Ian, mate, I am addressing you directly because I feel your pain and I want to help. Forget about Naguib Kheraj. He ain't worth it. You need to channel your energy into something positive.
My advice? Leave JPMorgan Cazenove. Those muthas don't appreciate you. What you need to do is get yourself into the desert. You'll be a new man in the desert. You will forget in the desert. You will see visions. Money will burn within you. Try it. What have you got to lose?