Tuesday 13 March 2018

[No. 594] I'm starting to think

But I should be feeling.

And ... now, yes[1], and I'm thinking, uh ... well, maybe there's NOTHING beyond the THREE[1], and ... now, yes[2], and is this ... all there is, Voice - ?! - ?! - ?![1], and I'm thinking, uh ... well, maybe there's NOTHING beyond the THREE[2], and ... help![1], and is this ... all there is, Voice - ?! - ?! - ?![2], and ... uh, uh ... / and ... 'Bloody hell, boss!'[1], and ... help![2], and ... please![1], and ... uh, uh ... / and ... 'Bloody hell, boss!'[2], and thinking, thinking ... that I hate thinking, man / and everyone knows that words absolutely disgust me[1], and ... please![2], and, but, but, but ...[1], and thinking, thinking ... that I hate thinking, man / and everyone knows that words absolutely disgust me[2], and ... 'What?'[1], and, but, but, but ...[2], and, but, but, but ... I feel there is something beyond, you dig? / and ... 'Nice one, Mikey. Stay positive, son'[1], and ... 'What?'[2], and yes, yes, yes[1], and, but, but, but ... I feel there is something beyond, you dig? / and ... 'Nice one, Mikey. Stay positive, son'[2], and ... I don't know, really[1], and yes, yes, yes[2], and, but ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I'll never stop, kook(s), I promise you that[1], and ... I don't know, really[2], and why was I chosen?[1], and, but ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I'll never stop, kook(s), I promise you that[2], and a-ROUND here ... is a hard life, yes, or it can be ... when you start to think, my friend(s)[1], and why was I chosen?[2], and I get so tired ...[1], and a-ROUND here ... is a hard life, yes, or it can be ... when you start to think, my friend(s)[2], and ... fuck it![1], and I get so tired ...[2], and ... 'DON'T STOP - !!!' / and what, thinking? / and 'No, spinning, man'[1], and ... fuck it![2], and ... ha![1], and ... 'DON'T STOP - !!!' / and what, thinking? / and 'No, spinning, man'[2], and I, I, I ... can't stop spinning ... / and the DIZZY(!) life is a goddamn disease!!![1], and ... ha![2], and I feel now[1], and I, I, I ... can't stop spinning ... / and the DIZZY(!) life is a goddamn disease!!![2], and I feel, yes[1], and I feel now[2], and I feel, something[1], and I feel, yes[2], and I could do with ... / and I need a big banging drum in my head, you dig?[1], and I feel, something[2], and let me feel ... more, yes[1], and I could do with ... / and I need a big banging drum in my head, you dig?[2], and a-ROUND is the only way for now / and a-ROUND is the only way forever, uh[1], and let me feel ... more, yes[2], and ... again![1], and a-ROUND is the only way for now / and a-ROUND is the only way forever, uh[2], and ... now, yes[3], and ... again![2], and I'm thinking, uh ... well, maybe there's NOTHING beyond the THREE[3], and is this ... all there is, Voice - ?! - ?! - ?![3], and ... help![3], and ... uh, uh ... / and ... 'Bloody hell, boss!'[3], and ... please![3], and thinking, thinking ... that I hate thinking, man / and everyone knows that words absolutely disgust me[3], and, but, but, but ...[3], and ... 'What?'[3], and, but, but, but ... I feel there is something beyond, you dig? / and ... 'Nice one, Mikey. Stay positive, son'[3], and yes, yes, yes[3], and ... I don't know, really[3], and, but ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I'll never stop, kook(s), I promise you that[3], and why was I chosen?[3], and a-ROUND here ... is a hard life, yes, or it can be ... when you start to think, my friend(s)[3], and I get so tired ...[3], and ... fuck it![3], and ... 'DON'T STOP - !!!' / and what, thinking? / and 'No, spinning, man'[3], and ... ha![3], and I, I, I ... can't stop spinning ... / and the DIZZY(!) life is a goddamn disease!!![3], and I feel now[3], and I feel, yes[3], and I feel, something[3], and I could do with ... / and I need a big banging drum in my head, you dig?[3], and let me feel ... more, yes[3], and a-ROUND is the only way for now / and a-ROUND is the only way forever, uh[3], and ... again![3], and

