Monday 27 September 2021

[No. 938] Sometimes I don't feel like it

Sometimes I don't feel like anything.

And ... oh![1], and here I am again[1], and ... oh![2], and I don't know why ...[1], and here I am again[2], and where are you, you, YOU(!) ... ? / and are you feeling at all? and ... are you that sort? Really?[1], and I don't know why ...[2], and it's the madness of life, yes[1], and where are you, you, YOU(!) ... ? / and are you feeling at all? and ... are you that sort? Really?[2], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[1], and it's the madness of life, yes[2], and I would think all about it ... if I didn't hate thinking with a passion ... oh, just let me exist!!![1], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[2], and, well ...[1], and I would think all about it ... if I didn't hate thinking with a passion ... oh, just let me exist!!![2], and pure consciousness ness ness ... isn't that what we're all yearning for?[1], and, well ...[2], and ... 'Yes!'[1], and pure consciousness ness ness ... isn't that what we're all yearning for?[2], and, sure ... the cosmos gives me what I want ... but, but, BUT(!) ... does it give me what I need?[1], and ... 'Yes!'[2], and ... how about you?[1], and, sure ... the cosmos gives me what I want ... but, but, BUT(!) ... does it give me what I need?[2], and ... 'Me?' / Them, Voice[1], and ... how about you?[2], and, uh ... don't tell me, kook ... that you don't have any thoughts on the matter ... and well done![1], and ... 'Me?' / Them, Voice[2], and I envy you ... seriously[1], and, uh ... don't tell me, kook ... that you don't have any thoughts on the matter ... and well done![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, tell me ... what does spinning change - is it all the same?[1], and I envy you ... seriously[2], and all the time ... ?[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, tell me ... what does spinning change - is it all the same?[2], and words keep coming ...[1], and all the time ... ?[2], and, yeah, yeah[1], and words keep coming ...[2], and no surprises, obviously ... but I'm not gone enough, for my liking[1], and, yeah, yeah[2], and, so ...[1], and no surprises, obviously ... but I'm not gone enough, for my liking[2], and this life ... ?[1], and, so ...[2], and, well ... it's a miracle that any songs can come from chaos but they do and I don't understand it[1], and this life ... ?[2], and ... why ... I ... keep ... going ... ... ... ???[1], and, well ... it's a miracle that any songs can come from chaos but they do and I don't understand it[2], and control is a joke, consistency is a joke ... and we can be fixed when ... ? ... I don't even want to imagine[1], and ... why ... I ... keep ... going ... ... ... ???[2], and, but, but, but ... I know[1], and control is a joke, consistency is a joke ... and we can be fixed when ... ? ... I don't even want to imagine[2], and I'm sure ... yes, I'm pretty sure ... that it's not important ... because nothing is important[1], and, but, but, but ... I know[2], and how could ... ah, never mind[1], and I'm sure ... yes, I'm pretty sure ... that it's not important ... because nothing is important[2], and now would be a nice time ... the right time ... for the cosmos to say a few words ...[1], and how could ... ah, never mind[2], and ... 'It's all these words, boss ... make sense where you can ...  ... ... go on!'[1], and now would be a nice time ... the right time ... for the cosmos to say a few words ...[2], and, uh ... I can't ... I can't ... I can't[1], and ... 'It's all these words, boss ... make sense where you can ...  ... ... go on!'[2], and ... 'Oh, you don't want to!'[1], and, uh ... I can't ... I can't ... I can't[2], and ... I CAN'T - !!![1], and ... 'Oh, you don't want to!'[2], and ... oh![3], and ... I CAN'T - !!![2], and here I am again[3], and I don't know why ...[3], and where are you, you, YOU(!) ... ? / and are you feeling at all? and ... are you that sort? Really?[3], and it's the madness of life, yes[3], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[3], and I would think all about it ... if I didn't hate thinking with a passion ... oh, just let me exist!!![3], and, well ...