Monday 29 November 2021

[No. 956] Where am I now?

29/11/2021.

And, well ...[1], and I am here ...[1], and, well ...[2], and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... yes, getting dizzy ... oh, having fun as usual, yes, BUT(!) ... ... ...[1], and I am here ...[2], and ... am I where I want to be? Christ ...[1], and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... yes, getting dizzy ... oh, having fun as usual, yes, BUT(!) ... ... ...[2], and out there?[1], and ... am I where I want to be? Christ ...[2], and I'm talking about the cold world where hot dreams go to die ...[1], and out there?[2], and ... I don't know, man[1], and I'm talking about the cold world where hot dreams go to die ...[2], and I struggle with all the fucking treacle ... you know my story, kook(s)[1], and ... I don't know, man[2], and life ain't easy[1], and I struggle with all the fucking treacle ... you know my story, kook(s)[2], and when everything looks like a shitshow ... I think of my BIG TEN of songs[1], and life ain't easy[2], and I'm obsessed with escaping ...[1], and when everything looks like a shitshow ... I think of my BIG TEN of songs[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there is no escape here ... ???[1], and I'm obsessed with escaping ...[2], and a BIG TEN like the Beatles would be the key to freedom ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there is no escape here ... ???[2], and my demo? FFS![1], and a BIG TEN like the Beatles would be the key to freedom ...[2], and I've done my push-ups ... / and I've done my dumbbell curls ... / and I'm aching now ... for more![1], and my demo? FFS![2], and, more?[1], and I've done my push-ups ... / and I've done my dumbbell curls ... / and I'm aching now ... for more![2], and I will do more exercise tomorrow ... and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and, uh ... Friday![1], and, more?[2], and can you get dizzy fit?[1], and I will do more exercise tomorrow ... and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and, uh ... Friday![2], and if I can push Stella and What's This Life We Live? to the bottom of the list with two new songs ...[1], and can you get dizzy fit?[2], and roll, roll, roll ... on the floor ... I am![1], and if I can push Stella and What's This Life We Live? to the bottom of the list with two new songs ...[2], and I'll be the greatest songwriter ever!!![1], and roll, roll, roll ... on the floor ... I am![2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... on the ceiling, too! ... be adventurous![1], and I'll be the greatest songwriter ever!!![2], and I'm so hungry, man[1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... on the ceiling, too! ... be adventurous![2], and, listen! ... I could eat a thousand mince pies - even before Christmas - but I just won't do it, I WON'T DO IT - !!![1], and I'm so hungry, man[2], and I've got the willpower of Napoleon, yes[1], and, listen! ... I could eat a thousand mince pies - even before Christmas - but I just won't do it, I WON'T DO IT - !!![2], and ... 'Did he like mince pies?'[1], and I've got the willpower of Napoleon, yes[2], and is there anything else I need to put in my diary?[1], and ... 'Did he like mince pies?'[2], and not today - I'm done![1], and is there anything else I need to put in my diary?[2], and, well ...[3], and not today - I'm done![2], and I am here ...[3], and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... yes, getting dizzy ... oh, having fun as usual, yes, BUT(!) ... ... ...[3], and ... am I where I want to be? Christ ...[3], and out there?[3], and I'm talking about the cold world where hot dreams go to die ...[3], and ... I don't know, man[3], and I struggle with all the fucking treacle ... you know my story, kook(s)[3], and life ain't easy[3], and when everything looks like a shitshow ... I think of my BIG TEN of songs[3], and I'm obsessed with escaping ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there is no escape here ... ???[3], and a BIG TEN like the Beatles would be the key to freedom ...[3], and my demo? FFS![3], and I've done my push-ups ... / and I've done my dumbbell curls ... / and I'm aching now ... for more![3], and, more?[3], and I will do more exercise tomorrow ... and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and, uh ... Friday![3], and can you get dizzy fit?[3], and if I can push Stella and What's This Life We Live? to the bottom of the list with two new songs ...[3], and roll, roll, roll ... on the floor ... I am![3], and I'll be the greatest songwriter ever!!![3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... on the ceiling, too! ... be adventurous![3], and I'm so hungry, man[3], and, listen! ... I could eat a thousand mince pies - even before Christmas - but I just won't do it, I WON'T DO IT - !!![3], and I've got the willpower of Napoleon, yes[3], and ... 'Did he like mince pies?'[3], and is there anything else I need to put in my diary?[3], and not today - I'm done![3], and

