Tuesday 31 December 2019

[No. 766] I'd rather stare into the abyss than stare at a laptop screen ...

But I must keep going!

And, well ...[1], and here I am again, having FUN!!! as usual[1], and, well ...[2], and, so ...[1], and here I am again, having F UN!!! as usual[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and why do I do it to myself?![1], and, so ...[2], and I feel awful - and I think it, too![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and why do I do it to myself?![2], and what do you feel/think ... ?[1], and I feel awful - and I think it, too![2], and sometimes ... this isn't as much FUN!!! as it looks[1], and what do you feel/think ... ?[2], and squares have it worse, I suppose[1], and sometimes ... this isn't as much FU N!!! as it looks[2], and, listen! ... I'm telling YOU(!) ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 1,000 / and, oh ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 767[1], and squares have it worse, I suppose[2], and ... 'Tomorrow ... ?'[1], and, listen! ... I'm telling YOU(!) ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 1,000 / and, oh ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 767[2], and, Christ ... let's focus on RIGHT NOW, Voice - please - !!![1], and ... 'Tomorrow ... ?'[2], and, uh[1], and, Christ ... let's focus on RIGHT NOW, Voice - please - !!![2], and tomorrow, and tomorrow ... oh, I better be better, for my fresh start, like[1], and, uh[2], and I choose to live in hope / and don't ask me why[1], and tomorrow, and tomorrow ... oh, I better be better, for my fresh start, like[2], and maybe this is the only FUN!!![1], and I choose to live in hope / and don't ask me why[2], and like a Beach Boy, uh![1], and maybe this is the only F UN!!![2], and I've been told that life goes on, man, BUT(!) ... there are some sick jokers around[1], and like a Beach Boy, uh![2], and cretins with no clue[1], and I've been told that life goes on, man, BUT(!) ... there are some sick jokers around[2], and ... a-ROUND, yes[1], and cretins with no clue[2], and what are you? / and who are you?[1], and ... a-ROUND, yes[2], and, uh, uh, uh ... I shouldn't be spinning, really, no, no, no[1], and what are you? / and who are you?[2], and ... help![1], and, uh, uh, uh ... I shouldn't be spinning, really, no, no, no[2], and when you're not yourself, yes, it's confusing, yes ... / and ... who are we?[1], and ... help![2], and bring on the night ...[1], and when you're not yourself, yes, it's confusing, yes ... / and ... who are we?[2], and I couldn't stand another hour of daylight ...[1], and bring on the night ...[2], and the future ... ?[1], and I couldn't stand another hour of daylight ...[2], and I won't be getting a-ROUND forever ... will I? / and, and, and ... will I?![1], and the future ... ?[2], and it's grey out, so dull[1], and I won't be getting a-ROUND forever ... will I? / and, and, and ... will I?![2], and there's no sun ...[1], and it's grey out, so dull[2], and a-ROUND here ... what does it matter?[1], and there's no sun ...[2], and there's a bit of drizzle[1], and a-ROUND here ... what does it matter?[2], and, but ... tomorrow is ... another decade, another season[1], and there's a bit of drizzle[2], and let's hope ... for something![1], and, but ... tomorrow is ... another decade, another season[2], and, well ...[3], and let's hope ... for something![2], and here I am again, having F  U  N!!! as usual[3], and, so ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and why do I do it to myself?![3], and I feel awful - and I think it, too![3], and what do you feel/think ... ?[3], and sometimes ... this isn't as much F  U  N!!! as it looks[3], and squares have it worse, I suppose[3], and, listen! ... I'm telling YOU(!) ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 1,000 / and, oh ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 767[3], and ... 'Tomorrow ... ?'[3], and, Christ ... let's focus on RIGHT NOW, Voice - please - !!![3], and, uh[3], and tomorrow, and tomorrow ... oh, I better be better, for my fresh start, like[3], and I choose to live in hope / and don't ask me why[3], and maybe this is the only F  U  N!!![3], and like a Beach Boy, uh![3], and I've been told that life goes on, man, BUT(!) ... there are some sick jokers around[3], and cretins with no clue[3], and ... a-ROUND, yes[3], and what are you? / and who are you?[3], and, uh, uh, uh ... I shouldn't be spinning, really, no, no, no[3], and ... help![3], and when you're not yourself, yes, it's confusing, yes ... / and ... who are we?[3], and bring on the night ...[3], and I couldn't stand another hour of daylight ...[3], and the future ... ?[3], and I won't be getting a-ROUND forever ... will I? / and, and, and ... will I?![3], and it's grey out, so dull[3], and there's no sun ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... what does it matter?[3], and there's a bit of drizzle[3], and, but ... tomorrow is ... another decade, another season[3], and let's hope ... for something![3], and

