Wednesday 18 March 2020

[No. 789] I don't want words

But ...

And these aren't mine[1], and a-ROUND here ... what difference does it make?[1], and these aren't mine[2], and I'm struggling to make sense, actually / and, uh ... what else is new?[1], and a-ROUND here ... what difference does it make?[2], and I'm not sure I can survive eighteen months with my consciousness - such as it is - falling apart[1], and I'm struggling to make sense, actually / and, uh ... what else is new?[2], and I feel ... unusual[1], and I'm not sure I can survive eighteen months with my consciousness - such as it is - falling apart[2], and the cosmos is just pumping me full of words now - an emergency measure![1], and I feel ... unusual[2], and I am powerless ...[1], and the cosmos is just pumping me full of words now - an emergency measure![2], and let's be honest ... the words were never mine / and no one has got any words - if they're being honest[1], and I am powerless ...[2], and, never, never ... mind[1], and let's be honest ... the words were never mine / and no one has got any words - if they're being honest[2], and, uh, uh, uh ...[1], and, never, never ... mind[2], and ... Who can be honest?[1], and, uh, uh, uh ...[2], and ... spiritual aristocrats, obviously, is the answer[1], and ... Who can be honest?[2], and the smooth writers will pretend to have control / and, but, but, but ... those idiots are delusional[1], and ... spiritual aristocrats, obviously, is the answer[2], and a-ROUND here ... they wouldn't be seen dead[1], and the smooth writers will pretend to have control / and, but, but, but ... those idiots are delusional[2], and I want senseless sounds![1], and a-ROUND here ... they wouldn't be seen dead[2], and, ah, ah, ah ...[1], and I want senseless sounds![2], and I'm looking for a cave, actually[1], and, ah, ah, ah ...[2], and a-ROUND here ... is a psychological cave ... ? / and I don't understand what was, what was ... meant[1], and I'm looking for a cave, actually[2], and ... help![1], and a-ROUND here ... is a psychological cave ... ? / and I don't understand what was, what was ... me ant[2], and I want to hide ... in the sea[1], and ... help![2], and I'll tell you something: recent events are enough to make my favourite rock cry, or laugh[1], and I want to hide ... in the sea[2], and I need to go where no worthless soul can find me ...[1], and I'll tell you something: recent events are enough to make my favourite rock cry, or laugh[2], and this isn't me speaking, uh ... writing / and I've never wanted words / and I take no responsibility, no, no ... no![1], and I need to go where no worthless soul can find me ...[2], and voices enter all the time[1], and this isn't me speaking, uh ... writing / and I've never wanted words / and I take no responsibility, no, no ... no![2], and, Christ! ... they won't leave me alone![1], and voices enter all the time[2], and I could fight the voices, yeah, yeah, sure / and, but ... you get tired of the effort, after a million or so spins, you dig?[1], and, Christ! ... they won't leave me alone![2], and I need peace[1], and I could fight the voices, yeah, yeah, sure / and, but ... you get tired of the effort, after a million or so spins, you dig?[2], and why was I chosen? / and I envy the squares, man[1], and I need peace[2], and it's a painful way[1], and why was I chosen? / and I envy the squares, man[2], and these aren't mine[3], and it's a painful way[2], and a-ROUND here ... what difference does it make?[3], and I'm struggling to make sense, actually / and, uh ... what else is new?[3], and I'm not sure I can survive eighteen months with my consciousness - such as it is - falling apart[3], and I feel ... unusual[3], and the cosmos is just pumping me full of words now - an emergency measure![3], and I am powerless ...[3], and let's be honest ... the words were never mine / and no one has got any words - if they're being honest[3], and, never, never ... mind[3], and, uh, uh, uh ...[3], and ... Who can be honest?[3], and ... spiritual aristocrats, obviously, is the answer[3], and the smooth writers will pretend to have control / and, but, but, but ... those idiots are delusional[3], and a-ROUND here ... they wouldn't be seen dead[3], and I want senseless sounds![3], and, ah, ah, ah ...[3], and I'm looking for a cave, actually[3], and a-ROUND here ... is a psychological cave ... ? / and I don't understand what was, what was ... m  e  a  n  t[3], and ... help![3], and I want to hide ... in the sea[3], and I'll tell you something: recent events are enough to make my favourite rock cry, or laugh[3], and I need to go where no worthless soul can find me ...[3], and this isn't me speaking, uh ... writing / and I've never wanted words / and I take no responsibility, no, no ... no![3], and voices enter all the time[3], and, Christ! ... they won't leave me alone![3], and I could fight the voices, yeah, yeah, sure / and, but ... you get tired of the effort, after a million or so spins, you dig?[3], and I need peace[3], and why was I chosen? / and I envy the squares, man[3], and it's a painful way[3], and

