Monday 28 February 2022

[No. 980] High consciousness is a curse

Low minds and shitshows.

And, uh, uh[1], and it's all too much - !!![1], and, uh, uh[2], and, well ...[1], and it's all too much - !!![2], and I see more than I want to see, Christ! ... and as a result ... know more than I want to know[1], and, well ...[2], and I can't look away[1], and I see more than I want to see, Christ! ... and as a result ... know more than I want to know[2], and peering into a low mind isn't my idea of fun ... but I have no choice ... they are everywhere![1], and I can't look away[2], and idiots are fascinating[1], and peering into a low mind isn't my idea of fun ... but I have no choice ... they are everywhere![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and even here ... their thoughts and opinions reach me[1], and idiots are fascinating[2], and it's all noise to me[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and even here ... their thoughts and opinions reach me[2], and they say, they say ... ah, we must, we must ... do something or other ... but I just look at them[1], and it's all noise to me[2], and I almost can't believe ...[1], and they say, they say ... ah, we must, we must ... do something or other ... but I just look at them[2], and it's horror[1], and I almost can't believe ...[2], and modern life has weakened them ... made them like babies[1], and it's horror[2], and ... Have they no wisdom???[1], and modern life has weakened them ... made them like babies[2], and a-ROUND ... here I am! ... and let me forget, please, cosmos! ... but I can't ... I'm cursed - !!![1], and ... Have they no wisdom???[2], and that killer ...[1], and a-ROUND ... here I am! ... and let me forget, please, cosmos! ... but I can't ... I'm cur sed - !!![2], and they have no insight into his character ...[1], and that killer ...[2], and they are so low[1], and they have no insight into his character ...[2], and a frozen face - surely that's a clue?[1], and they are so low[2], and he does not value the things they value and so will not behave in a way they can understand[1], and a frozen face - surely that's a clue?[2], and I must pull away ...[1], and he does not value the things they value and so will not behave in a way they can understand[2], and he hates humiliation more than death[1], and I must pull away ...[2], and, ah ... fuck it![1], and he hates humiliation more than death[2], and I must focus now ... NOW - !!! ... on myself, my interests ... and, or, or, or ... go insane![1], and, ah ... fuck it![2], and I want melodies![1], and I must focus now ... NOW - !!! ... on myself, my interests ... and, or, or, or ... go insane![2], and maybe the sea ... yes, the sea![1], and I want melodies![2], and the dolphins talk to each other ... but what do they say?[1], and maybe the sea ... yes, the sea![2], and the rock can't speak, obviously[1], and the dolphins talk to each other ... but what do they say?[2], and, actually ... silence is great![1], and the rock can't speak, obviously[2], and this will seem so absurd ... ha, ha, ha! ... I'll be honest though ... dolphins and rocks are my kind of people[1], and, actually ... silence is great![2], and I make no apology[1], and this will seem so absurd ... ha, ha, ha! ... I'll be honest though ... dolphins and rocks are my kind of people[2], and what do you want from me??? ... Oh, clowns, I'll never be in your circus[1], and I make no apology[2], and you're on your own[1], and what do you want from me??? ... Oh, clowns, I'll never be in your circus[2], and, uh, uh[3], and you're on your own[2], and it's all too much - !!![3], and, well ...[3], and I see more than I want to see, Christ! ... and as a result ... know more than I want to know[3], and I can't look away[3], and peering into a low mind isn't my idea of fun ... but I have no choice ... they are everywhere![3], and idiots are fascinating[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and even here ... their thoughts and opinions reach me[3], and it's all noise to me[3], and they say, they say ... ah, we must, we must ... do something or other ... but I just look at them[3], and I almost can't believe ...[3], and it's horror[3], and modern life has weakened them ... made them like babies[3], and ... Have they no wisdom???[3], and a-ROUND ... here I am! ... and let me forget, please, cosmos! ... but I can't ... I'm c  u  r  s  e  d - !!![3], and that killer ...[3], and they have no insight into his character ...[3], and they are so low[3], and a frozen face - surely that's a clue?[3], and he does not value the things they value and so will not behave in a way they can understand[3], and I must pull away ...[3], and he hates humiliation more than death[3], and, ah ... fuck it![3], and I must focus now ... NOW - !!! ... on myself, my interests ... and, or, or, or ... go insane![3], and I want melodies![3], and maybe the sea ... yes, the sea![3], and the dolphins talk to each other ... but what do they say?[3], and the rock can't speak, obviously[3], and, actually ... silence is great![3], and this will seem so absurd ... ha, ha, ha! ... I'll be honest though ... dolphins and rocks are my kind of people[3], and I make no apology[3], and what do you want from me??? ... Oh, clowns, I'll never be in your circus[3], and you're on your own[3], and

