Tuesday 9 May 2023

[No. 1,098] Action all the time

Or anxiety all the time.

And, come on, Mikey![1], and talking to meself ... again, and again, and again ... and don't need no Voice for this one[1], and, come on, Mikey![2], and ... 'What?!'[1], and talking to meself ... again, and again, and again ... and don't need no Voice for this one[2], and, spin, spin, spin![1], and ... 'What?!'[2], and, uh, uh ... come on ... with enthusiasm[1], and, spin, spin, spin![2], and a-ROUND, and a- ...[1], and, uh, uh ... come on ... with enthusiasm[2], and this is not what I want ... ... ...Where's my action in the world?[1], and a-ROUND, and a- ...[2], and ... who knows?![1], and this is not what I want ... ... ...Where's my action in the world?[2], and, uh ... or roll, roll, roll ... on the carpet ... crying ... not knowing what to do but die like a dog[1], and ... who knows?![2], and like the best of them ... those humans[1], and, uh ... or roll, roll, roll ... on the carpet ... crying ... not knowing what to do but die like a dog[2], and all dogs!!![1], and like the best of them ... those humans[2], and foaming at the mouth ... so wild![1], and all dogs!!![2], and it's animal life[1], and foaming at the mouth ... so wild![2], and, or, or, or ... bouncing like a ... er, a rabbit ... maybe ... so happy![1], and it's animal life[2], and, well ...[1], and, or, or, or ... bouncing like a ... er, a rabbit ... maybe ... so happy![2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I'm laughing because it's a funny mood[1], and, well ...[2], and, hello ... me![1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I'm laughing because it's a funny mood[2], and I can roll with the rest of them ... down a big hill ... into a  big hungry sea ... waiting for me[1], and, hello ... me![2], and I'm talking ...[1], and I can roll with the rest of them ... down a big hill ... into a  big hungry sea ... waiting for me[2], and like the king of despair ... living small[1], and I'm talking ...[2], and, Christ ...[1], and like the king of despair ... living small[2], and like the real king of anxiety / ... What's that?![1], and, Christ ...[2], and ... what?[1], and like the real king of anxiety / ... What's that?![2], and I thought I heard something ... and I thought I saw something ... and I thought I would blow both of them up ...[1], and ... what?[2], and, into, into, into ... uncontrollable monsters![1], and I thought I heard something ... and I thought I saw something ... and I thought I would blow both of them up ...[2], and I thought I would ... yes ... with my brilliant brain ... that has always served me so well[1], and, into, into, into ... uncontrollable monsters![2], and made my life a hell[1], and I thought I would ... yes ... with my brilliant brain ... that has always served me so well[2], and, BUT(!) ... of course! ... there is always action to kill the monsters[1], and made my life a hell[2], and ... I believe![1], and, BUT(!) ... of course! ... there is always action to kill the monsters[2], and can I take it ... ??? ... when I'm on the floor ... crying ... with bits of carpet stuck to my face[1], and ... I believe![2], and ... oh, the fluff! ... the horror of the fluff![1], and can I take it ... ??? ... when I'm on the floor ... crying ... with bits of carpet stuck to my face[2], and it's me ... that's me![1], and ... oh, the fluff! ... the horror of the fluff![2], and it can't be ... it can't be ... no, it can't be ... no one else[1], and it's me ... that's me![2], and I got the words![1], and it can't be ... it can't be ... no, it can't be ... no one else[2], and I got all the feelings! ... Ha![1], and I got the words![2], and watch me move![1], and I got all the feelings! ... Ha![2], and ... 'Me?!'[1], and watch me move![2], and, eh? ... no, no, no ... Me![1], and ... 'Me?!'[2], and ... 'Christ!'[1], and, eh? ... no, no, no ... Me![2], and, come on, Mikey![3], and ... 'Christ!'[2], and talking to meself ... again, and again, and again ... and don't need no Voice for this one[3], and ... 'What?!'[3], and, spin, spin, spin![3], and, uh, uh ... come on ... with enthusiasm[3], and a-ROUND, and a- ...[3], and this is not what I want ... ... ...Where's my action in the world?