Monday 27 January 2020

[No. 774] Feeling chaotic again

But I suppose it's better than not feeling at all, eh?

And ... eh?[1], and, yes, yes, yes ... it's what you might expect, or maybe not, but it doesn't even matter, ha, ha, ha![1], and ... eh?[2], and ... join me![1], and, yes, yes, yes ... it's what you might expect, or maybe not, but it doesn't even matter, ha, ha, ha![2], and a-ROUND here ... ? / and ... where else, man?![1], and ... join me![2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and a-ROUND here ... ? / and ... where else, man?![2], and is it a laughing matter, really?[1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and out there?! Oh, they've got it made, all the squares, just not aware of how bad a consciousness ness can be[1], and is it a laughing matter, really?[2], and I don't envy them, no, no, no[1], and out there?! Oh, they've got it made, all the squares, just not aware of how bad a consciousness ness can be[2], and my feelings swirl in my head or heart like thoughts or ... well, feelings / and I don't know or care now[1], and I don't envy them, no, no, no[2], and it's all the same to me![1], and my feelings swirl in my head or heart like thoughts or ... well, feelings / and I don't know or care now[2], and all these words can come again, and again, and again / and I know, I know, I know ... there's no cure[1], and it's all the same to me![2], and why are you ... here ... ?[1], and all these words can come again, and again, and again / and I know, I know, I know ... there's no cure[2], and they say that spinning a-ROUND is good for your health ...[1], and why are you ... here ... ?[2], and ... 'No they don't, Mikey!'[1], and they say that spinning a-ROUND is good for your health ...[2], and why are you, uh ... who you say you are, who you feel you are, who you've been told you are ... ?[1], and ... 'No they don't, Mikey!'[2], and don't get upset[1], and why are you, uh ... who you say you are, who you feel you are, who you've been told you are ... ?[2], and it doesn't matter, you'll be glad to hear[1], and don't get upset[2], and maybe someone will tell you so / and, yes, someone incredibly stupid ...[1], and it doesn't matter, you'll be glad to hear[2], and take your pick[1], and maybe someone will tell you so / and, yes, someone incredibly stupid ...[2], and don't worry about it[1], and take your pick[2], and, listen! ... why don't you take my advice?[1], and don't worry about it[2], and if I were you, ha! ... I'd never worry about anything ever again because there's not much time left anyway[1], and, listen! ... why don't you take my advice?[2], and, but, but, but ... ah, don't be sad[1], and if I were you, ha! ... I'd never worry about anything ever again because there's not much time left anyway[2], and, oh ... be a little mad, yes![1], and, but, but, but ... ah, don't be sad[2], and a-ROUND here ... no one notices a thing[1], and, oh ... be a little mad, yes![2], and that's the way I like it[1], and a-ROUND here ... no one notices a thing[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and are you getting the full effect, in your soul, like?[1], and that's the way I like it[2], and this is a private affair ... / and kooks only, yes, not many of us, no[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and are you getting the full effect, in your soul, like?[2], and maybe we should return to the beginning[1], and this is a private affair ... / and kooks only, yes, not many of us, no[2], and to start it all again, the insanity[1], and maybe we should ret urn t o t he beg inning[2], and it feels good, don't it?[1], and to start it all again, the insanity[2], and ... eh?[3], and it feels good, don't it?[2], and, yes, yes, yes ... it's what you might expect, or maybe not, but it doesn't even matter, ha, ha, ha![3], and ... join me![3], and a-ROUND here ... ? / and ... where else, man?![3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and is it a laughing matter, really?[3], and out there?! Oh, they've got it made, all the squares, just not aware of how bad a consciousness ness can be[3], and I don't envy them, no, no, no[3], and my feelings swirl in my head or heart like thoughts or ... well, feelings / and I don't know or care now[3], and it's all the same to me![3], and all these words can come again, and again, and again / and I know, I know, I know ... there's no cure[3], and why are you ... here ... ?[3], and they say that spinning a-ROUND is good for your health ...[3], and ... 'No they don't, Mikey!'[3], and why are you, uh ... who you say you are, who you feel you are, who you've been told you are ... ?[3], and don't get upset[3], and it doesn't matter, you'll be glad to hear[3], and maybe someone will tell you so / and, yes, someone incredibly stupid ...[3], and take your pick[3], and don't worry about it[3], and, listen! ... why don't you take my advice?[3], and if I were you, ha! ... I'd never worry about anything ever again because there's not much time left anyway[3], and, but, but, but ... ah, don't be sad[3], and, oh ... be a little mad, yes![3], and a-ROUND here ... no one notices a thing[3], and that's the way I like it[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and are you getting the full effect, in your soul, like?[3], and this is a private affair ... / and kooks only, yes, not many of us, no[3], and maybe we should r  e  t  u  r  n t  o t  h  e b  e  g  i  n  n  i  n  g[3], and to start it all again, the insanity[3], and it feels good, don't it?[3], and

