Tuesday 18 June 2019

[No. 718] Anxiety

Oh, it ain't shit. Let's believe that.

And life goes on ...[1], and spinning a-ROUND here ... makes me feel better, you dig?[1], and life goes on ...[2], and Seneca helps, too, yes[1], and spinning a-ROUND here ... makes me feel better, you dig?[2], and we all need to decide what we want in our lives ... and what we won't accept[1], and Seneca helps, too, yes[2], and, uh ... us[1], and we all need to decide what we want in our lives ... and what we won't accept[2], and fame(?) and love(!), thank you / and a living death, no, no, NO - !!! ... thank you[1], and, uh ... us[2], and ... "A man who suffers before it is necessary, suffers more than is necessary"[1], and fame(?) and love(!), thank you / and a living death, no, no, NO - !!! ... thank you[2], and ... yes, yes[1], and ... "A man who suff ers before it is necessary, s uffers more than is necessary"[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and you can't have too much of this, no[1], and ... yes, yes[2], and, ah ... feeling good - now![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and you can't have too much of this, no[2], and the COLD WORLD ... is so far away, thank God![1], and, ah ... feeling good - now![2], and I wonder how the squares cope ... / and it can't be easy, man, being trapped in normality[1], and the COLD WORLD ... is so far away, thank God![2], and ... what a shame![1], and I wonder how the squares cope ... / and it can't be easy, man, being trapped in norm ality[2], and some people take the reality they're given[1], and ... what a shame![2], and ... ha, ha, ha![1], and some people take the reality they're given[2], and, listen! ... a-ROUND here, kook(s) ... we make our own reality / and ain't it sweet?[1], and ... ha, ha, ha![2], and ... yes, YES - !!![1], and, listen! ... a-ROUND here, kook(s) ... we make our own real ity / and ain't it sweet?[2], and are you happy? / and smiling is a choice, at the end of the day / and I've chosen[1], and ... yes, YES - !!![2], and I try my best, always[1], and are you happy? / and smiling is a cho ice, at the end of the day / and I've cho sen[2], and you can lead a horse to water ... / and, BUT(!) ... how thirsty are you, exactly?[1], and I try my best, always[2], and why do I bother?[1], and you can lead a horse to water ... / and, BUT(!) ... how thirsty are you, exactly?[2], and, oh, oh! ... a serious question coming ...[1], and why do I bother?[2], and tell me, tell me![1], and, oh, oh! ... a serious question coming ...[2], and: If life were a desert ... would you even know it?[1], and tell me, tell me![2], and for you, you, it's personal, and all of us have answers ... to all kinds of questions, I suppose[1], and: If life were a de sert ... would you even know it?[2], and one day, we'll be without words, uh, thoughts[1], and for you, you, it's personal, and all of us have answers ... to all kinds of questions, I suppose[2], and can't come soon enough, fuck's sake![1], and one day, we'll be without words, uh, thoughts[2], and ... ... ... will our feelings survive?[1], and can't come soon enough, fuck's sake![2], and life goes on ...[3], and ... ... ... will our f eelings survive?[2], and spinning a-ROUND here ... makes me feel better, you dig?[3], and Seneca helps, too, yes[3], and we all need to decide what we want in our lives ... and what we won't accept[3], and, uh ... us[3], and fame(?) and love(!), thank you / and a living death, no, no, NO - !!! ... thank you[3], and ... "A man who s  u  f  f  e  r  s before it is necessary, s  u  f  f  e  r  s more than is necessary"[3], and ... yes, yes[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and you can't have too much of this, no[3], and, ah ... feeling good - now![3], and the COLD WORLD ... is so far away, thank God![3], and I wonder how the squares cope ... / and it can't be easy, man, being trapped in n  o  r  m  a  l  i  t  y[3], and ... what a shame![3], and some people take the reality they're given[3], and ... ha, ha, ha![3], and, listen! ... a-ROUND here, kook(s) ... we make our own r  e  a  l  i  t  y / and ain't it sweet?[3], and ... yes, YES - !!![3], and are you happy? / and smiling is a c  h  o  i  c  e, at the end of the day / and I've c  h  o  s  e  n[3], and I try my best, always[3], and you can lead a horse to water ... / and, BUT(!) ... how thirsty are you, exactly?[3], and why do I bother?[3], and, oh, oh! ... a serious question coming ...[3], and tell me, tell me![3], and: If life were a d  e  s  e  r  t ... would you even know it?[3], and for you, you, it's personal, and all of us have answers ... to all kinds of questions, I suppose[3], and one day, we'll be without words, uh, thoughts[3], and can't come soon enough, fuck's sake![3], and ... ... ... will our f  e  e  l  i  n  g  s survive?[3], and

