Wednesday 30 May 2012

[No. 20] I'm pushing it so hard

And I'm pushing it so hard, and the world will break before I do, and I'm working it in the night[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I can keep going, yeah, show a bit of spirit, or I can stop and start crying[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and the world will break before I do, and I'm working it in the night[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and God will not judge anyone, so I'll have to judge myself[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I can keep going, yeah, show a bit of spirit, or I can stop and start crying[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll take the blood and fire, yes, and any GLORY that's available[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and God will not judge anyone, so I'll have to judge myself[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's really more than money, for me, and it's more than a mundane life[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll take the blood and fire, yes, and any GLORY that's available[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and no one has the guts, no, no one has the balls, and there's just NO ONE[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's really more than money, for me, and it's more than a mundane life[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I've gotta be strong because a weak soul won't last five minutes in this night[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and no one has the guts, no, no one has the balls, and there's just NO ONE[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's gonna be hours, millions?, I think it'll be eternity![1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I've gotta be strong because a weak soul won't last five minutes in this night[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll fight any demons stupid enough to come out TONIGHT[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's gonna be hours, millions?, I think it'll be eternity![2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and there's a slice of moon, and I need it, oh it's a great comfort[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll fight any demons stupid enough to come out TONIGHT[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking out the window, and I'm seeing EVERYTHING[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and there's a slice of moon, and I need it, oh it's a great comfort[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and nothing is hidden, and I've got to stretch my s o u l[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking out the window, and I'm seeing EVERYTHING[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking in MYSELF, and I'm outside EVERYWHERE[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and nothing is hidden, and I've got to stretch my s o u l[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, my body doesn't matter, I don't feel it: I am free, so free, so free[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking in MYSELF, and I'm outside EVERYWHERE[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, well, it's all instinct, but it's more than animal, and not human, and so?[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, my body doesn't matter, I don't feel it: I am free, so free, so free[2], and I'm pushing it so hard - will I ever get it back?, maybe I'll ... I'll never force it out again[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, well, it's all instinct, but it's more than animal, and not human, and so?[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's not me, and it can't be me, and I can't be the old ME like this[1], and I'm pushing it so hard - will I ever get it back?, maybe I'll ... I'll never force it out again[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, a crazy light STAR, a burning sun, so far away, and real close too[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's not me, and it can't be me, and I can't be the old ME like this[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and waiting for the morning to come, with eyes open, and heart open, and mind open[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, a crazy light STAR, a burning sun, so far away, and real close too[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I hope it lasts, and I hope it spreads, and I just ... HOPE[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and waiting for the morning to come, with eyes open, and heart open, and mind open[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and the world will break before I do, and I'm working it in the night[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I hope it lasts, and I hope it spreads, and I just ... HOPE[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I can keep going, yeah, show a bit of spirit, or I can stop and start crying[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and God will not judge anyone, so I'll have to judge myself[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll take the blood and fire, yes, and any GLORY that's available[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's really more than money, for me, and it's more than a mundane life[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and no one has the guts, no, no one has the balls, and there's just NO ONE[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I've gotta be strong because a weak soul won't last five minutes in this night[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's gonna be hours, millions?, I think it'll be eternity![3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll fight any demons stupid enough to come out TONIGHT[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and there's a slice of moon, and I need it, oh it's a great comfort[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking out the window, and I'm seeing EVERYTHING[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and nothing is hidden, and I've got to stretch my s o u l[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking in MYSELF, and I'm outside EVERYWHERE[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, my body doesn't matter, I don't feel it: I am free, so free, so free[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, well, it's all instinct, but it's more than animal, and not human, and so?[3], and I'm pushing it so hard - will I ever get it back?, maybe I'll ... I'll never force it out again[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's not me, and it can't be me, and I can't be the old ME like this[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, a crazy light STAR, a burning sun, so far away, and real close too[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and waiting for the morning to come, with eyes open, and heart open, and mind open[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I hope it lasts, and I hope it spreads, and I just ... HOPE[3], and

