Monday 10 February 2020

[No. 778] Trees Lounge

Just the final scene, for when I screw up.

And I watch it[1], and on my phone, so smart[1], and I watch it[2], and every time I goof off, or fall asleep, or get distracted[1], and on my phone, so smart[2], and then ... it's back to Vance/Musk[1], and every time I goof off, or fall asleep, or get distracted[2], and I need to stay focused, and I need to keep moving ... / and there can be no falling away, into despair[1], and then ... it's back to Vance/Musk[2], and I don't drink no more, anyway, no ... / and a couple of Stellas a week isn't even drinking, is it?[1], and I need to stay focused, and I need to keep moving ... / and there can be no falling away, into despair[2], and, man ... I stay in, working, yes, yes, yes[1], and I don't drink no more, anyway, no ... / and a couple of Stellas a week isn't even drinking, is it?[2], and, listen! ... I know no one, of all the people ... in the area, out there / and ... do you see me complaining?[1], and, man ... I stay in, working, yes, yes, yes[2], and, ha, ha, ha ... no, no, no[1], and, listen! ... I know no one, of all the people ... in the area, out there / and ... do you see me complaining?[2], and a-ROUND here ... in my soul, in my mind, whatever ... there might be room ... for one more[1], and, ha, ha, ha ... no, no, no[2], and, ah ... someone special![1], and a-ROUND here ... in my soul, in my mind, whatever ... there might be room ... for one more[2], and, so ...[1], and, ah ... someone special![2], and Pena has reminded me ... we need affirmations![1], and, so ...[2], and I've got mine![1], and Pena has reminded me ... we need affirmations![2], and, uh ...[1], and I've got mine![2], and if this ... is fragments ... fine - !!! ... because ... they ... all ... make ... perfect sense ... to me[1], and, uh ...[2], and believe it![1], and if this ... is fragments ... fine - !!! ... because ... they ... all ... make ... per fect sen se ... to me[2], and I'll get my own castle ... Spain ... for holidays / and, oh ... a nice little break from Malibu, why not?[1], and believe it![2], and, well ...[1], and I'll get my own castle ... Spain ... for holidays / and, oh ... a nice little break from Malibu, why not?[2], and Tommy didn't have no self-esteem[1], and, well ...[2], and Pena would have screamed at him, and called him all the names under the sun[1], and Tommy didn't have no self-esteem[2], and I won't give him the opportunity to scream at me[1], and Pena would have screamed at him, and called him all the names under the sun[2], and, listen! ... I can be friends with Elon, or I can be friends with Tommy / and there is no middle ground[1], and I won't give him the opportunity to scream at me[2], and, well ... not for me[1], and, listen! ... I can be friends with Elon, or I can be friends with Tommy / and there is no middle ground[2], and, so, you, you, you ...[1], and, well ... not for me[2], and a-ROUND here ... I'm on my own, I suppose ... unless you're my eternal soulmate now?[1], and, so, you, you, you ...[2], and, uh ... ha![1], and a-ROUND here ... I'm on my own, I suppose ... unless you're my eternal soulmate now?[2], and I live in hope BECAUSE ... what else is there, in the cold world?[1], and, uh ... ha![2], and ... come on![1], and I live in hope BECAUSE ... what else is there, in the cold world?[2], and I watch it[3], and ... come on![2], and on my phone, so smart[3], and every time I goof off, or fall asleep, or get distracted[3], and then ... it's back to Vance/Musk[3], and I need to stay focused, and I need to keep moving ... / and there can be no falling away, into despair[3], and I don't drink no more, anyway, no ... / and a couple of Stellas a week isn't even drinking, is it?[3], and, man ... I stay in, working, yes, yes, yes[3], and, listen! ... I know no one, of all the people ... in the area, out there / and ... do you see me complaining?[3], and, ha, ha, ha ... no, no, no[3], and a-ROUND here ... in my soul, in my mind, whatever ... there might be room ... for one more[3], and, ah ... someone special![3], and, so ...[3], and Pena has reminded me ... we need affirmations![3], and I've got mine![3], and, uh ...[3], and if this ... is fragments ... fine - !!! ... because ... they ... all ... make ... p  e  r  f  e  c  t s  e  n  s  e ... to me[3], and believe it![3], and I'll get my own castle ... Spain ... for holidays / and, oh ... a nice little break from Malibu, why not?[3], and, well ...[3], and Tommy didn't have no self-esteem[3], and Pena would have screamed at him, and called him all the names under the sun[3], and I won't give him the opportunity to scream at me[3], and, listen! ... I can be friends with Elon, or I can be friends with Tommy / and there is no middle ground[3], and, well ... not for me[3], and, so, you, you, you ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... I'm on my own, I suppose ... unless you're my eternal soulmate now?[3], and, uh ... ha![3], and I live in hope BECAUSE ... what else is there, in the cold world?[3], and ... come on![3], and