And, uh, uh[1], and it's all too much - !!![1], and, uh, uh[2], and, well ...[1], and it's all too much - !!![2], and I see more than I want to see, Christ! ... and as a result ... know more than I want to know[1], and, well ...[2], and I can't look away[1], and I see more than I want to see, Christ! ... and as a result ... know more than I want to know[2], and peering into a low mind isn't my idea of fun ... but I have no choice ... they are everywhere![1], and I can't look away[2], and idiots are fascinating[1], and peering into a low mind isn't my idea of fun ... but I have no choice ... they are everywhere![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and even here ... their thoughts and opinions reach me[1], and idiots are fascinating[2], and it's all noise to me[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and even here ... their thoughts and opinions reach me[2], and they say, they say ... ah, we must, we must ... do something or other ... but I just look at them[1], and it's all noise to me[2], and I almost can't believe ...[1], and they say, they say ... ah, we must, we must ... do something or other ... but I just look at them[2], and it's horror[1], and I almost can't believe ...[2], and modern life has weakened them ... made them like babies[1], and it's horror[2], and ... Have they no wisdom???[1], and modern life has weakened them ... made them like babies[2], and a-ROUND ... here I am! ... and let me forget, please, cosmos! ... but I can't ... I'm cursed - !!![1], and ... Have they no wisdom???[2], and that killer ...[1], and a-ROUND ... here I am! ... and let me forget, please, cosmos! ... but I can't ... I'm cur sed - !!![2], and they have no insight into his character ...[1], and that killer ...[2], and they are so low[1], and they have no insight into his character ...[2], and a frozen face - surely that's a clue?[1], and they are so low[2], and he does not value the things they value and so will not behave in a way they can understand[1], and a frozen face - surely that's a clue?[2], and I must pull away ...[1], and he does not value the things they value and so will not behave in a way they can understand[2], and he hates humiliation more than death[1], and I must pull away ...[2], and, ah ... fuck it![1], and he hates humiliation more than death[2], and I must focus now ... NOW - !!! ... on myself, my interests ... and, or, or, or ... go insane![1], and, ah ... fuck it![2], and I want melodies![1], and I must focus now ... NOW - !!! ... on myself, my interests ... and, or, or, or ... go insane![2], and maybe the sea ... yes, the sea![1], and I want melodies![2], and the dolphins talk to each other ... but what do they say?[1], and maybe the sea ... yes, the sea![2], and the rock can't speak, obviously[1], and the dolphins talk to each other ... but what do they say?[2], and, actually ... silence is great![1], and the rock can't speak, obviously[2], and this will seem so absurd ... ha, ha, ha! ... I'll be honest though ... dolphins and rocks are my kind of people[1], and, actually ... silence is great![2], and I make no apology[1], and this will seem so absurd ... ha, ha, ha! ... I'll be honest though ... dolphins and rocks are my kind of people[2], and what do you want from me??? ... Oh, clowns, I'll never be in your circus[1], and I make no apology[2], and you're on your own[1], and what do you want from me??? ... Oh, clowns, I'll never be in your circus[2], and, uh, uh[3], and you're on your own[2], and it's all too much - !!![3], and, well ...[3], and I see more than I want to see, Christ! ... and as a result ... know more than I want to know[3], and I can't look away[3], and peering into a low mind isn't my idea of fun ... but I have no choice ... they are everywhere![3], and idiots are fascinating[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and even here ... their thoughts and opinions reach me[3], and it's all noise to me[3], and they say, they say ... ah, we must, we must ... do something or other ... but I just look at them[3], and I almost can't believe ...[3], and it's horror[3], and modern life has weakened them ... made them like babies[3], and ... Have they no wisdom???[3], and a-ROUND ... here I am! ... and let me forget, please, cosmos! ... but I can't ... I'm c  u  r  s  e  d - !!![3], and that killer ...[3], and they have no insight into his character ...[3], and they are so low[3], and a frozen face - surely that's a clue?[3], and he does not value the things they value and so will not behave in a way they can understand[3], and I must pull away ...[3], and he hates humiliation more than death[3], and, ah ... fuck it![3], and I must focus now ... NOW - !!! ... on myself, my interests ... and, or, or, or ... go insane![3], and I want melodies![3], and maybe the sea ... yes, the sea![3], and the dolphins talk to each other ... but what do they say?[3], and the rock can't speak, obviously[3], and, actually ... silence is great![3], and this will seem so absurd ... ha, ha, ha! ... I'll be honest though ... dolphins and rocks are my kind of people[3], and I make no apology[3], and what do you want from me??? ... Oh, clowns, I'll never be in your circus[3], and you're on your own[3], and

