Monday 25 October 2021

[No. 946] Fresh starts?! Who needs them?!

I don't know any more.

And, well ...[1], and, oh, oh ... cosmos![1], and, well ...[2], and ... help me![1], and, oh, oh ... cosmos![2], and ... come on, come on, come on![1], and ... help me![2], and ... shit[1], and ... come on, come on, come on![2], and I know, and all I know, and, uh ... please tell me, somekook ... what do I actually know ... ?[1], and ... shit[2], and, er ... ???[1], and I know, and all I know, and, uh ... please tell me, somekook ... what do I actually know ... ?[2], and they're so unreliable ...[1], and, er ... ???[2], and ... kooks???[1], and they're so unreliable ...[2], and ... 'You're on your own with this one, boss'[1], and ... kooks???[2], and, okay, okay ... I refuse to believe that, Voice[1], and ... 'You're on your own with this one, boss'[2], and let me think for a spin or two ...[1], and, okay, okay ... I refuse to believe that, Voice[2], and, uh ...[1], and let me think for a spin or two ...[2], and a-ROUND here ... so fast, man, and so passionate![1], and, uh ...[2], and what do I even feel now?[1], and a-ROUND here ... so fast, man, and so passionate![2], and I don't know, I just ...[1], and what do I even feel now?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, what? ... did I hear something ... from the sky profound, like?[1], and I don't know, I just ...[2], and ... 'Or the abyss'[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, what? ... did I hear something ... from the sky profound, like?[2], and ... "You've got to keep going, keep fighting ... through chaos and despair"[1], and ... 'Or the abyss'[2], and ... oh![1], and ... "You've got to keep going, keep fighting ... through ch aos and desp air"[2], and ... 'That wasn't me, boss!'[1], and ... oh![2], and, wow! ... the cosmos speaks![1], and ... 'That wasn't me, boss!'[2], and yeah, yeah, Christ ... tell me something I don't know ... BUT(!) ... do I ever understand?[1], and, wow! ... the cosmos speaks![2], and ... do I listen, I mean ... really listen?[1], and yeah, yeah, Christ ... tell me something I don't know ... BUT(!) ... do I ever understand?[2], and let me try to remember ... that thing I said ... such a long time ago ... and, ah ... what was it?![1], and ... do I listen, I mean ... really listen?[2], and, come on, Mikey![1], and let me try to remember ... that thing I said ... such a long time ago ... and, ah ... what was it?![2], and ... 'He's talking to himself now'[1], and, come on, Mikey![2], and ... There are no fresh starts for anyone - yes![1], and ... 'He's talking to himself now'[2], and ... 'No! Surely not?!'[1], and ... There are no fresh starts for anyone - yes![2], and, kooks ... listen to the wise man ... that's me, by the way, yes[1], and ... 'No! Surely not?!'[2], and life just goes on and on and on and on and on and on ... until it doesn't[1], and, kooks ... listen to the wise man ... that's me, by the way, yes[2], and that's all we get[1], and life just goes on and on and on and on and on and on ... until it doesn't[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and a tragedy with comedy in it, or a comedy with tragedy in it ... ?[1], and that's all we get[2], and what else do we want?![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and a tragedy with comedy in it, or a comedy with tragedy in it ... ?[2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and what else do we want?![2], and, well ... here we are, and here we go ... let's start again![1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and, well ...[3], and, well ... here we are, and here we go ... let's start again![2], and, oh, oh ... cosmos![3], and ... help me![3], and ... come on, come on, come on![3], and ... shit[3], and I know, and all I know, and, uh ... please tell me, somekook ... what do I actually know ... ?[3], and, er ... ???[3], and they're so unreliable ...[3], and ... kooks???[3], and ... 'You're on your own with this one, boss'[3], and, okay, okay ... I refuse to believe that, Voice[3], and let me think for a spin or two ...[3], and, uh ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... so fast, man, and so passionate![3], and what do I even feel now?[3], and I don't know, I just ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, what? ... did I hear something ... from the sky profound, like?[3], and ... 'Or the abyss'[3], and ... "You've got to keep going, keep fighting ... through c  h  a  o  s and d  e  s  p  a  i  r"[3], and ... oh![3], and ... 'That wasn't me, boss!'[3], and, wow! ... the cosmos speaks![3], and yeah, yeah, Christ ... tell me something I don't know ... BUT(!) ... do I ever understand?[3], and ... do I listen, I mean ... really listen?[3], and let me try to remember ... that thing I said ... such a long time ago ... and, ah ... what was it?![3], and, come on, Mikey![3], and ... 'He's talking to himself now'[3], and ... There are no fresh starts for anyone - yes![3], and ... 'No! Surely not?!'[3], and, kooks ... listen to the wise man ... that's me, by the way, yes[3], and life just goes on and on and on and on and on and on ... until it doesn't[3], and that's all we get[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and a tragedy with comedy in it, or a comedy with tragedy in it ... ?[3], and what else do we want?![3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and, well ... here we are, and here we go ... let's start again![3], and