And, well ...[1], and here I am again, having FUN!!! as usual[1], and, well ...[2], and, so ...[1], and here I am again, having F UN!!! as usual[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and why do I do it to myself?![1], and, so ...[2], and I feel awful - and I think it, too![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and why do I do it to myself?![2], and what do you feel/think ... ?[1], and I feel awful - and I think it, too![2], and sometimes ... this isn't as much FUN!!! as it looks[1], and what do you feel/think ... ?[2], and squares have it worse, I suppose[1], and sometimes ... this isn't as much FU N!!! as it looks[2], and, listen! ... I'm telling YOU(!) ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 1,000 / and, oh ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 767[1], and squares have it worse, I suppose[2], and ... 'Tomorrow ... ?'[1], and, listen! ... I'm telling YOU(!) ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 1,000 / and, oh ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 767[2], and, Christ ... let's focus on RIGHT NOW, Voice - please - !!![1], and ... 'Tomorrow ... ?'[2], and, uh[1], and, Christ ... let's focus on RIGHT NOW, Voice - please - !!![2], and tomorrow, and tomorrow ... oh, I better be better, for my fresh start, like[1], and, uh[2], and I choose to live in hope / and don't ask me why[1], and tomorrow, and tomorrow ... oh, I better be better, for my fresh start, like[2], and maybe this is the only FUN!!![1], and I choose to live in hope / and don't ask me why[2], and like a Beach Boy, uh![1], and maybe this is the only F UN!!![2], and I've been told that life goes on, man, BUT(!) ... there are some sick jokers around[1], and like a Beach Boy, uh![2], and cretins with no clue[1], and I've been told that life goes on, man, BUT(!) ... there are some sick jokers around[2], and ... a-ROUND, yes[1], and cretins with no clue[2], and what are you? / and who are you?[1], and ... a-ROUND, yes[2], and, uh, uh, uh ... I shouldn't be spinning, really, no, no, no[1], and what are you? / and who are you?[2], and ... help![1], and, uh, uh, uh ... I shouldn't be spinning, really, no, no, no[2], and when you're not yourself, yes, it's confusing, yes ... / and ... who are we?[1], and ... help![2], and bring on the night ...[1], and when you're not yourself, yes, it's confusing, yes ... / and ... who are we?[2], and I couldn't stand another hour of daylight ...[1], and bring on the night ...[2], and the future ... ?[1], and I couldn't stand another hour of daylight ...[2], and I won't be getting a-ROUND forever ... will I? / and, and, and ... will I?![1], and the future ... ?[2], and it's grey out, so dull[1], and I won't be getting a-ROUND forever ... will I? / and, and, and ... will I?![2], and there's no sun ...[1], and it's grey out, so dull[2], and a-ROUND here ... what does it matter?[1], and there's no sun ...[2], and there's a bit of drizzle[1], and a-ROUND here ... what does it matter?[2], and, but ... tomorrow is ... another decade, another season[1], and there's a bit of drizzle[2], and let's hope ... for something![1], and, but ... tomorrow is ... another decade, another season[2], and, well ...[3], and let's hope ... for something![2], and here I am again, having F  U  N!!! as usual[3], and, so ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and why do I do it to myself?![3], and I feel awful - and I think it, too![3], and what do you feel/think ... ?[3], and sometimes ... this isn't as much F  U  N!!! as it looks[3], and squares have it worse, I suppose[3], and, listen! ... I'm telling YOU(!) ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 1,000 / and, oh ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 767[3], and ... 'Tomorrow ... ?'[3], and, Christ ... let's focus on RIGHT NOW, Voice - please - !!![3], and, uh[3], and tomorrow, and tomorrow ... oh, I better be better, for my fresh start, like[3], and I choose to live in hope / and don't ask me why[3], and maybe this is the only F  U  N!!![3], and like a Beach Boy, uh![3], and I've been told that life goes on, man, BUT(!) ... there are some sick jokers around[3], and cretins with no clue[3], and ... a-ROUND, yes[3], and what are you? / and who are you?[3], and, uh, uh, uh ... I shouldn't be spinning, really, no, no, no[3], and ... help![3], and when you're not yourself, yes, it's confusing, yes ... / and ... who are we?[3], and bring on the night ...[3], and I couldn't stand another hour of daylight ...[3], and the future ... ?[3], and I won't be getting a-ROUND forever ... will I? / and, and, and ... will I?![3], and it's grey out, so dull[3], and there's no sun ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... what does it matter?[3], and there's a bit of drizzle[3], and, but ... tomorrow is ... another decade, another season[3], and let's hope ... for something![3], and

