Tuesday 18 April 2023

[No. 1,092] I wonder ...

... about Colin Wilson. He passed away after building up massive knowledge and wisdom.

And, yes[1], and, yes, I wonder ...[1], and, yes[2], and ... where is he now???[1], and, yes, I wonder ...[2], and the others ...[1], and ... where is he now???[2], and I hope he's been promoted ... and I hope the cosmos has rewarded him[1], and the others ...[2], and, well ...[1], and I hope he's been promoted ... and I hope the cosmos has rewarded him[2], and if there's just darkness ... Christ ... you know?[1], and, well ...[2], and ... 'There's light!'[1], and if there's just darkness ... Christ ... you know?[2], and a lot of souls only deserve the darkness ... 'That's true!' ... yes, yes, but not our Colin[1], and ... 'There's light!'[2], and it's all a mystery ... ? ... ah, maybe ... maybe not[1], and a lot of souls only deserve the darkness ... 'That's true!' ... yes, yes, but not our Colin[2], and I understand more that most ...[1], and it's all a mystery ... ? ... ah, maybe ... maybe not[2], and Dudley said that he could hear the music all around him ... and that must have been amazing![1], and I understand more that most ...[2], and I just don't know ...[1], and Dudley said that he could hear the music all around him ... and that must have been amazing![2], and Alexander ... just fifty-five minutes before me ... but now it's thirteen years later ... I mean ...[1], and I just don't know ...[2], and ... ... ... does anyone know what I mean?[1], and Alexander ... just fifty-five minutes before me ... but now it's thirteen years later ... I mean ...[2], and, I mean ...[1], and ... ... ... does anyone know what I mean?[2], and, uh, uh ... we all suffer, I suppose ... in our own ways ... and maybe that's the mystery[1], and, I mean ...[2], and the world is a prison[1], and, uh, uh ... we all suffer, I suppose ... in our own ways ... and maybe that's the mystery[2], and I like the mysteries ... when I can understand them ... and other people can't ... it makes me feel so ooo special[1], and the world is a prison[2], and, ha, ha, ha![1], and I like the mysteries ... when I can understand them ... and other people can't ... it makes me feel so ooo special[2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I don't know everything ... ... ... oh, you may be surprised, yes, ha![1], and, ha, ha, ha![2], and you, you, you ...[1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I don't know everything ... ... ... oh, you may be surprised, yes, ha![2], and are YOU(!) spinning???[1], and you, you, you ...[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there are worse things you could be doing[1], and are YOU(!) spinning???[2], and, like living your life in the "real" world[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there are worse things you could be doing[2], and ... 'Don't make me laugh, Mikey! ... It's a real prison, is what it is'[1], and, like living your life in the "real" world[2], and I know, Voice, I know ... I said![1], and ... 'Don't make me laugh, Mikey! ... It's a real prison, is what it is'[2], and, listen ... conceptual literature ... shamanic literature ... it grabs your soul ... it changes you[1], and I know, Voice, I know ... I said![2], and, well ... that's the theory[1], and, listen ... conceptual literature ... shamanic literature ... it grabs your soul ... it changes you[2], and, but ... maybe you're a square, yeah?[1], and, well ... that's the theory[2], and ... 'Genuine kooks are so rare!'[1], and, but ... maybe you're a square, yeah?[2], and never never never never never never ... mind - !!![1], and ... 'Genuine kooks are so rare!'[2], and that's my advice[1], and never never never never never never ... mind - !!![2], and, yes[3], and that's my advice[2], and, yes, I wonder ...[3], and ... where is he now???[3], and the others ...[3], and I hope he's been promoted ... and I hope the cosmos has rewarded him[3], and, well ...[3], and if there's just darkness ... Christ ... you know?[3], and ... 'There's light!'[3], and a lot of souls only deserve the darkness ... 'That's true!' ... yes, yes, but not our Colin[3], and it's all a mystery ... ? ... ah, maybe ... maybe not[3], and I understand more that most ...[3], and Dudley said that he could hear the music all around him ... and that must have been amazing![3], and I just don't know ...[3], and Alexander ... just fifty-five minutes before me ... but now it's thirteen years later ... I mean ...[3], and ... ... ... does anyone know what I mean?[3], and, I mean ...[3], and, uh, uh ... we all suffer, I suppose ... in our own ways ... and maybe that's the mystery[3], and the world is a prison[3], and I like the mysteries ... when I can understand them ... and other people can't ... it makes me feel so ooo special[3], and, ha, ha, ha![3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I don't know everything ... ... ... oh, you may be surprised, yes, ha![3], and you, you, you ...[3], and are YOU(!) spinning???[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there are worse things you could be doing[3], and, like living your life in the "real" world[3], and ... 'Don't make me laugh, Mikey! ... It's a real prison, is what it is'[3], and I know, Voice, I know ... I said![3], and, listen ... conceptual literature ... shamanic literature ... it grabs your soul ... it changes you[3], and, well ... that's the theory[3], and, but ... maybe you're a square, yeah?[3], and ... 'Genuine kooks are so rare!'[3], and never never never never never never ... mind - !!![3], and that's my advice[3], and

