Monday 29 April 2019

[No. 703] One

I

Billions!

And, well, well ...[1], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[1], and, well, well ...[2], and, well ... just don't know[1], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[2], and like a drop of water ... into an ocean / ... and it's so easy to get lost, thankfully[1], and, well ... just don't know[2], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![1], and like a d rop of water ... into an oce an / ... and it's so easy to get lost, thankfully[2], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![1], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![2], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[1], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[1], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[2], and all, all ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[2], and all, all ... together, dripping into the cosmic power![1], and all, all ...[2], and hauntings are so fucking ridiculous! / and a complete waste of time, frankly[1], and all, all ... together, dripping into the cos mic power![2], and don't stay, disappear ... when it's time[1], and haun tings are so fucking ridiculous! / and a complete waste of time, frankly[2], and it's always time ... in situation(s) somewhere, unfortunately[1], and don't stay, disappear ... when it's time[2], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on how useful that shit is[1], and it's always time ... in situation(s) somewhere, unfortunately[2], and in dreams, coming[1], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on how useful that shit is[2], and the crying will continue - forever ...[1], and in dreams, coming[2], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and emptiness is the prize ... ?[1], and the crying will continue - f orever ...[2], and struggling, on and on ...[1], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and emp tiness is the prize ... ?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and looking for a bright side, ha![1], and struggling, on and on ...[2], and maybe ... there is no prize[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and looking for a bri ght sid e, ha![2], and, well, well ...[3], and maybe ... there is no pr ize[2], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[3], and, well ... just don't know[3], and like a d  r  o  p of water ... into an o  c  e  a  n / ... and it's so easy to get lost, thankfully[3], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![3], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![3], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[3], and all, all ...[3], and all, all ... together, dripping into the c  o  s  m  i  c power![3],  and h  a  u  n  t  i  n  g  s are so fucking ridiculous! / and a complete waste of time, frankly[3], and don't stay, disappear ... when it's time[3], and it's always time ... in situation(s) somewhere, unfortunately[3], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on how useful that shit is[3], and in dreams, coming[3], and the crying will continue - f  o  r  e  v  e  r ...[3], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and e  m  p  t  i  n  e  s  s is the prize ... ?[3], and struggling, on and on ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and looking for a b  r  i  g  h  t s  i  d  e, ha![3], and maybe ... there is no p  r  i  z  e[3], and

And, well, well ...[1], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[1], and, well, well ...[2], and, well ... just don't know[1], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[2], and like a drop of water ... into an ocean / ... and it's so easy to get lost, thankfully[1], and, well ... just don't know[2], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![1], and like a d rop of water ... into an oce an / ... and it's so easy to get lost, thankfully[2], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![1], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![2], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[1], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[1], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[2], and all, all ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[2], and all, all ... together, dripping into the cosmic power![1], and all, all ...[2], and hauntings are so fucking ridiculous! / and a complete waste of time, frankly[1], and all, all ... together, dripping into the cos mic power![2], and don't stay, disappear ... when it's time[1], and haun tings are so fucking ridiculous! / and a complete waste of time, frankly[2], and it's always time ... in situation(s) somewhere, unfortunately[1], and don't stay, disappear ... when it's time[2], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on how useful that shit is[1], and it's always time ... in situation(s) somewhere, unfortunately[2], and in dreams, coming[1], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on how useful that shit is[2], and the crying will continue - forever ...[1], and in dreams, coming[2], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and emptiness is the prize ... ?[1], and the crying will continue - f orever ...[2], and struggling, on and on ...[1], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and emp tiness is the prize ... ?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and looking for a bright side, ha![1], and struggling, on and on ...[2], and maybe ... there is no prize[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and looking for a bri ght sid e, ha![2], and, well, well ...[3], and maybe ... there is no pr ize[2], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[3], and, well ... just don't know[3], and like a d  r  o  p of water ... into an o  c  e  a  n / ... and it's so easy to get lost, thankfully[3], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![3], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![3], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[3], and all, all ...[3], and all, all ... together, dripping into the c  o  s  m  i  c power![3],  and h  a  u  n  t  i  n  g  s are so fucking ridiculous! / and a complete waste of time, frankly[3], and don't stay, disappear ... when it's time[3], and it's always time ... in situation(s) somewhere, unfortunately[3], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on how useful that shit is[3], and in dreams, coming[3], and the crying will continue - f  o  r  e  v  e  r ...[3], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and e  m  p  t  i  n  e  s  s is the prize ... ?[3], and struggling, on and on ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and looking for a b  r  i  g  h  t s  i  d  e, ha![3], and maybe ... there is no p  r  i  z  e[3], and

