Let me tell you about Shaman's Sickness.
It takes you to the edge of death. The money burns so brightly that you feel you are going insane. Visions take you over. You see the Grim Reaper. He smiles at you. You cannot go to your doctor. He will just laugh at you. This is the pain. It comes to the great ones. More than once, and worse than the first time.
I have this pain today. Laters.