[3], and pure consciousness ness ness ... isn't that what we're all yearning for?[3], and ... 'Yes!'[3], and, sure ... the cosmos gives me what I want ... but, but, BUT(!) ... does it give me what I need?[3], and ... how about you?[3], and ... 'Me?' / Them, Voice[3], and, uh ... don't tell me, kook ... that you don't have any thoughts on the matter ... and well done![3], and I envy you ... seriously[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, tell me ... what does spinning change - is it all the same?[3], and all the time ... ?[3], and words keep coming ...[3], and, yeah, yeah[3], and no surprises, obviously ... but I'm not gone enough, for my liking[3], and, so ...[3], and this life ... ?[3], and, well ... it's a miracle that any songs can come from chaos but they do and I don't understand it[3], and ... why ... I ... keep ... going ... ... ... ???[3], and control is a joke, consistency is a joke ... and we can be fixed when ... ? ... I don't even want to imagine[3], and, but, but, but ... I know[3], and I'm sure ... yes, I'm pretty sure ... that it's not important ... because nothing is important[3], and how could ... ah, never mind[3], and now would be a nice time ... the right time ... for the cosmos to say a few words ...[3], and ... 'It's all these words, boss ... make sense where you can ...  ... ... go on!'[3], and, uh ... I can't ... I can't ... I can't[3], and ... 'Oh, you don't want to!'[3], and ... I CAN'T - !!![3], and

And ... oh![1], and here I am again[1], and ... oh![2], and I don't know why ...[1], and here I am again[2], and where are you, you, YOU(!) ... ? / and are you feeling at all? and ... are you that sort? Really?[1], and I don't know why ...[2], and it's the madness of life, yes[1], and where are you, you, YOU(!) ... ? / and are you feeling at all? and ... are you that sort? Really?[2], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[1], and it's the madness of life, yes[2], and I would think all about it ... if I didn't hate thinking with a passion ... oh, just let me exist!!![1], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[2], and, well ...[1], and I would think all about it ... if I didn't hate thinking with a passion ... oh, just let me exist!!![2], and pure consciousness ness ness ... isn't that what we're all yearning for?[1], and, well ...[2], and ... 'Yes!'[1], and pure consciousness ness ness ... isn't that what we're all yearning for?[2], and, sure ... the cosmos gives me what I want ... but, but, BUT(!) ... does it give me what I need?[1], and ... 'Yes!'[2], and ... how about you?[1], and, sure ... the cosmos gives me what I want ... but, but, BUT(!) ... does it give me what I need?[2], and ... 'Me?' / Them, Voice[1], and ... how about you?[2], and, uh ... don't tell me, kook ... that you don't have any thoughts on the matter ... and well done![1], and ... 'Me?' / Them, Voice[2], and I envy you ... seriously[1], and, uh ... don't tell me, kook ... that you don't have any thoughts on the matter ... and well done![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, tell me ... what does spinning change - is it all the same?[1], and I envy you ... seriously[2], and all the time ... ?[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, tell me ... what does spinning change - is it all the same?[2], and words keep coming ...[1], and all the time ... ?[2], and, yeah, yeah[1], and words keep coming ...[2], and no surprises, obviously ... but I'm not gone enough, for my liking[1], and, yeah, yeah[2], and, so ...[1], and no surprises, obviously ... but I'm not gone enough, for my liking[2], and this life ... ?[1], and, so ...[2], and, well ... it's a miracle that any songs can come from chaos but they do and I don't understand it[1], and this life ... ?[2], and ... why ... I ... keep ... going ... ... ... ???[1], and, well ... it's a miracle that any songs can come from chaos but they do and I don't understand it[2], and control is a joke, consistency is a joke ... and we can be fixed when ... ? ... I don't even want to imagine[1], and ... why ... I ... keep ... going ... ... ... ???