Reality changes when your brain changes

How is my brain today? Uh. Don't ask!

Listen ...

Maybe there is no reality.

Maybe there is no world.

Why are people asking me to get involved in their fantasy?

They believe in it, and that's fine. [Congratulations, guys!] But why do they need me to be a part of it? I see it for what it is.

Nothing.

It is nothing.

They've chosen it. Or they've built it. And that's great. I'm very happy for them. But I have my own life. I have my own reality. I don't need to be a part of their fantasy. And yet ... they still insist!

The arrogance is unbelievable.

"It's reality. It's the world." That's what they will tell you. And that's what they're asking me to believe in.

[You want my endorsement, guys???]

I used to have a brain like that. Well, maybe. But even when I was six or seven, I knew something wasn't quite right.

Actually, no ... I've never had a brain like that. Never! When you're four or five, you can't be expected to see what's going on. It doesn't matter what kind of brain you have at that age.

I remember certain adults - I won't name them ... they told me stuff about reality, about the world. You know?

I thought they were insane. Or at least a bit eccentric. Do you know what I mean? Perhaps you don't.

Listen! Maybe it will be better for you if you don't know what I mean.

Ah, never mind. It doesn't matter, really. What matters is that we're passing the time with words - yet again. Ha, ha, ha! What a life, eh?!

Never ever mind.

Do you mind, much?

It doesn't matter.

I've been thinking ... wouldn't it be funny if some artificial intelligence goon scanned this blog, and then was like ... "Oh, this is what humans are like. Good. I'll use this material."

Ha!

Those metal muthas don't stand a chance against me.

I was right - years ago - to come up with my idea for a BIG TEN or BIG TWENTY of songs.

And I'll be right again if I'm forced to become a poet.

Average artists will probably be destroyed though. I don't know.

Maybe we should smash the metal muthas into junk.

Bloody robots! I don't even want to talk to those clowns. Customer service? Do me a favour! They ain't got a clue.

But I must say ... Gary Numan is looking pretty cool these days. Do you know what I mean? Yeah, you know. A lot of people were sniffy about him, back in the day, like. But he had a great concept, didn't he?

Anyway ... 

It's nearly the ENDS ...

Time has passed, and

Words have been used.

Are you satisfied, kooks?

Or do you need a Jammie Dodger, too?

Well, I ain't got none.

'You bought Ginger Nuts today, boss!'

Shut up, Voice!

I was keeping those a secret.

ENDS

ENDS

ENDS

[No. 1,104] The greatest ever poet ... or poet ever???

Plan B. Within ten years?

And, yes, yes[1], and there's been poetry for thousands of years ...[1], and, yes, yes[2], and it can be taken further ... I mean, the quality[1], and there's been poetry for thousands of years ...[2], and I believe it can be done ... with my consciousness ... and my ambition ... and, oh ... my will![1], and it can be taken further ... I mean, the quality[2], and my word power ...[1], and I believe it can be done ... with my consciousness ... and my ambition ... and, oh ... my will![2], and if I've really snapped, of course[1], and my word power ...[2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... with my human intelligence???[1], and if I've really snapped, of course[2], and in league with the cosmos ... ???[1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... with my human intelligence???[2], and no metal mutha will be able to touch me ...[1], and in league with the cosmos ... ???[2], and yeah, yeah ... I believe in the impossible[1], and no metal mutha will be able to touch me ...[2], and gotta, gotta, gotta ... do it![1], and yeah, yeah ... I believe in the impossible[2], and I'm not normal, son[1], and gotta, gotta, gotta ... do it![2], and just like the Krishna guy ...[1], and I'm not normal, son[2], and I'm seriously crazy, daughter[1], and just like the Krishna guy ...[2], and, listen to me ...[1], and I'm seriously crazy, daughter[2], and if my situation turns to shit ... and I have to throw me guitar over the cliff, uh ... and watch it sink into the sea ...[1], and, listen to me ...[2], and ... ... ... Christ![1], and if my situation turns to shit ... and I have to throw me guitar over the cliff, uh ... and watch it sink into the sea ...[2], and I'll be sad about that, obviously, obviously, so ooo obviously ... but life goes on, you dig?[1], and ... ... ... Christ![2], and I'll stay hard[1], and I'll be sad about that, obviously, obviously, so ooo obviously ... but life goes on, you dig?[2], and Dante said ... you can't sit on a cushion[1], and I'll stay hard[2], and I'll sit on a rock ...[1], and Dante said ... you can't sit on a cushion[2], and with the first volume ... the best living poet[1], and I'll sit on a rock ...[2], and, oh ... why not?[1], and with the first volume ... the best living poet[2], and with the second volume ... a poet as good as ... Eliot or Yeats[1], and, oh ... why not?[2], and, oh, oh ... why not?[1], and with the second volume ... a poet as good as ... Eliot or Yeats[2], and with the third volume ... the greatest of all times![1], and, oh, oh ... why not?[2], and, oh, oh, oh ... why not?[1], and with the third volume ... the greatest of all times![2], and somewhere between 120 and 150 poems ... but, but, BUT(!) ... all killer, man ... no filler[1], and, oh, oh, oh ... why not?[2], and ... 'Oh, I don't know ... ... ... Really, Mikey???'[1], and somewhere between 120 and 150 poems ... but, but, BUT(!) ... all killer, man ... no filler[2], and ... Voice, listen ...[1], and ... 'Oh, I don't know ... ... ... Really, Mikey???'[2], and I'll have to be ... GONE(!)[1], and ... Voice, listen ...[2], and ... 'That goes without saying'[1], and I'll have to be ... GONE(!)[2], and, yes, yes ... I will have to be so ooo utterly GONE(!) in my mind, and my soul ... like the Krishna guy![1], and ... 'That goes without saying'[2], and ... you dig?[1], and, yes, yes ... I will have to be so ooo utterly GONE(!) in my mind, and my soul ... like the Krishna guy![2], and ... 'You can do it!'[1], and ... you dig?[2], and, yes, yes ... I can do it![1], and ... 'You can do it!'[2], and, COME ON - !!![1], and, yes, yes ... I can do it![2], and, yes, yes[3], and, COME ON - !!![2], and there's been poetry for thousands of years ...[3], and it can be taken further ... I mean, the quality[3], and I believe it can be done ... with my consciousness ... and my ambition ... and, oh ... my will![3], and my word power ...[3], and if I've really snapped, of course[3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... with my human intelligence???[3], and in league with the cosmos ... ???[3], and no metal mutha will be able to touch me ...[3], and yeah, yeah ... I believe in the impossible[3], and gotta, gotta, gotta ... do it![3], and I'm not normal, son[3], and just like the Krishna guy ...[3], and I'm seriously crazy, daughter[3], and, listen to me ...[3], and if my situation turns to shit ... and I have to throw me guitar over the cliff, uh ... and watch it sink into the sea ...[3], and ... ... ... Christ![3], and I'll be sad about that, obviously, obviously, so ooo obviously ... but life goes on, you dig?[3], and I'll stay hard[3], and Dante said ... you can't sit on a cushion[3], and I'll sit on a rock ...[3], and with the first volume ... the best living poet[3], and, oh ... why not?[3], and with the second volume ... a poet as good as ... Eliot or Yeats[3], and, oh, oh ... why not?[3], and with the third volume ... the greatest of all times![3], and, oh, oh, oh ... why not?[3], and somewhere between 120 and 150 poems ... but, but, BUT(!) ... all killer, man ... no filler[3], and ... 'Oh, I don't know ... ... ... Really, Mikey???'[3], and ... Voice, listen ...[3], and I'll have to be ... GONE(!)[3], and ... 'That goes without saying'[3], and, yes, yes ... I will have to be so ooo utterly GONE(!) in my mind, and my soul ... like the Krishna guy![3], and ... you dig?[3], and ... 'You can do it!'[3], and, yes, yes ... I can do it![3], and, COME ON - !!![3], and

