Monday 20 May 2019

[No. 709] Lost, but looking

Sad, but dreaming.

And, well, well[1], and it's one of those ... days, actually, or ... eternities[1], and, well, well[2], and a-ROUND here ... ? Hello![1], and it's one of those ... days, actually, or ... eternities[2], and, yes, yes, yes, I'm melancholic, like a mofo ... / and, ah, what can I do about it?[1], and a-ROUND here ... ? Hello![2], and nothing, nothing[1], and, yes, yes, yes, I'm melancholic, like a mofo ... / and, ah, what can I do about it?[2], and you, you ... YOU(!) are ... ? / and, obviously, I know, yes, I know[1], and nothing, nothing[2], and I try to force myself[1], and you, you ... YOU(!) are ... ? / and, obviously, I know, yes, I know[2], and smiling, uh ... finding a new meaning in the word / and ... I'm ... totally ... sad, however[1], and I try to force myself[2], and I try to believe ... in love[1], and smiling, uh ... finding a new meaning in the word / and ... I'm ... totally ... sad, however[2], and, listen ... I'll keep going, a-ROUND here ... for reasons best known to no one in particular[1], and I try to believe ... in love[2], and I can't stop, man - !!![1], and, listen ... I'll keep going, a-ROUND here ... for reasons best known to no one in particular[2], and it's a mystery why ...[1], and I can't stop, man - !!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and faster than the speed of light, all mystical, like[1], and it's a mystery why ...[2], and it's a mystery how ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and faster than the speed of light, all mystical, like[2], and we can't give up / and who knows what the future might bring?[1], and it's a mystery how ...[2], and, oh ... I wonder, seriously[1], and we can't give up / and who knows what the future might bring?[2], and, baby, there's got to be a lot of joy somewhere, for us, on the COLD EARTH ... ... ... ?![1], and, oh ... I wonder, seriously[2], and I'm praying, real hard[1], and, baby, there's got to be a lot of joy somewhere, for us, on the COLD EARTH ... ... ... ?![2], and I don't know / and ... I don't know[1], and I'm praying, real hard[2], and maybe I'll get away on that night train / and maybe I'll find myself in the fucking sea forever[1], and I don't know / and ... I don't know[2], and who knows, eh?! / and ... who knows, eh?![1], and maybe I'll get away on that night train / and maybe I'll find myself in the fucking sea forever[2], and I'll tell you one thing ...[1], and who knows, eh?! / and ... who knows, eh?![2], and, listen ... I'll tell you a lot of things ... but none of it will matter, no, no, no[1], and I'll tell you one thing ...[2], and ... not as time rolls over us, no[1], and, listen ... I'll tell you a lot of things ... but none of it will matter, no, no, no[2], and, uh ... let's put on ... our brave faces, you dig? / and let's get so committed that people will gasp[1], and ... not as time rolls over us, no[2], and ... YES - !!![1], and, uh ... let's put on ... our brave faces, you dig? / and let's get so committed that people will gasp[2], and, well, well[3], and ... YES - !!![2], and it's one of those ... days, actually, or ... eternities[3], and a-ROUND here ... ? Hello![3], and, yes, yes, yes, I'm melancholic, like a mofo ... / and, ah, what can I do about it?[3], and nothing, nothing[3], and you, you ... YOU(!) are ... ? / and, obviously, I know, yes, I know[3], and I try to force myself[3], and smiling, uh ... finding a new meaning in the word / and ... I'm ... totally ... sad, however[3], and I try to believe ... in love[3], and, listen ... I'll keep going, a-ROUND here ... for reasons best known to no one in particular[3], and I can't stop, man - !!![3], and it's a mystery why ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and faster than the speed of light, all mystical, like[3], and it's a mystery how ...[3], and we can't give up / and who knows what the future might bring?[3], and, oh ... I wonder, seriously[3], and, baby, there's got to be a lot of joy somewhere, for us, on the COLD EARTH ... ... ... ?![3], and I'm praying, real hard[3], and I don't know / and ... I don't know[3], and maybe I'll get away on that night train / and maybe I'll find myself in the fucking sea forever[3], and who knows, eh?! / and ... who knows, eh?![3], and I'll tell you one thing ...[3], and, listen ... I'll tell you a lot of things ... but none of it will matter, no, no, no[3], and ... not as time rolls over us, no[3], and, uh ... let's put on ... our brave faces, you dig? / and let's get so committed that people will gasp[3], and ... YES - !!![3], and

