Monday 14 February 2022

[No. 976] Almost like being asleep

Where am I?!

And hello, hello[1], and I'm not as gone as I would like[1], and hello, hello[2], and with eyes closed floating softly on a cloud I'm here awake I suppose but not really feeling it[1], and I'm not as gone as I would like[2], and goodbye! ... I've already had enough of your company[1], and with eyes closed floating softly on a cloud I'm here awake I suppose but not really feeling it[2], and readers, uh, spinners ... stuck to me like glue, stuck to me like bosom buddies so sick with love[1], and goodbye! ... I've already had enough of your company[2], and let me be free, please![1], and readers, uh, spinners ... stuck to me like glue, stuck to me like bosom buddies so sick with love[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I was actually asleep, you know ... awhile ago, yes[1], and let me be free, please![2], and now my eyes are open!!![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I was actually asleep, you know ... awhile ago, yes[2], and don't leave me ... you can be as stuck and as sick as you want ... and the reality I make is an awful jam[1], and now my eyes are open!!![2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ...[1], and don't leave me ... you can be as stuck and as sick as you want ... and the reality I make is an awful jam[2], and would it better to have no jam at all??? ... not to be fixed anywhere ... floating away ... not here, not even ... there![1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ...[2], and one day ... I'd rather not imagine[1], and would it better to have no jam at all??? ... not to be fixed anywhere ... floating away ... not here, not even ... there![2], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... give me something to hold on to ... a thought or two ... a few silly words maybe ... I'm not fussy[1], and one day ... I'd rather not imagine[2], and it's ...[1], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... give me something to hold on to ... a thought or two ... a few silly words maybe ... I'm not fussy[2], and almost like ... a sort of ... I can't say ... I won't say ... I refuse to say!!! ... ha, ha, ha ... it's power![1], and it's ...[2], and ... 'Congratulations'[1], and almost like ... a sort of ... I can't say ... I won't say ... I refuse to say!!! ... ha, ha, ha ... it's power![2], and I had power over myself ... for a moment there ... did you witness it? / and ... was that me?[1], and ... 'Congratulations'[2], and -[1], and I had power over myself ... for a moment there ... did you witness it? / and ... was that me?[2], and then the laptop blacked out and words were lost but more words are coming ...[1], and -[2], and, uh, uh, uh ... ... ...[1], and then the laptop blacked out and words were lost but more words are coming ...[2], and ... I'm back!!![1], and, uh, uh, uh ... ... ...[2], and I will try to remember ... try to get my mind back ... to somewhere like I was ... and is this it?[1], and ... I'm back!!![2], and I'm lost ... I've lost it ... those magical words![1], and I will try to remember ... try to get my mind back ... to somewhere like I was ... and is this it?[2], and here I am ... oh, I remember twice[1], and I'm lost ... I've lost it ... those magical words![2], and here I am ... and I'm not GONE ... and I am awake ... and I'm still spinning ... and I didn't lose power, not me, it was the[1], and here I am ... oh, I remember twice[2], and ... why did that happen, man?![1], and here I am ... and I'm not GONE ... and I am awake ... and I'm still spinning ... and I didn't lose power, not me, it was the[2], and I can't remember ... I really have forgotten ... and this is terrible ... the jam died ... and how terrible, to have no jam to be stuck in![1], and ... why did that happen, man?![2], and ... does this make sense to someone? Come on![1], and I can't remember ... I really have forgotten ... and this is terrible ... the jam died ... and how terrible, to have no jam to be stuck in![2], and I was asking ... is that really you? ... yes, yes, yes ... I remember ... "Is that really you?"[1], and ... does this make sense to someone? Come on![2], and then I said ... "I doubt it very much" ... ha, ha, ha![1], and I was asking ... is that really you? ... yes, yes, yes ... I remember ... "Is that really you?"[2], and ... 'Don't laugh, Mikey'[1], and then I said ... "I doubt it very much" ... ha, ha, ha![2], and never, never, never ... there were three of them, three nevers ... ah, mind![1], and ... 'Don't laugh, Mikey'[2], and, now ...[1], and never, never, never ... there were three of them, three nevers ... ah, mind![2], and hello, hello[3], and, now ...[2], and I'm not as gone as I would like[3], and with eyes closed floating softly on a cloud I'm here awake I suppose but not really feeling it[3], and goodbye! ... I've already had enough of your company[3], and readers, uh, spinners ... stuck to me like glue, stuck to me like bosom buddies so sick with love[3], and let me be free, please![3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I was actually asleep, you know ... awhile ago, yes[3], and now my eyes are open!!![3], and don't leave me ... you can be as stuck and as sick as you want ... and the reality I make is an awful jam[3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ...[3], and would it better to have no jam at all??? ... not to be fixed anywhere ... floating away ... not here, not even ... there![3], and one day ... I'd rather not imagine[3], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... give me something to hold on to ... a thought or two ... a few silly words maybe ... I'm not fussy[3], and it's ...[3], and almost like ... a sort of ... I can't say ... I won't say ... I refuse to say!!! ... ha, ha, ha ... it's power![3], and ... 'Congratulations'[3], and I had power over myself ... for a moment there ... did you witness it? / and ... was that me?[3], and -[3], and then the laptop blacked out and words were lost but more words are coming ...[3], and, uh, uh, uh ... ... ...[3], and ... I'm back!!![3], and I will try to remember ... try to get my mind back ... to somewhere like I was ... and is this it?[3], and I'm lost ... I've lost it ... those magical words![3], and here I am ... oh, I remember twice[3], and here I am ... and I'm not GONE ... and I am awake ... and I'm still spinning ... and I didn't lose power, not me, it was the[3], and ... why did that happen, man?![3], and I can't remember ... I really have forgotten ... and this is terrible ... the jam died ... and how terrible, to have no jam to be stuck in![3], and ... does this make sense to someone? Come on![3], and I was asking ... is that really you? ... yes, yes, yes ... I remember ... "Is that really you?"[3], and then I said ... "I doubt it very much" ... ha, ha, ha![3], and ... 'Don't laugh, Mikey'[3], and never, never, never ... there were three of them, three nevers ... ah, mind![3], and, now ...[3], and

And hello, hello[1], and I'm not as gone as I would like[1], and hello, hello[2], and with eyes closed floating softly on a cloud I'm here awake I suppose but not really feeling it[1], and I'm not as gone as I would like[2], and goodbye! ... I've already had enough of your company[1], and with eyes closed floating softly on a cloud I'm here awake I suppose but not really feeling it[2], and readers, uh, spinners ... stuck to me like glue, stuck to me like bosom buddies so sick with love[1], and goodbye! ... I've already had enough of your company[2], and let me be free, please![1], and readers, uh, spinners ... stuck to me like glue, stuck to me like bosom buddies so sick with love[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I was actually asleep, you know ... awhile ago, yes[1], and let me be free, please![2], and now my eyes are open!!![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I was actually asleep, you know ... awhile ago, yes[2], and don't leave me ... you can be as stuck and as sick as you want ... and the reality I make is an awful jam[1], and now my eyes are open!!![2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ...[1], and don't leave me ... you can be as stuck and as sick as you want ... and the reality I make is an awful jam[2], and would it better to have no jam at all??? ... not to be fixed anywhere ... floating away ... not here, not even ... there![1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ...[2], and one day ... I'd rather not imagine[1], and would it better to have no jam at all??? ... not to be fixed anywhere ... floating away ... not here, not even ... there![2], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... give me something to hold on to ... a thought or two ... a few silly words maybe ... I'm not fussy[1], and one day ... I'd rather not imagine[2], and it's ...[1], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... give me something to hold on to ... a thought or two ... a few silly words maybe ... I'm not fussy[2], and almost like ... a sort of ... I can't say ... I won't say ... I refuse to say!!! ... ha, ha, ha ... it's power![1], and it's ...[2], and ... 'Congratulations'[1], and almost like ... a sort of ... I can't say ... I won't say ... I refuse to say!!! ... ha, ha, ha ... it's power![2], and I had power over myself ... for a moment there ... did you witness it? / and ... was that me?[1], and ... 'Congratulations'[2], and -[1], and I had power over myself ... for a moment there ... did you witness it? / and ... was that me?[2], and then the laptop blacked out and words were lost but more words are coming ...[1], and -[2], and, uh, uh, uh ... ... ...[1], and then the laptop blacked out and words were lost but more words are coming ...[2], and ... I'm back!!![1], and, uh, uh, uh ... ... ...[2], and I will try to remember ... try to get my mind back ... to somewhere like I was ... and is this it?[1], and ... I'm back!!![2], and I'm lost ... I've lost it ... those magical words![1], and I will try to remember ... try to get my mind back ... to somewhere like I was ... and is this it?