And, yes, yes[1], and there's been poetry for thousands of years ...[1], and, yes, yes[2], and it can be taken further ... I mean, the quality[1], and there's been poetry for thousands of years ...[2], and I believe it can be done ... with my consciousness ... and my ambition ... and, oh ... my will![1], and it can be taken further ... I mean, the quality[2], and my word power ...[1], and I believe it can be done ... with my consciousness ... and my ambition ... and, oh ... my will![2], and if I've really snapped, of course[1], and my word power ...[2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... with my human intelligence???[1], and if I've really snapped, of course[2], and in league with the cosmos ... ???[1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... with my human intelligence???[2], and no metal mutha will be able to touch me ...[1], and in league with the cosmos ... ???[2], and yeah, yeah ... I believe in the impossible[1], and no metal mutha will be able to touch me ...[2], and gotta, gotta, gotta ... do it![1], and yeah, yeah ... I believe in the impossible[2], and I'm not normal, son[1], and gotta, gotta, gotta ... do it![2], and just like the Krishna guy ...[1], and I'm not normal, son[2], and I'm seriously crazy, daughter[1], and just like the Krishna guy ...[2], and, listen to me ...[1], and I'm seriously crazy, daughter[2], and if my situation turns to shit ... and I have to throw me guitar over the cliff, uh ... and watch it sink into the sea ...[1], and, listen to me ...[2], and ... ... ... Christ![1], and if my situation turns to shit ... and I have to throw me guitar over the cliff, uh ... and watch it sink into the sea ...[2], and I'll be sad about that, obviously, obviously, so ooo obviously ... but life goes on, you dig?[1], and ... ... ... Christ![2], and I'll stay hard[1], and I'll be sad about that, obviously, obviously, so ooo obviously ... but life goes on, you dig?[2], and Dante said ... you can't sit on a cushion[1], and I'll stay hard[2], and I'll sit on a rock ...[1], and Dante said ... you can't sit on a cushion[2], and with the first volume ... the best living poet[1], and I'll sit on a rock ...[2], and, oh ... why not?[1], and with the first volume ... the best living poet[2], and with the second volume ... a poet as good as ... Eliot or Yeats[1], and, oh ... why not?[2], and, oh, oh ... why not?[1], and with the second volume ... a poet as good as ... Eliot or Yeats[2], and with the third volume ... the greatest of all times![1], and, oh, oh ... why not?[2], and, oh, oh, oh ... why not?[1], and with the third volume ... the greatest of all times![2], and somewhere between 120 and 150 poems ... but, but, BUT(!) ... all killer, man ... no filler[1], and, oh, oh, oh ... why not?[2], and ... 'Oh, I don't know ... ... ... Really, Mikey???'[1], and somewhere between 120 and 150 poems ... but, but, BUT(!) ... all killer, man ... no filler[2], and ... Voice, listen ...[1], and ... 'Oh, I don't know ... ... ... Really, Mikey???'[2], and I'll have to be ... GONE(!)[1], and ... Voice, listen ...[2], and ... 'That goes without saying'[1], and I'll have to be ... GONE(!)[2], and, yes, yes ... I will have to be so ooo utterly GONE(!) in my mind, and my soul ... like the Krishna guy![1], and ... 'That goes without saying'[2], and ... you dig?[1], and, yes, yes ... I will have to be so ooo utterly GONE(!) in my mind, and my soul ... like the Krishna guy![2], and ... 'You can do it!'[1], and ... you dig?[2], and, yes, yes ... I can do it![1], and ... 'You can do it!'[2], and, COME ON - !!![1], and, yes, yes ... I can do it![2], and, yes, yes[3], and, COME ON - !!![2], and there's been poetry for thousands of years ...[3], and it can be taken further ... I mean, the quality[3], and I believe it can be done ... with my consciousness ... and my ambition ... and, oh ... my will![3], and my word power ...[3], and if I've really snapped, of course[3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... with my human intelligence???[3], and in league with the cosmos ... ???[3], and no metal mutha will be able to touch me ...[3], and yeah, yeah ... I believe in the impossible[3], and gotta, gotta, gotta ... do it![3], and I'm not normal, son[3], and just like the Krishna guy ...[3], and I'm seriously crazy, daughter[3], and, listen to me ...[3], and if my situation turns to shit ... and I have to throw me guitar over the cliff, uh ... and watch it sink into the sea ...[3], and ... ... ... Christ![3], and I'll be sad about that, obviously, obviously, so ooo obviously ... but life goes on, you dig?[3], and I'll stay hard[3], and Dante said ... you can't sit on a cushion[3], and I'll sit on a rock ...[3], and with the first volume ... the best living poet[3], and, oh ... why not?[3], and with the second volume ... a poet as good as ... Eliot or Yeats[3], and, oh, oh ... why not?[3], and with the third volume ... the greatest of all times![3], and, oh, oh, oh ... why not?[3], and somewhere between 120 and 150 poems ... but, but, BUT(!) ... all killer, man ... no filler[3], and ... 'Oh, I don't know ... ... ... Really, Mikey???'[3], and ... Voice, listen ...[3], and I'll have to be ... GONE(!)[3], and ... 'That goes without saying'[3], and, yes, yes ... I will have to be so ooo utterly GONE(!) in my mind, and my soul ... like the Krishna guy![3], and ... you dig?[3], and ... 'You can do it!'[3], and, yes, yes ... I can do it![3], and, COME ON - !!![3], and