And, well ...[1], and I am here ...[1], and, well ...[2], and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... yes, getting dizzy ... oh, having fun as usual, yes, BUT(!) ... ... ...[1], and I am here ...[2], and ... am I where I want to be? Christ ...[1], and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... yes, getting dizzy ... oh, having fun as usual, yes, BUT(!) ... ... ...[2], and out there?[1], and ... am I where I want to be? Christ ...[2], and I'm talking about the cold world where hot dreams go to die ...[1], and out there?[2], and ... I don't know, man[1], and I'm talking about the cold world where hot dreams go to die ...[2], and I struggle with all the fucking treacle ... you know my story, kook(s)[1], and ... I don't know, man[2], and life ain't easy[1], and I struggle with all the fucking treacle ... you know my story, kook(s)[2], and when everything looks like a shitshow ... I think of my BIG TEN of songs[1], and life ain't easy[2], and I'm obsessed with escaping ...[1], and when everything looks like a shitshow ... I think of my BIG TEN of songs[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there is no escape here ... ???[1], and I'm obsessed with escaping ...[2], and a BIG TEN like the Beatles would be the key to freedom ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there is no escape here ... ???[2], and my demo? FFS![1], and a BIG TEN like the Beatles would be the key to freedom ...[2], and I've done my push-ups ... / and I've done my dumbbell curls ... / and I'm aching now ... for more![1], and my demo? FFS![2], and, more?[1], and I've done my push-ups ... / and I've done my dumbbell curls ... / and I'm aching now ... for more![2], and I will do more exercise tomorrow ... and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and, uh ... Friday![1], and, more?[2], and can you get dizzy fit?[1], and I will do more exercise tomorrow ... and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and, uh ... Friday![2], and if I can push Stella and What's This Life We Live? to the bottom of the list with two new songs ...[1], and can you get dizzy fit?[2], and roll, roll, roll ... on the floor ... I am![1], and if I can push Stella and What's This Life We Live? to the bottom of the list with two new songs ...[2], and I'll be the greatest songwriter ever!!![1], and roll, roll, roll ... on the floor ... I am![2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... on the ceiling, too! ... be adventurous![1], and I'll be the greatest songwriter ever!!![2], and I'm so hungry, man[1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... on the ceiling, too! ... be adventurous![2], and, listen! ... I could eat a thousand mince pies - even before Christmas - but I just won't do it, I WON'T DO IT - !!![1], and I'm so hungry, man[2], and I've got the willpower of Napoleon, yes[1], and, listen! ... I could eat a thousand mince pies - even before Christmas - but I just won't do it, I WON'T DO IT - !!![2], and ... 'Did he like mince pies?'[1], and I've got the willpower of Napoleon, yes[2], and is there anything else I need to put in my diary?[1], and ... 'Did he like mince pies?'[2], and not today - I'm done![1], and is there anything else I need to put in my diary?[2], and, well ...[3], and not today - I'm done![2], and I am here ...[3], and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... yes, getting dizzy ... oh, having fun as usual, yes, BUT(!) ... ... ...[3], and ... am I where I want to be? Christ ...[3], and out there?[3], and I'm talking about the cold world where hot dreams go to die ...[3], and ... I don't know, man[3], and I struggle with all the fucking treacle ... you know my story, kook(s)[3], and life ain't easy[3], and when everything looks like a shitshow ... I think of my BIG TEN of songs[3], and I'm obsessed with escaping ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there is no escape here ... ???[3], and a BIG TEN like the Beatles would be the key to freedom ...[3], and my demo? FFS![3], and I've done my push-ups ... / and I've done my dumbbell curls ... / and I'm aching now ... for more![3], and, more?[3], and I will do more exercise tomorrow ... and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and, uh ... Friday![3], and can you get dizzy fit?[3], and if I can push Stella and What's This Life We Live? to the bottom of the list with two new songs ...[3], and roll, roll, roll ... on the floor ... I am![3], and I'll be the greatest songwriter ever!!![3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... on the ceiling, too! ... be adventurous![3], and I'm so hungry, man[3], and, listen! ... I could eat a thousand mince pies - even before Christmas - but I just won't do it, I WON'T DO IT - !!![3], and I've got the willpower of Napoleon, yes[3], and ... 'Did he like mince pies?'[3], and is there anything else I need to put in my diary?[3], and not today - I'm done![3], and

