Monday 17 April 2023

[No. 1,091] I'm confronting the things you're hiding from

That puts me ahead.

And it's true[1], and how often have I ... ... ...[1], and it's true[2], and a thousand times???[1], and how often have I ... ... ...[2], and, yes, yes[1], and a thousand times???[2], and I don't know, and I don't know,  and I don't know ...[1], and, yes, yes[2], and, no, no[1], and I don't know, and I don't know,  and I don't know ...[2], and could it be a million times ... in the dark nights ... while you're always asleep???[1], and, no, no[2], and I have no answer for that ...[1], and could it be a million times ... in the dark nights ... while you're always asleep???[2], and, you ... who else?![1], and I have no answer for that ...[2], and must you sleep, sleep, sleep ... through your days ... even though your eyes are open?[1], and, you ... who else?![2], and in the day ...[1], and must you sleep, sleep, sleep ... through your days ... even though your eyes are open?[2], and, uh, uh ... er, the number ... ?[1], and in the day ...[2], and I haven't been counting, actually ... because I wasn't aware of this matter until recently[1], and, uh, uh ... er, the number ... ?[2], and I found out about ...[1], and I haven't been counting, actually ... because I wasn't aware of this matter until recently[2], and there's always more knowledge on the horizon ...[1], and I found out about ...[2], and ... me and my shadow, ha, ha, ha![1], and there's always more knowledge on the horizon ...[2], and, so ... you![1], and ... me and my shadow, ha, ha, ha![2], and ... where is your soul?[1], and, so ... you![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... might help you in this matter, uh, and it might not[1], and ... where is your soul?[2], and I don't need help ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... might help you in this matter, uh, and it might not[2], and, yes ... here I am ... full of wisdom, yet again![1], and I don't need help ...[2], and it must be annoying to some ... I don't care![1], and, yes ... here I am ... full of wisdom, yet again![2], and when I sleep ...[1], and it must be annoying to some ... I don't care![2], and the cosmos gives me good dreams, mostly ... but, but, but ... also bad dreams, occasionally[1], and when I sleep ...[2], and I have always wondered ... Why the bad?[1], and the cosmos gives me good dreams, mostly ... but, but, but ... also bad dreams, occasionally[2], and there's always a good reason with the cosmos ...[1], and I have always wondered ... Why the bad?[2], and the good ones make me feel special ...[1], and there's always a good reason with the cosmos ...[2], and, oh, oh ... the bad ... yes, yes, now I know ... it's to become strong and whole, yes![1], and the good ones make me feel special ...[2], and that's important, apparently[1], and, oh, oh ... the bad ... yes, yes, now I know ... it's to become strong and whole, yes![2], and there can be no promotion to senior positions in other realms if you're half a soul[1], and that's important, apparently[2], and, or, or, or ... no soul at all ... Christ![1], and there can be no promotion to senior positions in other realms if you're half a soul[2], and, what ...[1], and, or, or, or ... no soul at all ... Christ![2], and, well ... just a robot ... sleeping through life ... being exploited - by Nature! ... How awful![1], and, what ...[2], and I mean ... being used as a sort of cosmic cannon fodder, really ... seriously![1], and, well ... just a robot ... sleeping through life ... being exploited - by Nature! ... How awful![2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and I mean ... being used as a sort of cosmic cannon fodder, really ... seriously![2], and the question is ... Will you awaken now???[1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and it's true[3], and the question is ... Will you awaken now???[2], and how often have I ... ... ...[3], and a thousand times???[3], and, yes, yes[3], and I don't know, and I don't know,  and I don't know ...[3], and, no, no[3], and could it be a million times ... in the dark nights ... while you're always asleep???[3], and I have no answer for that ...[3], and, you ... who else?![3], and must you sleep, sleep, sleep ... through your days ... even though your eyes are open?[3], and in the day ...[3], and, uh, uh ... er, the number ... ?[3], and I haven't been counting, actually ... because I wasn't aware of this matter until recently[3], and I found out about ...[3], and there's always more knowledge on the horizon ...[3], and ... me and my shadow, ha, ha, ha![3], and, so ... you![3], and ... where is your soul?[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... might help you in this matter, uh, and it might not[3], and I don't need help ...[3], and, yes ... here I am ... full of wisdom, yet again![3], and it must be annoying to some ... I don't care![3], and when I sleep ...[3], and the cosmos gives me good dreams, mostly ... but, but, but ... also bad dreams, occasionally[3], and I have always wondered ... Why the bad?[3], and there's always a good reason with the cosmos ...[3], and the good ones make me feel special ...[3], and, oh, oh ... the bad ... yes, yes, now I know ... it's to become strong and whole, yes![3], and that's important, apparently[3], and there can be no promotion to senior positions in other realms if you're half a soul[3], and, or, or, or ... no soul at all ... Christ![3], and, what ...[3], and, well ... just a robot ... sleeping through life ... being exploited - by Nature! ... How awful![3], and I mean ... being used as a sort of cosmic cannon fodder, really ... seriously![3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and the question is ... Will you awaken now???[3], and