And these aren't mine[1], and a-ROUND here ... what difference does it make?[1], and these aren't mine[2], and I'm struggling to make sense, actually / and, uh ... what else is new?[1], and a-ROUND here ... what difference does it make?[2], and I'm not sure I can survive eighteen months with my consciousness - such as it is - falling apart[1], and I'm struggling to make sense, actually / and, uh ... what else is new?[2], and I feel ... unusual[1], and I'm not sure I can survive eighteen months with my consciousness - such as it is - falling apart[2], and the cosmos is just pumping me full of words now - an emergency measure![1], and I feel ... unusual[2], and I am powerless ...[1], and the cosmos is just pumping me full of words now - an emergency measure![2], and let's be honest ... the words were never mine / and no one has got any words - if they're being honest[1], and I am powerless ...[2], and, never, never ... mind[1], and let's be honest ... the words were never mine / and no one has got any words - if they're being honest[2], and, uh, uh, uh ...[1], and, never, never ... mind[2], and ... Who can be honest?[1], and, uh, uh, uh ...[2], and ... spiritual aristocrats, obviously, is the answer[1], and ... Who can be honest?[2], and the smooth writers will pretend to have control / and, but, but, but ... those idiots are delusional[1], and ... spiritual aristocrats, obviously, is the answer[2], and a-ROUND here ... they wouldn't be seen dead[1], and the smooth writers will pretend to have control / and, but, but, but ... those idiots are delusional[2], and I want senseless sounds![1], and a-ROUND here ... they wouldn't be seen dead[2], and, ah, ah, ah ...[1], and I want senseless sounds![2], and I'm looking for a cave, actually[1], and, ah, ah, ah ...[2], and a-ROUND here ... is a psychological cave ... ? / and I don't understand what was, what was ... meant[1], and I'm looking for a cave, actually[2], and ... help![1], and a-ROUND here ... is a psychological cave ... ? / and I don't understand what was, what was ... me ant[2], and I want to hide ... in the sea[1], and ... help![2], and I'll tell you something: recent events are enough to make my favourite rock cry, or laugh[1], and I want to hide ... in the sea[2], and I need to go where no worthless soul can find me ...[1], and I'll tell you something: recent events are enough to make my favourite rock cry, or laugh[2], and this isn't me speaking, uh ... writing / and I've never wanted words / and I take no responsibility, no, no ... no![1], and I need to go where no worthless soul can find me ...[2], and voices enter all the time[1], and this isn't me speaking, uh ... writing / and I've never wanted words / and I take no responsibility, no, no ... no![2], and, Christ! ... they won't leave me alone![1], and voices enter all the time[2], and I could fight the voices, yeah, yeah, sure / and, but ... you get tired of the effort, after a million or so spins, you dig?[1], and, Christ! ... they won't leave me alone![2], and I need peace[1], and I could fight the voices, yeah, yeah, sure / and, but ... you get tired of the effort, after a million or so spins, you dig?[2], and why was I chosen? / and I envy the squares, man[1], and I need peace[2], and it's a painful way[1], and why was I chosen? / and I envy the squares, man[2], and these aren't mine[3], and it's a painful way[2], and a-ROUND here ... what difference does it make?[3], and I'm struggling to make sense, actually / and, uh ... what else is new?[3], and I'm not sure I can survive eighteen months with my consciousness - such as it is - falling apart[3], and I feel ... unusual[3], and the cosmos is just pumping me full of words now - an emergency measure![3], and I am powerless ...[3], and let's be honest ... the words were never mine / and no one has got any words - if they're being honest[3], and, never, never ... mind[3], and, uh, uh, uh ...[3], and ... Who can be honest?[3], and ... spiritual aristocrats, obviously, is the answer[3], and the smooth writers will pretend to have control / and, but, but, but ... those idiots are delusional[3], and a-ROUND here ... they wouldn't be seen dead[3], and I want senseless sounds![3], and, ah, ah, ah ...[3], and I'm looking for a cave, actually[3], and a-ROUND here ... is a psychological cave ... ? / and I don't understand what was, what was ... m  e  a  n  t[3], and ... help![3], and I want to hide ... in the sea[3], and I'll tell you something: recent events are enough to make my favourite rock cry, or laugh[3], and I need to go where no worthless soul can find me ...[3], and this isn't me speaking, uh ... writing / and I've never wanted words / and I take no responsibility, no, no ... no![3], and voices enter all the time[3], and, Christ! ... they won't leave me alone![3], and I could fight the voices, yeah, yeah, sure / and, but ... you get tired of the effort, after a million or so spins, you dig?[3], and I need peace[3], and why was I chosen? / and I envy the squares, man[3], and it's a painful way[3], and