And I watch it[1], and on my phone, so smart[1], and I watch it[2], and every time I goof off, or fall asleep, or get distracted[1], and on my phone, so smart[2], and then ... it's back to Vance/Musk[1], and every time I goof off, or fall asleep, or get distracted[2], and I need to stay focused, and I need to keep moving ... / and there can be no falling away, into despair[1], and then ... it's back to Vance/Musk[2], and I don't drink no more, anyway, no ... / and a couple of Stellas a week isn't even drinking, is it?[1], and I need to stay focused, and I need to keep moving ... / and there can be no falling away, into despair[2], and, man ... I stay in, working, yes, yes, yes[1], and I don't drink no more, anyway, no ... / and a couple of Stellas a week isn't even drinking, is it?[2], and, listen! ... I know no one, of all the people ... in the area, out there / and ... do you see me complaining?[1], and, man ... I stay in, working, yes, yes, yes[2], and, ha, ha, ha ... no, no, no[1], and, listen! ... I know no one, of all the people ... in the area, out there / and ... do you see me complaining?[2], and a-ROUND here ... in my soul, in my mind, whatever ... there might be room ... for one more[1], and, ha, ha, ha ... no, no, no[2], and, ah ... someone special![1], and a-ROUND here ... in my soul, in my mind, whatever ... there might be room ... for one more[2], and, so ...[1], and, ah ... someone special![2], and Pena has reminded me ... we need affirmations![1], and, so ...[2], and I've got mine![1], and Pena has reminded me ... we need affirmations![2], and, uh ...[1], and I've got mine![2], and if this ... is fragments ... fine - !!! ... because ... they ... all ... make ... perfect sense ... to me[1], and, uh ...[2], and believe it![1], and if this ... is fragments ... fine - !!! ... because ... they ... all ... make ... per fect sen se ... to me[2], and I'll get my own castle ... Spain ... for holidays / and, oh ... a nice little break from Malibu, why not?[1], and believe it![2], and, well ...[1], and I'll get my own castle ... Spain ... for holidays / and, oh ... a nice little break from Malibu, why not?[2], and Tommy didn't have no self-esteem[1], and, well ...[2], and Pena would have screamed at him, and called him all the names under the sun[1], and Tommy didn't have no self-esteem[2], and I won't give him the opportunity to scream at me[1], and Pena would have screamed at him, and called him all the names under the sun[2], and, listen! ... I can be friends with Elon, or I can be friends with Tommy / and there is no middle ground[1], and I won't give him the opportunity to scream at me[2], and, well ... not for me[1], and, listen! ... I can be friends with Elon, or I can be friends with Tommy / and there is no middle ground[2], and, so, you, you, you ...[1], and, well ... not for me[2], and a-ROUND here ... I'm on my own, I suppose ... unless you're my eternal soulmate now?[1], and, so, you, you, you ...[2], and, uh ... ha![1], and a-ROUND here ... I'm on my own, I suppose ... unless you're my eternal soulmate now?[2], and I live in hope BECAUSE ... what else is there, in the cold world?[1], and, uh ... ha![2], and ... come on![1], and I live in hope BECAUSE ... what else is there, in the cold world?[2], and I watch it[3], and ... come on![2], and on my phone, so smart[3], and every time I goof off, or fall asleep, or get distracted[3], and then ... it's back to Vance/Musk[3], and I need to stay focused, and I need to keep moving ... / and there can be no falling away, into despair[3], and I don't drink no more, anyway, no ... / and a couple of Stellas a week isn't even drinking, is it?[3], and, man ... I stay in, working, yes, yes, yes[3], and, listen! ... I know no one, of all the people ... in the area, out there / and ... do you see me complaining?[3], and, ha, ha, ha ... no, no, no[3], and a-ROUND here ... in my soul, in my mind, whatever ... there might be room ... for one more[3], and, ah ... someone special![3], and, so ...[3], and Pena has reminded me ... we need affirmations![3], and I've got mine![3], and, uh ...[3], and if this ... is fragments ... fine - !!! ... because ... they ... all ... make ... p  e  r  f  e  c  t s  e  n  s  e ... to me[3], and believe it![3], and I'll get my own castle ... Spain ... for holidays / and, oh ... a nice little break from Malibu, why not?[3], and, well ...[3], and Tommy didn't have no self-esteem[3], and Pena would have screamed at him, and called him all the names under the sun[3], and I won't give him the opportunity to scream at me[3], and, listen! ... I can be friends with Elon, or I can be friends with Tommy / and there is no middle ground[3], and, well ... not for me[3], and, so, you, you, you ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... I'm on my own, I suppose ... unless you're my eternal soulmate now?[3], and, uh ... ha![3], and I live in hope BECAUSE ... what else is there, in the cold world?[3], and ... come on![3], and