And, well, well ...[1], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[1], and, well, well ...[2], and, well ... just don't know[1], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[2], and like a drop of water ... into an ocean / ... and it's so easy to get lost, thankfully[1], and, well ... just don't know[2], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![1], and like a d rop of water ... into an oce an / ... and it's so easy to get lost, thankfully[2], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![1], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![2], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[1], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[1], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[2], and all, all ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[2], and all, all ... together, dripping into the cosmic power![1], and all, all ...[2], and hauntings are so fucking ridiculous! / and a complete waste of time, frankly[1], and all, all ... together, dripping into the cos mic power![2], and don't stay, disappear ... when it's time[1], and haun tings are so fucking ridiculous! / and a complete waste of time, frankly[2], and it's always time ... in situation(s) somewhere, unfortunately[1], and don't stay, disappear ... when it's time[2], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on how useful that shit is[1], and it's always time ... in situation(s) somewhere, unfortunately[2], and in dreams, coming[1], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on how useful that shit is[2], and the crying will continue - forever ...[1], and in dreams, coming[2], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and emptiness is the prize ... ?[1], and the crying will continue - f orever ...[2], and struggling, on and on ...[1], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and emp tiness is the prize ... ?[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and looking for a bright side, ha![1], and struggling, on and on ...[2], and maybe ... there is no prize[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and looking for a bri ght sid e, ha![2], and, well, well ...[3], and maybe ... there is no pr ize[2], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[3], and, well ... just don't know[3], and like a d  r  o  p of water ... into an o  c  e  a  n / ... and it's so easy to get lost, thankfully[3], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![3], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![3], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[3], and all, all ...[3], and all, all ... together, dripping into the c  o  s  m  i  c power![3],  and h  a  u  n  t  i  n  g  s are so fucking ridiculous! / and a complete waste of time, frankly[3], and don't stay, disappear ... when it's time[3], and it's always time ... in situation(s) somewhere, unfortunately[3], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on how useful that shit is[3], and in dreams, coming[3], and the crying will continue - f  o  r  e  v  e  r ...[3], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and e  m  p  t  i  n  e  s  s is the prize ... ?[3], and struggling, on and on ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and looking for a b  r  i  g  h  t s  i  d  e, ha![3], and maybe ... there is no p  r  i  z  e[3], and


II

Christ! Billions!

A        nd, w        ell, w          ell ...[1], and t     rying to m    ake the m                ost of it is the only t              hing to do[1], and, w  ell, w            ell ...[2], and, well ... just don't know[1], and trying to mak  e the m  ost of it is the only t  hing to do[2], and like a dr                                          op of wate  r ... into an ocean / ... and it's so easy to g  et lost, thankfully[1], and, well ... just don't know[2], and ... here, or there, p                                                                           robably there - out there!!![1], and like a d rop of water ... into an oce an / ... and it's so eas                         y to get lost, t                       hankfully[2], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![1], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![2], and p                                           ain is here / and ... will it go?[1], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-RO                                            UND ... / ... and spinning to lose the p                              ain now[1], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[2], and all, all ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[2], and all, all ... together, d                                                                 ripping into the cos                      mic pow                           er![1], and all, all ...[2], and hau                     ntings are so f               ucking ridi            culous! / and a com         plete wast                 e of time, f         rankly[1], and all, all ... together, dripp                     ing into the cos mic power![2], and d                 on't stay, disappear ... when it's time[1], and haun tings are so fuc              king ridiculous! / and a com           plete waste of time, frankly[2], and it's always time ... in sit              uation(s) some         where, unfortunately[1], and don't stay, disap               pear ... when it's time[2], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on h             ow useful that s   hit is[1], and it's al                  ways time ... in situa       tion(s) somewhere, unfortunately[2], and in dr                 eams, co      ming[1], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jur                                             y is still out on h  ow use ful that shit is[2], and the c              rying will continue - forever ...[1], and in dreams, c                          oming[2], and th                      oughts, well, not even f                      eelings ... will sav              e / and em ptiness is the prize ... ?[1], and the crying will continue - f orever ...[2], and st  ruggling, on and on ...[1], and t       houghts, well, not e     ven f  eelings ... will save / and emp tiness is the prize ... ?[2], and a-ROU           ND, and a-ROU            ND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and l          ooking for a bright side, ha![1], and strug         gling, on and on ...[2], and maybe ... there is no prize[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUN                           D, and a-ROUND ... / ... and l         ooking for a bri ght sid e, ha![2], and, well, well ...[3], and maybe ... there is no pr ize[2], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[3], and, well ... just don't kn                    ow[3], and like a d  r                           o  p of water ... into an o  c  e  a  n / ... and it's so easy to g                     et lost, thankfully[3], and ... here, or there, pro  bably there - out there!!![3], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![3], and pain is here / and ... wi                   ll it go?[3], and a-ROU                       ND, and a-ROUN    D, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spi       nning to los  e the pain now[3], and all, all ...[3], and all, all ... tog      ether, dri  pp   ing into the c  o  s                                 m  i  c po                           wer![3],  and h  a  u  n                                                      t  i  n  g  s are so fu                    cking ridicu    lous! / and a c  omplete waste of time, frankly[3], and don't stay, disa                       ppear ... when it's time[3], and it's alw             ays time ... in situation(s) so       mewhere, unfo  rtu  nately[3], and, uh ... consc   iousness ness ... and the ju                        ry is still out on how use                           ful that shit is[3], and in dre                                     ams, coming[3], and the cr  ying will continue - f  o  r  e  v  e  r ...[3], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and e  m  p                                t  i  n  e  s  s is the p                          rize ... ?[3], and st   rugg   ling, on and on ...[3], and a-RO                                              UND, and a-ROU                                                                ND, and a-RO                                               UND ... / ... and l               ooking for a b  r  i         g  h  t s                            i  d  e, ha![3], and maybe ... there is no p                 r  i  z  e[3], and