And it's true[1], and how often have I ... ... ...[1], and it's true[2], and a thousand times???[1], and how often have I ... ... ...[2], and, yes, yes[1], and a thousand times???[2], and I don't know, and I don't know,  and I don't know ...[1], and, yes, yes[2], and, no, no[1], and I don't know, and I don't know,  and I don't know ...[2], and could it be a million times ... in the dark nights ... while you're always asleep???[1], and, no, no[2], and I have no answer for that ...[1], and could it be a million times ... in the dark nights ... while you're always asleep???[2], and, you ... who else?![1], and I have no answer for that ...[2], and must you sleep, sleep, sleep ... through your days ... even though your eyes are open?[1], and, you ... who else?![2], and in the day ...[1], and must you sleep, sleep, sleep ... through your days ... even though your eyes are open?[2], and, uh, uh ... er, the number ... ?[1], and in the day ...[2], and I haven't been counting, actually ... because I wasn't aware of this matter until recently[1], and, uh, uh ... er, the number ... ?[2], and I found out about ...[1], and I haven't been counting, actually ... because I wasn't aware of this matter until recently[2], and there's always more knowledge on the horizon ...[1], and I found out about ...[2], and ... me and my shadow, ha, ha, ha![1], and there's always more knowledge on the horizon ...[2], and, so ... you![1], and ... me and my shadow, ha, ha, ha![2], and ... where is your soul?[1], and, so ... you![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... might help you in this matter, uh, and it might not[1], and ... where is your soul?[2], and I don't need help ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... might help you in this matter, uh, and it might not[2], and, yes ... here I am ... full of wisdom, yet again![1], and I don't need help ...[2], and it must be annoying to some ... I don't care![1], and, yes ... here I am ... full of wisdom, yet again![2], and when I sleep ...[1], and it must be annoying to some ... I don't care![2], and the cosmos gives me good dreams, mostly ... but, but, but ... also bad dreams, occasionally[1], and when I sleep ...[2], and I have always wondered ... Why the bad?[1], and the cosmos gives me good dreams, mostly ... but, but, but ... also bad dreams, occasionally[2], and there's always a good reason with the cosmos ...[1], and I have always wondered ... Why the bad?[2], and the good ones make me feel special ...[1], and there's always a good reason with the cosmos ...[2], and, oh, oh ... the bad ... yes, yes, now I know ... it's to become strong and whole, yes![1], and the good ones make me feel special ...[2], and that's important, apparently[1], and, oh, oh ... the bad ... yes, yes, now I know ... it's to become strong and whole, yes![2], and there can be no promotion to senior positions in other realms if you're half a soul[1], and that's important, apparently[2], and, or, or, or ... no soul at all ... Christ![1], and there can be no promotion to senior positions in other realms if you're half a soul[2], and, what ...[1], and, or, or, or ... no soul at all ... Christ![2], and, well ... just a robot ... sleeping through life ... being exploited - by Nature! ... How awful![1], and, what ...[2], and I mean ... being used as a sort of cosmic cannon fodder, really ... seriously![1], and, well ... just a robot ... sleeping through life ... being exploited - by Nature! ... How awful![2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and I mean ... being used as a sort of cosmic cannon fodder, really ... seriously![2], and the question is ... Will you awaken now???[1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and it's true[3], and the question is ... Will you awaken now???[2], and how often have I ... ... ...[3], and a thousand times???[3], and, yes, yes[3], and I don't know, and I don't know,  and I don't know ...[3], and, no, no[3], and could it be a million times ... in the dark nights ... while you're always asleep???[3], and I have no answer for that ...[3], and, you ... who else?![3], and must you sleep, sleep, sleep ... through your days ... even though your eyes are open?[3], and in the day ...[3], and, uh, uh ... er, the number ... ?[3], and I haven't been counting, actually ... because I wasn't aware of this matter until recently[3], and I found out about ...[3], and there's always more knowledge on the horizon ...[3], and ... me and my shadow, ha, ha, ha![3], and, so ... you![3], and ... where is your soul?[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... might help you in this matter, uh, and it might not[3], and I don't need help ...[3], and, yes ... here I am ... full of wisdom, yet again![3], and it must be annoying to some ... I don't care![3], and when I sleep ...[3], and the cosmos gives me good dreams, mostly ... but, but, but ... also bad dreams, occasionally[3], and I have always wondered ... Why the bad?[3], and there's always a good reason with the cosmos ...[3], and the good ones make me feel special ...[3], and, oh, oh ... the bad ... yes, yes, now I know ... it's to become strong and whole, yes![3], and that's important, apparently[3], and there can be no promotion to senior positions in other realms if you're half a soul[3], and, or, or, or ... no soul at all ... Christ![3], and, what ...[3], and, well ... just a robot ... sleeping through life ... being exploited - by Nature! ... How awful![3], and I mean ... being used as a sort of cosmic cannon fodder, really ... seriously![3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and the question is ... Will you awaken now???[3], and