And, well ...[1], and here I am again, having FUN!!! as usual[1], and, well ...[2], and, so ...[1], and here I am again, having F UN!!! as usual[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and why do I do it to myself?![1], and, so ...[2], and I feel awful - and I think it, too![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and why do I do it to myself?![2], and what do you feel/think ... ?[1], and I feel awful - and I think it, too![2], and sometimes ... this isn't as much FUN!!! as it looks[1], and what do you feel/think ... ?[2], and squares have it worse, I suppose[1], and sometimes ... this isn't as much FU N!!! as it looks[2], and, listen! ... I'm telling YOU(!) ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 1,000 / and, oh ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 767[1], and squares have it worse, I suppose[2], and ... 'Tomorrow ... ?'[1], and, listen! ... I'm telling YOU(!) ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 1,000 / and, oh ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 767[2], and, Christ ... let's focus on RIGHT NOW, Voice - please - !!![1], and ... 'Tomorrow ... ?'[2], and, uh[1], and, Christ ... let's focus on RIGHT NOW, Voice - please - !!![2], and tomorrow, and tomorrow ... oh, I better be better, for my fresh start, like[1], and, uh[2], and I choose to live in hope / and don't ask me why[1], and tomorrow, and tomorrow ... oh, I better be better, for my fresh start, like[2], and maybe this is the only FUN!!![1], and I choose to live in hope / and don't ask me why[2], and like a Beach Boy, uh![1], and maybe this is the only F UN!!![2], and I've been told that life goes on, man, BUT(!) ... there are some sick jokers around[1], and like a Beach Boy, uh![2], and cretins with no clue[1], and I've been told that life goes on, man, BUT(!) ... there are some sick jokers around[2], and ... a-ROUND, yes[1], and cretins with no clue[2], and what are you? / and who are you?[1], and ... a-ROUND, yes[2], and, uh, uh, uh ... I shouldn't be spinning, really, no, no, no[1], and what are you? / and who are you?[2], and ... help![1], and, uh, uh, uh ... I shouldn't be spinning, really, no, no, no[2], and when you're not yourself, yes, it's confusing, yes ... / and ... who are we?[1], and ... help![2], and bring on the night ...[1], and when you're not yourself, yes, it's confusing, yes ... / and ... who are we?[2], and I couldn't stand another hour of daylight ...[1], and bring on the night ...[2], and the future ... ?[1], and I couldn't stand another hour of daylight ...[2], and I won't be getting a-ROUND forever ... will I? / and, and, and ... will I?![1], and the future ... ?[2], and it's grey out, so dull[1], and I won't be getting a-ROUND forever ... will I? / and, and, and ... will I?![2], and there's no sun ...[1], and it's grey out, so dull[2], and a-ROUND here ... what does it matter?[1], and there's no sun ...[2], and there's a bit of drizzle[1], and a-ROUND here ... what does it matter?[2], and, but ... tomorrow is ... another decade, another season[1], and there's a bit of drizzle[2], and let's hope ... for something![1], and, but ... tomorrow is ... another decade, another season[2], and, well ...[3], and let's hope ... for something![2], and here I am again, having F  U  N!!! as usual[3], and, so ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and why do I do it to myself?![3], and I feel awful - and I think it, too![3], and what do you feel/think ... ?[3], and sometimes ... this isn't as much F  U  N!!! as it looks[3], and squares have it worse, I suppose[3], and, listen! ... I'm telling YOU(!) ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 1,000 / and, oh ... I'll be lucky to get to No. 767[3], and ... 'Tomorrow ... ?'[3], and, Christ ... let's focus on RIGHT NOW, Voice - please - !!![3], and, uh[3], and tomorrow, and tomorrow ... oh, I better be better, for my fresh start, like[3], and I choose to live in hope / and don't ask me why[3], and maybe this is the only F  U  N!!![3], and like a Beach Boy, uh![3], and I've been told that life goes on, man, BUT(!) ... there are some sick jokers around[3], and cretins with no clue[3], and ... a-ROUND, yes[3], and what are you? / and who are you?[3], and, uh, uh, uh ... I shouldn't be spinning, really, no, no, no[3], and ... help![3], and when you're not yourself, yes, it's confusing, yes ... / and ... who are we?[3], and bring on the night ...[3], and I couldn't stand another hour of daylight ...[3], and the future ... ?[3], and I won't be getting a-ROUND forever ... will I? / and, and, and ... will I?![3], and it's grey out, so dull[3], and there's no sun ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... what does it matter?[3], and there's a bit of drizzle[3], and, but ... tomorrow is ... another decade, another season[3], and let's hope ... for something![3], and