And, yes[1], and, yes, I wonder ...[1], and, yes[2], and ... where is he now???[1], and, yes, I wonder ...[2], and the others ...[1], and ... where is he now???[2], and I hope he's been promoted ... and I hope the cosmos has rewarded him[1], and the others ...[2], and, well ...[1], and I hope he's been promoted ... and I hope the cosmos has rewarded him[2], and if there's just darkness ... Christ ... you know?[1], and, well ...[2], and ... 'There's light!'[1], and if there's just darkness ... Christ ... you know?[2], and a lot of souls only deserve the darkness ... 'That's true!' ... yes, yes, but not our Colin[1], and ... 'There's light!'[2], and it's all a mystery ... ? ... ah, maybe ... maybe not[1], and a lot of souls only deserve the darkness ... 'That's true!' ... yes, yes, but not our Colin[2], and I understand more that most ...[1], and it's all a mystery ... ? ... ah, maybe ... maybe not[2], and Dudley said that he could hear the music all around him ... and that must have been amazing![1], and I understand more that most ...[2], and I just don't know ...[1], and Dudley said that he could hear the music all around him ... and that must have been amazing![2], and Alexander ... just fifty-five minutes before me ... but now it's thirteen years later ... I mean ...[1], and I just don't know ...[2], and ... ... ... does anyone know what I mean?[1], and Alexander ... just fifty-five minutes before me ... but now it's thirteen years later ... I mean ...[2], and, I mean ...[1], and ... ... ... does anyone know what I mean?[2], and, uh, uh ... we all suffer, I suppose ... in our own ways ... and maybe that's the mystery[1], and, I mean ...[2], and the world is a prison[1], and, uh, uh ... we all suffer, I suppose ... in our own ways ... and maybe that's the mystery[2], and I like the mysteries ... when I can understand them ... and other people can't ... it makes me feel so ooo special[1], and the world is a prison[2], and, ha, ha, ha![1], and I like the mysteries ... when I can understand them ... and other people can't ... it makes me feel so ooo special[2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I don't know everything ... ... ... oh, you may be surprised, yes, ha![1], and, ha, ha, ha![2], and you, you, you ...[1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I don't know everything ... ... ... oh, you may be surprised, yes, ha![2], and are YOU(!) spinning???[1], and you, you, you ...[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there are worse things you could be doing[1], and are YOU(!) spinning???[2], and, like living your life in the "real" world[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there are worse things you could be doing[2], and ... 'Don't make me laugh, Mikey! ... It's a real prison, is what it is'[1], and, like living your life in the "real" world[2], and I know, Voice, I know ... I said![1], and ... 'Don't make me laugh, Mikey! ... It's a real prison, is what it is'[2], and, listen ... conceptual literature ... shamanic literature ... it grabs your soul ... it changes you[1], and I know, Voice, I know ... I said![2], and, well ... that's the theory[1], and, listen ... conceptual literature ... shamanic literature ... it grabs your soul ... it changes you[2], and, but ... maybe you're a square, yeah?[1], and, well ... that's the theory[2], and ... 'Genuine kooks are so rare!'[1], and, but ... maybe you're a square, yeah?[2], and never never never never never never ... mind - !!![1], and ... 'Genuine kooks are so rare!'[2], and that's my advice[1], and never never never never never never ... mind - !!![2], and, yes[3], and that's my advice[2], and, yes, I wonder ...[3], and ... where is he now???[3], and the others ...[3], and I hope he's been promoted ... and I hope the cosmos has rewarded him[3], and, well ...[3], and if there's just darkness ... Christ ... you know?[3], and ... 'There's light!'[3], and a lot of souls only deserve the darkness ... 'That's true!' ... yes, yes, but not our Colin[3], and it's all a mystery ... ? ... ah, maybe ... maybe not[3], and I understand more that most ...[3], and Dudley said that he could hear the music all around him ... and that must have been amazing![3], and I just don't know ...[3], and Alexander ... just fifty-five minutes before me ... but now it's thirteen years later ... I mean ...[3], and ... ... ... does anyone know what I mean?[3], and, I mean ...[3], and, uh, uh ... we all suffer, I suppose ... in our own ways ... and maybe that's the mystery[3], and the world is a prison[3], and I like the mysteries ... when I can understand them ... and other people can't ... it makes me feel so ooo special[3], and, ha, ha, ha![3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I don't know everything ... ... ... oh, you may be surprised, yes, ha![3], and you, you, you ...[3], and are YOU(!) spinning???[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there are worse things you could be doing[3], and, like living your life in the "real" world[3], and ... 'Don't make me laugh, Mikey! ... It's a real prison, is what it is'[3], and I know, Voice, I know ... I said![3], and, listen ... conceptual literature ... shamanic literature ... it grabs your soul ... it changes you[3], and, well ... that's the theory[3], and, but ... maybe you're a square, yeah?[3], and ... 'Genuine kooks are so rare!'[3], and never never never never never never ... mind - !!![3], and that's my advice[3], and

