Tuesday 11 December 2018

[No. 668] Changes

Hopefully, this will be my last Christmas as a normal human being.

And really, yes[1], and I'm afraid that ... enough is enough![1], and really, yes[2], and I say normal, but ...[1], and I'm afraid that ... eno ugh is enou gh![2], and, yes, the changes have been a long time coming ...[1], and I say normal, but ...[2], and, obviously, as a kook ...[1], and, yes, the cha nges have been a long time coming ...[2], and there's normal weird / and then there's abnormal weird / and, well, I should imagine[1], and, obviously, as a kook ...[2], and not that I'm saying ... you know?[1], and there's normal weird / and then there's abnor mal weird / and, well, I should imagine[2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... the point is ...[1], and not that I'm saying ... you know?[2], and I'm not even saying weird, and that's not the point[1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... the point is ...[2], and I've been so patient with myself[1], and I'm not even saying weird, and that's not the point[2], and Jesus H. - !!![1], and I've been so patient with myself[2], and, listen ... maybe I'll be GONE(!) from here ... in a new reality ... that everyone will see[1], and Jesus H. - !!![2], and not just my devoted kooks, uh ... kook(s)[1], and, listen ... maybe I'll be GON E(!) from here ... in a new reality ... that everyone will see[2], and, uh ... I've been so patient with the world[1], and not just my devo ted kooks, uh ... kook(s)[2], and ... you dig?[1], and, uh ... I've been so pat ient with the world[2], and I don't mean beyond the THREE neither, no! / ... and will that ever happen?![1], and ... you dig?[2], and I suppose ...[1], and I don't mean beyond the TH REE neither, no! / ... and will that ever happen?![2], and don't be jealous, man / and tell me: Who is stopping YOU(!) from making changes, too?[1], and I suppose ...[2], and ... transform yourself!!![1], and don't be jealous, man / and tell me: Who is st opping YOU(!) from making changes, too?[2], and you'll only have yourself to blame if you're left behind, clinging to an awful reality in 2019[1], and ... transform yourself!!![2], and think BIG, son![1], and you'll only have yourself to blame if you're left behind, clinging to an aw ful reality in 2019[2], and daughter, clearly, uh![1], and think BIG, son![2], and, listen ... Christ![1], and daughter, clearly, uh![2], and I've been putting the words in ...[1], and, listen ... Christ![2], and, well ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and my subconscious is prepared![1], and I've been putting the words in ...[2], and, yes ... totally![1], and, well ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and my subconscious is prepared![2], and one day ... I'll look back, and you'll look back, and, yes, we'll laugh together, yes[1], and, yes ... totally![2], and, oh ... hysterically![1], and one day ... I'll look back, and you'll look back, and, yes, we'll laugh together, yes[2], and, so ...[1], and, oh ... hysteric ally![2], and really, yes[3], and, so ...[2], and I'm afraid that ... e  n  o  u  g  h is e  n  o  u  g  h![3], and I say normal, but ...[3], and, yes, the c  h  a  n  g  e  s have been a long time coming ...[3], and, obviously, as a kook ...[3], and there's normal weird / and then there's a  b  n  o  r  m  a  l weird / and, well, I should imagine[3], and not that I'm saying ... you know?[3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... the point is ...[3], and I'm not even saying weird, and that's not the point[3], and I've been so patient with myself[3], and Jesus H. - !!![3], and, listen ... maybe I'll be G  O  N  E(!) from here ... in a new reality ... that everyone will see[3], and not just my d  e  v  o  t  e  d kooks, uh ... kook(s)[3], and, uh ... I've been so p  a  t  i  e  n  t with the world[3], and ... you dig?[3], and I don't mean beyond the T  H  R  E  E neither, no! / ... and will that ever happen?![3], and I suppose ...[3], and don't be jealous, man / and tell me: Who is s  t  o  p  p  i  n  g YOU(!) from making changes, too?[3], and ... transform yourself!!![3], and you'll only have yourself to blame if you're left behind, clinging to an a  w  f  u  l reality in 2019[3], and think BIG, son![3], and daughter, clearly, uh![3], and, listen ... Christ![3], and I've been putting the words in ...[3], and, well ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and my subconscious is prepared![3], and, yes ... totally![3], and one day ... I'll look back, and you'll look back, and, yes, we'll laugh together, yes[3], and, oh ... h  y  s  t  e  r  i  c  a  l  l  y![3], and, so ...[3], and