And, yes, yes[1], and there's been poetry for thousands of years ...[1], and, yes, yes[2], and it can be taken further ... I mean, the quality[1], and there's been poetry for thousands of years ...[2], and I believe it can be done ... with my consciousness ... and my ambition ... and, oh ... my will![1], and it can be taken further ... I mean, the quality[2], and my word power ...[1], and I believe it can be done ... with my consciousness ... and my ambition ... and, oh ... my will![2], and if I've really snapped, of course[1], and my word power ...[2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... with my human intelligence???[1], and if I've really snapped, of course[2], and in league with the cosmos ... ???[1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... with my human intelligence???[2], and no metal mutha will be able to touch me ...[1], and in league with the cosmos ... ???[2], and yeah, yeah ... I believe in the impossible[1], and no metal mutha will be able to touch me ...[2], and gotta, gotta, gotta ... do it![1], and yeah, yeah ... I believe in the impossible[2], and I'm not normal, son[1], and gotta, gotta, gotta ... do it![2], and just like the Krishna guy ...[1], and I'm not normal, son[2], and I'm seriously crazy, daughter[1], and just like the Krishna guy ...[2], and, listen to me ...[1], and I'm seriously crazy, daughter[2], and if my situation turns to shit ... and I have to throw me guitar over the cliff, uh ... and watch it sink into the sea ...[1], and, listen to me ...[2], and ... ... ... Christ![1], and if my situation turns to shit ... and I have to throw me guitar over the cliff, uh ... and watch it sink into the sea ...[2], and I'll be sad about that, obviously, obviously, so ooo obviously ... but life goes on, you dig?[1], and ... ... ... Christ![2], and I'll stay hard[1], and I'll be sad about that, obviously, obviously, so ooo obviously ... but life goes on, you dig?[2], and Dante said ... you can't sit on a cushion[1], and I'll stay hard[2], and I'll sit on a rock ...[1], and Dante said ... you can't sit on a cushion[2], and with the first volume ... the best living poet[1], and I'll sit on a rock ...[2], and, oh ... why not?[1], and with the first volume ... the best living poet[2], and with the second volume ... a poet as good as ... Eliot or Yeats[1], and, oh ... why not?[2], and, oh, oh ... why not?[1], and with the second volume ... a poet as good as ... Eliot or Yeats[2], and with the third volume ... the greatest of all times![1], and, oh, oh ... why not?[2], and, oh, oh, oh ... why not?[1], and with the third volume ... the greatest of all times![2], and somewhere between 120 and 150 poems ... but, but, BUT(!) ... all killer, man ... no filler[1], and, oh, oh, oh ... why not?[2], and ... 'Oh, I don't know ... ... ... Really, Mikey???'[1], and somewhere between 120 and 150 poems ... but, but, BUT(!) ... all killer, man ... no filler[2], and ... Voice, listen ...[1], and ... 'Oh, I don't know ... ... ... Really, Mikey???'[2], and I'll have to be ... GONE(!)[1], and ... Voice, listen ...[2], and ... 'That goes without saying'[1], and I'll have to be ... GONE(!)[2], and, yes, yes ... I will have to be so ooo utterly GONE(!) in my mind, and my soul ... like the Krishna guy![1], and ... 'That goes without saying'[2], and ... you dig?[1], and, yes, yes ... I will have to be so ooo utterly GONE(!) in my mind, and my soul ... like the Krishna guy![2], and ... 'You can do it!'[1], and ... you dig?[2], and, yes, yes ... I can do it![1], and ... 'You can do it!'[2], and, COME ON - !!![1], and, yes, yes ... I can do it![2], and, yes, yes[3], and, COME ON - !!![2], and there's been poetry for thousands of years ...[3], and it can be taken further ... I mean, the quality[3], and I believe it can be done ... with my consciousness ... and my ambition ... and, oh ... my will![3], and my word power ...[3], and if I've really snapped, of course[3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... with my human intelligence???[3], and in league with the cosmos ... ???[3], and no metal mutha will be able to touch me ...[3], and yeah, yeah ... I believe in the impossible[3], and gotta, gotta, gotta ... do it![3], and I'm not normal, son[3], and just like the Krishna guy ...[3], and I'm seriously crazy, daughter[3], and, listen to me ...[3], and if my situation turns to shit ... and I have to throw me guitar over the cliff, uh ... and watch it sink into the sea ...[3], and ... ... ... Christ![3], and I'll be sad about that, obviously, obviously, so ooo obviously ... but life goes on, you dig?[3], and I'll stay hard[3], and Dante said ... you can't sit on a cushion[3], and I'll sit on a rock ...[3], and with the first volume ... the best living poet[3], and, oh ... why not?[3], and with the second volume ... a poet as good as ... Eliot or Yeats[3], and, oh, oh ... why not?[3], and with the third volume ... the greatest of all times![3], and, oh, oh, oh ... why not?[3], and somewhere between 120 and 150 poems ... but, but, BUT(!) ... all killer, man ... no filler[3], and ... 'Oh, I don't know ... ... ... Really, Mikey???'[3], and ... Voice, listen ...[3], and I'll have to be ... GONE(!)[3], and ... 'That goes without saying'[3], and, yes, yes ... I will have to be so ooo utterly GONE(!) in my mind, and my soul ... like the Krishna guy![3], and ... you dig?[3], and ... 'You can do it!'[3], and, yes, yes ... I can do it![3], and, COME ON - !!![3], and

I've snapped

Yeah, I've snapped.

I've got to believe - !!!

[It's going to be a struggle, staying snapped. What if I snap back to what I had before???]

I'm sure of it. This morning, I woke up ... to the usual chaos ... inner and outer.

My life, but ...

If you're going to snap, my friend(s) ... you're gonna need external and internal pressure.

[And support from the cosmos.]

Crushing you, you dig?

Practically crushing the life out of you. Well, that's what it feels like. However, what's really happening is ... all the trash is being pushed out of you. All the weakness. All the stupid beliefs. All the stupid thoughts and emotions. All the sadness. All the pain. All the bad memories.

[Well, that's the idea.]

And all that trash, man ... is replaced with iron!

You become an iron person.

'A robot?'

No! Shut up, Voice!

'Ha! A zombie then?'

Zombies are soft. We know that. Watch Shaun of the Dead.

'A rock, Mikey?'

Iron person!

You are reborn.

That's what happens.

It's a new life.

[I feel as fresh as a daisy ...]

I live for music now. I live for it! / I'll have to stop writing this blog soon. No electricity - soon. I'll replace it with poetry.

Plan A, and Plan B.

Plan C??? You don't even want to know, kook(s), and I ain't saying. I'm not even contemplating Plan C because it's too horrible.

Plan A takes up 99% of my mind.

Plan B takes up only 1%.

Why???

Because I've got to make Plan A work! That's obvious.

Plan C? Jesus! Stop thinking about Plan C, you idiot(s)!

Plan C is a sick joke. No one wants or needs a Plan C, you dig?

I must focus.

I must have strategy.

I must take massive action.

I can't be stopped.

I will not collapse.

I will not beg the sea for a massive favour.

I won't be a rock. I won't be a human rock. I will be an iron man. But I will sit on a rock.

'Iron comes from rocks.'

Shut up, Voice!

Okay, okay.

Out of the rock, I shall burst forth then ... an iron man!

'That makes more sense. Not much more, but ... ... ... When?'

Ha, ha, ha! This morning. I've already done it. When the alarm went off at half five.

'Congratulations, iron man!'

Thanks, Voice!

Anyway ...

Where was I?

Oh yes. I will sit on a rock. I will play me guitar. I will sing my songs. I will write new songs.

I will hold on to me guitar to get medinner.

'Pasty?'

And chips.

ENDS

ENDS

ENDS

[No. 1,103] They don't know me, son!

What could they know?