And these aren't mine[1], and a-ROUND here ... what difference does it make?[1], and these aren't mine[2], and I'm struggling to make sense, actually / and, uh ... what else is new?[1], and a-ROUND here ... what difference does it make?[2], and I'm not sure I can survive eighteen months with my consciousness - such as it is - falling apart[1], and I'm struggling to make sense, actually / and, uh ... what else is new?[2], and I feel ... unusual[1], and I'm not sure I can survive eighteen months with my consciousness - such as it is - falling apart[2], and the cosmos is just pumping me full of words now - an emergency measure![1], and I feel ... unusual[2], and I am powerless ...[1], and the cosmos is just pumping me full of words now - an emergency measure![2], and let's be honest ... the words were never mine / and no one has got any words - if they're being honest[1], and I am powerless ...[2], and, never, never ... mind[1], and let's be honest ... the words were never mine / and no one has got any words - if they're being honest[2], and, uh, uh, uh ...[1], and, never, never ... mind[2], and ... Who can be honest?[1], and, uh, uh, uh ...[2], and ... spiritual aristocrats, obviously, is the answer[1], and ... Who can be honest?[2], and the smooth writers will pretend to have control / and, but, but, but ... those idiots are delusional[1], and ... spiritual aristocrats, obviously, is the answer[2], and a-ROUND here ... they wouldn't be seen dead[1], and the smooth writers will pretend to have control / and, but, but, but ... those idiots are delusional[2], and I want senseless sounds![1], and a-ROUND here ... they wouldn't be seen dead[2], and, ah, ah, ah ...[1], and I want senseless sounds![2], and I'm looking for a cave, actually[1], and, ah, ah, ah ...[2], and a-ROUND here ... is a psychological cave ... ? / and I don't understand what was, what was ... meant[1], and I'm looking for a cave, actually[2], and ... help![1], and a-ROUND here ... is a psychological cave ... ? / and I don't understand what was, what was ... me ant[2], and I want to hide ... in the sea[1], and ... help![2], and I'll tell you something: recent events are enough to make my favourite rock cry, or laugh[1], and I want to hide ... in the sea[2], and I need to go where no worthless soul can find me ...[1], and I'll tell you something: recent events are enough to make my favourite rock cry, or laugh[2], and this isn't me speaking, uh ... writing / and I've never wanted words / and I take no responsibility, no, no ... no![1], and I need to go where no worthless soul can find me ...[2], and voices enter all the time[1], and this isn't me speaking, uh ... writing / and I've never wanted words / and I take no responsibility, no, no ... no![2], and, Christ! ... they won't leave me alone![1], and voices enter all the time[2], and I could fight the voices, yeah, yeah, sure / and, but ... you get tired of the effort, after a million or so spins, you dig?[1], and, Christ! ... they won't leave me alone![2], and I need peace[1], and I could fight the voices, yeah, yeah, sure / and, but ... you get tired of the effort, after a million or so spins, you dig?[2], and why was I chosen? / and I envy the squares, man[1], and I need peace[2], and it's a painful way[1], and why was I chosen? / and I envy the squares, man[2], and these aren't mine[3], and it's a painful way[2], and a-ROUND here ... what difference does it make?[3], and I'm struggling to make sense, actually / and, uh ... what else is new?[3], and I'm not sure I can survive eighteen months with my consciousness - such as it is - falling apart[3], and I feel ... unusual[3], and the cosmos is just pumping me full of words now - an emergency measure![3], and I am powerless ...[3], and let's be honest ... the words were never mine / and no one has got any words - if they're being honest[3], and, never, never ... mind[3], and, uh, uh, uh ...[3], and ... Who can be honest?[3], and ... spiritual aristocrats, obviously, is the answer[3], and the smooth writers will pretend to have control / and, but, but, but ... those idiots are delusional[3], and a-ROUND here ... they wouldn't be seen dead[3], and I want senseless sounds![3], and, ah, ah, ah ...[3], and I'm looking for a cave, actually[3], and a-ROUND here ... is a psychological cave ... ? / and I don't understand what was, what was ... m  e  a  n  t[3], and ... help![3], and I want to hide ... in the sea[3], and I'll tell you something: recent events are enough to make my favourite rock cry, or laugh[3], and I need to go where no worthless soul can find me ...[3], and this isn't me speaking, uh ... writing / and I've never wanted words / and I take no responsibility, no, no ... no![3], and voices enter all the time[3], and, Christ! ... they won't leave me alone![3], and I could fight the voices, yeah, yeah, sure / and, but ... you get tired of the effort, after a million or so spins, you dig?[3], and I need peace[3], and why was I chosen? / and I envy the squares, man[3], and it's a painful way[3], and