A        nd, w        ell, w          ell ...[1], and t     rying to m    ake the m                ost of it is the only t              hing to do[1], and, w  ell, w            ell ...[2], and, well ... just don't know[1], and trying to mak  e the m  ost of it is the only t  hing to do[2], and like a dr                                          op of wate  r ... into an ocean / ... and it's so easy to g  et lost, thankfully[1], and, well ... just don't know[2], and ... here, or there, p                                                                           robably there - out there!!![1], and like a d rop of water ... into an oce an / ... and it's so eas                         y to get lost, t                       hankfully[2], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![1], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![2], and p                                           ain is here / and ... will it go?[1], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-RO                                            UND ... / ... and spinning to lose the p                              ain now[1], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[2], and all, all ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[2], and all, all ... together, d                                                                 ripping into the cos                      mic pow                           er![1], and all, all ...[2], and hau                     ntings are so f               ucking ridi            culous! / and a com         plete wast                 e of time, f         rankly[1], and all, all ... together, dripp                     ing into the cos mic power![2], and d                 on't stay, disappear ... when it's time[1], and haun tings are so fuc              king ridiculous! / and a com           plete waste of time, frankly[2], and it's always time ... in sit              uation(s) some         where, unfortunately[1], and don't stay, disap               pear ... when it's time[2], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on h             ow useful that s   hit is[1], and it's al                  ways time ... in situa       tion(s) somewhere, unfortunately[2], and in dr                 eams, co      ming[1], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jur                                             y is still out on h  ow use ful that shit is[2], and the c              rying will continue - forever ...[1], and in dreams, c                          oming[2], and th                      oughts, well, not even f                      eelings ... will sav              e / and em ptiness is the prize ... ?[1], and the crying will continue - f orever ...[2], and st  ruggling, on and on ...[1], and t       houghts, well, not e     ven f  eelings ... will save / and emp tiness is the prize ... ?[2], and a-ROU           ND, and a-ROU            ND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and l          ooking for a bright side, ha![1], and strug         gling, on and on ...[2], and maybe ... there is no prize[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUN                           D, and a-ROUND ... / ... and l         ooking for a bri ght sid e, ha![2], and, well, well ...[3], and maybe ... there is no pr ize[2], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[3], and, well ... just don't kn                    ow[3], and like a d  r                           o  p of water ... into an o  c  e  a  n / ... and it's so easy to g                     et lost, thankfully[3], and ... here, or there, pro  bably there - out there!!![3], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![3], and pain is here / and ... wi                   ll it go?[3], and a-ROU                       ND, and a-ROUN    D, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spi       nning to los  e the pain now[3], and all, all ...[3], and all, all ... tog      ether, dri  pp   ing into the c  o  s                                 m  i  c po                           wer![3],  and h  a  u  n                                                      t  i  n  g  s are so fu                    cking ridicu    lous! / and a c  omplete waste of time, frankly[3], and don't stay, disa                       ppear ... when it's time[3], and it's alw             ays time ... in situation(s) so       mewhere, unfo  rtu  nately[3], and, uh ... consc   iousness ness ... and the ju                        ry is still out on how use                           ful that shit is[3], and in dre                                     ams, coming[3], and the cr  ying will continue - f  o  r  e  v  e  r ...[3], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and e  m  p                                t  i  n  e  s  s is the p                          rize ... ?[3], and st   rugg   ling, on and on ...[3], and a-RO                                              UND, and a-ROU                                                                ND, and a-RO                                               UND ... / ... and l               ooking for a b  r  i         g  h  t s                            i  d  e, ha![3], and maybe ... there is no p                 r  i  z  e[3], and