And ... you![1], and ... do they know you?[1], and ... you![2], and, yes ... the rotten slags of the world[1], and ... do they know you?[2], and let's be honest ... come on![1], and, yes ... the rotten slags of the world[2], and ... COME ON - !!![1], and let's be honest ... come on![2], and let's tell the truth about them ... they deserve it![1], and ... COME ON - !!![2], and, listen ...[1], and let's tell the truth about them ... they deserve it![2], and if you were really suffering ... crawling on the ground ... vultures above you ... Would they understand?[1], and, listen ...[2], and, er ... no![1], and if you were really suffering ... crawling on the ground ... vultures above you ... Would they understand?[2], and ... do they know ... where you're coming from?[1], and, er ... no![2], and, I mean ...[1], and ... do they know ... where you're coming from?[2], and with your pain ... yes, you got it, I know ... oh, I know[1], and, I mean ...[2], and say something - to them![1], and with your pain ... yes, you got it, I know ... oh, I know[2], and, do, do ... do they know ... where you're going ... with that great-ish will of yours?[1], and say something - to them![2], and, or ...[1], and, do, do ... do they know ... where you're going ... with that great-ish will of yours?[2], and ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...[1], and, or ...[2], and, or, or, or ... maybe you don't have no will at all! ... uh, it happens, my friend ... so don't feel bad[1], and ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...[2], and, feel ... a bit sad, sure[1], and, or, or, or ... maybe you don't have no will at all! ... uh, it happens, my friend ... so don't feel bad[2], and just a bit![1], and, feel ... a bit sad, sure[2], and, well ...[1], and just a bit![2], and ... ... ... LOOK AT ME - !!![1], and, well ...[2], and I can tell you, man ... no ones knows me ... don't know my soul ... and my brain is too big, obviously[1], and ... ... ... LOOK AT ME - !!![2], and ... my brain is way too big, seriously ... for my own good![1], and I can tell you, man ... no ones knows me ... don't know my soul ... and my brain is too big, obviously[2], and too big for them, ha![1], and ... my brain is way too big, seriously ... for my own good![2], and, just saying ...[1], and too big for them, ha![2], and it's a curse, yes ... well, it's big consciousness ... stored in the brain, I suppose ... or the soul ... What do I know?[1], and, just saying ...[2], and ... uh[1], and it's a curse, yes ... well, it's big consciousness ... stored in the brain, I suppose ... or the soul ... What do I know?[2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I know a lot, actually[1], and ... uh[2], and it doesn't matter where the consciousness is! ... What do we care? ... Just enjoy it, man[1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I know a lot, actually[2], and if you can ... I mean ... never mind[1], and it doesn't matter where the consciousness is! ... What do we care? ... Just enjoy it, man[2], and I ain't judging no one, son ... got no time for that ... too busy thinking about myself ... my problems, you dig?[1], and if you can ... I mean ... never mind[2], and, anyway ...[1], and I ain't judging no one, son ... got no time for that ... too busy thinking about myself ... my problems, you dig?[2], and all I can say ... ... ... is[1], and, anyway ...[2], and all I can spin ...[1], and all I can say ... ... ... is[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and they don't know me ... son![1], and all I can spin ...[2], and they don't know![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and they don't know me ... son![2], and, me, me, me ... How could they know???[1], and they don't know![2], and all right?[1], and, me, me, me ... How could they know???[2], and ... you![3], and all right?[2], and ... do they know you?[3], and, yes ... the rotten slags of the world[3], and let's be honest ... come on![3], and ... COME ON - !!![3], and let's tell the truth about them ... they deserve it![3], and, listen ...[3], and if you were really suffering ... crawling on the ground ... vultures above you ... Would they understand?[3], and, er ... no![3], and ... do they know ... where you're coming from?[3], and, I mean ...[3], and with your pain ... yes, you got it, I know ... oh, I know[3], and say something - to them![3], and, do, do ... do they know ... where you're going ... with that great-ish will of yours?[3], and, or ...[3], and ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...[3], and, or, or, or ... maybe you don't have no will at all! ... uh, it happens, my friend ... so don't feel bad[3], and, feel ... a bit sad, sure[3], and just a bit![3], and, well ...[3], and ... ... ... LOOK AT ME - !!![3], and I can tell you, man ... no ones knows me ... don't know my soul ... and my brain is too big, obviously[3], and ... my brain is way too big, seriously ... for my own good![3], and too big for them, ha![3], and, just saying ...[3], and it's a curse, yes ... well, it's big consciousness ... stored in the brain, I suppose ... or the soul ... What do I know?[3], and ... uh[3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I know a lot, actually[3], and it doesn't matter where the consciousness is! ... What do we care? ... Just enjoy it, man[3], and if you can ... I mean ... never mind[3], and I ain't judging no one, son ... got no time for that ... too busy thinking about myself ... my problems, you dig?[3], and, anyway ...[3], and all I can say ... ... ... is[3], and all I can spin ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and they don't know me ... son![3], and they don't know![3], and, me, me, me ... How could they know???[3], and all right?[3], and

And ... you![1], and ... do they know you?[1], and ... you![2], and, yes ... the rotten slags of the world[1], and ... do they know you?[2], and let's be honest ... come on![1], and, yes ... the rotten slags of the world[2], and ... COME ON - !!![1], and let's be honest ... come on![2], and let's tell the truth about them ... they deserve it![1], and ... COME ON - !!![2], and, listen ...[1], and let's tell the truth about them ... they deserve it![2], and if you were really suffering ... crawling on the ground ... vultures above you ... Would they understand?[1], and, listen ...[2], and, er ... no![1], and if you were really suffering ... crawling on the ground ... vultures above you ... Would they understand?[2], and ... do they know ... where you're coming from?[1], and, er ... no![2], and, I mean ...[1], and ... do they know ... where you're coming from?[2], and with your pain ... yes, you got it, I know ... oh, I know[1], and, I mean ...[2], and say something - to them![1], and with your pain ... yes, you got it, I know ... oh, I know[2], and, do, do ... do they know ... where you're going ... with that great-ish will of yours?[1], and say something - to them![2], and, or ...[1], and, do, do ... do they know ... where you're going ... with that great-ish will of yours?[2], and ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...[1], and, or ...[2], and, or, or, or ... maybe you don't have no will at all! ... uh, it happens, my friend ... so don't feel bad[1], and ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...[2], and, feel ... a bit sad, sure[1], and, or, or, or ... maybe you don't have no will at all! ... uh, it happens, my friend ... so don't feel bad[2], and just a bit![1], and, feel ... a bit sad, sure[2], and, well ...[1], and just a bit![2], and ... ... ... LOOK AT ME - !!![1], and, well ...[2], and I can tell you, man ... no ones knows me ... don't know my soul ... and my brain is too big, obviously[1], and ... ... ... LOOK AT ME - !!![2], and ... my brain is way too big, seriously ... for my own good![1], and I can tell you, man ... no ones knows me ... don't know my soul ... and my brain is too big, obviously[2], and too big for them, ha![1], and ... my brain is way too big, seriously ... for my own good![2], and, just saying ...[1], and too big for them, ha![2], and it's a curse, yes ... well, it's big consciousness ... stored in the brain, I suppose ... or the soul ... What do I know?[1], and, just saying ...[2], and ... uh[1], and it's a curse, yes ... well, it's big consciousness ... stored in the brain, I suppose ... or the soul ... What do I know?[2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I know a lot, actually[1], and ... uh[2], and it doesn't matter where the consciousness is! ... What do we care? ... Just enjoy it, man[1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I know a lot, actually[2], and if you can ... I mean ... never mind[1], and it doesn't matter where the consciousness is! ... What do we care? ... Just enjoy it, man[2], and I ain't judging no one, son ... got no time for that ... too busy thinking about myself ... my problems, you dig?[1], and if you can ... I mean ... never mind[2], and, anyway ...[1], and I ain't judging no one, son ... got no time for that ... too busy thinking about myself ... my problems, you dig?[2], and all I can say ... ... ... is[1], and, anyway ...[2], and all I can spin ...[1], and all I can say ... ... ... is[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and they don't know me ... son![1], and all I can spin ...[2], and they don't know![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and they don't know me ... son![2], and, me, me, me ... How could they know???[1], and they don't know![2], and all right?[1], and, me, me, me ... How could they know???[2], and ... you![3], and all right?[2], and ... do they know you?[3], and, yes ... the rotten slags of the world[3], and let's be honest ... come on![3], and ... COME ON - !!![3], and let's tell the truth about them ... they deserve it![3], and, listen ...[3], and if you were really suffering ... crawling on the ground ... vultures above you ... Would they understand?[3], and, er ... no![3], and ... do they know ... where you're coming from?[3], and, I mean ...[3], and with your pain ... yes, you got it, I know ... oh, I know[3], and say something - to them![3], and, do, do ... do they know ... where you're going ... with that great-ish will of yours?[3], and, or ...[3], and ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...[3], and, or, or, or ... maybe you don't have no will at all! ... uh, it happens, my friend ... so don't feel bad[3], and, feel ... a bit sad, sure[3], and just a bit![3], and, well ...[3], and ... ... ... LOOK AT ME - !!![3], and I can tell you, man ... no ones knows me ... don't know my soul ... and my brain is too big, obviously[3], and ... my brain is way too big, seriously ... for my own good![3], and too big for them, ha![3], and, just saying ...[3], and it's a curse, yes ... well, it's big consciousness ... stored in the brain, I suppose ... or the soul ... What do I know?[3], and ... uh[3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I know a lot, actually[3], and it doesn't matter where the consciousness is! ... What do we care? ... Just enjoy it, man[3], and if you can ... I mean ... never mind[3], and I ain't judging no one, son ... got no time for that ... too busy thinking about myself ... my problems, you dig?[3], and, anyway ...[3], and all I can say ... ... ... is[3], and all I can spin ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and they don't know me ... son![3], and they don't know![3], and, me, me, me ... How could they know???[3], and all right?[3], and