And it's true[1], and how often have I ... ... ...[1], and it's true[2], and a thousand times???[1], and how often have I ... ... ...[2], and, yes, yes[1], and a thousand times???[2], and I don't know, and I don't know,  and I don't know ...[1], and, yes, yes[2], and, no, no[1], and I don't know, and I don't know,  and I don't know ...[2], and could it be a million times ... in the dark nights ... while you're always asleep???[1], and, no, no[2], and I have no answer for that ...[1], and could it be a million times ... in the dark nights ... while you're always asleep???[2], and, you ... who else?![1], and I have no answer for that ...[2], and must you sleep, sleep, sleep ... through your days ... even though your eyes are open?[1], and, you ... who else?![2], and in the day ...[1], and must you sleep, sleep, sleep ... through your days ... even though your eyes are open?[2], and, uh, uh ... er, the number ... ?[1], and in the day ...[2], and I haven't been counting, actually ... because I wasn't aware of this matter until recently[1], and, uh, uh ... er, the number ... ?[2], and I found out about ...[1], and I haven't been counting, actually ... because I wasn't aware of this matter until recently[2], and there's always more knowledge on the horizon ...[1], and I found out about ...[2], and ... me and my shadow, ha, ha, ha![1], and there's always more knowledge on the horizon ...[2], and, so ... you![1], and ... me and my shadow, ha, ha, ha![2], and ... where is your soul?[1], and, so ... you![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... might help you in this matter, uh, and it might not[1], and ... where is your soul?[2], and I don't need help ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... might help you in this matter, uh, and it might not[2], and, yes ... here I am ... full of wisdom, yet again![1], and I don't need help ...[2], and it must be annoying to some ... I don't care![1], and, yes ... here I am ... full of wisdom, yet again![2], and when I sleep ...[1], and it must be annoying to some ... I don't care![2], and the cosmos gives me good dreams, mostly ... but, but, but ... also bad dreams, occasionally[1], and when I sleep ...[2], and I have always wondered ... Why the bad?[1], and the cosmos gives me good dreams, mostly ... but, but, but ... also bad dreams, occasionally[2], and there's always a good reason with the cosmos ...[1], and I have always wondered ... Why the bad?[2], and the good ones make me feel special ...[1], and there's always a good reason with the cosmos ...[2], and, oh, oh ... the bad ... yes, yes, now I know ... it's to become strong and whole, yes![1], and the good ones make me feel special ...[2], and that's important, apparently[1], and, oh, oh ... the bad ... yes, yes, now I know ... it's to become strong and whole, yes![2], and there can be no promotion to senior positions in other realms if you're half a soul[1], and that's important, apparently[2], and, or, or, or ... no soul at all ... Christ![1], and there can be no promotion to senior positions in other realms if you're half a soul[2], and, what ...[1], and, or, or, or ... no soul at all ... Christ![2], and, well ... just a robot ... sleeping through life ... being exploited - by Nature! ... How awful![1], and, what ...[2], and I mean ... being used as a sort of cosmic cannon fodder, really ... seriously![1], and, well ... just a robot ... sleeping through life ... being exploited - by Nature! ... How awful![2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and I mean ... being used as a sort of cosmic cannon fodder, really ... seriously![2], and the question is ... Will you awaken now???[1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and it's true[3], and the question is ... Will you awaken now???[2], and how often have I ... ... ...[3], and a thousand times???[3], and, yes, yes[3], and I don't know, and I don't know,  and I don't know ...[3], and, no, no[3], and could it be a million times ... in the dark nights ... while you're always asleep???[3], and I have no answer for that ...[3], and, you ... who else?![3], and must you sleep, sleep, sleep ... through your days ... even though your eyes are open?[3], and in the day ...[3], and, uh, uh ... er, the number ... ?[3], and I haven't been counting, actually ... because I wasn't aware of this matter until recently[3], and I found out about ...[3], and there's always more knowledge on the horizon ...[3], and ... me and my shadow, ha, ha, ha![3], and, so ... you![3], and ... where is your soul?[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... might help you in this matter, uh, and it might not[3], and I don't need help ...[3], and, yes ... here I am ... full of wisdom, yet again![3], and it must be annoying to some ... I don't care![3], and when I sleep ...[3], and the cosmos gives me good dreams, mostly ... but, but, but ... also bad dreams, occasionally[3], and I have always wondered ... Why the bad?[3], and there's always a good reason with the cosmos ...[3], and the good ones make me feel special ...[3], and, oh, oh ... the bad ... yes, yes, now I know ... it's to become strong and whole, yes![3], and that's important, apparently[3], and there can be no promotion to senior positions in other realms if you're half a soul[3], and, or, or, or ... no soul at all ... Christ![3], and, what ...[3], and, well ... just a robot ... sleeping through life ... being exploited - by Nature! ... How awful![3], and I mean ... being used as a sort of cosmic cannon fodder, really ... seriously![3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and the question is ... Will you awaken now???[3], and