And life goes on ...[1], and spinning a-ROUND here ... makes me feel better, you dig?[1], and life goes on ...[2], and Seneca helps, too, yes[1], and spinning a-ROUND here ... makes me feel better, you dig?[2], and we all need to decide what we want in our lives ... and what we won't accept[1], and Seneca helps, too, yes[2], and, uh ... us[1], and we all need to decide what we want in our lives ... and what we won't accept[2], and fame(?) and love(!), thank you / and a living death, no, no, NO - !!! ... thank you[1], and, uh ... us[2], and ... "A man who suffers before it is necessary, suffers more than is necessary"[1], and fame(?) and love(!), thank you / and a living death, no, no, NO - !!! ... thank you[2], and ... yes, yes[1], and ... "A man who suff ers before it is necessary, s uffers more than is necessary"[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and you can't have too much of this, no[1], and ... yes, yes[2], and, ah ... feeling good - now![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and you can't have too much of this, no[2], and the COLD WORLD ... is so far away, thank God![1], and, ah ... feeling good - now![2], and I wonder how the squares cope ... / and it can't be easy, man, being trapped in normality[1], and the COLD WORLD ... is so far away, thank God![2], and ... what a shame![1], and I wonder how the squares cope ... / and it can't be easy, man, being trapped in norm ality[2], and some people take the reality they're given[1], and ... what a shame![2], and ... ha, ha, ha![1], and some people take the reality they're given[2], and, listen! ... a-ROUND here, kook(s) ... we make our own reality / and ain't it sweet?[1], and ... ha, ha, ha![2], and ... yes, YES - !!![1], and, listen! ... a-ROUND here, kook(s) ... we make our own real ity / and ain't it sweet?[2], and are you happy? / and smiling is a choice, at the end of the day / and I've chosen[1], and ... yes, YES - !!![2], and I try my best, always[1], and are you happy? / and smiling is a cho ice, at the end of the day / and I've cho sen[2], and you can lead a horse to water ... / and, BUT(!) ... how thirsty are you, exactly?[1], and I try my best, always[2], and why do I bother?[1], and you can lead a horse to water ... / and, BUT(!) ... how thirsty are you, exactly?[2], and, oh, oh! ... a serious question coming ...[1], and why do I bother?[2], and tell me, tell me![1], and, oh, oh! ... a serious question coming ...[2], and: If life were a desert ... would you even know it?[1], and tell me, tell me![2], and for you, you, it's personal, and all of us have answers ... to all kinds of questions, I suppose[1], and: If life were a de sert ... would you even know it?[2], and one day, we'll be without words, uh, thoughts[1], and for you, you, it's personal, and all of us have answers ... to all kinds of questions, I suppose[2], and can't come soon enough, fuck's sake![1], and one day, we'll be without words, uh, thoughts[2], and ... ... ... will our feelings survive?[1], and can't come soon enough, fuck's sake![2], and life goes on ...[3], and ... ... ... will our f eelings survive?[2], and spinning a-ROUND here ... makes me feel better, you dig?[3], and Seneca helps, too, yes[3], and we all need to decide what we want in our lives ... and what we won't accept[3], and, uh ... us[3], and fame(?) and love(!), thank you / and a living death, no, no, NO - !!! ... thank you[3], and ... "A man who s  u  f  f  e  r  s before it is necessary, s  u  f  f  e  r  s more than is necessary"[3], and ... yes, yes[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and you can't have too much of this, no[3], and, ah ... feeling good - now![3], and the COLD WORLD ... is so far away, thank God![3], and I wonder how the squares cope ... / and it can't be easy, man, being trapped in n  o  r  m  a  l  i  t  y[3], and ... what a shame![3], and some people take the reality they're given[3], and ... ha, ha, ha![3], and, listen! ... a-ROUND here, kook(s) ... we make our own r  e  a  l  i  t  y / and ain't it sweet?[3], and ... yes, YES - !!![3], and are you happy? / and smiling is a c  h  o  i  c  e, at the end of the day / and I've c  h  o  s  e  n[3], and I try my best, always[3], and you can lead a horse to water ... / and, BUT(!) ... how thirsty are you, exactly?[3], and why do I bother?[3], and, oh, oh! ... a serious question coming ...[3], and tell me, tell me![3], and: If life were a d  e  s  e  r  t ... would you even know it?[3], and for you, you, it's personal, and all of us have answers ... to all kinds of questions, I suppose[3], and one day, we'll be without words, uh, thoughts[3], and can't come soon enough, fuck's sake![3], and ... ... ... will our f  e  e  l  i  n  g  s survive?[3], and