And ... you![1], and ... do they know you?[1], and ... you![2], and, yes ... the rotten slags of the world[1], and ... do they know you?[2], and let's be honest ... come on![1], and, yes ... the rotten slags of the world[2], and ... COME ON - !!![1], and let's be honest ... come on![2], and let's tell the truth about them ... they deserve it![1], and ... COME ON - !!![2], and, listen ...[1], and let's tell the truth about them ... they deserve it![2], and if you were really suffering ... crawling on the ground ... vultures above you ... Would they understand?[1], and, listen ...[2], and, er ... no![1], and if you were really suffering ... crawling on the ground ... vultures above you ... Would they understand?[2], and ... do they know ... where you're coming from?[1], and, er ... no![2], and, I mean ...[1], and ... do they know ... where you're coming from?[2], and with your pain ... yes, you got it, I know ... oh, I know[1], and, I mean ...[2], and say something - to them![1], and with your pain ... yes, you got it, I know ... oh, I know[2], and, do, do ... do they know ... where you're going ... with that great-ish will of yours?[1], and say something - to them![2], and, or ...[1], and, do, do ... do they know ... where you're going ... with that great-ish will of yours?[2], and ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...[1], and, or ...[2], and, or, or, or ... maybe you don't have no will at all! ... uh, it happens, my friend ... so don't feel bad[1], and ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...[2], and, feel ... a bit sad, sure[1], and, or, or, or ... maybe you don't have no will at all! ... uh, it happens, my friend ... so don't feel bad[2], and just a bit![1], and, feel ... a bit sad, sure[2], and, well ...[1], and just a bit![2], and ... ... ... LOOK AT ME - !!![1], and, well ...[2], and I can tell you, man ... no ones knows me ... don't know my soul ... and my brain is too big, obviously[1], and ... ... ... LOOK AT ME - !!![2], and ... my brain is way too big, seriously ... for my own good![1], and I can tell you, man ... no ones knows me ... don't know my soul ... and my brain is too big, obviously[2], and too big for them, ha![1], and ... my brain is way too big, seriously ... for my own good![2], and, just saying ...[1], and too big for them, ha![2], and it's a curse, yes ... well, it's big consciousness ... stored in the brain, I suppose ... or the soul ... What do I know?[1], and, just saying ...[2], and ... uh[1], and it's a curse, yes ... well, it's big consciousness ... stored in the brain, I suppose ... or the soul ... What do I know?[2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I know a lot, actually[1], and ... uh[2], and it doesn't matter where the consciousness is! ... What do we care? ... Just enjoy it, man[1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I know a lot, actually[2], and if you can ... I mean ... never mind[1], and it doesn't matter where the consciousness is! ... What do we care? ... Just enjoy it, man[2], and I ain't judging no one, son ... got no time for that ... too busy thinking about myself ... my problems, you dig?[1], and if you can ... I mean ... never mind[2], and, anyway ...[1], and I ain't judging no one, son ... got no time for that ... too busy thinking about myself ... my problems, you dig?[2], and all I can say ... ... ... is[1], and, anyway ...[2], and all I can spin ...[1], and all I can say ... ... ... is[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and they don't know me ... son![1], and all I can spin ...[2], and they don't know![1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and they don't know me ... son![2], and, me, me, me ... How could they know???[1], and they don't know![2], and all right?[1], and, me, me, me ... How could they know???[2], and ... you![3], and all right?[2], and ... do they know you?[3], and, yes ... the rotten slags of the world[3], and let's be honest ... come on![3], and ... COME ON - !!![3], and let's tell the truth about them ... they deserve it![3], and, listen ...[3], and if you were really suffering ... crawling on the ground ... vultures above you ... Would they understand?[3], and, er ... no![3], and ... do they know ... where you're coming from?[3], and, I mean ...[3], and with your pain ... yes, you got it, I know ... oh, I know[3], and say something - to them![3], and, do, do ... do they know ... where you're going ... with that great-ish will of yours?[3], and, or ...[3], and ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...[3], and, or, or, or ... maybe you don't have no will at all! ... uh, it happens, my friend ... so don't feel bad[3], and, feel ... a bit sad, sure[3], and just a bit![3], and, well ...[3], and ... ... ... LOOK AT ME - !!![3], and I can tell you, man ... no ones knows me ... don't know my soul ... and my brain is too big, obviously[3], and ... my brain is way too big, seriously ... for my own good![3], and too big for them, ha![3], and, just saying ...[3], and it's a curse, yes ... well, it's big consciousness ... stored in the brain, I suppose ... or the soul ... What do I know?[3], and ... uh[3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I know a lot, actually[3], and it doesn't matter where the consciousness is! ... What do we care? ... Just enjoy it, man[3], and if you can ... I mean ... never mind[3], and I ain't judging no one, son ... got no time for that ... too busy thinking about myself ... my problems, you dig?[3], and, anyway ...[3], and all I can say ... ... ... is[3], and all I can spin ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and they don't know me ... son![3], and they don't know![3], and, me, me, me ... How could they know???[3], and all right?[3], and

KYND announces expansion into the US insurance market to tackle cyber risk head-on

No, I don't believe it. A radio station that plays all the classic hits would never do that. Insanity!

'It's insane, boss!'

That's what I said, Voice!

Idiot.

LONDON, UK. May 25, 2023 - KYND, a leading UK-based provider of cutting-edge cyber risk management technology and services, is proud to announce its expansion into the US insurance market. With this expansion, following success partnering with global specialist insurers across the UK, KYND will bring its innovative and unique approach to cyber risk management to insurance carriers, brokers, and policyholders across the United States.

What about the hits, man?!

Andy!