[3], and ... who knows?![3], and, uh ... or roll, roll, roll ... on the carpet ... crying ... not knowing what to do but die like a dog[3], and like the best of them ... those humans[3], and all dogs!!![3], and foaming at the mouth ... so wild![3], and it's animal life[3], and, or, or, or ... bouncing like a ... er, a rabbit ... maybe ... so happy![3], and, well ...[3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I'm laughing because it's a funny mood[3], and, hello ... me![3], and I can roll with the rest of them ... down a big hill ... into a  big hungry sea ... waiting for me[3], and I'm talking ...[3], and like the king of despair ... living small[3], and, Christ ...[3], and like the real king of anxiety / ... What's that?![3], and ... what?[3], and I thought I heard something ... and I thought I saw something ... and I thought I would blow both of them up ...[3], and, into, into, into ... uncontrollable monsters![3], and I thought I would ... yes ... with my brilliant brain ... that has always served me so well[3], and made my life a hell[3], and, BUT(!) ... of course! ... there is always action to kill the monsters[3], and ... I believe![3], and can I take it ... ??? ... when I'm on the floor ... crying ... with bits of carpet stuck to my face[3], and ... oh, the fluff! ... the horror of the fluff![3], and it's me ... that's me![3], and it can't be ... it can't be ... no, it can't be ... no one else[3], and I got the words![3], and I got all the feelings! ... Ha![3], and watch me move![3], and ... 'Me?!'[3], and, eh? ... no, no, no ... Me![3], and ... 'Christ!'[3], and

And, come on, Mikey![1], and talking to meself ... again, and again, and again ... and don't need no Voice for this one[1], and, come on, Mikey![2], and ... 'What?!'[1], and talking to meself ... again, and again, and again ... and don't need no Voice for this one[2], and, spin, spin, spin![1], and ... 'What?!'[2], and, uh, uh ... come on ... with enthusiasm[1], and, spin, spin, spin![2], and a-ROUND, and a- ...[1], and, uh, uh ... come on ... with enthusiasm[2], and this is not what I want ... ... ...Where's my action in the world?[1], and a-ROUND, and a- ...[2], and ... who knows?![1], and this is not what I want ... ... ...Where's my action in the world?[2], and, uh ... or roll, roll, roll ... on the carpet ... crying ... not knowing what to do but die like a dog[1], and ... who knows?![2], and like the best of them ... those humans[1], and, uh ... or roll, roll, roll ... on the carpet ... crying ... not knowing what to do but die like a dog[2], and all dogs!!![1], and like the best of them ... those humans[2], and foaming at the mouth ... so wild![1], and all dogs!!![2], and it's animal life[1], and foaming at the mouth ... so wild![2], and, or, or, or ... bouncing like a ... er, a rabbit ... maybe ... so happy![1], and it's animal life[2], and, well ...[1], and, or, or, or ... bouncing like a ... er, a rabbit ... maybe ... so happy![2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I'm laughing because it's a funny mood[1], and, well ...[2], and, hello ... me![1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I'm laughing because it's a funny mood[2], and I can roll with the rest of them ... down a big hill ... into a  big hungry sea ... waiting for me[1], and, hello ... me![2], and I'm talking ...[1], and I can roll with the rest of them ... down a big hill ... into a  big hungry sea ... waiting for me[2], and like the king of despair ... living small[1], and I'm talking ...[2], and, Christ ...[1], and like the king of despair ... living small[2], and like the real king of anxiety / ... What's that?![1], and, Christ ...[2], and ... what?[1], and like the real king of anxiety / ... What's that?![2], and I thought I heard something ... and I thought I saw something ... and I thought I would blow both of them up ...[1], and ... what?[2], and, into, into, into ... uncontrollable monsters![1], and I thought I heard something ... and I thought I saw something ... and I thought I would blow both of them up ...