And really, yes[1], and I'm afraid that ... enough is enough![1], and really, yes[2], and I say normal, but ...[1], and I'm afraid that ... eno ugh is enou gh![2], and, yes, the changes have been a long time coming ...[1], and I say normal, but ...[2], and, obviously, as a kook ...[1], and, yes, the cha nges have been a long time coming ...[2], and there's normal weird / and then there's abnormal weird / and, well, I should imagine[1], and, obviously, as a kook ...[2], and not that I'm saying ... you know?[1], and there's normal weird / and then there's abnor mal weird / and, well, I should imagine[2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... the point is ...[1], and not that I'm saying ... you know?[2], and I'm not even saying weird, and that's not the point[1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... the point is ...[2], and I've been so patient with myself[1], and I'm not even saying weird, and that's not the point[2], and Jesus H. - !!![1], and I've been so patient with myself[2], and, listen ... maybe I'll be GONE(!) from here ... in a new reality ... that everyone will see[1], and Jesus H. - !!![2], and not just my devoted kooks, uh ... kook(s)[1], and, listen ... maybe I'll be GON E(!) from here ... in a new reality ... that everyone will see[2], and, uh ... I've been so patient with the world[1], and not just my devo ted kooks, uh ... kook(s)[2], and ... you dig?[1], and, uh ... I've been so pat ient with the world[2], and I don't mean beyond the THREE neither, no! / ... and will that ever happen?![1], and ... you dig?[2], and I suppose ...[1], and I don't mean beyond the TH REE neither, no! / ... and will that ever happen?![2], and don't be jealous, man / and tell me: Who is stopping YOU(!) from making changes, too?[1], and I suppose ...[2], and ... transform yourself!!![1], and don't be jealous, man / and tell me: Who is st opping YOU(!) from making changes, too?[2], and you'll only have yourself to blame if you're left behind, clinging to an awful reality in 2019[1], and ... transform yourself!!![2], and think BIG, son![1], and you'll only have yourself to blame if you're left behind, clinging to an aw ful reality in 2019[2], and daughter, clearly, uh![1], and think BIG, son![2], and, listen ... Christ![1], and daughter, clearly, uh![2], and I've been putting the words in ...[1], and, listen ... Christ![2], and, well ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and my subconscious is prepared![1], and I've been putting the words in ...[2], and, yes ... totally![1], and, well ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and my subconscious is prepared![2], and one day ... I'll look back, and you'll look back, and, yes, we'll laugh together, yes[1], and, yes ... totally![2], and, oh ... hysterically![1], and one day ... I'll look back, and you'll look back, and, yes, we'll laugh together, yes[2], and, so ...[1], and, oh ... hysteric ally![2], and really, yes[3], and, so ...[2], and I'm afraid that ... e  n  o  u  g  h is e  n  o  u  g  h![3], and I say normal, but ...[3], and, yes, the c  h  a  n  g  e  s have been a long time coming ...[3], and, obviously, as a kook ...[3], and there's normal weird / and then there's a  b  n  o  r  m  a  l weird / and, well, I should imagine[3], and not that I'm saying ... you know?[3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... the point is ...[3], and I'm not even saying weird, and that's not the point[3], and I've been so patient with myself[3], and Jesus H. - !!![3], and, listen ... maybe I'll be G  O  N  E(!) from here ... in a new reality ... that everyone will see[3], and not just my d  e  v  o  t  e  d kooks, uh ... kook(s)[3], and, uh ... I've been so p  a  t  i  e  n  t with the world[3], and ... you dig?[3], and I don't mean beyond the T  H  R  E  E neither, no! / ... and will that ever happen?![3], and I suppose ...[3], and don't be jealous, man / and tell me: Who is s  t  o  p  p  i  n  g YOU(!) from making changes, too?[3], and ... transform yourself!!![3], and you'll only have yourself to blame if you're left behind, clinging to an a  w  f  u  l reality in 2019[3], and think BIG, son![3], and daughter, clearly, uh![3], and, listen ... Christ![3], and I've been putting the words in ...[3], and, well ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and my subconscious is prepared![3], and, yes ... totally![3], and one day ... I'll look back, and you'll look back, and, yes, we'll laugh together, yes[3], and, oh ... h  y  s  t  e  r  i  c  a  l  l  y![3], and, so ...[3], and

