Monday 11 April 2022

[No. 992] Just like Bodhi

There's no future.

And here I am[1], and Bodhi would surf around ... and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... but can it last???[1], and here I am[2], and I try to stay positive ... I really do[1], and Bodhi would surf around ... and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... but can it last???[2], and it would be a very sad thing, yes ... oh, no future ... if the past wasn't also missing[1], and I try to stay positive ... I really do[2], and where am I???[1], and it would be a very sad thing, yes ... oh, no future ... if the past wasn't also missing[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... getting clean? getting more insane?[1], and where am I???[2], and I already said ... here - man!!![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... getting clean? getting more insane?[2], and I can tell anyone now, anyone, ha, ha, ha! ... who cares ... there is only the moment, and it can be great or shit[1], and I already said ... here - man!!![2], and moving too fast[1], and I can tell anyone now, anyone, ha, ha, ha! ... who cares ... there is only the moment, and it can be great or shit[2], and life is what you make it, apparently[1], and moving too fast[2], and if anyone truly cares, uh, uh ... ??? ... how wonderful that would be ... in a sick world that's coming to an end[1], and life is what you make it, apparently[2], and I'm lacking energy ... I need to slow down[1], and if anyone truly cares, uh, uh ... ??? ... how wonderful that would be ... in a sick world that's coming to an end[2], and the Holy Grail I want ... what difference will it make to the way I live?[1], and I'm lacking energy ... I need to slow down[2], and slow spins![1], and the Holy Grail I want ... what difference will it make to the way I live?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... like a feather falling to the ground[1], and slow spins![2], and I'm still here ... obviously[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... like a feather falling to the ground[2], and the more there is, the more you need to add ... until ... it all looks ridiculous or something[1], and I'm still here ... obviously[2], and I can't explain[1], and the more there is, the more you need to add ... until ... it all looks ridiculous or something[2], and I feel just like a cake without the cherry ...[1], and I can't explain[2], and I can't even explain with rotten words anything ... and that's not a surprise, is it?[1], and I feel just like a c ake without the che rry ...[2], and who wants surprises, anyway?[1], and I can't even explain with rotten words anything ... and that's not a surprise, is it?[2], and I just need one more opportunity to stare at the sea ... and that will be me GONE for good[1], and who wants surprises, anyway?[2], and a little fantasy? ... no, no, no ... it's a big one![1], and I just need one more opportunity to stare at the sea ... and that will be me GONE for good[2], and all the people who have never lived, never felt anything ... will be angry, waiting to put me in a cage[1], and a little fantasy? ... no, no, no ... it's a big one![2], and fuck those clowns, seriously[1], and all the people who have never lived, never felt anything ... will be angry, waiting to put me in a cage[2], and here I am[3], and fuck those clowns, seriously[2], and Bodhi would surf around ... and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... but can it last???[3], and I try to stay positive ... I really do[3], and it would be a very sad thing, yes ... oh, no future ... if the past wasn't also missing[3], and where am I???[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... getting clean? getting more insane?[3], and I already said ... here - man!!![3], and I can tell anyone now, anyone, ha, ha, ha! ... who cares ... there is only the moment, and it can be great or shit[3], and moving too fast[3], and life is what you make it, apparently[3], and if anyone truly cares, uh, uh ... ??? ... how wonderful that would be ... in a sick world that's coming to an end[3], and I'm lacking energy ... I need to slow down[3], and the Holy Grail I want ... what difference will it make to the way I live?[3], and slow spins![3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... like a feather falling to the ground[3], and I'm still here ... obviously[3], and the more there is, the more you need to add ... until ... it all looks ridiculous or something[3], and I can't explain[3], and I feel just like a c  a  k  e without the c  h  e  r  r  y ...[3], and I can't even explain with rotten words anything ... and that's not a surprise, is it?[3], and who wants surprises, anyway?[3], and I just need one more opportunity to stare at the sea ... and that will be me GONE for good[3], and a little fantasy? ... no, no, no ... it's a big one![3], and all the people who have never lived, never felt anything ... will be angry, waiting to put me in a cage[3], and fuck those clowns, seriously[3], and