[2], and, but, but, but ... I know[1], and control is a joke, consistency is a joke ... and we can be fixed when ... ? ... I don't even want to imagine[2], and I'm sure ... yes, I'm pretty sure ... that it's not important ... because nothing is important[1], and, but, but, but ... I know[2], and how could ... ah, never mind[1], and I'm sure ... yes, I'm pretty sure ... that it's not important ... because nothing is important[2], and now would be a nice time ... the right time ... for the cosmos to say a few words ...[1], and how could ... ah, never mind[2], and ... 'It's all these words, boss ... make sense where you can ...  ... ... go on!'[1], and now would be a nice time ... the right time ... for the cosmos to say a few words ...[2], and, uh ... I can't ... I can't ... I can't[1], and ... 'It's all these words, boss ... make sense where you can ...  ... ... go on!'[2], and ... 'Oh, you don't want to!'[1], and, uh ... I can't ... I can't ... I can't[2], and ... I CAN'T - !!![1], and ... 'Oh, you don't want to!'[2], and ... oh![3], and ... I CAN'T - !!![2], and here I am again[3], and I don't know why ...[3], and where are you, you, YOU(!) ... ? / and are you feeling at all? and ... are you that sort? Really?[3], and it's the madness of life, yes[3], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[3], and I would think all about it ... if I didn't hate thinking with a passion ... oh, just let me exist!!![3], and, well ...[3], and pure consciousness ness ness ... isn't that what we're all yearning for?[3], and ... 'Yes!'[3], and, sure ... the cosmos gives me what I want ... but, but, BUT(!) ... does it give me what I need?[3], and ... how about you?[3], and ... 'Me?' / Them, Voice[3], and, uh ... don't tell me, kook ... that you don't have any thoughts on the matter ... and well done![3], and I envy you ... seriously[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, tell me ... what does spinning change - is it all the same?[3], and all the time ... ?[3], and words keep coming ...[3], and, yeah, yeah[3], and no surprises, obviously ... but I'm not gone enough, for my liking[3], and, so ...[3], and this life ... ?[3], and, well ... it's a miracle that any songs can come from chaos but they do and I don't understand it[3], and ... why ... I ... keep ... going ... ... ... ???[3], and control is a joke, consistency is a joke ... and we can be fixed when ... ? ... I don't even want to imagine[3], and, but, but, but ... I know[3], and I'm sure ... yes, I'm pretty sure ... that it's not important ... because nothing is important[3], and how could ... ah, never mind[3], and now would be a nice time ... the right time ... for the cosmos to say a few words ...[3], and ... 'It's all these words, boss ... make sense where you can ...  ... ... go on!'[3], and, uh ... I can't ... I can't ... I can't[3], and ... 'Oh, you don't want to!'[3], and ... I CAN'T - !!![3], and

And ... oh![1], and here I am again[1], and ... oh![2], and I don't know why ...[1], and here I am again[2], and where are you, you, YOU(!) ... ? / and are you feeling at all? and ... are you that sort? Really?[1], and I don't know why ...[2], and it's the madness of life, yes[1], and where are you, you, YOU(!) ... ? / and are you feeling at all? and ... are you that sort? Really?[2], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[1], and it's the madness of life, yes[2], and I would think all about it ... if I didn't hate thinking with a passion ... oh, just let me exist!!![1], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[2], and, well ...[1], and I would think all about it ... if I didn't hate thinking with a passion ... oh, just let me exist!!![2], and pure consciousness ness ness ... isn't that what we're all yearning for?[1], and, well ...[2], and ... 'Yes!'[1], and pure consciousness ness ness ... isn't that what we're all yearning for?[2], and, sure ... the cosmos gives me what I want ... but, but, BUT(!) ... does it give me what I need?[1], and ... 'Yes!'[2], and ... how about you?[1], and, sure ... the cosmos gives me what I want ... but, but, BUT(!) ... does it give me what I need?[2], and ... 'Me?' / Them, Voice[1], and ... how about you?[2], and, uh ... don't tell me, kook ... that you don't have any thoughts on the matter ... and well done![1], and ... 