[2], and I thought I would ... yes ... with my brilliant brain ... that has always served me so well[1], and, into, into, into ... uncontrollable monsters![2], and made my life a hell[1], and I thought I would ... yes ... with my brilliant brain ... that has always served me so well[2], and, BUT(!) ... of course! ... there is always action to kill the monsters[1], and made my life a hell[2], and ... I believe![1], and, BUT(!) ... of course! ... there is always action to kill the monsters[2], and can I take it ... ??? ... when I'm on the floor ... crying ... with bits of carpet stuck to my face[1], and ... I believe![2], and ... oh, the fluff! ... the horror of the fluff![1], and can I take it ... ??? ... when I'm on the floor ... crying ... with bits of carpet stuck to my face[2], and it's me ... that's me![1], and ... oh, the fluff! ... the horror of the fluff![2], and it can't be ... it can't be ... no, it can't be ... no one else[1], and it's me ... that's me![2], and I got the words![1], and it can't be ... it can't be ... no, it can't be ... no one else[2], and I got all the feelings! ... Ha![1], and I got the words![2], and watch me move![1], and I got all the feelings! ... Ha![2], and ... 'Me?!'[1], and watch me move![2], and, eh? ... no, no, no ... Me![1], and ... 'Me?!'[2], and ... 'Christ!'[1], and, eh? ... no, no, no ... Me![2], and, come on, Mikey![3], and ... 'Christ!'[2], and talking to meself ... again, and again, and again ... and don't need no Voice for this one[3], and ... 'What?!'[3], and, spin, spin, spin![3], and, uh, uh ... come on ... with enthusiasm[3], and a-ROUND, and a- ...[3], and this is not what I want ... ... ...Where's my action in the world?[3], and ... who knows?![3], and, uh ... or roll, roll, roll ... on the carpet ... crying ... not knowing what to do but die like a dog[3], and like the best of them ... those humans[3], and all dogs!!![3], and foaming at the mouth ... so wild![3], and it's animal life[3], and, or, or, or ... bouncing like a ... er, a rabbit ... maybe ... so happy![3], and, well ...[3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I'm laughing because it's a funny mood[3], and, hello ... me![3], and I can roll with the rest of them ... down a big hill ... into a  big hungry sea ... waiting for me[3], and I'm talking ...[3], and like the king of despair ... living small[3], and, Christ ...[3], and like the real king of anxiety / ... What's that?![3], and ... what?[3], and I thought I heard something ... and I thought I saw something ... and I thought I would blow both of them up ...[3], and, into, into, into ... uncontrollable monsters![3], and I thought I would ... yes ... with my brilliant brain ... that has always served me so well[3], and made my life a hell[3], and, BUT(!) ... of course! ... there is always action to kill the monsters[3], and ... I believe![3], and can I take it ... ??? ... when I'm on the floor ... crying ... with bits of carpet stuck to my face[3], and ... oh, the fluff! ... the horror of the fluff![3], and it's me ... that's me![3], and it can't be ... it can't be ... no, it can't be ... no one else[3], and I got the words![3], and I got all the feelings! ... Ha![3], and watch me move![3], and ... 'Me?!'[3], and, eh? ... no, no, no ... Me![3], and ... 'Christ!'[3], and

And, come on, Mikey![1], and talking to meself ... again, and again, and again ... and don't need no Voice for this one[1], and, come on, Mikey![2], and ... 'What?!'[1], and talking to meself ... again, and again, and again ... and don't need no Voice for this one[2], and, spin, spin, spin![1], and ... 'What?!'[2], and, uh, uh ... come on ... with enthusiasm[1], and, spin, spin, spin![2], and a-ROUND, and a- ...[1], and, uh, uh ... come on ... with enthusiasm[2], and this is not what I want ... ... ...Where's my action in the world?[1], and a-ROUND, and a- ...[2], and ... who knows?![1], and this is not what I want ... ... ...Where's my action in the world?[2], and, uh ... or roll, roll, roll ... on the carpet ... crying ... not knowing what to do but die like a dog[1], and ... who knows?![2], and like the best of them ... those humans[1], and, uh ... or roll, roll, roll ... on the carpet ... crying ... not knowing what to do but die like a dog[2], and all dogs!!![1], and like the best of them ... those humans[2], and foaming at the mouth ... so wild![1], and all dogs!!![2], and it's animal life[1], and foaming at the mouth ... so wild![2], and, or, or, or ... bouncing like a ... er, a rabbit ... maybe ... so happy![1], and it's animal life[2], and, well ...[1], and, or, or, or ... bouncing like a ... er, a rabbit ... maybe ... so happy![2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I'm laughing because it's a funny mood[1], and, well ...