And ... eh?[1], and, yes, yes, yes ... it's what you might expect, or maybe not, but it doesn't even matter, ha, ha, ha![1], and ... eh?[2], and ... join me![1], and, yes, yes, yes ... it's what you might expect, or maybe not, but it doesn't even matter, ha, ha, ha![2], and a-ROUND here ... ? / and ... where else, man?![1], and ... join me![2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and a-ROUND here ... ? / and ... where else, man?![2], and is it a laughing matter, really?[1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and out there?! Oh, they've got it made, all the squares, just not aware of how bad a consciousness ness can be[1], and is it a laughing matter, really?[2], and I don't envy them, no, no, no[1], and out there?! Oh, they've got it made, all the squares, just not aware of how bad a consciousness ness can be[2], and my feelings swirl in my head or heart like thoughts or ... well, feelings / and I don't know or care now[1], and I don't envy them, no, no, no[2], and it's all the same to me![1], and my feelings swirl in my head or heart like thoughts or ... well, feelings / and I don't know or care now[2], and all these words can come again, and again, and again / and I know, I know, I know ... there's no cure[1], and it's all the same to me![2], and why are you ... here ... ?[1], and all these words can come again, and again, and again / and I know, I know, I know ... there's no cure[2], and they say that spinning a-ROUND is good for your health ...[1], and why are you ... here ... ?[2], and ... 'No they don't, Mikey!'[1], and they say that spinning a-ROUND is good for your health ...[2], and why are you, uh ... who you say you are, who you feel you are, who you've been told you are ... ?[1], and ... 'No they don't, Mikey!'[2], and don't get upset[1], and why are you, uh ... who you say you are, who you feel you are, who you've been told you are ... ?[2], and it doesn't matter, you'll be glad to hear[1], and don't get upset[2], and maybe someone will tell you so / and, yes, someone incredibly stupid ...[1], and it doesn't matter, you'll be glad to hear[2], and take your pick[1], and maybe someone will tell you so / and, yes, someone incredibly stupid ...[2], and don't worry about it[1], and take your pick[2], and, listen! ... why don't you take my advice?[1], and don't worry about it[2], and if I were you, ha! ... I'd never worry about anything ever again because there's not much time left anyway[1], and, listen! ... why don't you take my advice?[2], and, but, but, but ... ah, don't be sad[1], and if I were you, ha! ... I'd never worry about anything ever again because there's not much time left anyway[2], and, oh ... be a little mad, yes![1], and, but, but, but ... ah, don't be sad[2], and a-ROUND here ... no one notices a thing[1], and, oh ... be a little mad, yes![2], and that's the way I like it[1], and a-ROUND here ... no one notices a thing[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and are you getting the full effect, in your soul, like?[1], and that's the way I like it[2], and this is a private affair ... / and kooks only, yes, not many of us, no[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and are you getting the full effect, in your soul, like?[2], and maybe we should return to the beginning[1], and this is a private affair ... / and kooks only, yes, not many of us, no[2], and to start it all again, the insanity[1], and maybe we should ret urn t o t he beg inning[2], and it feels good, don't it?[1], and to start it all again, the insanity[2], and ... eh?[3], and it feels good, don't it?[2], and, yes, yes, yes ... it's what you might expect, or maybe not, but it doesn't even matter, ha, ha, ha![3], and ... join me![3], and a-ROUND here ... ? / and ... where else, man?![3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and is it a laughing matter, really?[3], and out there?! Oh, they've got it made, all the squares, just not aware of how bad a consciousness ness can be[3], and I don't envy them, no, no, no[3], and my feelings swirl in my head or heart like thoughts or ... well, feelings / and I don't know or care now[3], and it's all the same to me![3], and all these words can come again, and again, and again / and I know, I know, I know ... there's no cure[3], and why are you ... here ... ?[3], and they say that spinning a-ROUND is good for your health ...[3], and ... 'No they don't, Mikey!'[3], and why are you, uh ... who you say you are, who you feel you are, who you've been told you are ... ?[3], and don't get upset[3], and it doesn't matter, you'll be glad to hear[3], and maybe someone will tell you so / and, yes, someone incredibly stupid ...[3], and take your pick[3], and don't worry about it[3], and, listen! ... why don't you take my advice?[3], and if I were you, ha! ... I'd never worry about anything ever again because there's not much time left anyway[3], and, but, but, but ... ah, don't be sad[3], and, oh ... be a little mad, yes![3], and a-ROUND here ... no one notices a thing[3], and that's the way I like it[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and are you getting the full effect, in your soul, like?[3], and this is a private affair ... / and kooks only, yes, not many of us, no[3], and maybe we should r  e  t  u  r  n t  o t  h  e b  e  g  i  n  n  i  n  g[3], and to start it all again, the insanity[3], and it feels good, don't it?[3], and