Andy, where are you?!

KYND's expansion into the US insurance market comes at a time when cyber threats are increasingly sophisticated and damaging. The proliferation of ransomware attacks, data breaches, and other cyber threats has made cyber risk management a critical issue for businesses of all sizes. KYND's suite of products and services has been repeatedly recognised by clients and industry experts as the most innovative, powerful cyber risk management solution leading transformative, positive changes across the global cyber insurance market. It includes risk assessment, monitoring, and mitigation, and offers a comprehensive and proactive approach to taking control over cyber risk.

Oh, this is insane!

'It's insanity, boss!'

Shut up, Voice!

'Where's Andy?!'

I don't know!

 

KYND's US-based team of experts has been established in the heart of one of the top US tech hubs, Austin, Texas, enabling KYND to better serve the needs of its existing customers in the US and Canada - including leading independent brokerage players Hylant and BFL Canada. In addition, KYND has created strategic partnerships with Alliant, one of the US' largest insurance brokers and their JPAs members, helping boost successful cyber insurance applications and renewals for US public entity institutions.

Oh, I'm losing the will to live!

Andy!

'Andy!'

Andy!

'Andy!'

Andy!

'Here he is, boss - !!!'

Andy, come on, son!

Andy Thomas, KYND's CEO and Founder, says: "We've had a phenomenal couple of years with our valued clients and partners in the UK, and the company is now ready to take the next step on the journey to accomplishing our unswerving mission of making complex cyber risks easy to understand and manage for every business in the world. At KYND, we're incredibly excited to bring our expertise and capability to North America - to continue delivering meaningful, actionable insights to clients globally through our next-generation technology, helping them gain firm control over such a complex, dynamic, and ubiquitous threat as cyber risk."

Oh my God!

'Andy! FFS!'

Andy Thomas, KYND's CEO and Founder, says: "Only joking, lads! / Anyway ... it's Beatles Day today at KYND. Why? No particular reason, pop pickers! I just feel like it. Maybe you can phone in with requests for your favourite songs by the Fab Four. Or just send us an email! I think we'll start off with I Am The Walrus. It's amazing how they went from A Hard Day's Night to I Am The Walrus in only three years. We'll never see that sort of development in pop and rock again because - as Michael Fowke keeps pointing out - everything has been done! Unless we're relying on those moronic robots to do something. Ha, ha, ha! I won't hold my breath! Anyway, here it is, I Am The Walrus. Goo goo g'joob!"

Okay, okay. Thanks, Andy. Have fun today.

ENDS

ENDS

ENDS

...

Anything else?

I'm going to snap tomorrow.

I'll force it.

'Does it work like that, boss?'

Probably not, Voice. But I'm desperate.

Christ.

A snap works best if you're supported by your environment, I reckon.

'Your environment sucks though.'

I know!

Never mind.

I haven't snapped yet

I just ...

Like the Krishna guy, you know?

I keep thinking: 'Oh, I've snapped.'

But I haven't, man.

The "snap" only lasts a day or two before I return to the mundane world as confused and as exhausted and as will-less as before. Willless? Will less? Forget it!

BUT(!) ...

I want to snap. I want to be utterly GONE(!)

I don't want to make a decision. Uh. Decisions are for losers. And I don't want to make a fresh start. Christ. Fresh starts are for robots.

Turn them off, and turn them on. Those metal mutha - ... That ain't me, son. Daughter. Artificial intelligence? Do me a favour.

Smash them into junk!

No.

I want to snap.

Give me £10. Give me a bag of chips. Put me on a fucking train to Newquay! I don't care!

I don't know anyone there. I don't know anyone here.

Do you understand?

And YOU(!) ... should be doing this, too!

Don't stare at me, all smug with your dreary life ... that is killing you one day at a time. You're in the same boat, man! Maybe you know it, and maybe you don't. But I've just told you, ain't I?

'Mikey ...'

Voice, it's like talking to a zombie sometimes. These people.

'Robots, zombies ... who can tell the difference?'

Yeah, yeah.

Are you proud of yourself, reader(s)?

Listen!

I will snap.

I know I will.

I can feel it coming.

Tomorrow?

Next week??

Next month???

I don't know.

But it's coming. It's definitely coming.

And, you! You can stay behind. Or ... you can dive into the unknown, too. In your own way.

It's your choice.

Apparently, it's your life.

Ha!

Never mind.

Laters.

Music???

Yeah, yeah, yeah!

I'm feeling real chaotic this morning.

So ... just some thoughts, as they come ... no editing, much.

Maybe I'll steal some Tomahawk missiles ...

'You've got to build a railing system first.'

Shut up!

Anyway ...

Man, I've got to make a big effort to record Shady, Dodgy, Shifty soon. I'm concerned about all the noises though in the street at all hours. It's getting worse. And I swear there are more planes and helicopters around these days, you know?

'You need better windows, boss. Your ones are crap.'

Yeah, I know, Voice. They might as well not be there.

New windows? Forget about it.

Never mind.

I could just go with Mighty Soul. But even that recording ... I don't know ... I'm not completely happy with it.

I mean ...

Well, it's the acoustic nature of it, you dig? It requires the listeners to use their imaginations. 'Ha!' Exactly.

They've got to imagine the band playing ... the bass ... the drums ... the electric guitar ... the keyboards ... maybe even the strings???

When you listen to an acoustic cover on YouTube of a famous song ... it's a bit different because you know the original. It's easier to imagine shit then.

There's also the problem of being unknown. I mean, there's a really crap demo of Strawberry Fields Forever that John Lennon made, but ... because he's "John Lennon", it got likes when I tweeted it a while ago. I tweeted it as a test. And it really is awful. God knows what people would think if it was a new song by John Smith or Joe Bloggs. Do you know what I mean, kooks?

'What are you going to do then?'

I don't know.

Poetry??? Again???

One thing I should have considered - a long time ago - about poetry is ... you can become "known" slowly, one poem at a time, and no one has to invest too much in you. I mean, you can win a prize in a competition, or ... someone can pay you £50 to publish the poem in their magazine. Or even just £5. You dig?

It's not like novels or plays where people have to take a big financial risk.

Music??? Again???

Listen! When I'm in Cornwall ... if I can carry me guitar around ... with the rucksack ... like some poor donkey, Christ! ... I'll play all day ... maybe I'll go busking ... I'll live (live?) music 24/7 ... total immersion!

'I thought you were going to write poems 24/7, boss?'

Ha! I'll write a few ... or a lot. I don't know.

I'll probably throw my guitar over a cliff at some point because I'll get tired of carrying it around everywhere.

'Oh, you can carry it around. If it becomes too much ... just scream, "You don't know me, son!!!" ... like David Goggins.'

Ha, ha, ha! Yes, I'll try that, Voice. Thank you. That's good advice.

In fact I could try it now ... in every situation.

Goggins screams at the world like that for a very good reason. The world is shit. People can't see inside him. They can't see his soul.

And even with his millions of followers on Instagram ... people don't know him. Do you understand?

Oh, I've been watching that Alexander film with Colin Farrell. It's a flawed film, sure, but it has some good scenes.

If Alex were alive, he would know Goggins.

Just saying.

[Goggins might be talking to himself: "They don't know me, son."]

Anyway ...

Poetry??? Again??? Again???