And here I am[1], and Bodhi would surf around ... and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... but can it last???[1], and here I am[2], and I try to stay positive ... I really do[1], and Bodhi would surf around ... and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... but can it last???[2], and it would be a very sad thing, yes ... oh, no future ... if the past wasn't also missing[1], and I try to stay positive ... I really do[2], and where am I???[1], and it would be a very sad thing, yes ... oh, no future ... if the past wasn't also missing[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... getting clean? getting more insane?[1], and where am I???[2], and I already said ... here - man!!![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... getting clean? getting more insane?[2], and I can tell anyone now, anyone, ha, ha, ha! ... who cares ... there is only the moment, and it can be great or shit[1], and I already said ... here - man!!![2], and moving too fast[1], and I can tell anyone now, anyone, ha, ha, ha! ... who cares ... there is only the moment, and it can be great or shit[2], and life is what you make it, apparently[1], and moving too fast[2], and if anyone truly cares, uh, uh ... ??? ... how wonderful that would be ... in a sick world that's coming to an end[1], and life is what you make it, apparently[2], and I'm lacking energy ... I need to slow down[1], and if anyone truly cares, uh, uh ... ??? ... how wonderful that would be ... in a sick world that's coming to an end[2], and the Holy Grail I want ... what difference will it make to the way I live?[1], and I'm lacking energy ... I need to slow down[2], and slow spins![1], and the Holy Grail I want ... what difference will it make to the way I live?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... like a feather falling to the ground[1], and slow spins![2], and I'm still here ... obviously[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... like a feather falling to the ground[2], and the more there is, the more you need to add ... until ... it all looks ridiculous or something[1], and I'm still here ... obviously[2], and I can't explain[1], and the more there is, the more you need to add ... until ... it all looks ridiculous or something[2], and I feel just like a cake without the cherry ...[1], and I can't explain[2], and I can't even explain with rotten words anything ... and that's not a surprise, is it?[1], and I feel just like a c ake without the che rry ...[2], and who wants surprises, anyway?[1], and I can't even explain with rotten words anything ... and that's not a surprise, is it?[2], and I just need one more opportunity to stare at the sea ... and that will be me GONE for good[1], and who wants surprises, anyway?[2], and a little fantasy? ... no, no, no ... it's a big one![1], and I just need one more opportunity to stare at the sea ... and that will be me GONE for good[2], and all the people who have never lived, never felt anything ... will be angry, waiting to put me in a cage[1], and a little fantasy? ... no, no, no ... it's a big one![2], and fuck those clowns, seriously[1], and all the people who have never lived, never felt anything ... will be angry, waiting to put me in a cage[2], and here I am[3], and fuck those clowns, seriously[2], and Bodhi would surf around ... and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... but can it last???[3], and I try to stay positive ... I really do[3], and it would be a very sad thing, yes ... oh, no future ... if the past wasn't also missing[3], and where am I???[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... getting clean? getting more insane?[3], and I already said ... here - man!!![3], and I can tell anyone now, anyone, ha, ha, ha! ... who cares ... there is only the moment, and it can be great or shit[3], and moving too fast[3], and life is what you make it, apparently[3], and if anyone truly cares, uh, uh ... ??? ... how wonderful that would be ... in a sick world that's coming to an end[3], and I'm lacking energy ... I need to slow down[3], and the Holy Grail I want ... what difference will it make to the way I live?[3], and slow spins![3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... like a feather falling to the ground[3], and I'm still here ... obviously[3], and the more there is, the more you need to add ... until ... it all looks ridiculous or something[3], and I can't explain[3], and I feel just like a c  a  k  e without the c  h  e  r  r  y ...[3], and I can't even explain with rotten words anything ... and that's not a surprise, is it?[3], and who wants surprises, anyway?[3], and I just need one more opportunity to stare at the sea ... and that will be me GONE for good[3], and a little fantasy? ... no, no, no ... it's a big one![3], and all the people who have never lived, never felt anything ... will be angry, waiting to put me in a cage[3], and fuck those clowns, seriously[3], and

