Monday 20 July 2020

[No. 820] Sometimes your subconscious fights back

If it doesn't like the new direction you're going in.

And, uh ...[1], and well, well ...[1], and, uh ...[2], and, yes ... there have been bad dreams ... trying to stop me from making progress[1], and well, well ...[2], and old days of chaos keep on ...[1], and, yes ... there have been ba d dre ams ... trying to stop me from making progress[2], and, uh, uh ...[1], and old days of chaos keep on ...[2], and, listen! ... there have been little anxieties out of nowhere, too[1], and, uh, uh ...[2], and all part of life's rich pageant? I don't know[1], and, listen! ... there have been little anxie ties out of nowhere, too[2], and, well, well, well ...[1], and all part of life's rich pageant? I don't know[2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I really don't care because I'm focusing on the big picture, man[1], and, well, well, well ...[2], and ... believe it![1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I really don't care because I'm focusing on the big picture, man[2], and it's a big picture of me, actually[1], and ... believe it![2], and where's your picture, kook?[1], and it's a big picture of me, actually[2], and what can "I" say? ... words, words, words ...[1], and where's your picture, kook?[2], and a-ROUND here ... oh, I'm in control[1], and what can "I" say? ... words, words, words ...[2], and the words can come, yes, but I can edit, ha, ha, ha![1], and a-ROUND here ... oh, I'm in control[2], and a-ROUND here ... I see all the sights, and I hear all the sounds ... all the visions I want, the way I want[1], and the words can come, yes, but I can edit, ha, ha, ha![2], and, oh, God ... the devil can go to hell![1], and a-ROUND here ... I see all the sights, and I hear all the sounds ... all the visions I want, the way I want[2], and I hate him, seriously[1], and, oh, God ... the devil can go to hell![2], and that's my will[1], and I hate him, seriously[2], and this is a sort of heaven, believe it or not ... / ... and we haven't even gone beyond the THREE yet![1], and that's my will[2], and maybe we never will ... ?[1], and this is a sort of heaven, believe it or not ... / ... and we haven't even gone beyond the THREE yet![2], and come on, come on - !!! ... let's enjoy this moment ... and there will be others ... soon![1], and maybe we never will ... ?[2], and here is another one, so ...[1], and come on, come on - !!! ... let's enjoy this moment ... and there will be others ... soon![2], and as long as we keep getting dizzy ... we will never be short of glorious moments[1], and here is another one, so ...[2], and the squares will never know[1], and as long as we keep getting dizzy ... we will never be short of glorious moments[2], and I hate them, seriously[1], and the squares will never know[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... is probably the only thing that makes sense to us[1], and I hate them, seriously[2], and we are floating on a cloud of supersanity[1], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... is probably the only thing that makes sense to us[2], and we are happy![1], and we are floating on a cloud of supersan ity[2], and, uh ...[3], and we are happy![2], and well, well ...[3], and, yes ... there have been b  a  d d  r  e  a  m  s ... trying to stop me from making progress[3], and old days of chaos keep on ...[3], and, uh, uh ...[3], and, listen! ... there have been little a  n  x  i  e  t  i  e  s out of nowhere, too[3], and all part of life's rich pageant? I don't know[3], and, well, well, well ...[3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I really don't care because I'm focusing on the big picture, man[3], and ... believe it![3], and it's a big picture of me, actually[3], and where's your picture, kook?[3], and what can "I" say? ... words, words, words ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... oh, I'm in control[3], and the words can come, yes, but I can edit, ha, ha, ha![3], and a-ROUND here ... I see all the sights, and I hear all the sounds ... all the visions I want, the way I want[3], and, oh, God ... the devil can go to hell![3], and I hate him, seriously[3], and that's my will[3], and this is a sort of heaven, believe it or not ... / ... and we haven't even gone beyond the THREE yet![3], and maybe we never will ... ?[3], and come on, come on - !!! ... let's enjoy this moment ... and there will be others ... soon![3], and here is another one, so ...[3], and as long as we keep getting dizzy ... we will never be short of glorious moments[3], and the squares will never know[3], and I hate them, seriously[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... is probably the only thing that makes sense to us[3], and we are floating on a cloud of s  u  p  e  r  s  a  n  i  t  y[3], and we are happy![3], and