Oh, my poem is a great poem. It's best not to compare it to Yeats. I was reading some of Hamlet's speeches last night. That's more like it! In a modern voice, obviously. My poem has grandeur, man. Grandeur that might actually be out of place in the modern world. However, I make it bearable to modern ears - I reckon - by using sardonic humour.

Francis Bacon. The painter. His stuff has grandeur, too. And it's modern. He made it work. Do you understand?

You've got to make grandeur work, these days.

No humour though with paintings. That's a big no, no. NO - !!! And even with poems ... not silly humour. Just sprinkle a bit of sardonic humour over them like salt on your chips.

DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND ME - ?!?!?!

Painting???

Uh.

How did we get on to that? I'm not discussing painting.

I'm not discussing anything.

My brain is collapsing.

That's no lie.

Bye.

'Bye!'

[No. 1,102]

And oh hello[1], and again it seems and thats fine[1], and oh hello[2], and it doesnt matter its all the same when youre as dizzy as I am and are you like me[1], and again it seems and thats fine[2], and that would be nice[1], and it doesnt matter its all the same when youre as dizzy as I am and are you like me[2], and but but but Im not getting my hopes up up up there and do you dig[1], and that would be nice[2], and aching bones are usual[1], and but but but Im not getting my hopes up up up there and do you dig[2], and blood bulging is too be expected with your veins[1], and aching bones are usual[2], and I can see all the fates of everyone[1], and blood bulging is too be expected with your veins[2], and a new fresh ghost was floating with laughing voices hopefully the last lot of that for a while[1], and I can see all the fates of everyone[2], and my life at night[1], and a new fresh ghost was floating with laughing voices hopefully the last lot of that for a while[2], and the point is[1], and my life at night[2], and it dont matter does it[1], and the point is[2], and exactly my friend because you know the point of everything like me thats why were so close[1], and it dont matter does it[2], and you fancy[1], and exactly my friend because you know the point of everything like me thats why were so close[2], and I know you roll and spin whatever takes your fancy and you fancy all of it dont you[1], and you fancy[2], and a mad soul after my own heart yes I salute you[1], and I know you roll and spin whatever takes your fancy and you fancy all of it dont you[2], and thats what we are together mad souls together and forever we will never fade we cant[1], and a mad soul after my own heart yes I salute you[2], and dont be speechless now[1], and thats what we are together mad souls together and forever we will never fade we cant[2], and I hear you I think your thoughts yes I hear what youre thinking it all comes to me okay[1], and dont be speechless now[2], and its nice being this close[1], and I hear you I think your thoughts yes I hear what youre thinking it all comes to me okay[2], and you feel it too dont you how nice yes how nice no barriers were one together you and me or I I don't know[1], and its nice being this close[2], and ha ha ha probably[1], and you feel it too dont you how nice yes how nice no barriers were one together you and me or I I don't know[2], and you understand you understand I can tell you understand[1], and ha ha ha probably[2], and thank you for spinning with me so dizzy during this difficult time I really appreciate it[1], and you understand you understand I can tell you understand[2], and thank you so very much[1], and thank you for spinning with me so dizzy during this difficult time I really appreciate it[2], and I will never forget your contribution to this reality[1], and thank you so very much[2], and you deserve to lose the jam of the world all over with jam all over you like what the civilians have[1], and I will never forget your contribution to this reality[2], and just for the experience you understand[1], and you deserve to lose the jam of the world all over with jam all over you like what the civilians have[2], and to be free[1], and just for the experience you understand[2], and no sticky no really silly so[1], and to be free[2], and Id love to see that freedom for you you dig from you being so square even if youre a kook[1], and no sticky no really silly so[2], and compared to me Im saying being so gone thats all dont get upset[1], and Id love to see that freedom for you you dig from you being so square even if youre a kook[2], and be free for me in front of others[1], and compared to me Im saying being so gone thats all dont get upset[2], and let them see[1], and be free for me in front of others[2], and all right[1], and let them see[2], and oh hello[3], and all right[2], and again it seems and thats fine[3], and it doesnt matter its all the same when youre as dizzy as I am and are you like me[3], and that would be nice[3], and but but but Im not getting my hopes up up up there and do you dig[3], and aching bones are usual[3], and blood bulging is too be expected with your veins[3], and I can see all the fates of everyone[3], and a new fresh ghost was floating with laughing voices hopefully the last lot of that for a while[3], and my life at night[3], and the point is[3], and it dont matter does it[3], and exactly my friend because you know the point of everything like me thats why were so close[3], and you fancy[3], and I know you roll and spin whatever takes your fancy and you fancy all of it dont you[3], and a mad soul after my own heart yes I salute you[3], and thats what we are together mad souls together and forever we will never fade we cant[3], and dont be speechless now[3], and I hear you I think your thoughts yes I hear what youre thinking it all comes to me okay[3], and its nice being this close[3], and you feel it too dont you how nice yes how nice no barriers were one together you and me or I I don't know[3], and ha ha ha probably[3], and you understand you understand I can tell you understand[3], and thank you for spinning with me so dizzy during this difficult time I really appreciate it[3], and thank you so very much[3], and I will never forget your contribution to this reality[3], and you deserve to lose the jam of the world all over with jam all over you like what the civilians have[3], and just for the experience you understand[3], and to be free[3], and no sticky no really silly so[3], and Id love to see that freedom for you you dig from you being so square even if youre a kook[3], and compared to me Im saying being so gone thats all dont get upset[3], and be free for me in front of others[3], and let them see[3], and all right[3], and