And ... eh?[1], and, yes, yes, yes ... it's what you might expect, or maybe not, but it doesn't even matter, ha, ha, ha![1], and ... eh?[2], and ... join me![1], and, yes, yes, yes ... it's what you might expect, or maybe not, but it doesn't even matter, ha, ha, ha![2], and a-ROUND here ... ? / and ... where else, man?![1], and ... join me![2], and ... 'Ha!'[1], and a-ROUND here ... ? / and ... where else, man?![2], and is it a laughing matter, really?[1], and ... 'Ha!'[2], and out there?! Oh, they've got it made, all the squares, just not aware of how bad a consciousness ness can be[1], and is it a laughing matter, really?[2], and I don't envy them, no, no, no[1], and out there?! Oh, they've got it made, all the squares, just not aware of how bad a consciousness ness can be[2], and my feelings swirl in my head or heart like thoughts or ... well, feelings / and I don't know or care now[1], and I don't envy them, no, no, no[2], and it's all the same to me![1], and my feelings swirl in my head or heart like thoughts or ... well, feelings / and I don't know or care now[2], and all these words can come again, and again, and again / and I know, I know, I know ... there's no cure[1], and it's all the same to me![2], and why are you ... here ... ?[1], and all these words can come again, and again, and again / and I know, I know, I know ... there's no cure[2], and they say that spinning a-ROUND is good for your health ...[1], and why are you ... here ... ?[2], and ... 'No they don't, Mikey!'[1], and they say that spinning a-ROUND is good for your health ...[2], and why are you, uh ... who you say you are, who you feel you are, who you've been told you are ... ?[1], and ... 'No they don't, Mikey!'[2], and don't get upset[1], and why are you, uh ... who you say you are, who you feel you are, who you've been told you are ... ?[2], and it doesn't matter, you'll be glad to hear[1], and don't get upset[2], and maybe someone will tell you so / and, yes, someone incredibly stupid ...[1], and it doesn't matter, you'll be glad to hear[2], and take your pick[1], and maybe someone will tell you so / and, yes, someone incredibly stupid ...[2], and don't worry about it[1], and take your pick[2], and, listen! ... why don't you take my advice?[1], and don't worry about it[2], and if I were you, ha! ... I'd never worry about anything ever again because there's not much time left anyway[1], and, listen! ... why don't you take my advice?[2], and, but, but, but ... ah, don't be sad[1], and if I were you, ha! ... I'd never worry about anything ever again because there's not much time left anyway[2], and, oh ... be a little mad, yes![1], and, but, but, but ... ah, don't be sad[2], and a-ROUND here ... no one notices a thing[1], and, oh ... be a little mad, yes![2], and that's the way I like it[1], and a-ROUND here ... no one notices a thing[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and are you getting the full effect, in your soul, like?[1], and that's the way I like it[2], and this is a private affair ... / and kooks only, yes, not many of us, no[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and are you getting the full effect, in your soul, like?[2], and maybe we should return to the beginning[1], and this is a private affair ... / and kooks only, yes, not many of us, no[2], and to start it all again, the insanity[1], and maybe we should ret urn t o t he beg inning[2], and it feels good, don't it?[1], and to start it all again, the insanity[2], and ... eh?[3], and it feels good, don't it?[2], and, yes, yes, yes ... it's what you might expect, or maybe not, but it doesn't even matter, ha, ha, ha![3], and ... join me![3], and a-ROUND here ... ? / and ... where else, man?![3], and ... 'Ha!'[3], and is it a laughing matter, really?[3], and out there?! Oh, they've got it made, all the squares, just not aware of how bad a consciousness ness can be[3], and I don't envy them, no, no, no[3], and my feelings swirl in my head or heart like thoughts or ... well, feelings / and I don't know or care now[3], and it's all the same to me![3], and all these words can come again, and again, and again / and I know, I know, I know ... there's no cure[3], and why are you ... here ... ?[3], and they say that spinning a-ROUND is good for your health ...[3], and ... 'No they don't, Mikey!'[3], and why are you, uh ... who you say you are, who you feel you are, who you've been told you are ... ?[3], and don't get upset[3], and it doesn't matter, you'll be glad to hear[3], and maybe someone will tell you so / and, yes, someone incredibly stupid ...[3], and take your pick[3], and don't worry about it[3], and, listen! ... why don't you take my advice?[3], and if I were you, ha! ... I'd never worry about anything ever again because there's not much time left anyway[3], and, but, but, but ... ah, don't be sad[3], and, oh ... be a little mad, yes![3], and a-ROUND here ... no one notices a thing[3], and that's the way I like it[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and are you getting the full effect, in your soul, like?[3], and this is a private affair ... / and kooks only, yes, not many of us, no[3], and maybe we should r  e  t  u  r  n t  o t  h  e b  e  g  i  n  n  i  n  g[3], and to start it all again, the insanity[3], and it feels good, don't it?[3], and