[2], and here I am ... oh, I remember twice[1], and I'm lost ... I've lost it ... those magical words![2], and here I am ... and I'm not GONE ... and I am awake ... and I'm still spinning ... and I didn't lose power, not me, it was the[1], and here I am ... oh, I remember twice[2], and ... why did that happen, man?![1], and here I am ... and I'm not GONE ... and I am awake ... and I'm still spinning ... and I didn't lose power, not me, it was the[2], and I can't remember ... I really have forgotten ... and this is terrible ... the jam died ... and how terrible, to have no jam to be stuck in![1], and ... why did that happen, man?![2], and ... does this make sense to someone? Come on![1], and I can't remember ... I really have forgotten ... and this is terrible ... the jam died ... and how terrible, to have no jam to be stuck in![2], and I was asking ... is that really you? ... yes, yes, yes ... I remember ... "Is that really you?"[1], and ... does this make sense to someone? Come on![2], and then I said ... "I doubt it very much" ... ha, ha, ha![1], and I was asking ... is that really you? ... yes, yes, yes ... I remember ... "Is that really you?"[2], and ... 'Don't laugh, Mikey'[1], and then I said ... "I doubt it very much" ... ha, ha, ha![2], and never, never, never ... there were three of them, three nevers ... ah, mind![1], and ... 'Don't laugh, Mikey'[2], and, now ...[1], and never, never, never ... there were three of them, three nevers ... ah, mind![2], and hello, hello[3], and, now ...[2], and I'm not as gone as I would like[3], and with eyes closed floating softly on a cloud I'm here awake I suppose but not really feeling it[3], and goodbye! ... I've already had enough of your company[3], and readers, uh, spinners ... stuck to me like glue, stuck to me like bosom buddies so sick with love[3], and let me be free, please![3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I was actually asleep, you know ... awhile ago, yes[3], and now my eyes are open!!![3], and don't leave me ... you can be as stuck and as sick as you want ... and the reality I make is an awful jam[3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ...[3], and would it better to have no jam at all??? ... not to be fixed anywhere ... floating away ... not here, not even ... there![3], and one day ... I'd rather not imagine[3], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... give me something to hold on to ... a thought or two ... a few silly words maybe ... I'm not fussy[3], and it's ...[3], and almost like ... a sort of ... I can't say ... I won't say ... I refuse to say!!! ... ha, ha, ha ... it's power![3], and ... 'Congratulations'[3], and I had power over myself ... for a moment there ... did you witness it? / and ... was that me?[3], and -[3], and then the laptop blacked out and words were lost but more words are coming ...[3], and, uh, uh, uh ... ... ...[3], and ... I'm back!!![3], and I will try to remember ... try to get my mind back ... to somewhere like I was ... and is this it?[3], and I'm lost ... I've lost it ... those magical words![3], and here I am ... oh, I remember twice[3], and here I am ... and I'm not GONE ... and I am awake ... and I'm still spinning ... and I didn't lose power, not me, it was the[3], and ... why did that happen, man?![3], and I can't remember ... I really have forgotten ... and this is terrible ... the jam died ... and how terrible, to have no jam to be stuck in![3], and ... does this make sense to someone? Come on![3], and I was asking ... is that really you? ... yes, yes, yes ... I remember ... "Is that really you?"[3], and then I said ... "I doubt it very much" ... ha, ha, ha![3], and ... 'Don't laugh, Mikey'[3], and never, never, never ... there were three of them, three nevers ... ah, mind![3], and, now ...[3], and

And hello, hello[1], and I'm not as gone as I would like[1], and hello, hello[2], and with eyes closed floating softly on a cloud I'm here awake I suppose but not really feeling it[1], and I'm not as gone as I would like[2], and goodbye! ... I've already had enough of your company[1], and with eyes closed floating softly on a cloud I'm here awake I suppose but not really feeling it[2], and readers, uh, spinners ... stuck to me like glue, stuck to me like bosom buddies so sick with love[1], and goodbye! ... I've already had enough of your company[2], and let me be free, please![1], and readers, uh, spinners ... stuck to me like glue, stuck to me like bosom buddies so sick with love[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I was actually asleep, you know ... awhile ago, yes[1], and let me be free, please![2], and now my eyes are open!!![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I was actually asleep, you know ... awhile ago, yes[2], and don't leave me ... you can be as stuck and as sick as you want ... and the reality I make is an awful jam[1], and now my eyes are open!!![2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ...[1], and don't leave me ... you can be as stuck and as sick as you want ... and the reality I make is an awful jam[2], and would it better to have no jam at all??? ... not to be fixed anywhere ... floating away ... not here, not even ... there![1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ...[2], and one day ... I'd rather not imagine[1], and would it better to have no jam at all??? ... not to be fixed anywhere ... floating away ... not here, not even ... there![2], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... give me something to hold on to ... a thought or two ... a few silly words maybe ... I'm not fussy[1], and one day ... I'd rather not imagine[2], and it's ...