And, uh, uh[1], and it's all too much - !!![1], and, uh, uh[2], and, well ...[1], and it's all too much - !!![2], and I see more than I want to see, Christ! ... and as a result ... know more than I want to know[1], and, well ...[2], and I can't look away[1], and I see more than I want to see, Christ! ... and as a result ... know more than I want to know[2], and peering into a low mind isn't my idea of fun ... but I have no choice ... they are everywhere![1], and I can't look away[2], and idiots are fascinating[1], and peering into a low mind isn't my idea of fun ... but I have no choice ... they are everywhere![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and even here ... their thoughts and opinions reach me[1], and idiots are fascinating[2], and it's all noise to me[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and even here ... their thoughts and opinions reach me[2], and they say, they say ... ah, we must, we must ... do something or other ... but I just look at them[1], and it's all noise to me[2], and I almost can't believe ...[1], and they say, they say ... ah, we must, we must ... do something or other ... but I just look at them[2], and it's horror[1], and I almost can't believe ...[2], and modern life has weakened them ... made them like babies[1], and it's horror[2], and ... Have they no wisdom???[1], and modern life has weakened them ... made them like babies[2], and a-ROUND ... here I am! ... and let me forget, please, cosmos! ... but I can't ... I'm cursed - !!![1], and ... Have they no wisdom???[2], and that killer ...[1], and a-ROUND ... here I am! ... and let me forget, please, cosmos! ... but I can't ... I'm cur sed - !!![2], and they have no insight into his character ...[1], and that killer ...[2], and they are so low[1], and they have no insight into his character ...[2], and a frozen face - surely that's a clue?[1], and they are so low[2], and he does not value the things they value and so will not behave in a way they can understand[1], and a frozen face - surely that's a clue?[2], and I must pull away ...[1], and he does not value the things they value and so will not behave in a way they can understand[2], and he hates humiliation more than death[1], and I must pull away ...[2], and, ah ... fuck it![1], and he hates humiliation more than death[2], and I must focus now ... NOW - !!! ... on myself, my interests ... and, or, or, or ... go insane![1], and, ah ... fuck it![2], and I want melodies![1], and I must focus now ... NOW - !!! ... on myself, my interests ... and, or, or, or ... go insane![2], and maybe the sea ... yes, the sea![1], and I want melodies![2], and the dolphins talk to each other ... but what do they say?[1], and maybe the sea ... yes, the sea![2], and the rock can't speak, obviously[1], and the dolphins talk to each other ... but what do they say?[2], and, actually ... silence is great![1], and the rock can't speak, obviously[2], and this will seem so absurd ... ha, ha, ha! ... I'll be honest though ... dolphins and rocks are my kind of people[1], and, actually ... silence is great![2], and I make no apology[1], and this will seem so absurd ... ha, ha, ha! ... I'll be honest though ... dolphins and rocks are my kind of people[2], and what do you want from me??? ... Oh, clowns, I'll never be in your circus[1], and I make no apology[2], and you're on your own[1], and what do you want from me??? ... Oh, clowns, I'll never be in your circus[2], and, uh, uh[3], and you're on your own[2], and it's all too much - !!![3], and, well ...[3], and I see more than I want to see, Christ! ... and as a result ... know more than I want to know[3], and I can't look away[3], and peering into a low mind isn't my idea of fun ... but I have no choice ... they are everywhere![3], and idiots are fascinating[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and even here ... their thoughts and opinions reach me[3], and it's all noise to me[3], and they say, they say ... ah, we must, we must ... do something or other ... but I just look at them[3], and I almost can't believe ...[3], and it's horror[3], and modern life has weakened them ... made them like babies[3], and ... Have they no wisdom???[3], and a-ROUND ... here I am! ... and let me forget, please, cosmos! ... but I can't ... I'm c  u  r  s  e  d - !!![3], and that killer ...[3], and they have no insight into his character ...[3], and they are so low[3], and a frozen face - surely that's a clue?[3], and he does not value the things they value and so will not behave in a way they can understand[3], and I must pull away ...[3], and he hates humiliation more than death[3], and, ah ... fuck it![3], and I must focus now ... NOW - !!! ... on myself, my interests ... and, or, or, or ... go insane![3], and I want melodies![3], and maybe the sea ... yes, the sea![3], and the dolphins talk to each other ... but what do they say?[3], and the rock can't speak, obviously[3], and, actually ... silence is great![3], and this will seem so absurd ... ha, ha, ha! ... I'll be honest though ... dolphins and rocks are my kind of people[3], and I make no apology[3], and what do you want from me??? ... Oh, clowns, I'll never be in your circus[3], and you're on your own[3], and