And I'm pushing it so hard, and the world will break before I do, and I'm working it in the night[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I can keep going, yeah, show a bit of spirit, or I can stop and start crying[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and the world will break before I do, and I'm working it in the night[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and God will not judge anyone, so I'll have to judge myself[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I can keep going, yeah, show a bit of spirit, or I can stop and start crying[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll take the blood and fire, yes, and any GLORY that's available[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and God will not judge anyone, so I'll have to judge myself[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's really more than money, for me, and it's more than a mundane life[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll take the blood and fire, yes, and any GLORY that's available[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and no one has the guts, no, no one has the balls, and there's just NO ONE[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's really more than money, for me, and it's more than a mundane life[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I've gotta be strong because a weak soul won't last five minutes in this night[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and no one has the guts, no, no one has the balls, and there's just NO ONE[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's gonna be hours, millions?, I think it'll be eternity![1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I've gotta be strong because a weak soul won't last five minutes in this night[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll fight any demons stupid enough to come out TONIGHT[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's gonna be hours, millions?, I think it'll be eternity![2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and there's a slice of moon, and I need it, oh it's a great comfort[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll fight any demons stupid enough to come out TONIGHT[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking out the window, and I'm seeing EVERYTHING[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and there's a slice of moon, and I need it, oh it's a great comfort[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and nothing is hidden, and I've got to stretch my s o u l[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking out the window, and I'm seeing EVERYTHING[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking in MYSELF, and I'm outside EVERYWHERE[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and nothing is hidden, and I've got to stretch my s o u l[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, my body doesn't matter, I don't feel it: I am free, so free, so free[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking in MYSELF, and I'm outside EVERYWHERE[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, well, it's all instinct, but it's more than animal, and not human, and so?[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, my body doesn't matter, I don't feel it: I am free, so free, so free[2], and I'm pushing it so hard - will I ever get it back?, maybe I'll ... I'll never force it out again[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, well, it's all instinct, but it's more than animal, and not human, and so?[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's not me, and it can't be me, and I can't be the old ME like this[1], and I'm pushing it so hard - will I ever get it back?, maybe I'll ... I'll never force it out again[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, a crazy light STAR, a burning sun, so far away, and real close too[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's not me, and it can't be me, and I can't be the old ME like this[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and waiting for the morning to come, with eyes open, and heart open, and mind open[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, a crazy light STAR, a burning sun, so far away, and real close too[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I hope it lasts, and I hope it spreads, and I just ... HOPE[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and waiting for the morning to come, with eyes open, and heart open, and mind open[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and the world will break before I do, and I'm working it in the night[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I hope it lasts, and I hope it spreads, and I just ... HOPE[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I can keep going, yeah, show a bit of spirit, or I can stop and start crying[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and God will not judge anyone, so I'll have to judge myself[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll take the blood and fire, yes, and any GLORY that's available[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's really more than money, for me, and it's more than a mundane life[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and no one has the guts, no, no one has the balls, and there's just NO ONE[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I've gotta be strong because a weak soul won't last five minutes in this night[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's gonna be hours, millions?, I think it'll be eternity![3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll fight any demons stupid enough to come out TONIGHT[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and there's a slice of moon, and I need it, oh it's a great comfort[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking out the window, and I'm seeing EVERYTHING[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and nothing is hidden, and I've got to stretch my s o u l[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking in MYSELF, and I'm outside EVERYWHERE[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, my body doesn't matter, I don't feel it: I am free, so free, so free[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, well, it's all instinct, but it's more than animal, and not human, and so?[3], and I'm pushing it so hard - will I ever get it back?, maybe I'll ... I'll never force it out again[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's not me, and it can't be me, and I can't be the old ME like this[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, a crazy light STAR, a burning sun, so far away, and real close too[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and waiting for the morning to come, with eyes open, and heart open, and mind open[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I hope it lasts, and I hope it spreads, and I just ... HOPE[3], and