And, well, well[1], and it's one of those ... days, actually, or ... eternities[1], and, well, well[2], and a-ROUND here ... ? Hello![1], and it's one of those ... days, actually, or ... eternities[2], and, yes, yes, yes, I'm melancholic, like a mofo ... / and, ah, what can I do about it?[1], and a-ROUND here ... ? Hello![2], and nothing, nothing[1], and, yes, yes, yes, I'm melancholic, like a mofo ... / and, ah, what can I do about it?[2], and you, you ... YOU(!) are ... ? / and, obviously, I know, yes, I know[1], and nothing, nothing[2], and I try to force myself[1], and you, you ... YOU(!) are ... ? / and, obviously, I know, yes, I know[2], and smiling, uh ... finding a new meaning in the word / and ... I'm ... totally ... sad, however[1], and I try to force myself[2], and I try to believe ... in love[1], and smiling, uh ... finding a new meaning in the word / and ... I'm ... totally ... sad, however[2], and, listen ... I'll keep going, a-ROUND here ... for reasons best known to no one in particular[1], and I try to believe ... in love[2], and I can't stop, man - !!![1], and, listen ... I'll keep going, a-ROUND here ... for reasons best known to no one in particular[2], and it's a mystery why ...[1], and I can't stop, man - !!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and faster than the speed of light, all mystical, like[1], and it's a mystery why ...[2], and it's a mystery how ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and faster than the speed of light, all mystical, like[2], and we can't give up / and who knows what the future might bring?[1], and it's a mystery how ...[2], and, oh ... I wonder, seriously[1], and we can't give up / and who knows what the future might bring?[2], and, baby, there's got to be a lot of joy somewhere, for us, on the COLD EARTH ... ... ... ?![1], and, oh ... I wonder, seriously[2], and I'm praying, real hard[1], and, baby, there's got to be a lot of joy somewhere, for us, on the COLD EARTH ... ... ... ?![2], and I don't know / and ... I don't know[1], and I'm praying, real hard[2], and maybe I'll get away on that night train / and maybe I'll find myself in the fucking sea forever[1], and I don't know / and ... I don't know[2], and who knows, eh?! / and ... who knows, eh?![1], and maybe I'll get away on that night train / and maybe I'll find myself in the fucking sea forever[2], and I'll tell you one thing ...[1], and who knows, eh?! / and ... who knows, eh?![2], and, listen ... I'll tell you a lot of things ... but none of it will matter, no, no, no[1], and I'll tell you one thing ...[2], and ... not as time rolls over us, no[1], and, listen ... I'll tell you a lot of things ... but none of it will matter, no, no, no[2], and, uh ... let's put on ... our brave faces, you dig? / and let's get so committed that people will gasp[1], and ... not as time rolls over us, no[2], and ... YES - !!![1], and, uh ... let's put on ... our brave faces, you dig? / and let's get so committed that people will gasp[2], and, well, well[3], and ... YES - !!![2], and it's one of those ... days, actually, or ... eternities[3], and a-ROUND here ... ? Hello![3], and, yes, yes, yes, I'm melancholic, like a mofo ... / and, ah, what can I do about it?[3], and nothing, nothing[3], and you, you ... YOU(!) are ... ? / and, obviously, I know, yes, I know[3], and I try to force myself[3], and smiling, uh ... finding a new meaning in the word / and ... I'm ... totally ... sad, however[3], and I try to believe ... in love[3], and, listen ... I'll keep going, a-ROUND here ... for reasons best known to no one in particular[3], and I can't stop, man - !!![3], and it's a mystery why ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and faster than the speed of light, all mystical, like[3], and it's a mystery how ...[3], and we can't give up / and who knows what the future might bring?[3], and, oh ... I wonder, seriously[3], and, baby, there's got to be a lot of joy somewhere, for us, on the COLD EARTH ... ... ... ?![3], and I'm praying, real hard[3], and I don't know / and ... I don't know[3], and maybe I'll get away on that night train / and maybe I'll find myself in the fucking sea forever[3], and who knows, eh?! / and ... who knows, eh?![3], and I'll tell you one thing ...[3], and, listen ... I'll tell you a lot of things ... but none of it will matter, no, no, no[3], and ... not as time rolls over us, no[3], and, uh ... let's put on ... our brave faces, you dig? / and let's get so committed that people will gasp[3], and ... YES - !!![3], and