A        nd, w        ell, w          ell ...[1], and t     rying to m    ake the m                ost of it is the only t              hing to do[1], and, w  ell, w            ell ...[2], and, well ... just don't know[1], and trying to mak  e the m  ost of it is the only t  hing to do[2], and like a dr                                          op of wate  r ... into an ocean / ... and it's so easy to g  et lost, thankfully[1], and, well ... just don't know[2], and ... here, or there, p                                                                           robably there - out there!!![1], and like a d rop of water ... into an oce an / ... and it's so eas                         y to get lost, t                       hankfully[2], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![1], and ... here, or there, probably there - out there!!![2], and p                                           ain is here / and ... will it go?[1], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-RO                                            UND ... / ... and spinning to lose the p                              ain now[1], and pain is here / and ... will it go?[2], and all, all ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spinning to lose the pain now[2], and all, all ... together, d                                                                 ripping into the cos                      mic pow                           er![1], and all, all ...[2], and hau                     ntings are so f               ucking ridi            culous! / and a com         plete wast                 e of time, f         rankly[1], and all, all ... together, dripp                     ing into the cos mic power![2], and d                 on't stay, disappear ... when it's time[1], and haun tings are so fuc              king ridiculous! / and a com           plete waste of time, frankly[2], and it's always time ... in sit              uation(s) some         where, unfortunately[1], and don't stay, disap               pear ... when it's time[2], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jury is still out on h             ow useful that s   hit is[1], and it's al                  ways time ... in situa       tion(s) somewhere, unfortunately[2], and in dr                 eams, co      ming[1], and, uh ... consciousness ness ... and the jur                                             y is still out on h  ow use ful that shit is[2], and the c              rying will continue - forever ...[1], and in dreams, c                          oming[2], and th                      oughts, well, not even f                      eelings ... will sav              e / and em ptiness is the prize ... ?[1], and the crying will continue - f orever ...[2], and st  ruggling, on and on ...[1], and t       houghts, well, not e     ven f  eelings ... will save / and emp tiness is the prize ... ?[2], and a-ROU           ND, and a-ROU            ND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and l          ooking for a bright side, ha![1], and strug         gling, on and on ...[2], and maybe ... there is no prize[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUN                           D, and a-ROUND ... / ... and l         ooking for a bri ght sid e, ha![2], and, well, well ...[3], and maybe ... there is no pr ize[2], and trying to make the most of it is the only thing to do[3], and, well ... just don't kn                    ow[3], and like a d  r                           o  p of water ... into an o  c  e  a  n / ... and it's so easy to g                     et lost, thankfully[3], and ... here, or there, pro  bably there - out there!!![3], and, uh, or oh, or ah - !!![3], and pain is here / and ... wi                   ll it go?[3], and a-ROU                       ND, and a-ROUN    D, and a-ROUND ... / ... and spi       nning to los  e the pain now[3], and all, all ...[3], and all, all ... tog      ether, dri  pp   ing into the c  o  s                                 m  i  c po                           wer![3],  and h  a  u  n                                                      t  i  n  g  s are so fu                    cking ridicu    lous! / and a c  omplete waste of time, frankly[3], and don't stay, disa                       ppear ... when it's time[3], and it's alw             ays time ... in situation(s) so       mewhere, unfo  rtu  nately[3], and, uh ... consc   iousness ness ... and the ju                        ry is still out on how use                           ful that shit is[3], and in dre                                     ams, coming[3], and the cr  ying will continue - f  o  r  e  v  e  r ...[3], and thoughts, well, not even feelings ... will save / and e  m  p                                t  i  n  e  s  s is the p                          rize ... ?[3], and st   rugg   ling, on and on ...[3], and a-RO                                              UND, and a-ROU                                                                ND, and a-RO                                               UND ... / ... and l               ooking for a b  r  i         g  h  t s                            i  d  e, ha![3], and maybe ... there is no p                 r  i  z  e[3], and