And, well ...[1], and, oh, oh ... cosmos![1], and, well ...[2], and ... help me![1], and, oh, oh ... cosmos![2], and ... come on, come on, come on![1], and ... help me![2], and ... shit[1], and ... come on, come on, come on![2], and I know, and all I know, and, uh ... please tell me, somekook ... what do I actually know ... ?[1], and ... shit[2], and, er ... ???[1], and I know, and all I know, and, uh ... please tell me, somekook ... what do I actually know ... ?[2], and they're so unreliable ...[1], and, er ... ???[2], and ... kooks???[1], and they're so unreliable ...[2], and ... 'You're on your own with this one, boss'[1], and ... kooks???[2], and, okay, okay ... I refuse to believe that, Voice[1], and ... 'You're on your own with this one, boss'[2], and let me think for a spin or two ...[1], and, okay, okay ... I refuse to believe that, Voice[2], and, uh ...[1], and let me think for a spin or two ...[2], and a-ROUND here ... so fast, man, and so passionate![1], and, uh ...[2], and what do I even feel now?[1], and a-ROUND here ... so fast, man, and so passionate![2], and I don't know, I just ...[1], and what do I even feel now?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, what? ... did I hear something ... from the sky profound, like?[1], and I don't know, I just ...[2], and ... 'Or the abyss'[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, what? ... did I hear something ... from the sky profound, like?[2], and ... "You've got to keep going, keep fighting ... through chaos and despair"[1], and ... 'Or the abyss'[2], and ... oh![1], and ... "You've got to keep going, keep fighting ... through ch aos and desp air"[2], and ... 'That wasn't me, boss!'[1], and ... oh![2], and, wow! ... the cosmos speaks![1], and ... 'That wasn't me, boss!'[2], and yeah, yeah, Christ ... tell me something I don't know ... BUT(!) ... do I ever understand?[1], and, wow! ... the cosmos speaks![2], and ... do I listen, I mean ... really listen?[1], and yeah, yeah, Christ ... tell me something I don't know ... BUT(!) ... do I ever understand?[2], and let me try to remember ... that thing I said ... such a long time ago ... and, ah ... what was it?![1], and ... do I listen, I mean ... really listen?[2], and, come on, Mikey![1], and let me try to remember ... that thing I said ... such a long time ago ... and, ah ... what was it?![2], and ... 'He's talking to himself now'[1], and, come on, Mikey![2], and ... There are no fresh starts for anyone - yes![1], and ... 'He's talking to himself now'[2], and ... 'No! Surely not?!'[1], and ... There are no fresh starts for anyone - yes![2], and, kooks ... listen to the wise man ... that's me, by the way, yes[1], and ... 'No! Surely not?!'[2], and life just goes on and on and on and on and on and on ... until it doesn't[1], and, kooks ... listen to the wise man ... that's me, by the way, yes[2], and that's all we get[1], and life just goes on and on and on and on and on and on ... until it doesn't[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and a tragedy with comedy in it, or a comedy with tragedy in it ... ?[1], and that's all we get[2], and what else do we want?![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and a tragedy with comedy in it, or a comedy with tragedy in it ... ?[2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and what else do we want?![2], and, well ... here we are, and here we go ... let's start again![1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and, well ...[3], and, well ... here we are, and here we go ... let's start again![2], and, oh, oh ... cosmos![3], and ... help me![3], and ... come on, come on, come on![3], and ... shit[3], and I know, and all I know, and, uh ... please tell me, somekook ... what do I actually know ... ?[3], and, er ... ???[3], and they're so unreliable ...[3], and ... kooks???[3], and ... 'You're on your own with this one, boss'[3], and, okay, okay ... I refuse to believe that, Voice[3], and let me think for a spin or two ...[3], and, uh ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... so fast, man, and so passionate![3], and what do I even feel now?[3], and I don't know, I just ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, what? ... did I hear something ... from the sky profound, like?[3], and ... 'Or the abyss'[3], and ... "You've got to keep going, keep fighting ... through c  h  a  o  s and d  e  s  p  a  i  r"[3], and ... oh![3], and ... 'That wasn't me, boss!'[3], and, wow! ... the cosmos speaks![3], and yeah, yeah, Christ ... tell me something I don't know ... BUT(!) ... do I ever understand?[3], and ... do I listen, I mean ... really listen?[3], and let me try to remember ... that thing I said ... such a long time ago ... and, ah ... what was it?![3], and, come on, Mikey![3], and ... 'He's talking to himself now'[3], and ... There are no fresh starts for anyone - yes![3], and ... 'No! Surely not?!'[3], and, kooks ... listen to the wise man ... that's me, by the way, yes[3], and life just goes on and on and on and on and on and on ... until it doesn't[3], and that's all we get[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and a tragedy with comedy in it, or a comedy with tragedy in it ... ?[3], and what else do we want?![3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and, well ... here we are, and here we go ... let's start again![3], and