And oh hello[1], and again it seems and thats fine[1], and oh hello[2], and it doesnt matter its all the same when youre as dizzy as I am and are you like me[1], and again it seems and thats fine[2], and that would be nice[1], and it doesnt matter its all the same when youre as dizzy as I am and are you like me[2], and but but but Im not getting my hopes up up up there and do you dig[1], and that would be nice[2], and aching bones are usual[1], and but but but Im not getting my hopes up up up there and do you dig[2], and blood bulging is too be expected with your veins[1], and aching bones are usual[2], and I can see all the fates of everyone[1], and blood bulging is too be expected with your veins[2], and a new fresh ghost was floating with laughing voices hopefully the last lot of that for a while[1], and I can see all the fates of everyone[2], and my life at night[1], and a new fresh ghost was floating with laughing voices hopefully the last lot of that for a while[2], and the point is[1], and my life at night[2], and it dont matter does it[1], and the point is[2], and exactly my friend because you know the point of everything like me thats why were so close[1], and it dont matter does it[2], and you fancy[1], and exactly my friend because you know the point of everything like me thats why were so close[2], and I know you roll and spin whatever takes your fancy and you fancy all of it dont you[1], and you fancy[2], and a mad soul after my own heart yes I salute you[1], and I know you roll and spin whatever takes your fancy and you fancy all of it dont you[2], and thats what we are together mad souls together and forever we will never fade we cant[1], and a mad soul after my own heart yes I salute you[2], and dont be speechless now[1], and thats what we are together mad souls together and forever we will never fade we cant[2], and I hear you I think your thoughts yes I hear what youre thinking it all comes to me okay[1], and dont be speechless now[2], and its nice being this close[1], and I hear you I think your thoughts yes I hear what youre thinking it all comes to me okay[2], and you feel it too dont you how nice yes how nice no barriers were one together you and me or I I don't know[1], and its nice being this close[2], and ha ha ha probably[1], and you feel it too dont you how nice yes how nice no barriers were one together you and me or I I don't know[2], and you understand you understand I can tell you understand[1], and ha ha ha probably[2], and thank you for spinning with me so dizzy during this difficult time I really appreciate it[1], and you understand you understand I can tell you understand[2], and thank you so very much[1], and thank you for spinning with me so dizzy during this difficult time I really appreciate it[2], and I will never forget your contribution to this reality[1], and thank you so very much[2], and you deserve to lose the jam of the world all over with jam all over you like what the civilians have[1], and I will never forget your contribution to this reality[2], and just for the experience you understand[1], and you deserve to lose the jam of the world all over with jam all over you like what the civilians have[2], and to be free[1], and just for the experience you understand[2], and no sticky no really silly so[1], and to be free[2], and Id love to see that freedom for you you dig from you being so square even if youre a kook[1], and no sticky no really silly so[2], and compared to me Im saying being so gone thats all dont get upset[1], and Id love to see that freedom for you you dig from you being so square even if youre a kook[2], and be free for me in front of others[1], and compared to me Im saying being so gone thats all dont get upset[2], and let them see[1], and be free for me in front of others[2], and all right[1], and let them see[2], and oh hello[3], and all right[2], and again it seems and thats fine[3], and it doesnt matter its all the same when youre as dizzy as I am and are you like me[3], and that would be nice[3], and but but but Im not getting my hopes up up up there and do you dig[3], and aching bones are usual[3], and blood bulging is too be expected with your veins[3], and I can see all the fates of everyone[3], and a new fresh ghost was floating with laughing voices hopefully the last lot of that for a while[3], and my life at night[3], and the point is[3], and it dont matter does it[3], and exactly my friend because you know the point of everything like me thats why were so close[3], and you fancy[3], and I know you roll and spin whatever takes your fancy and you fancy all of it dont you[3], and a mad soul after my own heart yes I salute you[3], and thats what we are together mad souls together and forever we will never fade we cant[3], and dont be speechless now[3], and I hear you I think your thoughts yes I hear what youre thinking it all comes to me okay[3], and its nice being this close[3], and you feel it too dont you how nice yes how nice no barriers were one together you and me or I I don't know[3], and ha ha ha probably[3], and you understand you understand I can tell you understand[3], and thank you for spinning with me so dizzy during this difficult time I really appreciate it[3], and thank you so very much[3], and I will never forget your contribution to this reality[3], and you deserve to lose the jam of the world all over with jam all over you like what the civilians have[3], and just for the experience you understand[3], and to be free[3], and no sticky no really silly so[3], and Id love to see that freedom for you you dig from you being so square even if youre a kook[3], and compared to me Im saying being so gone thats all dont get upset[3], and be free for me in front of others[3], and let them see[3], and all right[3], and

And oh hello[1], and again it seems and thats fine[1], and oh hello[2], and it doesnt matter its all the same when youre as dizzy as I am and are you like me[1], and again it seems and thats fine[2], and that would be nice[1], and it doesnt matter its all the same when youre as dizzy as I am and are you like me[2], and but but but Im not getting my hopes up up up there and do you dig[1], and that would be nice[2], and aching bones are usual[1], and but but but Im not getting my hopes up up up there and do you dig[2], and blood bulging is too be expected with your veins[1], and aching bones are usual[2], and I can see all the fates of everyone[1], and blood bulging is too be expected with your veins[2], and a new fresh ghost was floating with laughing voices hopefully the last lot of that for a while[1], and I can see all the fates of everyone[2], and my life at night[1], and a new fresh ghost was floating with laughing voices hopefully the last lot of that for a while[2], and the point is[1], and my life at night[2], and it dont matter does it[1], and the point is[2], and exactly my friend because you know the point of everything like me thats why were so close[1], and it dont matter does it[2], and you fancy[1], and exactly my friend because you know the point of everything like me thats why were so close[2], and I know you roll and spin whatever takes your fancy and you fancy all of it dont you[1], and you fancy[2], and a mad soul after my own heart yes I salute you[1], and I know you roll and spin whatever takes your fancy and you fancy all of it dont you[2], and thats what we are together mad souls together and forever we will never fade we cant[1], and a mad soul after my own heart yes I salute you[2], and dont be speechless now[1], and thats what we are together mad souls together and forever we will never fade we cant[2], and I hear you I think your thoughts yes I hear what youre thinking it all comes to me okay[1], and dont be speechless now[2], and its nice being this close[1], and I hear you I think your thoughts yes I hear what youre thinking it all comes to me okay[2], and you feel it too dont you how nice yes how nice no barriers were one together you and me or I I don't know[1], and its nice being this close[2], and ha ha ha probably[1], and you feel it too dont you how nice yes how nice no barriers were one together you and me or I I don't know[2], and you understand you understand I can tell you understand[1], and ha ha ha probably[2], and thank you for spinning with me so dizzy during this difficult time I really appreciate it[1], and you understand you understand I can tell you understand[2], and thank you so very much[1], and thank you for spinning with me so dizzy during this difficult time I really appreciate it[2], and I will never forget your contribution to this reality[1], and thank you so very much[2], and you deserve to lose the jam of the world all over with jam all over you like what the civilians have[1], and I will never forget your contribution to this reality[2], and just for the experience you understand[1], and you deserve to lose the jam of the world all over with jam all over you like what the civilians have[2], and to be free[1], and just for the experience you understand[2], and no sticky no really silly so[1], and to be free[2], and Id love to see that freedom for you you dig from you being so square even if youre a kook[1], and no sticky no really silly so[2], and compared to me Im saying being so gone thats all dont get upset[1], and Id love to see that freedom for you you dig from you being so square even if youre a kook[2], and be free for me in front of others[1], and compared to me Im saying being so gone thats all dont get upset[2], and let them see[1], and be free for me in front of others[2], and all right[1], and let them see[2], and oh hello[3], and all right[2], and again it seems and thats fine[3], and it doesnt matter its all the same when youre as dizzy as I am and are you like me[3], and that would be nice[3], and but but but Im not getting my hopes up up up there and do you dig[3], and aching bones are usual[3], and blood bulging is too be expected with your veins[3], and I can see all the fates of everyone[3], and a new fresh ghost was floating with laughing voices hopefully the last lot of that for a while[3], and my life at night[3], and the point is[3], and it dont matter does it[3], and exactly my friend because you know the point of everything like me thats why were so close[3], and you fancy[3], and I know you roll and spin whatever takes your fancy and you fancy all of it dont you[3], and a mad soul after my own heart yes I salute you[3], and thats what we are together mad souls together and forever we will never fade we cant[3], and dont be speechless now[3], and I hear you I think your thoughts yes I hear what youre thinking it all comes to me okay[3], and its nice being this close[3], and you feel it too dont you how nice yes how nice no barriers were one together you and me or I I don't know[3], and ha ha ha probably[3], and you understand you understand I can tell you understand[3], and thank you for spinning with me so dizzy during this difficult time I really appreciate it[3], and thank you so very much[3], and I will never forget your contribution to this reality[3], and you deserve to lose the jam of the world all over with jam all over you like what the civilians have[3], and just for the experience you understand[3], and to be free[3], and no sticky no really silly so[3], and Id love to see that freedom for you you dig from you being so square even if youre a kook[3], and compared to me Im saying being so gone thats all dont get upset[3], and be free for me in front of others[3], and let them see[3], and all right[3], and