And here I am[1], and Bodhi would surf around ... and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... but can it last???[1], and here I am[2], and I try to stay positive ... I really do[1], and Bodhi would surf around ... and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... but can it last???[2], and it would be a very sad thing, yes ... oh, no future ... if the past wasn't also missing[1], and I try to stay positive ... I really do[2], and where am I???[1], and it would be a very sad thing, yes ... oh, no future ... if the past wasn't also missing[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... getting clean? getting more insane?[1], and where am I???[2], and I already said ... here - man!!![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... getting clean? getting more insane?[2], and I can tell anyone now, anyone, ha, ha, ha! ... who cares ... there is only the moment, and it can be great or shit[1], and I already said ... here - man!!![2], and moving too fast[1], and I can tell anyone now, anyone, ha, ha, ha! ... who cares ... there is only the moment, and it can be great or shit[2], and life is what you make it, apparently[1], and moving too fast[2], and if anyone truly cares, uh, uh ... ??? ... how wonderful that would be ... in a sick world that's coming to an end[1], and life is what you make it, apparently[2], and I'm lacking energy ... I need to slow down[1], and if anyone truly cares, uh, uh ... ??? ... how wonderful that would be ... in a sick world that's coming to an end[2], and the Holy Grail I want ... what difference will it make to the way I live?[1], and I'm lacking energy ... I need to slow down[2], and slow spins![1], and the Holy Grail I want ... what difference will it make to the way I live?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... like a feather falling to the ground[1], and slow spins![2], and I'm still here ... obviously[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... like a feather falling to the ground[2], and the more there is, the more you need to add ... until ... it all looks ridiculous or something[1], and I'm still here ... obviously[2], and I can't explain[1], and the more there is, the more you need to add ... until ... it all looks ridiculous or something[2], and I feel just like a cake without the cherry ...[1], and I can't explain[2], and I can't even explain with rotten words anything ... and that's not a surprise, is it?[1], and I feel just like a c ake without the che rry ...[2], and who wants surprises, anyway?[1], and I can't even explain with rotten words anything ... and that's not a surprise, is it?[2], and I just need one more opportunity to stare at the sea ... and that will be me GONE for good[1], and who wants surprises, anyway?[2], and a little fantasy? ... no, no, no ... it's a big one![1], and I just need one more opportunity to stare at the sea ... and that will be me GONE for good[2], and all the people who have never lived, never felt anything ... will be angry, waiting to put me in a cage[1], and a little fantasy? ... no, no, no ... it's a big one![2], and fuck those clowns, seriously[1], and all the people who have never lived, never felt anything ... will be angry, waiting to put me in a cage[2], and here I am[3], and fuck those clowns, seriously[2], and Bodhi would surf around ... and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... but can it last???[3], and I try to stay positive ... I really do[3], and it would be a very sad thing, yes ... oh, no future ... if the past wasn't also missing[3], and where am I???[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... getting clean? getting more insane?[3], and I already said ... here - man!!![3], and I can tell anyone now, anyone, ha, ha, ha! ... who cares ... there is only the moment, and it can be great or shit[3], and moving too fast[3], and life is what you make it, apparently[3], and if anyone truly cares, uh, uh ... ??? ... how wonderful that would be ... in a sick world that's coming to an end[3], and I'm lacking energy ... I need to slow down[3], and the Holy Grail I want ... what difference will it make to the way I live?[3], and slow spins![3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... like a feather falling to the ground[3], and I'm still here ... obviously[3], and the more there is, the more you need to add ... until ... it all looks ridiculous or something[3], and I can't explain[3], and I feel just like a c  a  k  e without the c  h  e  r  r  y ...[3], and I can't even explain with rotten words anything ... and that's not a surprise, is it?[3], and who wants surprises, anyway?[3], and I just need one more opportunity to stare at the sea ... and that will be me GONE for good[3], and a little fantasy? ... no, no, no ... it's a big one![3], and all the people who have never lived, never felt anything ... will be angry, waiting to put me in a cage[3], and fuck those clowns, seriously[3], and