remember

Strange, eh?

And, well ...[1], and, Christ! ... when I remember all the nasty ones, how I was treated ... it's easy to forget now, you dig?[1], and, well ...[2], and, oh ... similar ones now, yes[1], and, Christ! ... when I remember all the nasty ones, how I was treated ... it's easy to forget now, you dig?[2], and maybe they're all the same, with the same wretched nature / ... and I'm trying to think of one good one ...[1], and, oh ... similar ones now, yes[2], and, er ...[1], and maybe they're all the same, with the same wretched nature / ... and I'm trying to think of one good one ...[2], and ... I give up![1], and, er ...[2], and I will focus on myself because ... what else is there to rely on?[1], and ... I give up![2], and, well ... let me spin, alone[1], and I will focus on myself because ... what else is there to rely on?[2], and a-ROUND here ... things get clear, so clear in my head / and ... uh, uh, uh ... in my heart, too![1], and, well ... let me spin, alone[2], and, yes, yes, yes - believe it![1], and a-ROUND here ... things get clear, so clear in my head / and ... uh, uh, uh ... in my heart, too![2], and a-ROUND ... really, really fast![1], and, yes, yes, yes - believe it![2], and it feels like I'm putting myself on top of the highest mountain / and ... do you know what I mean?[1], and a-ROUND ... really, really fast![2], and, no, no ... you probably don't, never ever mind[1], and it feels like I'm putting myself on top of the highest mountain / and ... do you know what I mean?[2], and I will tell you now ...[1], and, no, no ... you probably don't, never ever mind[2], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can follow me, oh, maybe I'll let you join me, but ... you've got to keep up, you dig?[1], and I will tell you now ...[2], and if you're the right sort, obviously[1], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can follow me, oh, maybe I'll let you join me, but ... you've got to keep up, you dig?[2], and spinning wildly - now![1], and if you're the right sort, obviously[2], and, ha, ha, ha! / and, HA, HA, HA! / and I'm enjoying myself even if no one else is[1], and spinning wildly - now![2], and spiritual aristocrats do it in style![1],and, ha, ha, ha! / and, HA, HA, HA! / and I'm enjoying myself even if no one else is[2], and, so ...[1], and spiritual aristocrats do it in style![2], and, well, well, well[1], and, so ...[2], and I'm thinking ... hoping ... praying?[1], and, well, well, well[2], and Knut Hamsun stopped tuberculosis by sitting on the roof of a freight train, just saying[1], and I'm thinking ... hoping ... praying?[2], and four days and nights with his mouth open![1], and Knut Hamsun stopped tuberculosis by sitting on the roof of a freight train, just saying[2], and it's worth considering ...[1], and four days and nights with his mouth open![2], and anyone can take extreme action ...[1], and it's worth considering ...[2], and you only need the will[1], and anyone can take ex treme act ion ...[2], and, well ...[3], and you only need the will[2], and, Christ! ... when I remember all the nasty ones, how I was treated ... it's easy to forget now, you dig?[3], and, oh ... similar ones now, yes[3], and maybe they're all the same, with the same wretched nature / ... and I'm trying to think of one good one ...[3], and, er ...[3], and ... I give up![3], and I will focus on myself because ... what else is there to rely on?[3], and, well ... let me spin, alone[3], and a-ROUND here ... things get clear, so clear in my head / and ... uh, uh, uh ... in my heart, too![3], and, yes, yes, yes - believe it![3], and a-ROUND ... really, really fast![3], and it feels like I'm putting myself on top of the highest mountain / and ... do you know what I mean?[3], and, no, no ... you probably don't, never ever mind[3], and I will tell you now ...[3], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can follow me, oh, maybe I'll let you join me, but ... you've got to keep up, you dig?[3], and if you're the right sort, obviously[3], and spinning wildly - now![3], and, ha, ha, ha! / and, HA, HA, HA! / and I'm enjoying myself even if no one else is[3], and spiritual aristocrats do it in style![3], and, so ...[3], and, well, well, well[3], and I'm thinking ... hoping ... praying?[3], and Knut Hamsun stopped tuberculosis by sitting on the roof of a freight train, just saying[3], and four days and nights with his mouth open![3], and it's worth considering ...[3], and anyone can take e  x  t  r  e  m  e a  c  t  i  o  n ...[3], and you only need the will[3], and