And, uh ...[1], and well, well ...[1], and, uh ...[2], and, yes ... there have been bad dreams ... trying to stop me from making progress[1], and well, well ...[2], and old days of chaos keep on ...[1], and, yes ... there have been ba d dre ams ... trying to stop me from making progress[2], and, uh, uh ...[1], and old days of chaos keep on ...[2], and, listen! ... there have been little anxieties out of nowhere, too[1], and, uh, uh ...[2], and all part of life's rich pageant? I don't know[1], and, listen! ... there have been little anxie ties out of nowhere, too[2], and, well, well, well ...[1], and all part of life's rich pageant? I don't know[2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I really don't care because I'm focusing on the big picture, man[1], and, well, well, well ...[2], and ... believe it![1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I really don't care because I'm focusing on the big picture, man[2], and it's a big picture of me, actually[1], and ... believe it![2], and where's your picture, kook?[1], and it's a big picture of me, actually[2], and what can "I" say? ... words, words, words ...[1], and where's your picture, kook?[2], and a-ROUND here ... oh, I'm in control[1], and what can "I" say? ... words, words, words ...[2], and the words can come, yes, but I can edit, ha, ha, ha![1], and a-ROUND here ... oh, I'm in control[2], and a-ROUND here ... I see all the sights, and I hear all the sounds ... all the visions I want, the way I want[1], and the words can come, yes, but I can edit, ha, ha, ha![2], and, oh, God ... the devil can go to hell![1], and a-ROUND here ... I see all the sights, and I hear all the sounds ... all the visions I want, the way I want[2], and I hate him, seriously[1], and, oh, God ... the devil can go to hell![2], and that's my will[1], and I hate him, seriously[2], and this is a sort of heaven, believe it or not ... / ... and we haven't even gone beyond the THREE yet![1], and that's my will[2], and maybe we never will ... ?[1], and this is a sort of heaven, believe it or not ... / ... and we haven't even gone beyond the THREE yet![2], and come on, come on - !!! ... let's enjoy this moment ... and there will be others ... soon![1], and maybe we never will ... ?[2], and here is another one, so ...[1], and come on, come on - !!! ... let's enjoy this moment ... and there will be others ... soon![2], and as long as we keep getting dizzy ... we will never be short of glorious moments[1], and here is another one, so ...[2], and the squares will never know[1], and as long as we keep getting dizzy ... we will never be short of glorious moments[2], and I hate them, seriously[1], and the squares will never know[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... is probably the only thing that makes sense to us[1], and I hate them, seriously[2], and we are floating on a cloud of supersanity[1], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... is probably the only thing that makes sense to us[2], and we are happy![1], and we are floating on a cloud of supersan ity[2], and, uh ...[3], and we are happy![2], and well, well ...[3], and, yes ... there have been b  a  d d  r  e  a  m  s ... trying to stop me from making progress[3], and old days of chaos keep on ...[3], and, uh, uh ...[3], and, listen! ... there have been little a  n  x  i  e  t  i  e  s out of nowhere, too[3], and all part of life's rich pageant? I don't know[3], and, well, well, well ...[3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I really don't care because I'm focusing on the big picture, man[3], and ... believe it![3], and it's a big picture of me, actually[3], and where's your picture, kook?[3], and what can "I" say? ... words, words, words ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... oh, I'm in control[3], and the words can come, yes, but I can edit, ha, ha, ha![3], and a-ROUND here ... I see all the sights, and I hear all the sounds ... all the visions I want, the way I want[3], and, oh, God ... the devil can go to hell![3], and I hate him, seriously[3], and that's my will[3], and this is a sort of heaven, believe it or not ... / ... and we haven't even gone beyond the THREE yet![3], and maybe we never will ... ?[3], and come on, come on - !!! ... let's enjoy this moment ... and there will be others ... soon![3], and here is another one, so ...[3], and as long as we keep getting dizzy ... we will never be short of glorious moments[3], and the squares will never know[3], and I hate them, seriously[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... is probably the only thing that makes sense to us[3], and we are floating on a cloud of s  u  p  e  r  s  a  n  i  t  y[3], and we are happy![3], and