And really, yes[1], and I'm afraid that ... enough is enough![1], and really, yes[2], and I say normal, but ...[1], and I'm afraid that ... eno ugh is enou gh![2], and, yes, the changes have been a long time coming ...[1], and I say normal, but ...[2], and, obviously, as a kook ...[1], and, yes, the cha nges have been a long time coming ...[2], and there's normal weird / and then there's abnormal weird / and, well, I should imagine[1], and, obviously, as a kook ...[2], and not that I'm saying ... you know?[1], and there's normal weird / and then there's abnor mal weird / and, well, I should imagine[2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... the point is ...[1], and not that I'm saying ... you know?[2], and I'm not even saying weird, and that's not the point[1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... the point is ...[2], and I've been so patient with myself[1], and I'm not even saying weird, and that's not the point[2], and Jesus H. - !!![1], and I've been so patient with myself[2], and, listen ... maybe I'll be GONE(!) from here ... in a new reality ... that everyone will see[1], and Jesus H. - !!![2], and not just my devoted kooks, uh ... kook(s)[1], and, listen ... maybe I'll be GON E(!) from here ... in a new reality ... that everyone will see[2], and, uh ... I've been so patient with the world[1], and not just my devo ted kooks, uh ... kook(s)[2], and ... you dig?[1], and, uh ... I've been so pat ient with the world[2], and I don't mean beyond the THREE neither, no! / ... and will that ever happen?![1], and ... you dig?[2], and I suppose ...[1], and I don't mean beyond the TH REE neither, no! / ... and will that ever happen?![2], and don't be jealous, man / and tell me: Who is stopping YOU(!) from making changes, too?[1], and I suppose ...[2], and ... transform yourself!!![1], and don't be jealous, man / and tell me: Who is st opping YOU(!) from making changes, too?[2], and you'll only have yourself to blame if you're left behind, clinging to an awful reality in 2019[1], and ... transform yourself!!![2], and think BIG, son![1], and you'll only have yourself to blame if you're left behind, clinging to an aw ful reality in 2019[2], and daughter, clearly, uh![1], and think BIG, son![2], and, listen ... Christ![1], and daughter, clearly, uh![2], and I've been putting the words in ...[1], and, listen ... Christ![2], and, well ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and my subconscious is prepared![1], and I've been putting the words in ...[2], and, yes ... totally![1], and, well ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and my subconscious is prepared![2], and one day ... I'll look back, and you'll look back, and, yes, we'll laugh together, yes[1], and, yes ... totally![2], and, oh ... hysterically![1], and one day ... I'll look back, and you'll look back, and, yes, we'll laugh together, yes[2], and, so ...[1], and, oh ... hysteric ally![2], and really, yes[3], and, so ...[2], and I'm afraid that ... e  n  o  u  g  h is e  n  o  u  g  h![3], and I say normal, but ...[3], and, yes, the c  h  a  n  g  e  s have been a long time coming ...[3], and, obviously, as a kook ...[3], and there's normal weird / and then there's a  b  n  o  r  m  a  l weird / and, well, I should imagine[3], and not that I'm saying ... you know?[3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... the point is ...[3], and I'm not even saying weird, and that's not the point[3], and I've been so patient with myself[3], and Jesus H. - !!![3], and, listen ... maybe I'll be G  O  N  E(!) from here ... in a new reality ... that everyone will see[3], and not just my d  e  v  o  t  e  d kooks, uh ... kook(s)[3], and, uh ... I've been so p  a  t  i  e  n  t with the world[3], and ... you dig?[3], and I don't mean beyond the T  H  R  E  E neither, no! / ... and will that ever happen?![3], and I suppose ...[3], and don't be jealous, man / and tell me: Who is s  t  o  p  p  i  n  g YOU(!) from making changes, too?[3], and ... transform yourself!!![3], and you'll only have yourself to blame if you're left behind, clinging to an a  w  f  u  l reality in 2019[3], and think BIG, son![3], and daughter, clearly, uh![3], and, listen ... Christ![3], and I've been putting the words in ...[3], and, well ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and my subconscious is prepared![3], and, yes ... totally![3], and one day ... I'll look back, and you'll look back, and, yes, we'll laugh together, yes[3], and, oh ... h  y  s  t  e  r  i  c  a  l  l  y![3], and, so ...[3], and