[1], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... give me something to hold on to ... a thought or two ... a few silly words maybe ... I'm not fussy[2], and almost like ... a sort of ... I can't say ... I won't say ... I refuse to say!!! ... ha, ha, ha ... it's power![1], and it's ...[2], and ... 'Congratulations'[1], and almost like ... a sort of ... I can't say ... I won't say ... I refuse to say!!! ... ha, ha, ha ... it's power![2], and I had power over myself ... for a moment there ... did you witness it? / and ... was that me?[1], and ... 'Congratulations'[2], and -[1], and I had power over myself ... for a moment there ... did you witness it? / and ... was that me?[2], and then the laptop blacked out and words were lost but more words are coming ...[1], and -[2], and, uh, uh, uh ... ... ...[1], and then the laptop blacked out and words were lost but more words are coming ...[2], and ... I'm back!!![1], and, uh, uh, uh ... ... ...[2], and I will try to remember ... try to get my mind back ... to somewhere like I was ... and is this it?[1], and ... I'm back!!![2], and I'm lost ... I've lost it ... those magical words![1], and I will try to remember ... try to get my mind back ... to somewhere like I was ... and is this it?[2], and here I am ... oh, I remember twice[1], and I'm lost ... I've lost it ... those magical words![2], and here I am ... and I'm not GONE ... and I am awake ... and I'm still spinning ... and I didn't lose power, not me, it was the[1], and here I am ... oh, I remember twice[2], and ... why did that happen, man?![1], and here I am ... and I'm not GONE ... and I am awake ... and I'm still spinning ... and I didn't lose power, not me, it was the[2], and I can't remember ... I really have forgotten ... and this is terrible ... the jam died ... and how terrible, to have no jam to be stuck in![1], and ... why did that happen, man?![2], and ... does this make sense to someone? Come on![1], and I can't remember ... I really have forgotten ... and this is terrible ... the jam died ... and how terrible, to have no jam to be stuck in![2], and I was asking ... is that really you? ... yes, yes, yes ... I remember ... "Is that really you?"[1], and ... does this make sense to someone? Come on![2], and then I said ... "I doubt it very much" ... ha, ha, ha![1], and I was asking ... is that really you? ... yes, yes, yes ... I remember ... "Is that really you?"[2], and ... 'Don't laugh, Mikey'[1], and then I said ... "I doubt it very much" ... ha, ha, ha![2], and never, never, never ... there were three of them, three nevers ... ah, mind![1], and ... 'Don't laugh, Mikey'[2], and, now ...[1], and never, never, never ... there were three of them, three nevers ... ah, mind![2], and hello, hello[3], and, now ...[2], and I'm not as gone as I would like[3], and with eyes closed floating softly on a cloud I'm here awake I suppose but not really feeling it[3], and goodbye! ... I've already had enough of your company[3], and readers, uh, spinners ... stuck to me like glue, stuck to me like bosom buddies so sick with love[3], and let me be free, please![3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and I was actually asleep, you know ... awhile ago, yes[3], and now my eyes are open!!![3], and don't leave me ... you can be as stuck and as sick as you want ... and the reality I make is an awful jam[3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ...[3], and would it better to have no jam at all??? ... not to be fixed anywhere ... floating away ... not here, not even ... there![3], and one day ... I'd rather not imagine[3], and, you, you, YOU(!) ... give me something to hold on to ... a thought or two ... a few silly words maybe ... I'm not fussy[3], and it's ...[3], and almost like ... a sort of ... I can't say ... I won't say ... I refuse to say!!! ... ha, ha, ha ... it's power![3], and ... 'Congratulations'[3], and I had power over myself ... for a moment there ... did you witness it? / and ... was that me?[3], and -[3], and then the laptop blacked out and words were lost but more words are coming ...[3], and, uh, uh, uh ... ... ...[3], and ... I'm back!!![3], and I will try to remember ... try to get my mind back ... to somewhere like I was ... and is this it?[3], and I'm lost ... I've lost it ... those magical words![3], and here I am ... oh, I remember twice[3], and here I am ... and I'm not GONE ... and I am awake ... and I'm still spinning ... and I didn't lose power, not me, it was the[3], and ... why did that happen, man?![3], and I can't remember ... I really have forgotten ... and this is terrible ... the jam died ... and how terrible, to have no jam to be stuck in![3], and ... does this make sense to someone? Come on![3], and I was asking ... is that really you? ... yes, yes, yes ... I remember ... "Is that really you?"[3], and then I said ... "I doubt it very much" ... ha, ha, ha![3], and ... 'Don't laugh, Mikey'[3], and never, never, never ... there were three of them, three nevers ... ah, mind![3], and, now ...[3], and