'Me?' / Them, Voice[2], and I envy you ... seriously[1], and, uh ... don't tell me, kook ... that you don't have any thoughts on the matter ... and well done![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, tell me ... what does spinning change - is it all the same?[1], and I envy you ... seriously[2], and all the time ... ?[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, tell me ... what does spinning change - is it all the same?[2], and words keep coming ...[1], and all the time ... ?[2], and, yeah, yeah[1], and words keep coming ...[2], and no surprises, obviously ... but I'm not gone enough, for my liking[1], and, yeah, yeah[2], and, so ...[1], and no surprises, obviously ... but I'm not gone enough, for my liking[2], and this life ... ?[1], and, so ...[2], and, well ... it's a miracle that any songs can come from chaos but they do and I don't understand it[1], and this life ... ?[2], and ... why ... I ... keep ... going ... ... ... ???[1], and, well ... it's a miracle that any songs can come from chaos but they do and I don't understand it[2], and control is a joke, consistency is a joke ... and we can be fixed when ... ? ... I don't even want to imagine[1], and ... why ... I ... keep ... going ... ... ... ???[2], and, but, but, but ... I know[1], and control is a joke, consistency is a joke ... and we can be fixed when ... ? ... I don't even want to imagine[2], and I'm sure ... yes, I'm pretty sure ... that it's not important ... because nothing is important[1], and, but, but, but ... I know[2], and how could ... ah, never mind[1], and I'm sure ... yes, I'm pretty sure ... that it's not important ... because nothing is important[2], and now would be a nice time ... the right time ... for the cosmos to say a few words ...[1], and how could ... ah, never mind[2], and ... 'It's all these words, boss ... make sense where you can ...  ... ... go on!'[1], and now would be a nice time ... the right time ... for the cosmos to say a few words ...[2], and, uh ... I can't ... I can't ... I can't[1], and ... 'It's all these words, boss ... make sense where you can ...  ... ... go on!'[2], and ... 'Oh, you don't want to!'[1], and, uh ... I can't ... I can't ... I can't[2], and ... I CAN'T - !!![1], and ... 'Oh, you don't want to!'[2], and ... oh![3], and ... I CAN'T - !!![2], and here I am again[3], and I don't know why ...[3], and where are you, you, YOU(!) ... ? / and are you feeling at all? and ... are you that sort? Really?[3], and it's the madness of life, yes[3], and ... 'Ha, ha, ha!'[3], and I would think all about it ... if I didn't hate thinking with a passion ... oh, just let me exist!!![3], and, well ...[3], and pure consciousness ness ness ... isn't that what we're all yearning for?[3], and ... 'Yes!'[3], and, sure ... the cosmos gives me what I want ... but, but, BUT(!) ... does it give me what I need?[3], and ... how about you?[3], and ... 'Me?' / Them, Voice[3], and, uh ... don't tell me, kook ... that you don't have any thoughts on the matter ... and well done![3], and I envy you ... seriously[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and, tell me ... what does spinning change - is it all the same?[3], and all the time ... ?[3], and words keep coming ...[3], and, yeah, yeah[3], and no surprises, obviously ... but I'm not gone enough, for my liking[3], and, so ...[3], and this life ... ?[3], and, well ... it's a miracle that any songs can come from chaos but they do and I don't understand it[3], and ... why ... I ... keep ... going ... ... ... ???[3], and control is a joke, consistency is a joke ... and we can be fixed when ... ? ... I don't even want to imagine[3], and, but, but, but ... I know[3], and I'm sure ... yes, I'm pretty sure ... that it's not important ... because nothing is important[3], and how could ... ah, never mind[3], and now would be a nice time ... the right time ... for the cosmos to say a few words ...[3], and ... 'It's all these words, boss ... make sense where you can ...  ... ... go on!'[3], and, uh ... I can't ... I can't ... I can't[3], and ... 'Oh, you don't want to!'[3], and ... I CAN'T - !!![3], and