[2], and, hello ... me![1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I'm laughing because it's a funny mood[2], and I can roll with the rest of them ... down a big hill ... into a  big hungry sea ... waiting for me[1], and, hello ... me![2], and I'm talking ...[1], and I can roll with the rest of them ... down a big hill ... into a  big hungry sea ... waiting for me[2], and like the king of despair ... living small[1], and I'm talking ...[2], and, Christ ...[1], and like the king of despair ... living small[2], and like the real king of anxiety / ... What's that?![1], and, Christ ...[2], and ... what?[1], and like the real king of anxiety / ... What's that?![2], and I thought I heard something ... and I thought I saw something ... and I thought I would blow both of them up ...[1], and ... what?[2], and, into, into, into ... uncontrollable monsters![1], and I thought I heard something ... and I thought I saw something ... and I thought I would blow both of them up ...[2], and I thought I would ... yes ... with my brilliant brain ... that has always served me so well[1], and, into, into, into ... uncontrollable monsters![2], and made my life a hell[1], and I thought I would ... yes ... with my brilliant brain ... that has always served me so well[2], and, BUT(!) ... of course! ... there is always action to kill the monsters[1], and made my life a hell[2], and ... I believe![1], and, BUT(!) ... of course! ... there is always action to kill the monsters[2], and can I take it ... ??? ... when I'm on the floor ... crying ... with bits of carpet stuck to my face[1], and ... I believe![2], and ... oh, the fluff! ... the horror of the fluff![1], and can I take it ... ??? ... when I'm on the floor ... crying ... with bits of carpet stuck to my face[2], and it's me ... that's me![1], and ... oh, the fluff! ... the horror of the fluff![2], and it can't be ... it can't be ... no, it can't be ... no one else[1], and it's me ... that's me![2], and I got the words![1], and it can't be ... it can't be ... no, it can't be ... no one else[2], and I got all the feelings! ... Ha![1], and I got the words![2], and watch me move![1], and I got all the feelings! ... Ha![2], and ... 'Me?!'[1], and watch me move![2], and, eh? ... no, no, no ... Me![1], and ... 'Me?!'[2], and ... 'Christ!'[1], and, eh? ... no, no, no ... Me![2], and, come on, Mikey![3], and ... 'Christ!'[2], and talking to meself ... again, and again, and again ... and don't need no Voice for this one[3], and ... 'What?!'[3], and, spin, spin, spin![3], and, uh, uh ... come on ... with enthusiasm[3], and a-ROUND, and a- ...[3], and this is not what I want ... ... ...Where's my action in the world?[3], and ... who knows?![3], and, uh ... or roll, roll, roll ... on the carpet ... crying ... not knowing what to do but die like a dog[3], and like the best of them ... those humans[3], and all dogs!!![3], and foaming at the mouth ... so wild![3], and it's animal life[3], and, or, or, or ... bouncing like a ... er, a rabbit ... maybe ... so happy![3], and, well ...[3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... I'm laughing because it's a funny mood[3], and, hello ... me![3], and I can roll with the rest of them ... down a big hill ... into a  big hungry sea ... waiting for me[3], and I'm talking ...[3], and like the king of despair ... living small[3], and, Christ ...[3], and like the real king of anxiety / ... What's that?![3], and ... what?[3], and I thought I heard something ... and I thought I saw something ... and I thought I would blow both of them up ...[3], and, into, into, into ... uncontrollable monsters![3], and I thought I would ... yes ... with my brilliant brain ... that has always served me so well[3], and made my life a hell[3], and, BUT(!) ... of course! ... there is always action to kill the monsters[3], and ... I believe![3], and can I take it ... ??? ... when I'm on the floor ... crying ... with bits of carpet stuck to my face[3], and ... oh, the fluff! ... the horror of the fluff![3], and it's me ... that's me![3], and it can't be ... it can't be ... no, it can't be ... no one else[3], and I got the words![3], and I got all the feelings! ... Ha![3], and watch me move![3], and ... 'Me?!'[3], and, eh? ... no, no, no ... Me![3], and ... 'Christ!'[3], and