And, uh ...[1], and well, well ...[1], and, uh ...[2], and, yes ... there have been bad dreams ... trying to stop me from making progress[1], and well, well ...[2], and old days of chaos keep on ...[1], and, yes ... there have been ba d dre ams ... trying to stop me from making progress[2], and, uh, uh ...[1], and old days of chaos keep on ...[2], and, listen! ... there have been little anxieties out of nowhere, too[1], and, uh, uh ...[2], and all part of life's rich pageant? I don't know[1], and, listen! ... there have been little anxie ties out of nowhere, too[2], and, well, well, well ...[1], and all part of life's rich pageant? I don't know[2], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I really don't care because I'm focusing on the big picture, man[1], and, well, well, well ...[2], and ... believe it![1], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I really don't care because I'm focusing on the big picture, man[2], and it's a big picture of me, actually[1], and ... believe it![2], and where's your picture, kook?[1], and it's a big picture of me, actually[2], and what can "I" say? ... words, words, words ...[1], and where's your picture, kook?[2], and a-ROUND here ... oh, I'm in control[1], and what can "I" say? ... words, words, words ...[2], and the words can come, yes, but I can edit, ha, ha, ha![1], and a-ROUND here ... oh, I'm in control[2], and a-ROUND here ... I see all the sights, and I hear all the sounds ... all the visions I want, the way I want[1], and the words can come, yes, but I can edit, ha, ha, ha![2], and, oh, God ... the devil can go to hell![1], and a-ROUND here ... I see all the sights, and I hear all the sounds ... all the visions I want, the way I want[2], and I hate him, seriously[1], and, oh, God ... the devil can go to hell![2], and that's my will[1], and I hate him, seriously[2], and this is a sort of heaven, believe it or not ... / ... and we haven't even gone beyond the THREE yet![1], and that's my will[2], and maybe we never will ... ?[1], and this is a sort of heaven, believe it or not ... / ... and we haven't even gone beyond the THREE yet![2], and come on, come on - !!! ... let's enjoy this moment ... and there will be others ... soon![1], and maybe we never will ... ?[2], and here is another one, so ...[1], and come on, come on - !!! ... let's enjoy this moment ... and there will be others ... soon![2], and as long as we keep getting dizzy ... we will never be short of glorious moments[1], and here is another one, so ...[2], and the squares will never know[1], and as long as we keep getting dizzy ... we will never be short of glorious moments[2], and I hate them, seriously[1], and the squares will never know[2], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... is probably the only thing that makes sense to us[1], and I hate them, seriously[2], and we are floating on a cloud of supersanity[1], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... is probably the only thing that makes sense to us[2], and we are happy![1], and we are floating on a cloud of supersan ity[2], and, uh ...[3], and we are happy![2], and well, well ...[3], and, yes ... there have been b  a  d d  r  e  a  m  s ... trying to stop me from making progress[3], and old days of chaos keep on ...[3], and, uh, uh ...[3], and, listen! ... there have been little a  n  x  i  e  t  i  e  s out of nowhere, too[3], and all part of life's rich pageant? I don't know[3], and, well, well, well ...[3], and, but, but, BUT(!) ... I really don't care because I'm focusing on the big picture, man[3], and ... believe it![3], and it's a big picture of me, actually[3], and where's your picture, kook?[3], and what can "I" say? ... words, words, words ...[3], and a-ROUND here ... oh, I'm in control[3], and the words can come, yes, but I can edit, ha, ha, ha![3], and a-ROUND here ... I see all the sights, and I hear all the sounds ... all the visions I want, the way I want[3], and, oh, God ... the devil can go to hell![3], and I hate him, seriously[3], and that's my will[3], and this is a sort of heaven, believe it or not ... / ... and we haven't even gone beyond the THREE yet![3], and maybe we never will ... ?[3], and come on, come on - !!! ... let's enjoy this moment ... and there will be others ... soon![3], and here is another one, so ...[3], and as long as we keep getting dizzy ... we will never be short of glorious moments[3], and the squares will never know[3], and I hate them, seriously[3], and, so ... a-ROUND, and a-ROUND, and a-ROUND ... is probably the only thing that makes sense to us[3], and we are floating on a cloud of s  u  p  e  r  s  a  n  i  t  y[3], and we are happy![3], and