And, well ...[1], and, oh, oh ... cosmos![1], and, well ...[2], and ... help me![1], and, oh, oh ... cosmos![2], and ... come on, come on, come on![1], and ... help me![2], and ... shit[1], and ... come on, come on, come on![2], and I know, and all I know, and, uh ... please tell me, somekook ... what do I actually know ... ?[1], and ... shit[2], and, er ... ???[1], and I know, and all I know, and, uh ... please tell me, somekook ... what do I actually know ... ?[2], and they're so unreliable ...[1], and, er ... ???[2], and ... kooks???[1], and they're so unreliable ...[2], and ... 'You're on your own with this one, boss'[1], and ... kooks???[2], and, okay, okay ... I refuse to believe that, Voice[1], and ... 'You're on your own with this one, boss'[2], and let me think for a spin or two ...[1], and, okay, okay ... I refuse to believe that, Voice[2], and, uh ...[1], and let me think for a spin or two ...[2], and a-ROUND here ... so fast, man, and so passionate![1], and, uh ...[2], and what do I even feel now?[1], and a-ROUND here ... so fast, man, and so passionate![2], and I don't know, I just ...[1], and what do I even feel now?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, what? ... did I hear something ... from the sky profound, like?[1], and I don't know, I just ...[2], and ... 'Or the abyss'[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, what? ... did I hear something ... from the sky profound, like?[2], and ... "You've got to keep going, keep fighting ... through chaos and despair"[1], and ... 'Or the abyss'[2], and ... oh![1], and ... "You've got to keep going, keep fighting ... through ch aos and desp air"[2], and ... 'That wasn't me, boss!'[1], and ... oh![2], and, wow! ... the cosmos speaks![1], and ... 'That wasn't me, boss!'[2], and yeah, yeah, Christ ... tell me something I don't know ... BUT(!) ... do I ever understand?[1], and, wow! ... the cosmos speaks![2], and ... do I listen, I mean ... really listen?[1], and yeah, yeah, Christ ... tell me something I don't know ... BUT(!) ... do I ever understand?[2], and let me try to remember ... that thing I said ... such a long time ago ... and, ah ... what was it?![1], and ... do I listen, I mean ... really listen?[2], and, come on, Mikey![1], and let me try to remember ... that thing I said ... such a long time ago ... and, ah ... what was it?![2], and ... 'He's talking to himself now'[1], and, come on, Mikey![2], and ... There are no fresh starts for anyone - yes![1], and ... 'He's talking to himself now'[2], and ... 'No! Surely not?!'[1], and ... There are no fresh starts for anyone - yes![2], and, kooks ... listen to the wise man ... that's me, by the way, yes[1], and ... 'No! Surely not?!'[2], and life just goes on and on and on and on and on and on ... until it doesn't[1], and, kooks ... listen to the wise man ... that's me, by the way, yes[2], and that's all we get[1], and life just goes on and on and on and on and on and on ... until it doesn't[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and a tragedy with comedy in it, or a comedy with tragedy in it ... ?[1], and that's all we get[2], and what else do we want?![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and a tragedy with comedy in it, or a comedy with tragedy in it ... ?[2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and what else do we want?![2], and, well ... here we are, and here we go ... let's start again![1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and, well ...[3], and, well ... here we are, and here we go ... let's start again![2], and, oh, oh ... cosmos![3], and ... help me![3], and ... come on, come on, come on![3], and ... shit[3], and I know, and all I know, and, uh ... please tell me, somekook ... what do I actually know ... ?[3], and, er ... ???[3], and they're so unreliable ...[3], and ... kooks???[3], and ... 'You're on your own with this one, boss'[3], and, okay, okay ... I refuse to believe that, Voice[3], and let me think for a spin or two ...[3], and, uh ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... so fast, man, and so passionate![3], and what do I even feel now?[3], and I don't know, I just ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, what? ... did I hear something ... from the sky profound, like?[3], and ... 'Or the abyss'[3], and ... "You've got to keep going, keep fighting ... through c  h  a  o  s and d  e  s  p  a  i  r"[3], and ... oh![3], and ... 'That wasn't me, boss!'[3], and, wow! ... the cosmos speaks![3], and yeah, yeah, Christ ... tell me something I don't know ... BUT(!) ... do I ever understand?[3], and ... do I listen, I mean ... really listen?[3], and let me try to remember ... that thing I said ... such a long time ago ... and, ah ... what was it?![3], and, come on, Mikey![3], and ... 'He's talking to himself now'[3], and ... There are no fresh starts for anyone - yes![3], and ... 'No! Surely not?!'[3], and, kooks ... listen to the wise man ... that's me, by the way, yes[3], and life just goes on and on and on and on and on and on ... until it doesn't[3], and that's all we get[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and a tragedy with comedy in it, or a comedy with tragedy in it ... ?[3], and what else do we want?![3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and, well ... here we are, and here we go ... let's start again![3], and