And I watch it[1], and on my phone, so smart[1], and I watch it[2], and every time I goof off, or fall asleep, or get distracted[1], and on my phone, so smart[2], and then ... it's back to Vance/Musk[1], and every time I goof off, or fall asleep, or get distracted[2], and I need to stay focused, and I need to keep moving ... / and there can be no falling away, into despair[1], and then ... it's back to Vance/Musk[2], and I don't drink no more, anyway, no ... / and a couple of Stellas a week isn't even drinking, is it?[1], and I need to stay focused, and I need to keep moving ... / and there can be no falling away, into despair[2], and, man ... I stay in, working, yes, yes, yes[1], and I don't drink no more, anyway, no ... / and a couple of Stellas a week isn't even drinking, is it?[2], and, listen! ... I know no one, of all the people ... in the area, out there / and ... do you see me complaining?[1], and, man ... I stay in, working, yes, yes, yes[2], and, ha, ha, ha ... no, no, no[1], and, listen! ... I know no one, of all the people ... in the area, out there / and ... do you see me complaining?[2], and a-ROUND here ... in my soul, in my mind, whatever ... there might be room ... for one more[1], and, ha, ha, ha ... no, no, no[2], and, ah ... someone special![1], and a-ROUND here ... in my soul, in my mind, whatever ... there might be room ... for one more[2], and, so ...[1], and, ah ... someone special![2], and Pena has reminded me ... we need affirmations![1], and, so ...[2], and I've got mine![1], and Pena has reminded me ... we need affirmations![2], and, uh ...[1], and I've got mine![2], and if this ... is fragments ... fine - !!! ... because ... they ... all ... make ... perfect sense ... to me[1], and, uh ...[2], and believe it![1], and if this ... is fragments ... fine - !!! ... because ... they ... all ... make ... per fect sen se ... to me[2], and I'll get my own castle ... Spain ... for holidays / and, oh ... a nice little break from Malibu, why not?[1], and believe it![2], and, well ...[1], and I'll get my own castle ... Spain ... for holidays / and, oh ... a nice little break from Malibu, why not?[2], and Tommy didn't have no self-esteem[1], and, well ...[2], and Pena would have screamed at him, and called him all the names under the sun[1], and Tommy didn't have no self-esteem[2], and I won't give him the opportunity to scream at me[1], and Pena would have screamed at him, and called him all the names under the sun[2], and, listen! ... I can be friends with Elon, or I can be friends with Tommy / and there is no middle ground[1], and I won't give him the opportunity to scream at me[2], and, well ... not for me[1], and, listen! ... I can be friends with Elon, or I can be friends with Tommy / and there is no middle ground[2], and, so, you, you, you ...[1], and, well ... not for me[2], and a-ROUND here ... I'm on my own, I suppose ... unless you're my eternal soulmate now?[1], and, so, you, you, you ...[2], and, uh ... ha![1], and a-ROUND here ... I'm on my own, I suppose ... unless you're my eternal soulmate now?[2], and I live in hope BECAUSE ... what else is there, in the cold world?[1], and, uh ... ha![2], and ... come on![1], and I live in hope BECAUSE ... what else is there, in the cold world?[2], and I watch it[3], and ... come on![2], and on my phone, so smart[3], and every time I goof off, or fall asleep, or get distracted[3], and then ... it's back to Vance/Musk[3], and I need to stay focused, and I need to keep moving ... / and there can be no falling away, into despair[3], and I don't drink no more, anyway, no ... / and a couple of Stellas a week isn't even drinking, is it?[3], and, man ... I stay in, working, yes, yes, yes[3], and, listen! ... I know no one, of all the people ... in the area, out there / and ... do you see me complaining?[3], and, ha, ha, ha ... no, no, no[3], and a-ROUND here ... in my soul, in my mind, whatever ... there might be room ... for one more[3], and, ah ... someone special![3], and, so ...[3], and Pena has reminded me ... we need affirmations![3], and I've got mine![3], and, uh ...[3], and if this ... is fragments ... fine - !!! ... because ... they ... all ... make ... p  e  r  f  e  c  t s  e  n  s  e ... to me[3], and believe it![3], and I'll get my own castle ... Spain ... for holidays / and, oh ... a nice little break from Malibu, why not?[3], and, well ...[3], and Tommy didn't have no self-esteem[3], and Pena would have screamed at him, and called him all the names under the sun[3], and I won't give him the opportunity to scream at me[3], and, listen! ... I can be friends with Elon, or I can be friends with Tommy / and there is no middle ground[3], and, well ... not for me[3], and, so, you, you, you ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... I'm on my own, I suppose ... unless you're my eternal soulmate now?[3], and, uh ... ha![3], and I live in hope BECAUSE ... what else is there, in the cold world?[3], and ... come on![3], and