And, yes[1], and, yes, I wonder ...[1], and, yes[2], and ... where is he now???[1], and, yes, I wonder ...[2], and the others ...[1], and ... where is he now???[2], and I hope he's been promoted ... and I hope the cosmos has rewarded him[1], and the others ...[2], and, well ...[1], and I hope he's been promoted ... and I hope the cosmos has rewarded him[2], and if there's just darkness ... Christ ... you know?[1], and, well ...[2], and ... 'There's light!'[1], and if there's just darkness ... Christ ... you know?[2], and a lot of souls only deserve the darkness ... 'That's true!' ... yes, yes, but not our Colin[1], and ... 'There's light!'[2], and it's all a mystery ... ? ... ah, maybe ... maybe not[1], and a lot of souls only deserve the darkness ... 'That's true!' ... yes, yes, but not our Colin[2], and I understand more that most ...[1], and it's all a mystery ... ? ... ah, maybe ... maybe not[2], and Dudley said that he could hear the music all around him ... and that must have been amazing![1], and I understand more that most ...[2], and I just don't know ...[1], and Dudley said that he could hear the music all around him ... and that must have been amazing![2], and Alexander ... just fifty-five minutes before me ... but now it's thirteen years later ... I mean ...[1], and I just don't know ...[2], and ... ... ... does anyone know what I mean?[1], and Alexander ... just fifty-five minutes before me ... but now it's thirteen years later ... I mean ...[2], and, I mean ...[1], and ... ... ... does anyone know what I mean?[2], and, uh, uh ... we all suffer, I suppose ... in our own ways ... and maybe that's the mystery[1], and, I mean ...[2], and the world is a prison[1], and, uh, uh ... we all suffer, I suppose ... in our own ways ... and maybe that's the mystery[2], and I like the mysteries ... when I can understand them ... and other people can't ... it makes me feel so ooo special[1], and the world is a prison[2], and, ha, ha, ha![1], and I like the mysteries ... when I can understand them ... and other people can't ... it makes me feel so ooo special[2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I don't know everything ... ... ... oh, you may be surprised, yes, ha![1], and, ha, ha, ha![2], and you, you, you ...[1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I don't know everything ... ... ... oh, you may be surprised, yes, ha![2], and are YOU(!) spinning???[1], and you, you, you ...[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there are worse things you could be doing[1], and are YOU(!) spinning???[2], and, like living your life in the "real" world[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there are worse things you could be doing[2], and ... 'Don't make me laugh, Mikey! ... It's a real prison, is what it is'[1], and, like living your life in the "real" world[2], and I know, Voice, I know ... I said![1], and ... 'Don't make me laugh, Mikey! ... It's a real prison, is what it is'[2], and, listen ... conceptual literature ... shamanic literature ... it grabs your soul ... it changes you[1], and I know, Voice, I know ... I said![2], and, well ... that's the theory[1], and, listen ... conceptual literature ... shamanic literature ... it grabs your soul ... it changes you[2], and, but ... maybe you're a square, yeah?[1], and, well ... that's the theory[2], and ... 'Genuine kooks are so rare!'[1], and, but ... maybe you're a square, yeah?[2], and never never never never never never ... mind - !!![1], and ... 'Genuine kooks are so rare!'[2], and that's my advice[1], and never never never never never never ... mind - !!![2], and, yes[3], and that's my advice[2], and, yes, I wonder ...[3], and ... where is he now???[3], and the others ...[3], and I hope he's been promoted ... and I hope the cosmos has rewarded him[3], and, well ...[3], and if there's just darkness ... Christ ... you know?[3], and ... 'There's light!'[3], and a lot of souls only deserve the darkness ... 'That's true!' ... yes, yes, but not our Colin[3], and it's all a mystery ... ? ... ah, maybe ... maybe not[3], and I understand more that most ...[3], and Dudley said that he could hear the music all around him ... and that must have been amazing![3], and I just don't know ...[3], and Alexander ... just fifty-five minutes before me ... but now it's thirteen years later ... I mean ...[3], and ... ... ... does anyone know what I mean?[3], and, I mean ...[3], and, uh, uh ... we all suffer, I suppose ... in our own ways ... and maybe that's the mystery[3], and the world is a prison[3], and I like the mysteries ... when I can understand them ... and other people can't ... it makes me feel so ooo special[3], and, ha, ha, ha![3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I don't know everything ... ... ... oh, you may be surprised, yes, ha![3], and you, you, you ...[3], and are YOU(!) spinning???[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there are worse things you could be doing[3], and, like living your life in the "real" world[3], and ... 'Don't make me laugh, Mikey! ... It's a real prison, is what it is'[3], and I know, Voice, I know ... I said![3], and, listen ... conceptual literature ... shamanic literature ... it grabs your soul ... it changes you[3], and, well ... that's the theory[3], and, but ... maybe you're a square, yeah?[3], and ... 'Genuine kooks are so rare!'[3], and never never never never never never ... mind - !!![3], and that's my advice[3], and