And life goes on ...[1], and spinning a-ROUND here ... makes me feel better, you dig?[1], and life goes on ...[2], and Seneca helps, too, yes[1], and spinning a-ROUND here ... makes me feel better, you dig?[2], and we all need to decide what we want in our lives ... and what we won't accept[1], and Seneca helps, too, yes[2], and, uh ... us[1], and we all need to decide what we want in our lives ... and what we won't accept[2], and fame(?) and love(!), thank you / and a living death, no, no, NO - !!! ... thank you[1], and, uh ... us[2], and ... "A man who suffers before it is necessary, suffers more than is necessary"[1], and fame(?) and love(!), thank you / and a living death, no, no, NO - !!! ... thank you[2], and ... yes, yes[1], and ... "A man who suff ers before it is necessary, s uffers more than is necessary"[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and you can't have too much of this, no[1], and ... yes, yes[2], and, ah ... feeling good - now![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and you can't have too much of this, no[2], and the COLD WORLD ... is so far away, thank God![1], and, ah ... feeling good - now![2], and I wonder how the squares cope ... / and it can't be easy, man, being trapped in normality[1], and the COLD WORLD ... is so far away, thank God![2], and ... what a shame![1], and I wonder how the squares cope ... / and it can't be easy, man, being trapped in norm ality[2], and some people take the reality they're given[1], and ... what a shame![2], and ... ha, ha, ha![1], and some people take the reality they're given[2], and, listen! ... a-ROUND here, kook(s) ... we make our own reality / and ain't it sweet?[1], and ... ha, ha, ha![2], and ... yes, YES - !!![1], and, listen! ... a-ROUND here, kook(s) ... we make our own real ity / and ain't it sweet?[2], and are you happy? / and smiling is a choice, at the end of the day / and I've chosen[1], and ... yes, YES - !!![2], and I try my best, always[1], and are you happy? / and smiling is a cho ice, at the end of the day / and I've cho sen[2], and you can lead a horse to water ... / and, BUT(!) ... how thirsty are you, exactly?[1], and I try my best, always[2], and why do I bother?[1], and you can lead a horse to water ... / and, BUT(!) ... how thirsty are you, exactly?[2], and, oh, oh! ... a serious question coming ...[1], and why do I bother?[2], and tell me, tell me![1], and, oh, oh! ... a serious question coming ...[2], and: If life were a desert ... would you even know it?[1], and tell me, tell me![2], and for you, you, it's personal, and all of us have answers ... to all kinds of questions, I suppose[1], and: If life were a de sert ... would you even know it?[2], and one day, we'll be without words, uh, thoughts[1], and for you, you, it's personal, and all of us have answers ... to all kinds of questions, I suppose[2], and can't come soon enough, fuck's sake![1], and one day, we'll be without words, uh, thoughts[2], and ... ... ... will our feelings survive?[1], and can't come soon enough, fuck's sake![2], and life goes on ...[3], and ... ... ... will our f eelings survive?[2], and spinning a-ROUND here ... makes me feel better, you dig?[3], and Seneca helps, too, yes[3], and we all need to decide what we want in our lives ... and what we won't accept[3], and, uh ... us[3], and fame(?) and love(!), thank you / and a living death, no, no, NO - !!! ... thank you[3], and ... "A man who s  u  f  f  e  r  s before it is necessary, s  u  f  f  e  r  s more than is necessary"[3], and ... yes, yes[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and you can't have too much of this, no[3], and, ah ... feeling good - now![3], and the COLD WORLD ... is so far away, thank God![3], and I wonder how the squares cope ... / and it can't be easy, man, being trapped in n  o  r  m  a  l  i  t  y[3], and ... what a shame![3], and some people take the reality they're given[3], and ... ha, ha, ha![3], and, listen! ... a-ROUND here, kook(s) ... we make our own r  e  a  l  i  t  y / and ain't it sweet?[3], and ... yes, YES - !!![3], and are you happy? / and smiling is a c  h  o  i  c  e, at the end of the day / and I've c  h  o  s  e  n[3], and I try my best, always[3], and you can lead a horse to water ... / and, BUT(!) ... how thirsty are you, exactly?[3], and why do I bother?[3], and, oh, oh! ... a serious question coming ...[3], and tell me, tell me![3], and: If life were a d  e  s  e  r  t ... would you even know it?[3], and for you, you, it's personal, and all of us have answers ... to all kinds of questions, I suppose[3], and one day, we'll be without words, uh, thoughts[3], and can't come soon enough, fuck's sake![3], and ... ... ... will our f  e  e  l  i  n  g  s survive?[3], and