And, well ...[1], and I am here ...[1], and, well ...[2], and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... yes, getting dizzy ... oh, having fun as usual, yes, BUT(!) ... ... ...[1], and I am here ...[2], and ... am I where I want to be? Christ ...[1], and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... yes, getting dizzy ... oh, having fun as usual, yes, BUT(!) ... ... ...[2], and out there?[1], and ... am I where I want to be? Christ ...[2], and I'm talking about the cold world where hot dreams go to die ...[1], and out there?[2], and ... I don't know, man[1], and I'm talking about the cold world where hot dreams go to die ...[2], and I struggle with all the fucking treacle ... you know my story, kook(s)[1], and ... I don't know, man[2], and life ain't easy[1], and I struggle with all the fucking treacle ... you know my story, kook(s)[2], and when everything looks like a shitshow ... I think of my BIG TEN of songs[1], and life ain't easy[2], and I'm obsessed with escaping ...[1], and when everything looks like a shitshow ... I think of my BIG TEN of songs[2], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there is no escape here ... ???[1], and I'm obsessed with escaping ...[2], and a BIG TEN like the Beatles would be the key to freedom ...[1], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there is no escape here ... ???[2], and my demo? FFS![1], and a BIG TEN like the Beatles would be the key to freedom ...[2], and I've done my push-ups ... / and I've done my dumbbell curls ... / and I'm aching now ... for more![1], and my demo? FFS![2], and, more?[1], and I've done my push-ups ... / and I've done my dumbbell curls ... / and I'm aching now ... for more![2], and I will do more exercise tomorrow ... and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and, uh ... Friday![1], and, more?[2], and can you get dizzy fit?[1], and I will do more exercise tomorrow ... and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and, uh ... Friday![2], and if I can push Stella and What's This Life We Live? to the bottom of the list with two new songs ...[1], and can you get dizzy fit?[2], and roll, roll, roll ... on the floor ... I am![1], and if I can push Stella and What's This Life We Live? to the bottom of the list with two new songs ...[2], and I'll be the greatest songwriter ever!!![1], and roll, roll, roll ... on the floor ... I am![2], and, ha, ha, ha! ... on the ceiling, too! ... be adventurous![1], and I'll be the greatest songwriter ever!!![2], and I'm so hungry, man[1], and, ha, ha, ha! ... on the ceiling, too! ... be adventurous![2], and, listen! ... I could eat a thousand mince pies - even before Christmas - but I just won't do it, I WON'T DO IT - !!![1], and I'm so hungry, man[2], and I've got the willpower of Napoleon, yes[1], and, listen! ... I could eat a thousand mince pies - even before Christmas - but I just won't do it, I WON'T DO IT - !!![2], and ... 'Did he like mince pies?'[1], and I've got the willpower of Napoleon, yes[2], and is there anything else I need to put in my diary?[1], and ... 'Did he like mince pies?'[2], and not today - I'm done![1], and is there anything else I need to put in my diary?[2], and, well ...[3], and not today - I'm done![2], and I am here ...[3], and I'm spinning a-ROUND ... yes, getting dizzy ... oh, having fun as usual, yes, BUT(!) ... ... ...[3], and ... am I where I want to be? Christ ...[3], and out there?[3], and I'm talking about the cold world where hot dreams go to die ...[3], and ... I don't know, man[3], and I struggle with all the fucking treacle ... you know my story, kook(s)[3], and life ain't easy[3], and when everything looks like a shitshow ... I think of my BIG TEN of songs[3], and I'm obsessed with escaping ...[3], and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... / ... and there is no escape here ... ???[3], and a BIG TEN like the Beatles would be the key to freedom ...[3], and my demo? FFS![3], and I've done my push-ups ... / and I've done my dumbbell curls ... / and I'm aching now ... for more![3], and, more?[3], and I will do more exercise tomorrow ... and tomorrow, and tomorrow, and, uh ... Friday![3], and can you get dizzy fit?[3], and if I can push Stella and What's This Life We Live? to the bottom of the list with two new songs ...[3], and roll, roll, roll ... on the floor ... I am![3], and I'll be the greatest songwriter ever!!![3], and, ha, ha, ha! ... on the ceiling, too! ... be adventurous![3], and I'm so hungry, man[3], and, listen! ... I could eat a thousand mince pies - even before Christmas - but I just won't do it, I WON'T DO IT - !!![3], and I've got the willpower of Napoleon, yes[3], and ... 'Did he like mince pies?'[3], and is there anything else I need to put in my diary?[3], and not today - I'm done![3], and