And, well ...[1], and, Christ! ... when I remember all the nasty ones, how I was treated ... it's easy to forget now, you dig?[1], and, well ...[2], and, oh ... similar ones now, yes[1], and, Christ! ... when I remember all the nasty ones, how I was treated ... it's easy to forget now, you dig?[2], and maybe they're all the same, with the same wretched nature / ... and I'm trying to think of one good one ...[1], and, oh ... similar ones now, yes[2], and, er ...[1], and maybe they're all the same, with the same wretched nature / ... and I'm trying to think of one good one ...[2], and ... I give up![1], and, er ...[2], and I will focus on myself because ... what else is there to rely on?[1], and ... I give up![2], and, well ... let me spin, alone[1], and I will focus on myself because ... what else is there to rely on?[2], and a-ROUND here ... things get clear, so clear in my head / and ... uh, uh, uh ... in my heart, too![1], and, well ... let me spin, alone[2], and, yes, yes, yes - believe it![1], and a-ROUND here ... things get clear, so clear in my head / and ... uh, uh, uh ... in my heart, too![2], and a-ROUND ... really, really fast![1], and, yes, yes, yes - believe it![2], and it feels like I'm putting myself on top of the highest mountain / and ... do you know what I mean?[1], and a-ROUND ... really, really fast![2], and, no, no ... you probably don't, never ever mind[1], and it feels like I'm putting myself on top of the highest mountain / and ... do you know what I mean?[2], and I will tell you now ...[1], and, no, no ... you probably don't, never ever mind[2], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can follow me, oh, maybe I'll let you join me, but ... you've got to keep up, you dig?[1], and I will tell you now ...[2], and if you're the right sort, obviously[1], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can follow me, oh, maybe I'll let you join me, but ... you've got to keep up, you dig?[2], and spinning wildly - now![1], and if you're the right sort, obviously[2], and, ha, ha, ha! / and, HA, HA, HA! / and I'm enjoying myself even if no one else is[1], and spinning wildly - now![2], and spiritual aristocrats do it in style![1],and, ha, ha, ha! / and, HA, HA, HA! / and I'm enjoying myself even if no one else is[2], and, so ...[1], and spiritual aristocrats do it in style![2], and, well, well, well[1], and, so ...[2], and I'm thinking ... hoping ... praying?[1], and, well, well, well[2], and Knut Hamsun stopped tuberculosis by sitting on the roof of a freight train, just saying[1], and I'm thinking ... hoping ... praying?[2], and four days and nights with his mouth open![1], and Knut Hamsun stopped tuberculosis by sitting on the roof of a freight train, just saying[2], and it's worth considering ...[1], and four days and nights with his mouth open![2], and anyone can take extreme action ...[1], and it's worth considering ...[2], and you only need the will[1], and anyone can take ex treme act ion ...[2], and, well ...[3], and you only need the will[2], and, Christ! ... when I remember all the nasty ones, how I was treated ... it's easy to forget now, you dig?[3], and, oh ... similar ones now, yes[3], and maybe they're all the same, with the same wretched nature / ... and I'm trying to think of one good one ...[3], and, er ...[3], and ... I give up![3], and I will focus on myself because ... what else is there to rely on?[3], and, well ... let me spin, alone[3], and a-ROUND here ... things get clear, so clear in my head / and ... uh, uh, uh ... in my heart, too![3], and, yes, yes, yes - believe it![3], and a-ROUND ... really, really fast![3], and it feels like I'm putting myself on top of the highest mountain / and ... do you know what I mean?[3], and, no, no ... you probably don't, never ever mind[3], and I will tell you now ...[3], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can follow me, oh, maybe I'll let you join me, but ... you've got to keep up, you dig?[3], and if you're the right sort, obviously[3], and spinning wildly - now![3], and, ha, ha, ha! / and, HA, HA, HA! / and I'm enjoying myself even if no one else is[3], and spiritual aristocrats do it in style![3], and, so ...[3], and, well, well, well[3], and I'm thinking ... hoping ... praying?[3], and Knut Hamsun stopped tuberculosis by sitting on the roof of a freight train, just saying[3], and four days and nights with his mouth open![3], and it's worth considering ...[3], and anyone can take e  x  t  r  e  m  e a  c  t  i  o  n ...[3], and you only need the will[3], and