And, well, well[1], and it's one of those ... days, actually, or ... eternities[1], and, well, well[2], and a-ROUND here ... ? Hello![1], and it's one of those ... days, actually, or ... eternities[2], and, yes, yes, yes, I'm melancholic, like a mofo ... / and, ah, what can I do about it?[1], and a-ROUND here ... ? Hello![2], and nothing, nothing[1], and, yes, yes, yes, I'm melancholic, like a mofo ... / and, ah, what can I do about it?[2], and you, you ... YOU(!) are ... ? / and, obviously, I know, yes, I know[1], and nothing, nothing[2], and I try to force myself[1], and you, you ... YOU(!) are ... ? / and, obviously, I know, yes, I know[2], and smiling, uh ... finding a new meaning in the word / and ... I'm ... totally ... sad, however[1], and I try to force myself[2], and I try to believe ... in love[1], and smiling, uh ... finding a new meaning in the word / and ... I'm ... totally ... sad, however[2], and, listen ... I'll keep going, a-ROUND here ... for reasons best known to no one in particular[1], and I try to believe ... in love[2], and I can't stop, man - !!![1], and, listen ... I'll keep going, a-ROUND here ... for reasons best known to no one in particular[2], and it's a mystery why ...[1], and I can't stop, man - !!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and faster than the speed of light, all mystical, like[1], and it's a mystery why ...[2], and it's a mystery how ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and faster than the speed of light, all mystical, like[2], and we can't give up / and who knows what the future might bring?[1], and it's a mystery how ...[2], and, oh ... I wonder, seriously[1], and we can't give up / and who knows what the future might bring?[2], and, baby, there's got to be a lot of joy somewhere, for us, on the COLD EARTH ... ... ... ?![1], and, oh ... I wonder, seriously[2], and I'm praying, real hard[1], and, baby, there's got to be a lot of joy somewhere, for us, on the COLD EARTH ... ... ... ?![2], and I don't know / and ... I don't know[1], and I'm praying, real hard[2], and maybe I'll get away on that night train / and maybe I'll find myself in the fucking sea forever[1], and I don't know / and ... I don't know[2], and who knows, eh?! / and ... who knows, eh?![1], and maybe I'll get away on that night train / and maybe I'll find myself in the fucking sea forever[2], and I'll tell you one thing ...[1], and who knows, eh?! / and ... who knows, eh?![2], and, listen ... I'll tell you a lot of things ... but none of it will matter, no, no, no[1], and I'll tell you one thing ...[2], and ... not as time rolls over us, no[1], and, listen ... I'll tell you a lot of things ... but none of it will matter, no, no, no[2], and, uh ... let's put on ... our brave faces, you dig? / and let's get so committed that people will gasp[1], and ... not as time rolls over us, no[2], and ... YES - !!![1], and, uh ... let's put on ... our brave faces, you dig? / and let's get so committed that people will gasp[2], and, well, well[3], and ... YES - !!![2], and it's one of those ... days, actually, or ... eternities[3], and a-ROUND here ... ? Hello![3], and, yes, yes, yes, I'm melancholic, like a mofo ... / and, ah, what can I do about it?[3], and nothing, nothing[3], and you, you ... YOU(!) are ... ? / and, obviously, I know, yes, I know[3], and I try to force myself[3], and smiling, uh ... finding a new meaning in the word / and ... I'm ... totally ... sad, however[3], and I try to believe ... in love[3], and, listen ... I'll keep going, a-ROUND here ... for reasons best known to no one in particular[3], and I can't stop, man - !!![3], and it's a mystery why ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and faster than the speed of light, all mystical, like[3], and it's a mystery how ...[3], and we can't give up / and who knows what the future might bring?[3], and, oh ... I wonder, seriously[3], and, baby, there's got to be a lot of joy somewhere, for us, on the COLD EARTH ... ... ... ?![3], and I'm praying, real hard[3], and I don't know / and ... I don't know[3], and maybe I'll get away on that night train / and maybe I'll find myself in the fucking sea forever[3], and who knows, eh?! / and ... who knows, eh?![3], and I'll tell you one thing ...[3], and, listen ... I'll tell you a lot of things ... but none of it will matter, no, no, no[3], and ... not as time rolls over us, no[3], and, uh ... let's put on ... our brave faces, you dig? / and let's get so committed that people will gasp[3], and ... YES - !!![3], and