And I'm pushing it so hard, and the world will break before I do, and I'm working it in the night[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I can keep going, yeah, show a bit of spirit, or I can stop and start crying[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and the world will break before I do, and I'm working it in the night[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and God will not judge anyone, so I'll have to judge myself[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I can keep going, yeah, show a bit of spirit, or I can stop and start crying[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll take the blood and fire, yes, and any GLORY that's available[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and God will not judge anyone, so I'll have to judge myself[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's really more than money, for me, and it's more than a mundane life[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll take the blood and fire, yes, and any GLORY that's available[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and no one has the guts, no, no one has the balls, and there's just NO ONE[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's really more than money, for me, and it's more than a mundane life[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I've gotta be strong because a weak soul won't last five minutes in this night[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and no one has the guts, no, no one has the balls, and there's just NO ONE[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's gonna be hours, millions?, I think it'll be eternity![1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I've gotta be strong because a weak soul won't last five minutes in this night[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll fight any demons stupid enough to come out TONIGHT[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's gonna be hours, millions?, I think it'll be eternity![2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and there's a slice of moon, and I need it, oh it's a great comfort[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll fight any demons stupid enough to come out TONIGHT[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking out the window, and I'm seeing EVERYTHING[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and there's a slice of moon, and I need it, oh it's a great comfort[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and nothing is hidden, and I've got to stretch my s o u l[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking out the window, and I'm seeing EVERYTHING[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking in MYSELF, and I'm outside EVERYWHERE[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and nothing is hidden, and I've got to stretch my s o u l[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, my body doesn't matter, I don't feel it: I am free, so free, so free[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking in MYSELF, and I'm outside EVERYWHERE[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, well, it's all instinct, but it's more than animal, and not human, and so?[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, my body doesn't matter, I don't feel it: I am free, so free, so free[2], and I'm pushing it so hard - will I ever get it back?, maybe I'll ... I'll never force it out again[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, well, it's all instinct, but it's more than animal, and not human, and so?[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's not me, and it can't be me, and I can't be the old ME like this[1], and I'm pushing it so hard - will I ever get it back?, maybe I'll ... I'll never force it out again[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, a crazy light STAR, a burning sun, so far away, and real close too[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's not me, and it can't be me, and I can't be the old ME like this[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and waiting for the morning to come, with eyes open, and heart open, and mind open[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, a crazy light STAR, a burning sun, so far away, and real close too[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I hope it lasts, and I hope it spreads, and I just ... HOPE[1], and I'm pushing it so hard, and waiting for the morning to come, with eyes open, and heart open, and mind open[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and the world will break before I do, and I'm working it in the night[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I hope it lasts, and I hope it spreads, and I just ... HOPE[2], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I can keep going, yeah, show a bit of spirit, or I can stop and start crying[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and God will not judge anyone, so I'll have to judge myself[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll take the blood and fire, yes, and any GLORY that's available[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's really more than money, for me, and it's more than a mundane life[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and no one has the guts, no, no one has the balls, and there's just NO ONE[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I've gotta be strong because a weak soul won't last five minutes in this night[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's gonna be hours, millions?, I think it'll be eternity![3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'll fight any demons stupid enough to come out TONIGHT[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and there's a slice of moon, and I need it, oh it's a great comfort[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking out the window, and I'm seeing EVERYTHING[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and nothing is hidden, and I've got to stretch my s o u l[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I'm looking in MYSELF, and I'm outside EVERYWHERE[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, my body doesn't matter, I don't feel it: I am free, so free, so free[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, well, it's all instinct, but it's more than animal, and not human, and so?[3], and I'm pushing it so hard - will I ever get it back?, maybe I'll ... I'll never force it out again[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and it's not me, and it can't be me, and I can't be the old ME like this[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, a crazy light STAR, a burning sun, so far away, and real close too[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and waiting for the morning to come, with eyes open, and heart open, and mind open[3], and I'm pushing it so hard, and I hope it lasts, and I hope it spreads, and I just ... HOPE[3], and