And ... now, yes[1], and I'm thinking, uh ... well, maybe there's NOTHING beyond the THREE[1], and ... now, yes[2], and is this ... all there is, Voice - ?! - ?! - ?![1], and I'm thinking, uh ... well, maybe there's NOTHING beyond the THREE[2], and ... help![1], and is this ... all there is, Voice - ?! - ?! - ?![2], and ... uh, uh ... / and ... 'Bloody hell, boss!'[1], and ... help![2], and ... please![1], and ... uh, uh ... / and ... 'Bloody hell, boss!'[2], and thinking, thinking ... that I hate thinking, man / and everyone knows that words absolutely disgust me[1], and ... please![2], and, but, but, but ...[1], and thinking, thinking ... that I hate thinking, man / and everyone knows that words absolutely disgust me[2], and ... 'What?'[1], and, but, but, but ...[2], and, but, but, but ... I feel there is something beyond, you dig? / and ... 'Nice one, Mikey. Stay positive, son'[1], and ... 'What?'[2], and yes, yes, yes[1], and, but, but, but ... I feel there is something beyond, you dig? / and ... 'Nice one, Mikey. Stay positive, son'[2], and ... I don't know, really[1], and yes, yes, yes[2], and, but ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I'll never stop, kook(s), I promise you that[1], and ... I don't know, really[2], and why was I chosen?[1], and, but ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I'll never stop, kook(s), I promise you that[2], and a-ROUND here ... is a hard life, yes, or it can be ... when you start to think, my friend(s)[1], and why was I chosen?[2], and I get so tired ...[1], and a-ROUND here ... is a hard life, yes, or it can be ... when you start to think, my friend(s)[2], and ... fuck it![1], and I get so tired ...[2], and ... 'DON'T STOP - !!!' / and what, thinking? / and 'No, spinning, man'[1], and ... fuck it![2], and ... ha![1], and ... 'DON'T STOP - !!!' / and what, thinking? / and 'No, spinning, man'[2], and I, I, I ... can't stop spinning ... / and the DIZZY(!) life is a goddamn disease!!![1], and ... ha![2], and I feel now[1], and I, I, I ... can't stop spinning ... / and the DIZZY(!) life is a goddamn disease!!![2], and I feel, yes[1], and I feel now[2], and I feel, something[1], and I feel, yes[2], and I could do with ... / and I need a big banging drum in my head, you dig?[1], and I feel, something[2], and let me feel ... more, yes[1], and I could do with ... / and I need a big banging drum in my head, you dig?[2], and a-ROUND is the only way for now / and a-ROUND is the only way forever, uh[1], and let me feel ... more, yes[2], and ... again![1], and a-ROUND is the only way for now / and a-ROUND is the only way forever, uh[2], and ... now, yes[3], and ... again![2], and I'm thinking, uh ... well, maybe there's NOTHING beyond the THREE[3], and is this ... all there is, Voice - ?! - ?! - ?![3], and ... help![3], and ... uh, uh ... / and ... 'Bloody hell, boss!'[3], and ... please![3], and thinking, thinking ... that I hate thinking, man / and everyone knows that words absolutely disgust me[3], and, but, but, but ...[3], and ... 'What?'[3], and, but, but, but ... I feel there is something beyond, you dig? / and ... 'Nice one, Mikey. Stay positive, son'[3], and yes, yes, yes[3], and ... I don't know, really[3], and, but ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I'll never stop, kook(s), I promise you that[3], and why was I chosen?[3], and a-ROUND here ... is a hard life, yes, or it can be ... when you start to think, my friend(s)[3], and I get so tired ...[3], and ... fuck it![3], and ... 'DON'T STOP - !!!' / and what, thinking? / and 'No, spinning, man'[3], and ... ha![3], and I, I, I ... can't stop spinning ... / and the DIZZY(!) life is a goddamn disease!!![3], and I feel now[3], and I feel, yes[3], and I feel, something[3], and I could do with ... / and I need a big banging drum in my head, you dig?[3], and let me feel ... more, yes[3], and a-ROUND is the only way for now / and a-ROUND is the only way forever, uh[3], and ... again![3], and