And, well ...[1], and, Christ! ... when I remember all the nasty ones, how I was treated ... it's easy to forget now, you dig?[1], and, well ...[2], and, oh ... similar ones now, yes[1], and, Christ! ... when I remember all the nasty ones, how I was treated ... it's easy to forget now, you dig?[2], and maybe they're all the same, with the same wretched nature / ... and I'm trying to think of one good one ...[1], and, oh ... similar ones now, yes[2], and, er ...[1], and maybe they're all the same, with the same wretched nature / ... and I'm trying to think of one good one ...[2], and ... I give up![1], and, er ...[2], and I will focus on myself because ... what else is there to rely on?[1], and ... I give up![2], and, well ... let me spin, alone[1], and I will focus on myself because ... what else is there to rely on?[2], and a-ROUND here ... things get clear, so clear in my head / and ... uh, uh, uh ... in my heart, too![1], and, well ... let me spin, alone[2], and, yes, yes, yes - believe it![1], and a-ROUND here ... things get clear, so clear in my head / and ... uh, uh, uh ... in my heart, too![2], and a-ROUND ... really, really fast![1], and, yes, yes, yes - believe it![2], and it feels like I'm putting myself on top of the highest mountain / and ... do you know what I mean?[1], and a-ROUND ... really, really fast![2], and, no, no ... you probably don't, never ever mind[1], and it feels like I'm putting myself on top of the highest mountain / and ... do you know what I mean?[2], and I will tell you now ...[1], and, no, no ... you probably don't, never ever mind[2], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can follow me, oh, maybe I'll let you join me, but ... you've got to keep up, you dig?[1], and I will tell you now ...[2], and if you're the right sort, obviously[1], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can follow me, oh, maybe I'll let you join me, but ... you've got to keep up, you dig?[2], and spinning wildly - now![1], and if you're the right sort, obviously[2], and, ha, ha, ha! / and, HA, HA, HA! / and I'm enjoying myself even if no one else is[1], and spinning wildly - now![2], and spiritual aristocrats do it in style![1],and, ha, ha, ha! / and, HA, HA, HA! / and I'm enjoying myself even if no one else is[2], and, so ...[1], and spiritual aristocrats do it in style![2], and, well, well, well[1], and, so ...[2], and I'm thinking ... hoping ... praying?[1], and, well, well, well[2], and Knut Hamsun stopped tuberculosis by sitting on the roof of a freight train, just saying[1], and I'm thinking ... hoping ... praying?[2], and four days and nights with his mouth open![1], and Knut Hamsun stopped tuberculosis by sitting on the roof of a freight train, just saying[2], and it's worth considering ...[1], and four days and nights with his mouth open![2], and anyone can take extreme action ...[1], and it's worth considering ...[2], and you only need the will[1], and anyone can take ex treme act ion ...[2], and, well ...[3], and you only need the will[2], and, Christ! ... when I remember all the nasty ones, how I was treated ... it's easy to forget now, you dig?[3], and, oh ... similar ones now, yes[3], and maybe they're all the same, with the same wretched nature / ... and I'm trying to think of one good one ...[3], and, er ...[3], and ... I give up![3], and I will focus on myself because ... what else is there to rely on?[3], and, well ... let me spin, alone[3], and a-ROUND here ... things get clear, so clear in my head / and ... uh, uh, uh ... in my heart, too![3], and, yes, yes, yes - believe it![3], and a-ROUND ... really, really fast![3], and it feels like I'm putting myself on top of the highest mountain / and ... do you know what I mean?[3], and, no, no ... you probably don't, never ever mind[3], and I will tell you now ...[3], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... can follow me, oh, maybe I'll let you join me, but ... you've got to keep up, you dig?[3], and if you're the right sort, obviously[3], and spinning wildly - now![3], and, ha, ha, ha! / and, HA, HA, HA! / and I'm enjoying myself even if no one else is[3], and spiritual aristocrats do it in style![3], and, so ...[3], and, well, well, well[3], and I'm thinking ... hoping ... praying?[3], and Knut Hamsun stopped tuberculosis by sitting on the roof of a freight train, just saying[3], and four days and nights with his mouth open![3], and it's worth considering ...[3], and anyone can take e  x  t  r  e  m  e a  c  t  i  o  n ...[3], and you only need the will[3], and