And ... now, yes[1], and I'm thinking, uh ... well, maybe there's NOTHING beyond the THREE[1], and ... now, yes[2], and is this ... all there is, Voice - ?! - ?! - ?![1], and I'm thinking, uh ... well, maybe there's NOTHING beyond the THREE[2], and ... help![1], and is this ... all there is, Voice - ?! - ?! - ?![2], and ... uh, uh ... / and ... 'Bloody hell, boss!'[1], and ... help![2], and ... please![1], and ... uh, uh ... / and ... 'Bloody hell, boss!'[2], and thinking, thinking ... that I hate thinking, man / and everyone knows that words absolutely disgust me[1], and ... please![2], and, but, but, but ...[1], and thinking, thinking ... that I hate thinking, man / and everyone knows that words absolutely disgust me[2], and ... 'What?'[1], and, but, but, but ...[2], and, but, but, but ... I feel there is something beyond, you dig? / and ... 'Nice one, Mikey. Stay positive, son'[1], and ... 'What?'[2], and yes, yes, yes[1], and, but, but, but ... I feel there is something beyond, you dig? / and ... 'Nice one, Mikey. Stay positive, son'[2], and ... I don't know, really[1], and yes, yes, yes[2], and, but ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I'll never stop, kook(s), I promise you that[1], and ... I don't know, really[2], and why was I chosen?[1], and, but ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I'll never stop, kook(s), I promise you that[2], and a-ROUND here ... is a hard life, yes, or it can be ... when you start to think, my friend(s)[1], and why was I chosen?[2], and I get so tired ...[1], and a-ROUND here ... is a hard life, yes, or it can be ... when you start to think, my friend(s)[2], and ... fuck it![1], and I get so tired ...[2], and ... 'DON'T STOP - !!!' / and what, thinking? / and 'No, spinning, man'[1], and ... fuck it![2], and ... ha![1], and ... 'DON'T STOP - !!!' / and what, thinking? / and 'No, spinning, man'[2], and I, I, I ... can't stop spinning ... / and the DIZZY(!) life is a goddamn disease!!![1], and ... ha![2], and I feel now[1], and I, I, I ... can't stop spinning ... / and the DIZZY(!) life is a goddamn disease!!![2], and I feel, yes[1], and I feel now[2], and I feel, something[1], and I feel, yes[2], and I could do with ... / and I need a big banging drum in my head, you dig?[1], and I feel, something[2], and let me feel ... more, yes[1], and I could do with ... / and I need a big banging drum in my head, you dig?[2], and a-ROUND is the only way for now / and a-ROUND is the only way forever, uh[1], and let me feel ... more, yes[2], and ... again![1], and a-ROUND is the only way for now / and a-ROUND is the only way forever, uh[2], and ... now, yes[3], and ... again![2], and I'm thinking, uh ... well, maybe there's NOTHING beyond the THREE[3], and is this ... all there is, Voice - ?! - ?! - ?![3], and ... help![3], and ... uh, uh ... / and ... 'Bloody hell, boss!'[3], and ... please![3], and thinking, thinking ... that I hate thinking, man / and everyone knows that words absolutely disgust me[3], and, but, but, but ...[3], and ... 'What?'[3], and, but, but, but ... I feel there is something beyond, you dig? / and ... 'Nice one, Mikey. Stay positive, son'[3], and yes, yes, yes[3], and ... I don't know, really[3], and, but ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I'll never stop, kook(s), I promise you that[3], and why was I chosen?[3], and a-ROUND here ... is a hard life, yes, or it can be ... when you start to think, my friend(s)[3], and I get so tired ...[3], and ... fuck it![3], and ... 'DON'T STOP - !!!' / and what, thinking? / and 'No, spinning, man'[3], and ... ha![3], and I, I, I ... can't stop spinning ... / and the DIZZY(!) life is a goddamn disease!!![3], and I feel now[3], and I feel, yes[3], and I feel, something[3], and I could do with ... / and I need a big banging drum in my head, you dig?[3], and let me feel ... more, yes[3], and a-ROUND is the only way for now / and a-ROUND is the only way forever, uh[3], and ... again![3], and